Bad writing means you took the time to write something, you, a real human being. It means you created something! And you have the awareness to see that there's room for improvement, too!!!
Bad writing is wonderful!!! Bad writing is a platform from which you can build your masterpiece! Bad writing is the backbone of good writing!
Give yourself permission to write badly. No, actually- give yourself permission to write something TERRIBLE. Give yourself permission to write such drivel that you can barely read it.
Nothing comes out a masterpiece the first time!! You think Isaac Asimov never wrote a total stinker he had to rebuild from the ground up? You think Jules Verne never wrote utter slop for a first draft?
WRITE SOMETHING AWFUL!!! Write something so bad you cringe about it years later!!! And then when that's done, write some more!!!!!
Sooo the next chapter should be up by tomorrowā¦ itās been a long process and work/life has been hectic but I got my head back in the jaci game and Iām excited for this next chapter :33
don't worry about me when I say this but I think in a way being hunted for sport would be a relief. my nervous system would be like, wow. finally, a proportional reaction
[desperately horny voice] haha yeah did you know that studies have shown that vocal expressions of pain actually increase your pain tolerance? yeah, even if it's volitional, you should really be making lots of loud noises while you're in pain. please. if you want we can even practice right now.
I thought Iād write some personal headcanons/ideas for the characters in my FC5 fic. I like to imagine them a little physically different from their in game looks, as well as having some interesting little details about them and their lives!
These are just my silly little ideas about them for my fic, I definitely have some different ones for their game selves, but some could overlap.
Staci
- has a tortie named Mittens. She has white paws and face, sheās very clingy and loves to yell at him for food. She was a cat given to him by his ex Mac during their relationship, and even though his ex wanted her back, Staci was no shes my daughter i gave birth to her
- Joey and him have been friends since childhood, I imagine she was a tomboy and she took him under her wing and they were besties! They mightāve had a little crush on each other in elementary school, but that faded quickly š she always call him out on bullshit, and even though it might seem she does a lot of emotional work for him, heās been there equally for her throughout their life
- He has 2 younger twin sisters, Camila and Alessandra. 20 years old, they were pretty close as kids, but arenāt as in contact with each other now that theyāve both moved out of HC for college. Staci silently resents the favoritism theyāve had from their parents, but he loves them and misses them.
- In his free time, he likes to play video games, like LoZ, Minecraft (w Joey and Ev), and any open world games/ācozyā games, go out with Joey thrifting, eating and hiking (Staci doesnāt like the harder hikes). He used to bike a lot as a kid. He likes to be a couch potato and watch true crime, nature documentaries, and shows like Parks and Rec and The Office
- Always has been anxious. Hasnāt really been to therapy for it :( has body image issues, and compares himself to other guys a lot.
- Drinks only when heās feeling panicky or like he wants to just forget about stuff for a bit. Definitely will smoke some weed with Joey and Ev just to chill out and have fun.
- Is scared of flying, heights, narrow spaces and snakes.
Jacob
- has two dogs, Amelia and Tango. Tango is a dark brown Shepard mix heās had since he was a puppy. Tango is very smart and used to do scent work as enrichment, heās chill in his old age and loves lounging in the sunlight. Amelia is a wolf hybrid (bc of course). Sheās mostly white and gray, sheās massive and dumb. Jacob has tried to train her, and she knows a good amount of commands, but shes stubborn and independent at times. She loves howling, eating sticks and dirt, rolling around in things she shouldnāt and sitting on Jacobās lap like shes a small dog.
- Jacob was in the military. I donāt have a super defined idea about HOW, but there was no cannibalism, and he was discharged for medical reasons.
- When he got out of the military, he found community with people in the BDSM scene. He has experience as a dom and sub! Prefers being a Dom. His introduction to the scene wasnāt exactly aligned with the values he holds now. There were definitely people that took advantage of him, and possibly manipulated him into a relationship. He doesnāt like to dwell on his past, but he learned from it and was adamant about being āstructuredā and having CLEAR boundaries and never taking advantage of someoneās vulnerability.
- When Jacob moved to HC, John told him he would have a āsmall isolated mountain houseā built for him. Needless to say, when Jacob saw the house being built he was mad at John for forcing his frivolous luxurious life on him. He didnāt want a pretentious mansion!! But he still enjoys its isolation and has found ways to fill all the large spacesā¦ conveniently John gave him a large basement. Faith helped him make it feel more like a home rather than a āman caveā.
