when you both have your first time — with each other
Save to say; this is not how he envisioned it happening. But neither of you prepared, either. It seemed so damn impossible just hours ago and now here he is. With you. Underneath him. Half-naked and beautiful as hell.
Taking a look at his pocket watch around his right wrist, it reads '2:30 am'. Everything within the barracks was dark, except for moonlight shining through your quarter's window and a lit candlelight on top of a small desk which helped illuminating the space. The perfect setting is already given.
Your relationship with Levi was a secret, mostly. Only Erwin and Hange are aware of it. And it's complicated. He never meant for whatever you two have to happen at all. Yet with your peculiar way of acting, stubborn personality and, dare he mention endearing habits, it didn't take long for the Captain to become enamoured of you.
Of course that means wanting to be with you.
Appearance may not be why he fell for you; being neat and tidy is all that matters, but you are fucking gorgeous to him.
With him now on top of you, knees and hands basically caging you underneath him despite his small height, he looks.. nervous for the first time ever since you've met him.
"So.. do I just put it in or what?"
At that, you just let out a small chuckle, sensing the nervousness radiating off of him in waves. *Kind of adorable*.
"Yeah, but be careful about it. Too rough and it will probably hurt me.”
His ever present frown deepens just a little bit after you informed him that there's a possibility of this whole ordeal being painful for you if he isn't careful enough. Nah, he can’t have that happening.
After that, his gaze drops down to your wet panties, knowing very well what’s underneath.
"This the hole for it, ain't it?"
Following that he, in a hesitant manner and slowly on top of that, put a finger there, feeling around the space. It's tight.
"Doesn't seem wide enough for the real thing, y’know.. sure you want it?"
Levi’s words make you roll eyes in fondness. He was not small down there and right now, the evidence of it is straining against his pants; he’s not as unaffected as he may be acting at the moment.
The foreign sensation of having one of this man's long, slender fingers inside you makes a shiver run down your spine.
He can't really tell what to do next. Levi's never done this shit before, obviously, with the way this stoic example of a man tends to dodge socializing or being intimate with people in any way like the plague as if they’re titans and in his way.
At least you never did, either. Two novices here.
For the longest time, he stays silent, blue-greyish eyes focused on you with a pensive look that betrays none of the innermost anxiety he is feeling tonight.
Eventually, with all the grace of a newborn baby, the Captain slowly moves downward as soon as he sees the encouraging, affirmative nod from you, until he’s aligned with your aching hole, wet and ready for him in every sense of the word.
The sight stirs something hot in his gut while taking off both his pants and underpants, manhood now free from its constraints.
“Take a deep breath for me, ‘kay?”
He says to you in his usually gruff, low voice before slowly, carefully pushing into you. Inch by agonizing inch.
You can’t help the quiet sigh of undeniable relief, although never having felt anything like this before. Then you reach out with both hands, steadying yourself on his broad, scarred shoulders with a tight grip.
It felt right — with him. And no matter how awkward or adorably clumsy, there’s no one else you’d rather have your first time sex with than Levi — the grumpy, stoic bastard who only ever gets soft in your vicinity.
a/n: sorry for the very long absence everyone. i promise when i say i didn’t mean to just leave like that, but moving’s been a huge pain in my butt and since most of the time i was doing things to help move along, as much as possible, there wasn’t much time left to spend writing. this is not as much, or good for that matter, as i’d have liked but i hope you can make do with this until i come back with something better and worth reading. so, sorry about that :,)
honestly this is kinda how i imagine first time getting it on would be w/him. if it sounds anything less than canonical i apologize for that in advance lmao i tried my best here and hope it somehow comes through, nonetheless.
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