[stargal26362]

Understand, it’s okay to not be okay. And right now I’m not okay, but I will be tomorrow. I love you all. #closed #closedfortoday #nowork #nowriting #restday #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #imnotokay #notokay #longday

[stargal26362]

I felt this on a deep spiritual level. Did not go to sleep until 3am last night and got up at like 9am this morning. I recently became an appointed writing life coach, basically not just a writing buddy. But someone who gives good feedback on manuscripts AND THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART! HYPE YOU TF UP! I am genuinely tired of seeing other writers tearing down other writers. It may sound silly and it may sound ridiculous but how many times have you thought about sharing your writing but didn’t in fear of other people judging you, or calling you names thinking it’s stupid, this will never go anywhere. My goal is to build your confidence in writing, I do no edits, proofreads etc. I am a story builder, so I help with your manuscript by giving good gentle feedback, read it over for context, story, flow, pacing, themes, imagery, plot etc. and yes I tell you your writing is amazing why? Because it is. It’s a part of you. You are beautiful. The goal is to work with you on your novel, as a writing buddy/coach and push you to get it done. Achieving our dreams alone is hard, but there is NOTHING WE CANT ACHIEVE TOGETHER! I do this in my free time and am not paid for what I do. That’s not the point, this is my purpose. This is my calling. I love writing, I love reading and helping my fellow writers. At. All. Cost. Seriously. If any of you are interested, please inbox me. I mean it, if you need someone to talk and gush about your writing. We do it together. I mean it y’all stop giving up your dream cuz you think your idea/writing is stupid. ITS NOT. Because YOU ARE not stupid. I love you all, gonna be a fantabulous day! Thank you God for my purpose, finally. 🙌🏽

[stargal26362]

Something I wrote from a males perspective talking about the woman he’s in love with. Enjoy! #wattpad #wattpadwriter #writer #storywriting #author #newstory #bookstagram #writersofinstagram #books #story #storywriting #instagramwriters #writingcommunity #writingcommunityofig #writingcommunityofinstagram #novelwriting #novelwriter #novelwriters #writersunite #WIP #villian #villianperspective #romancenovel #stargal26362 #inlove #inlovequotes #inlovewithyou #writingromance #romancewriting https://www.instagram.com/p/B12ZardAKB6/?igshid=1e20dbr24ovq6

[stargal26362]

I want to write a villain. LETS GO! Challenge accepted! Part 1, by the way there are very strong themes of violence, death, and rape. Either way, enjoy!

[stargal26362]

Discussion due today and an exam to study for, and an eye doctors appointment. Again, no one said this would be easy and this time I’m striving for excellence ✨thank you Lord for this life you have blessed me with. I only pray now that I am able to help others and change lives for the better. #fulltimestudent #work #worklife #student #communicationsclass #homework #assignment #studentlife #hardwork #starbucks #coffee #lovecoffee #purplelaptop #class #howardcc #dedication

[stargal26362]

Buckwheat pancakes with fresh strawberries as a pre workout meal and coffee. Gonna hit the gym, get some homework done, then come home and meal prep for the rest of the week. I have a busy day ahead but I know if I go to the gym it’s gonna get done! Happy Humpday everyone! #fitnessmotivation #healthyeating #food #healthymeal #lunch #foodporn #protein #fit #fitfam #fitness #fitnessmotivation #eating #eatinggood #goodeats #eatinghealthy #eatinghealth #pancakes #fruit #freshfruit

[stargal26362]

“What is compromise? I want a man to share his love with me. Because I love me”

Eartha Kitt

[kelsisasser]

Try eating some off these foods to de- bloat

[memeppoi]

運動の秋ミカ。#ガールズアンドパンツァー http://pic.twitter.com/c8oJvBQkMO

— 白狼@はんじゅくいぬ (@pailand) September 24, 2017

[motivation-and-fitness]

[motivation-and-fitness]

You are strong.

Keep going. 

You can do this.

