Imagine being Sun Jae in the post second time travel timeline.
Imagine him being insanely in love with Im Sol, and having had the opportunity to kiss her (that original timeline Sun Jae didn't have).
Imagine having happy memories WITH her (again, something original timeline Sun Jae didn't have), and Imagine having confessed to her only to get rejected.
Imagine hearing her say to him "Listen. Thank you. I'm so grateful for what you've done, but I'm reminded of that day whenever I see you. It's scary. I can't even look at you." You can just see his heart breaking just by the look in his eyes. The person he loves most in the world, the one who he'd fought to protect, the one he will always fight to protect tells him she can't even look at him without being scared. It's the most devastating thing.
And then imagine, having experienced all of this, he's still in love with her. Like a mad man. He would run through crowded areas to find her, he would go to Hangang bridge in the hope she would be there, he would behave like an absolute loser in love, like he always does.
And then she comes back. She comes to him, 15 years later, on the hangang bridge just as promised. He sees her. Like he saw her for the first time. With the yellow umbrella. And he's so emotional. You can see his eyes get red. It's her. It's her. It's her.
And then when he drops her home she tells him she feels the same. She's always felt the same. She liked him too, and she had no choice because it was painful for her too (which he misinterprets the meaning of, but so did all of us in the first watch). And he's running again. To her. Because it's always been her. And when he goes to her house, and confirms that she still likes him, he can't believe it. It's his dream. He's lived through 15 painful years, only to see his heaven in front of him, telling him she feels the same. Finally, it's time.
And even then. Even then. He doesn't push. He leans in to kiss her, and she pulls back. And he never pushes. He stays. He let's her be comfortable. And when she kisses him first, he loses himself in her. He kisses her like a man starved. Because he was. For 15 long years. And after the kiss, he's still trying to adjust to reality. Trying to see if this is real. And she smiles. And he completely loses his mind. Because she's not scared of him anymore. It's not scary anymore. So he smiles back in return. Because he loves her.
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