break - Jegulus Microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - word count: 693
The first time Regulus Black thought James Potter was going to break his heart, he ended up with a boyfriend. Because really, they hadnât been actually been going out in the first place, Regulus had just grown so mortifyingly attached that he knew he would never be the same, even when James came to his senses and told Regulus that this strange, addicting thing between them was done.
So one night in February, when James turned to him with a terrifyingly serious expression and said the words, âWe need to talk about something,â Regulus wasnât even surprised, though his heart sank to the floor.Â
He just maintained a completely blank face, squeezed his fingers into his palms so tightly his fingernails left marks, and uttered the words, âGo on. Say it, then.âÂ
And was completely, blissfully shocked when James said softly, âIâŚI care about you, Reg. I want this to be something. Have for ages.â
And after he snogged the living daylights out of him, he gave him a very stern talk about never, ever using the words âwe need to talkâ again.
The second time Regulus Black thought James Potter was going to break his heart, they ended up moving in together.
Well, not like that. But it was the end of Regulusâs sixth year and Jamesâs seventh. James was leaving, and Regulus had feared for a while that the end of this chapter of Jamesâs life meant the end of them, as well. Every time James murmured adoring sentiments in his ear, every one of them felt like it had an expiration date, and he found himself scrambling to make plans for the summer, for the future, for being alone.
So when James sat him down, face full of anxiety and nervous determination, Regulus figured this was it. Heâd finally gotten the nerve to end things. He was focusing so much on keeping himself together, on keeping his face emotionless and his breathing even, that he barely heard it when James said in a firm voice, âYouâre coming home with me this summer.â
âI-what?â he asked after a minute, still processing.
âI know youâre independent and you donât need help and all that shit, but I honestly donât think I could make it through three whole months without you, and Iâd spend every waking minute worrying about you,â James said in a rush, as if heâd practiced this speech many times. âSo itâs not for you, not really. Itâs that youâre doing a favor for me. So please, just- please at least think about-â
He interrupted James with a kiss.
The third time Regulus Black thought James Potter was going to break up his heart, they ended up engaged.
James had been acting so differently lately, coming home late from work and talking in hushed tones to his friends. Regulus had worried himself into an all-out panic, convinced that he was cheating, that everyone was in on it. That his luck had run out, and James had finally realized Regulus was not the person he thought he was, after all.
So when James sat him down after a lovely dinner at home and began his speech with, âI wanted to do this differentlyâŚâ his heart again sank, because he was sure this was the end.
âI wanted to do this in front of a crowd, or, I dunno, have a flash mob or something stupid like that,â James said, smiling softly as Regulus frowned in confusion. âBut I decided that youâd probably kill me if I did, and then you wouldnât be able to say yes, soâŚâ
And that was when Regulus saw the ring in his hand.
He didnât take in much after that.
And when they finished celebrating their new engagement, Regulus turned to his new fiance and mumbled, âYou know this really means you canât leave me, right?â the vulnerability of the statement hanging in the warm air around them. Perhaps he was finally believing it.Â
But James just looked at him like heâd hung the stars in the sky. âBaby, I was never planning on it,â he grinned, brushing their lips together.
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