- Enjoys hunting. Likes to prepare the animals for taxidermy and uses the meat for his dogsā food. Also enjoys fishing, but doesnāt like the waiting.
- Faith and him met in Georgia, she was his ātherapistā at one point. Theyāve been friends for a while, and Joseph and John do like her, but arenāt as close where they would call her a sister.
- Loves his brothers, but is bothered by their over complex lives. He doesnt like how John is always trying to be in his personal business (youngest sibling wanting the attention of the oldest) Joseph and Jacob are close, they donāt talk much, Joseph thinks his line of work isnāt good for him because of his past experiences in the scene and the military.
- Internalizes things a lotā¦ he's very hard on the outside, but secretly a softy on the inside. He has a very good poker face and is often considered intimidating
- Has one ear piercing on his left ear, has one tattoo but i wont spoil it š dresses very mountain manly, flannels, Carhartt etc
- Works out at home (gotta stay strong to manhandle Staci)
Joey
- LOVES Staci to death, but sometimes wants to shake him and knock some sense into him.
- Danny and her met at college. She is bisexual and has accepted that sheās in love with a man lol
- Outgoing and funny, loves to make people laugh.
- Has many tattoos, floral shoulder piece, MOM heart tattoo, snake and flowers on her forearm, some vines on her stomach, and some others I havenāt thought of.
- Likes to bake and cook. Loves to do anything outdoors, but also loves to shop and do makeup. Forces Staci to go on adventures with her. Has a movie night with Danny where they make a huge blanket and pillow nest on the ground and make a bunch of snacks and binge watch movies like LoTR and horror movies.
- Tomboy style. But also gorpcore. She likes baggy clothes, purses with lots of pockets and wants more tattoos and piercings always
- Loves to eat anything and everything
- Loves all animals but especially fish (Danny wont let her get a fish tank yet)
Faith
- looooves plants, she wants plants everywhere. She enjoys taking care of them and talking to them. She loves having native plants because she knows the importance of native plants to the ecosystem and taking care of nature is very important to her.
- Not religious, but spiritual. She feels a deep connection with nature and meditates a lot outside. She believes that everything has a soul, and when things pass their energy is transferred to something else. She would def be someone who wants to composted when she passes.
- Feels everything deeply, huge empath. Sheās very compassionate and wants to help everyone, but she keeps boundaries for her own mental health. She believes that most things can be overcome with self compassion and forgiveness.
- Licensed sex therapist. She had very good grades in school, and pursued psychology and a clinical psychotherapy route. She spent most of her āfield trainingā working with victims of SA, people in the LGBT community and sex workers. She focuses on trauma and shame and how they relate to physical responses in the body. Faith, herself, is lesbian, and she mainly works virtually with clients. Met Jacob at a scene actually, and she was like āhey u look real messed up inside, lets talk afterā shes not kinky, but she has been in spaces like that before for āresearchā
- I imagine her slightly older, young 30s. But shes young at heart and is very carefree and whimsical. Has many fineline floral tattoos and a lip piercing
- Loves wearing anything flowy and lacy that she can prance around in. Wears boots most of the time, or shes barefoot walking around in her garden.
- Very attached to all her trinkets, she refuses to give any away. Still sleeps with a childhood bunny stuffed animal named Sunny
- Doesnāt eat much meat, enjoys growing her own food and going to farmers markets
Okay so I donāt know if this is like unusually largeā¦ but hereās Joey from my fic!
I want her hair DOWN AND LUCIOUS. No running makeup, just a beautiful queen. I couldnāt tell her actual eye color, but most seem to portray her with blue/gray eyes.
She def has a lot of cool tattoos, hopefully I can muster the energy to draw a full body picture, digital art is tricky for me ;;
So I havenāt posted art in years. But the power of lesbianism possessed me to draw this! Im also not great at drawing men so this was a compromiseā¦
The title is something like āāwhen you have no money to pay the hot mechanic womanā or something like that.
domming is great until you hit a decision fatigue wall likeeeeee i think youre a fucking grownup and you can decide whether to cum or not on your own. be proactive for once
disturbing amount of people being like āyouāre a bad domme you donāt deserve to dommeā girl ur a bad comedy audience you donāt deserve to heckle get outta here
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