the unveiling

My opinions, my loves, my hates, my truths.... the Unveiling of what's underneath the surface🤍

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[olddiaryofnyxx]

I ask my parents why they did this to me,

Why they hurt me so deeply, why they couldn't see.

They always tried to control me, in every way,

Dictating what I wore, what I did, what I'd say.

"Don't go here, don't sit there, don't act like that,"

Their words like chains, holding me back.

I cut my hair and wear clothes I choose,

But they say, "You're a girl, you can't do what you please."

"Behave yourself, what will people say?"

Their words cutting deep, like a knife's cruel sway.

They wanted me to hide, to keep everything inside,

To never speak up, to never confide.

But I couldn't live like that, I needed to break free,

To find a way to heal, to be who I want to be.

(Break free) by –Nyx

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[akverum]

Unbreak the broken

Unsay these spoken words

Find hope in the hopeless

Pull me out the train wreck

Unburn the ashes

Unchain the reactions

I'm not ready to die, not yet

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[thisishalloween1331]

167 more days til it’s Halloween 🎃

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[lefluoritesys]

Healing is also realizing you're going to have trauma reactions even after you decided to be healthy. That even after saying: "I want to heal, and rest, and I'm going to try to get better," you still let yourself reject help, struggle with trauma reactions, and unhealthy habits. That it's okay, and it's a part of healing. As long as you try to get better.

It's not going to happen immediately. If anything, at first, it's going to get way worse, horrible, even. And then better, and then bad again, and then you'll start getting relapses. And that's okay.

Relapse is a part of healing. Feeling all the bad stuff is a part of healing. Allowing yourself to be traumatized is a part of healing.

-host

[honeypleasejustkillme]

who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child