the 3 AM club

writting and creating

[starinthrspace]

Breaks (But it turns and evolves into something more like) ...,from life?

It's only the first night and what happens as soon as I sit up in bed? Anxiety, raw, hard anxiety mixed with this sensitivity towards my surroundings and this damn situation I got myself into, pulling me in and drowning me in an ocean of endless scenarios that go from bad to worse and just won't leave my mind for a single damn second and making me feel like an absolute mess; I am aware that I am having anxiety and that I am sensitive but the anxious and sensitive part has more control than the rational and calm part. So it's like I have to wait for the part that tells me I'm the absolute worst to finish its turn until the rational part can take over.

-I don't even know why I'm crying - I say as I grimace and feel the tears wet my eyes AGAIN - I know I'm crying because of my period - I'm already starting to ramble on - but i just..., WANNA die. - Saying it out loud was something I immediately regretted, I didn't mean it, in a way. No, I'm lying, I don't want to die God, life is wonderful - that last part sounds more like a stifled sigh than something genuinely hopeful - I just... I HATE THIS DAMN IT, it feels like - frustration mounts as I can't find a way to explain how I feel - my mind isn't even my own - I finally manage to formulate bitterly.

A few minutes later, lying in my bed I realize:

-this is going to be a loong break

Pd. (A line that just occurred to me)

"Incluso cuando te estás desmoronando, puedes ayudar a alguien."

"Even when you're falling apart, you can take somebody up."

[starinthrspace]

I'm afraid, my love, that my heart is about to be broken

[starinthrspace]

Writing rn, and I just came out with this little phrase

"He had a point, but not the damn tone to make it count."

I'm just speechlees

[kragehund-est]

i hate when i send someone a meme in another language and they're like "uhm... translate? 😒" fucker i sent you a meme where 90% of the words have an english cognate and/or you don't need to know what they're saying to find it funny. can you at least TRY

[kragehund-est]

i sent this meme to 7 people, and 4 of them asked me to translate for them. i legitimately do not think that was necessary.

[vickythestrange]

[highladyofterrasen7]

Bisexuals when the doctor prescribes them antibiotics??

The problem of being monolingual, a casual conversation??

😭 idk

[starinthrspace]

They're both right. The spanish one is HILARIOUS LMAO 😭

[adelaidethevisionary]

I'm a Nesta Supporter but Rhysand behavior towards Nesta is quite justifiable.

A man who would give anything to save his little sister staring at a person who not just abandoned her own younger sister but degraded her as well.

[sydneymack]

Fourth Wing Costume Designs

Artist: @cuddlydevil1114

[l14099l-deactivated20250924]

The person:

"I hate Rhys, deep down he is vile"

The same person meanwhile:

"Tamlin deserves a redemption arc"

"Eris deserves a book"

"Amarantha was right"

[starinthrspace]

"No, you don't understand, I don't want anyone near this shitshow," she said, pointing at herself.

[stuckinapril]

Do people realize that Israel is so unrestrained that it’s now launching attacks in Lebanon and Syria as well. Do people realize how little Arab people mean to these genocidal maniacs that they are now killing people in three Arab countries. Can genocide apologists pause their pure hatred for Arabs to at the very least admit this. Or are we going to pretend that Israel has a reason to be intensifying attacks in Damascus right now

[stuckinapril]

[sugar-phoenix]

born to write the beginning and ending, forced to write the middle part.

[starinthrspace]

Real af 😭😭

[apolladay]

Reblog with something that made you smile today. Doesn't have to be anything major. Maybe your donut had extra sprinkles or a doggie let you pet them. We just need to hear good things I think :)

[highladyofterrasen7]

I wrote “still a flicker of hope, that you first gave to me” on my nails in maths

[starinthrspace]

I made fried pastelitos

[sayruq]

“Man-Made Hell On Earth”: A Canadian Doctor on His Medical Mission to Gaza

“I saw scenes that were horrific and I never want to see again,” Yasser Khan, a surgeon from Toronto, told Intercepted’s Jeremy Scahill.

[certifiedfantasyreader]

This is the reality of the children of Gaza.

[inspirato]

Reality of Mothers in Palestine.

[starinthrspace]

I'm still kinda stuck on the nickname thing for My Fmc, They gave me very good ideas in the comments but none of them convinced me, can you give me some help?

The protagonist is a brutally efficient assassin, who doesn't care if something doesn't go as planned and adapts to the situation to accomplish her missions, And I'm looking for a name that sounds as good in Spanish as it does in English, or synonyms that sound good in both languages, because I write in Spanish.

Help plis 🫠

[starinthrspace]

I think one of my biggest fears of writing and publishing something is that the readers find a lot of plot holes in the story that I haven't noticed out of pure inattention. I think I might want to crawl into a hole and lie down in the fetal position to recover 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[dbarn]

Ayup. I wrote a short piece that I thought was pretty good and one of the first comments it got was "well why didn't X just (do this) instead" and I........... do not know

[starinthrspace]

LMAO 😭😭😭😭 that's crazy

[incorrect-pipravi-deactivated20]

OMGGG DID YOU SEE THE TEASE THEY RELEASED OF THE CALAMITY PARTY SKDHDISBSKWMAKS the trailer is close I can feel it

YES I SAW IT AND I WENT INSANE!!!! Emma is going to slay. They really picked the perfect Pip like she has everything I imagined while reading. Cute face, sharp eyes and very expressive features! And the way she embodied Pip’s panic in the calamity. Like we only had a few seconds of her acting, but she ATE AND LEFT NO CRUMBS.

As for the trailer, someone said that BBC usually releases trailers a few weeks before the show comes out, so I think we’ll get a trailer in June and maybe another teaser in May or late April!

[starinthrspace]

One of the things I would like to have someday about writing is to have a fandom (It doesn't have to be thousands or so, just with a few I would already be convulsing LMAO), not for myself, but for the world I have created, for the characters, to see people this involved in what I have written. CREATING FANARTS (I would probably faint if I saw a fanart of a character of mine). A community of people who love something as much as you do, who are inspired by your work, who feel accompanied/identified/safe with what you created.

Create something that I have felt being part of fandoms myself.

It seems so surreal and so massive and incredible to even think about it, and I think that thinking that maybe what you write can cause and help someone to that point, may help you continue writing sometimes, cause it really is like WOW