StarFilledLungs

#Honestly, I Will Never Be Honest# Tattooed, Pierced, Chubby Bunny, Book Worm, Music Lova. And I love having interesting hair.

[surprisebitch]

me after successfully clocking in at work on the dot 5 seconds before the time changed

[howlsmovingumbrellastand]

I’ve finally managed to make a vine compilation short enough that Tumblr will let me post it!

[solace-y]

I thought it wasn’t possible to crack an egg in your palm like that how to fuck did he

[selesnyapokemonprofessor]

This is a good one 12/10

[toomucherin]

this is legit my favorite vine compilation ever, i’m crying

[vimesbootstheory]

#Erin your friend Jackie is in it and it’s a different vine than usual! – lmao omg elvira your tags are the best

[nintendogs64-deactivated2013080]

there’s something very satisfying about buying office supplies but I’m not quite sure how to explain that feeling

[schweetheart]

the illusion of productivity

[schrodingers-tribble]

that’s it that’s the feeling

[1999gorl]

me hearing tongue tied by grouplove in 2012 for the first time

[lizardsister]

me hearing tongue tied by grouplove in 2018 for the millionth time

[braixxen]

me: oh yeah i’ll watch [insert mega popular easily-accessed netflix thing] at some point

me:

[saveme-littlethings-hopes]

[laviet]

when u start having a good convo and then u say something awkward/embarassing

[the-absolute-best-gifs]

[geekdawson]

one of the more valuable things I’ve learned in life as a survivor of a mentally unstable parent is that it is likely that no one has thought through it as much as you have. 

no, your friend probably has not noticed they cut you off four times in this conversation. 

no, your brother didn’t realize his music was that loud while you were studying. 

no, your bff or S.O. doesn’t remember that you’re on a tight deadline right now.

no, no one else is paying attention to the four power dynamics at play in your friend group right now.  

a habit of abused kids, especially kids with unstable parents, is the tendency to notice every little detail. We magnify small nuances into major things, largely because small nuances quickly became breaking points for parents. Managing moods, reading the room, perceiving danger in the order of words, the shift of body weight….it’s all a natural outgrowth of trying to manage unstable parents from a young age. 

Here’s the thing: most people don’t do that. I’m not saying everyone else is oblivious, I’m saying the over analysis of minor nuances is a habit of abuse. 

I have a rule: I do not respond to subtext. This includes guilt tripping, silent treatments, passive aggressive behavior, etc. I see it. I notice it. I even sometimes have to analyze it and take a deep breath and CHOOSE not to respond. Because whether it’s really there or just me over-reading things that actually don’t mean anything, the habit of lending credence to the part of me that sees danger in the wrong shift of body weight…that’s toxic for me. And dangerous to my relationships. 

The best thing I ever did for myself and my relationships was insist upon frank communication and a categorical denial of subtext. For some people this is a moral stance. For survivors of mentally unstable parents this is a requirement of recovery. 

[daminwayne]

somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever

[bebe-benzenheimer]

reblog the Awesome Grade picture for awesome grades

[impolitecanadian]

guys this really works i reblogged it and then got 870% on an essay

[prettypinkmanga]

[pdlcomics]

Credit

[starfilledlungz]

#nofilter new glasses 😋 #justgotmyzennis #redhair #afpoison @arcticfoxhaircolor @zennioptical

[starfilledlungz]

me: I'M GONNA DO A THING

me, later that same day: i did not do the thing

[mythicalpiranha-moved-deactivat]

i foun d my old wallet in the drawer next to my bed and it had $400 in it im having a heart attack

[mythicalpiranha-moved-deactivat]

reblog the aquabats! wallet of good fortune & you’ll b blessed w/ good fortune

[lawlessferalgay]

HOLY SHIT I REBLOGGED THIS TWO DAYS AGO AND I JUST GOT A REFUND CHECK IN THE MAIL FOR 217.52!!!!

[tinethehuman]

City and Colour- little hell

[starfilledlungz]

Best t shirt ever from @filthycasualco a true filthy casual with #pizza #filthycasual #nogamenolife thanks to my husband for this birthday gift 😍 I was reluctant to order from them with my size but it fits better than I could imagine. #bigboobieproblems

[bitchycode]

[little-vvitch]

this is the 2016 apology post. reblog in 45 seconds and 2016 will apologize to you in the form of money.

[stephenraygarza]

not risking it.

[autumntipsy]

Not even scrolling past it

[thoteisha]

I deserve an apology smh

[mylittlesanity]

i was gonna scroll past once i saw 2016 but then i read it lol