Drowning In Blood And Tears

Oh remember, remember what it was to be a kid and learn to move beyond those crushed dreams of wonder-like hopes

[squishykitty825]

Time to say hello

Before we begin, I suppose I should introduce myself

Hello, I'm Squishy but my moots call me Squish

Age: 20

MBTI: INTJ

Star Sign: Virgo

Pronouns: She/Her

I'm a published author and a poet who can (apparently) be funny

AO3: Squishykitty825 (10 works, currently)

Squishy's book of poems

Squishy's fics

Squishy's brain blurb collection

I post fanfics, poems, and occasionally brain blurbs (aka things people somehow find funny), but I'll also reblog others' works too

I have a deep rooted love for superheroes (*cough* Dick Grayson *cough cough*), Supernatural, Resident Evil, Star Wars, etc etc... I have lots of obsessions I guess is what I'm trying to get at.

Let's see, what else... oh! The inner circle, they're basically my family so you better follow them cause they're the best and I love them for all their quirks: @the-lights-are-loud @magnoliasandarson @im-an-anthusiast @sleepy-boything-shit

[the-forgotten-poet]

Compartmentalization

Put it in a box. You can deal with it later. Shove it aside; you don’t deserve your anger. Hold it down and hide all evidence of its existence. The pain you feel is irrelevant; the screaming voices in your head even more so. No one will save you from drowning in the void of these waters. You sacrifice your sense, forever forgotten in the hollow ache of yourself. Suppress, repress, and smother the feeling of anything real. Let the numbness of the void suck you in and surround you. Wound only yourself. Rip your own heart right out your chest. But show the surface as a blank slate. Healed only to those who don’t look carefully enough to see the distorted fractures of your self-image. Your anger is undeserved so why should your heartache be any different. The rage you must hide is as undesirable as your words, so why should the agony of heartbreak be any different. If the expression of your ire is too much then the anguish is just as unearned and both belong in the black hole of compartmentalization.

[squishykitty825]

I have come to the realization that I have two types of people that I befriend: Guys 5+ years older than me and people (of any gender) 3 years younger than me.

People my own age? (with the exception of my bestie Lights) nowhere to be seen in my friendship circles.

I am either the mom-friend (literally) or the frenzied autistic child who finds somewhat-stable-and-wellish-adjusted-and-also-autistic male friends who also play video games. Quite the dichotomy.

And then there's Lights

[renviary]

(platonic/familial) sketch dump from the past few days ive done for the twin todds au ibs: purpl3h00d over on twt😌we've been tormenting e/o w hcs

[steorn]

I like that english speakers can say anything with a "y" and it's understood as an affirmative. yep. yurp. yee. ya. yurr. yay

[infectiouspiss]

can we kill the idea that yawning=bored because there's a million reasons to be yawning and being condescendingly asked "oh im sorry are we boring you?" because of something you can't control is really rude.

you're not boring me this is a side effect of my medication but thank you for deciding that my yawns are some sort of insult toward you and going on the offensive i loved it 👍

[squishykitty825]

Today’s rant: Russian cursive

Cursive in any language is decently hard to decipher sometimes, but this just takes the cake.

HOW DO YOU EVEN READ IT

Thanks for listening

[preztail]

everyone forgets that grayson is so angry that he hides it with kindness and softness. quips to hide how heartbroken he is about what happened to babs and jason and everyone else he’s ever loved. while jason is so kind and tender that he hides it with anger. the anger of being taken advantage of because of his eagerness to serve and help. so much so that his anger forms into him helping crime alley and the kids who never got adopted like he did. they are genuinely two sides of the same coin and i could go on forever about it!!

[daenerys-targaryen]

haaattee that ✨ is associated with ai. that’s my emoji, not urs. you’re NOT whimsy.

[queerofthecastle]

listen, Mark didn't JUST spend years creating a beautiful piece of eldritch art that proved indie film makers can create pieces that audiences respond to as much as they do to huge studio productions -- he also got his tits out on the big screen

[squishykitty825]

I had no homework to do. And I just played the piano for over an hour. But now idk what to do with my free time. Like, do I go play a video game? Do I go write? Should I read?

[the-lights-are-loud]

Do my homework 🙂

[squishykitty825]

No thank you miss stem major

[the-lights-are-loud]

The sciences call for my blood, sweat and tears

[squishykitty825]

And they’re getting all of it

[squishykitty825]

I had no homework to do. And I just played the piano for over an hour. But now idk what to do with my free time. Like, do I go play a video game? Do I go write? Should I read?

[the-lights-are-loud]

Do my homework 🙂

[squishykitty825]

No thank you miss stem major

[squishykitty825]

I had no homework to do. And I just played the piano for over an hour. But now idk what to do with my free time. Like, do I go play a video game? Do I go write? Should I read?

[gaymolegaming]

I wish irl grinding was as fun as in videogames tbh. Like yeah i need to go to work a thousand times but after that i have enough materials to buy a house. But alas, houses arent real

[squishykitty825]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Batman - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Tim Drake & Dick Grayson & Jason Todd, Duke Thomas & Jason Todd, Dick Grayson & Duke Thomas, Tim Drake & Duke Thomas, Barbara Gordon/Dick Grayson Characters: Jason Todd, Dick Grayson, Duke Thomas, Tim Drake, Barbara Gordon, Bruce Wayne, Damian Wayne Additional Tags: batbros, batkids, batsiblings, Alcohol, Drunk Jason Todd, Drunk Dick Grayson, Drunk Tim Drake (DCU), Dick Grayson is Nightwing, Jason Todd is Red Hood, Duke Thomas is Signal, Tim Drake is Red Robin (DCU), Bruce Wayne is Batman, Damian Wayne is Robin, Barbara Gordon is Oracle, the batboys are hungover, Episode: s06e02 Last Night Gus (Psych TV 2006), Kidnapping Summary:

The batkids are going out drinking to celebrate Duke's birthday, but, when they wake up the next morning to find they can't remember anything from the previous night, they have to figure out what happened and do their best not to let Bruce find out.

[homunculus-argument]

The stereotype of the nerd girl taking her glasses off and suddenly she's beautiful, but in reverse. A cold tough mean office lady who glares at everyone until she gets glasses and suddenly becomes sweet, approachable and friendly since she no longer has a constant headache over not being able to fucking see, doesn't need to squint at everything, and actually remembers individual people by name now that she can tell them apart at all.

[depsidase]