Motivation

Stop Being Afraid of What Could Go Wrong, And Start Being Positibe About What Could Go Right!

[smarie9202]

169.5! I have never known myself in 160 lb range I seem to have jumped from 150 to 170 in the months that I didn't have a scale or go to the gym. And I must say I am pretty excited to see this number because it shows that my hard work is paying off!

[smarie9202]

This is how I feel today!

[smarie9202]

Well one month in and I am about 4 lbs lighter. I'm not going to complain abut 173 but I was hoping to be in the 160 by now. So this morning I added more cardio and moved up to a heavier weight. I think I just need to push myself more. And you know what?! This morning after I left my arms feel like jelly which they haven't felt like in a while. So hopefully by the end of this month. September 24. I will be down to at least 166. I know that was my goal for September 1 but I know that won't happened. We will get there. And I will look amazing for my hubby on our wedding day!!! 334 days!

[smarie9202]

I must say I am a little nervous for Sunday. It is my one month weigh. I know I shouldn't go by the number but it is sure nice to see it go down. I have noticed that my jeans are getting baggy. Which I do get annoyed at them for falling down but I love the feeling of noticing a change!

[smarie9202]

343 days until I am married! Each day I get more and more excited. Our wedding is my motivation to continue my morning workouts and eating healthy. I want to look my best for him on our wedding day and get in the habit to stay fit! I don't plan on quitting in 343 days. This is going to be a lifestyle change!

[smarie9202]

Loving my morning gym time!!! It's only been about 2 weeks and I'm already noticing my body changing! Can't stop now!

[smarie9202]

352 days and 174 lbs! Since I started I have lost 3 lbs which is kind of exciting! It's sure nice to see the number go down! I know I could still be eating healthier and going to the gym more but it is definately hard! I know I will get there because for me to be genuinely happy I have to be in better shape. We went to the water park this past weekend and I just felt self conscious and didn't want to be there. I was comparing my body to everyone's. The next time I go there I don't want to feel that way.

[smarie9202]

[smarie9202]

357 days. If my legs are week today I'm definately not looking forward to tomorrow...or Sunday

[smarie9202]

My motivation for today and everyday!

[smarie9202]

[smarie9202]

[smarie9202]

This will be the last time I will look like this!

[smarie9202]

367 days

367 days until I get married. I don't want to look back on my pictures and think oh I wish I was healthier. Today I will start eating clean, drinking less alcohol and sugary drinks and drink more water. Today I start working out. I will get to a healthier me. I am at the highest weight I have ever been and ever will be. 177 is a number I hate. I hate looking in the mirror, at pictures, at me. I hate shopping, I hate being in a bathing suit. This time next year I will be the happiest ever. And my weight is not going to stop me. My first goal: be 166lb by September 1. I will stay motivated!

[smarie9202]

Early Mornings

Tuesday Night Zumba! I must say my body is fairly tired this morning! And its only week 2! And then theres my early morning workouts. I must say 630 am mornings is not normal for me. I'm a more crawl out of be at 8 kinda girl. but so far so good. The gyms going to be a lot quieter in the morning then it usually is in the evenings. Lets hope this works need to be bikini ready by my holiday!! 4 months!!

[smarie9202]

One step at a time!

[smarie9202]

Don't stop now! Start of day 3! Just have to get past the hump!