[hippie-janessa-deactivated20190]

[stargal26362]

God Is Good

Hey everyone, its a been a bit since I’ve posted on here and I’m so busy I can barely dedicate my time to my fiancee. I just wanted to share with you all what I have been up to. As you all know I work full time, which is going good can’t say anything negative there. But I have started working out again and changing my diet for now even though its not EXACTLY the way I would want to eat, small changes make a big difference. I am now eating lots of eggs because they are cheap and filling and lots of chicken, lettuce and veggies. I have started drinking more water and switching to green tea as well during the day at work instead of coffee. I have lessened my sugar consumption to my one cup of coffee with creamer and when I make my teas I only put 3-4 sugar packets. I used to put almost 12 sugar packets for my teas and coffee!! So needless to say I feel fantastic after making these mindful adjustments to my eating habits. 

The grade at the bottom of my transcript is the course I’m taking now which is English Comp 2, and we are in week two out of five weeks and this course is going quickly! So learning all the material and actually absorbing and applying it is where its getting a bit tricky. But I’m not one of those students where if I don’t understand something I won’t ask questions. I ALWAYS ASK QUESTIONS! I need feedback so I can become a better student and a better writer in general. Never be afraid to ask your instructor for help if you don’t understand something, trust me they aren’t the enemy. The textbook is though...

I’ve been playing around with makeup too, and I SUCK at eye shadow blending. My eye shadow just looked so muddy it bothered me, thanks Youtube Tutorial expectations. But I do enjoy the look of lashes though and would really like to get more. 

My laptop aside from the space bar not reacting as quickly as I would want it to is doing very well otherwise. I do know I may have to buy an SD card soon otherwise with the way my school material is piling up, this laptop won’t keep up. But for the purposes of travelling and getting school work done, I love it. I just now need an SD card and a sleeve for it, because I take my laptop with me to work so if I can get school work done on my breaks, so be it. I’m not using work as an excuse to fall behind and not strive for an A, and if I get a B that’s cool too. 

I never realized how nice it is to study inside like a starbucks or a panera bread just to get out of the house and be fully immersed in my school work. Its kind of awesome and something I can see myself doing throughout the course of my studies. 

I took a break from school tonight only because my mind was no longer absorbing what I was reading. Anytime I’m not understanding what I’m reading or even try to apply it to something where it makes sense. I take a break to relax my mind and come to it later. If I don’t expect a C- grade from me, and I’m too much of an over achiever for that. 

Time to get some much needed rest! Workout tomorrow, shower and get the rest of my homework done before work, so Thursday I can spend some time with my fiancee and not feel guilty about it. 

Thanks for reading and lets catch up next time! Thank you God for all of your blessings, I am truly touched and humbled. I would be nothing without you. 

[lets-study-together]

productivity 101 ✨ - follow my studygram: @studyclub_

[stargal26362]

High intensity cardio was the time for this workout. I know it may not have been thirty minutes like I want but I was short on time. I would rather workout really hard for 10 minutes than skip a workout. Work tonight, hopefully it’s slow enough... #fitness #fit #fitfam #fitfamily #fitnessmotivation #fitnation #gymselfie #gym #gymtime #workout #workoutlife #workoutmotivation #myworkoutlife #weight #weightloss #weightlossjourney #myprogress #mybody #health #myhealth #healthy #weekend #calories #caloriesburned #Stargal26362 #curves #bodypositivity #bodypositive

[stargal26362]

Breakfast of champions ✌🏽 #fitnessmotivation #healthyeating #food #Idoherbalife #herbalife #healthymeal #lunch #foodporn #protein #fit #fitfam #fitness #fitnessmotivation #eating #eatinggood #goodeats #eatinghealthy #eatinghealth #eggs #cagefreeeggs #cagefree

[stargal26362]

So my starting weight was 192 and I lost an eighth of a pound. Good Morning ❤️ #fitness #fit #fitfam #fitfamily #fitnessmotivation #fitnation #gymselfie #gym #gymtime #workout #workoutlife #workoutmotivation #myworkoutlife #weight #weightloss #weightlossjourney #myprogress #mybody #health #myhealth #healthy #weekend #calories #caloriesburned #Stargal26362 #curves #bodypositivity #bodypositive