Jordan|He/Him|22 Menace to society😈 Living in delusion about Haylijah and Dair endgame🫡 Unfortunately I’ve been diagnosed with 9-1-1 brain rot and i’m not sorry and making it everyone’s problem now🫠 icon by: @gaytommykinard header by: @wikiangela
HELLO SAZZY i had nothing for girth and i will be honest with you, it isnt my favourite word so idk if this'll stay BUT here is something from my fic where tommy is still with the 118 and season 1 buck asks him what sex with a guy is like:
Throat bobbing, Evan eloquently asks, "Y-Yeah?" his eyes fixed on Tommy's hand.
"Yeah, kid." Tommy watches Evan shiver and lowers his voice. "Yeah. Doesn't take too much 'till you're feeling stuffed full from the girth of them, that syrupy pleasure of getting your prostate played with running through you. Did you feel that with the woman you were with?"
Evan shakes his head and says, "No, not really. Feel like I missed out."
"Not too late, Evan." Tommy continues over Evan's sharp inhale, "You can find someone else to take care of you, I'm sure. Fill you up, make you feel good like you deserve."
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had an idea and wanted to put it in the format of the "five facts AU" game despite nobody prompting it :) and it is in fact 23 facts (plus some sub facts. honestly there is not a whole lot of consistency in the format). It started as a "what if Evan wrote postcards to Tommy before he even met him?" and this is what came of it. This is very Tommy-centric due to needing to lay out his backstory, as Buck's is the same as in canon and the actual bucktommy of it all is mostly in the back half, but I hope it's enjoyable anyway :) okay enough yapping, here's what i wrote instead of my wips (thanks, brain!) cw for mentions of death and unspecific disease
1. Maggie Kinard (only ever Margaret to her mother when she was in trouble and to her husband after the honeymoon phase of their marriage had ended) was a photographer; of people, of landscapes, of buildings, of nature.
1a. She received a Bachelor's degree in Journalism from USC (she minored in Photography) and had a dream of one day having her photos in National Geographic magazine.
1b. When she married Thomas Kinard, he made it clear that it would never be anything but that: a dream.
2. Tommy Kinard doesn't remember the years he lived in California when he was a child; all he has is a box of mementos, including photographs his mother took, her journals, and a half-completed baby book.
2a. The first time Tommy's family moved, he was 3. He had to move 8 more times by the time he graduated high school; he was no longer just an army brat, but a new recruit.
3. At age 7, they move to Colorado. Tommy's mom gets sick. She teaches him how to take photos and how to develop them; she doesn't want Tommy to ever forget her.
4. Tommy's 10 when he has to move, to start over, again. His mom never gets to see Maryland. His father sees right through him most of the time; it's worse when he doesn't. Tommy doesn't make many friends, but he takes lots of photographs. and he aches and aches and aches.
5. Georgia at age 11 and it's more of the same.
6. Virginia at age 12. Tommy learns how to surf. He'd much rather take photos of the ocean than be in it.
7. Florida at age 13. He meets a boy, Jackson, from Michigan who's on vacation with his family; they hold hands in the dark at the cineplex. Tommy never sees him again. He spends more time in his darkroom than he does in the sun.
8. Arizona at age 15. He joins the football team because that's what boys do. His father doesn't allow him to take yearbook as an elective, but he gets involved anyway. He has more friends than he ever has before. He tells himself to enjoy it while it lasts.
9. Oregon at age 17. Tommy's almost free…to—well, probably to live the life he's always known, but at least it will be lived far away from his father.
9a. Tommy takes a photography class in school and his final project, Wish You Were Here, is a series of postcards he creates from his favorite photographs he's taken from over the years; from Maryland to Oregon. He gets an A+ and his project is picked to be displayed (he's 1 of 20 students who are picked) in the halls for a "gallery night" where parents get to come look at their kid's projects. He goes, alone. When it's over, he sits in his truck in the school parking lot and cries.
9b. His project is featured at an actual gallery and somebody wants to buy the postcards, which are definitely not for sale. But he does compromise and agrees to have the photographs printed for a legit collection of postcards (without the notes he'd written to his mom on the back). The postcards eventually make their way to stores in the cities that are featured on them.
9c. Tommy makes enough money from the sales that he can buy a gravestone for his mom to be put next to her parents at a cemetery in Arcadia, just like she always wanted.
10. At age 18, Tommy enlists in the Army.
11. Evan leaves PA and ends up in Maryland. He buys a postcard and doesn't send it. He's still mad at Maddie.
11a. He can't sleep the first night he stays in a motel; the sheets too scratchy, the air conditioner too loud. He switches on the bedside lamp, which illuminates the postcard on the bedside table. He picks it up, looking at the picture of a rocket on the front, and wishes Maddie was there.
11b. The caption on the bottom says it was taken at NASA Goddard Space Flight Center, photograph credited to Tommy Kinard. Evan first researches the space flight center and decides he'll go the next day. Then he spends over an hour researching the history of postcards. Finally, he searches for Tommy Kinard, curious to see more of his photography.
11c. Evan finds a bare bones website featuring Tommy's photography, a few links to magazines his photos have been featured in, as well as an article from an Oregon newspaper about Tommy's postcard project. A lump forms in his throat as he reads it. There's an email address to contact him about freelance work and an address for a PO box in Los Angeles.
11d. Evan's in awe of all the places Tommy had been by the age of 18, wonders if it was lonely to move around so much, wonders if Tommy finally settled in one place and if it feels like home. Evan's lived in one place his whole life, but that came with it's own type of loneliness, and here he was 100 miles from the only place he's ever known searching for home.
12. Evan spends hours at the NASA Goddard Space Flight Center. When he gets back to the motel, he grabs a pen and the postcard and crams as much of his experience as he can onto the blank space. He spends a few more days in Maryland, mails the postcard before he leaves, doesn't yet know where he'll be by the time it arrives in California.
13. Evan arrives in Virginia. He buys two postcards this time. He's not mad at Maddie anymore. He mails her postcard within days of his arrival. He falls in love with the ocean, learns to surf, falls in love with a women. He visits the boardwalk on the postcard—another one of Tommy's—and wonders about Tommy's time spent in Virginia, if he loved to surf too. He knows he'll never get a response, but he asks anyway.
14. Every new place, Evan buys and sends two postcards, knowing he'll never get anything back. He may not know anything that's going on in Maddie's or Tommy's life, but at least—if they received them—they'd know there was somebody out there in the world wishing they were there.
15. When Tommy checks his PO box, he wasn't actually expecting anything to be in there. He's lived in his own house in LA long enough to no longer really need it and he hardly ever does freelance work anymore, now that he's a firefighter. But there it is, a familiar postcard from an unfamiliar person. He doesn't know what to make of the gesture from this stranger named Evan, but he supposes it's sort of sweet. He doesn't let himself overthink it, he buys an LA postcard—featuring a photo he took of Griffith Observatory—and writes back. He thanks Evan for his postcard and wishes him well on his travels.
15a. A few weeks later, Tommy checks the box again. There are two postcards this time—one from Evan, now in Virginia, and Tommy's postcard returned, undeliverable.
16. Evan continues to send Tommy postcards, even from places Tommy's never been. Tommy continues to send Evan postcards back, even though they're all returned.
17. Tommy thinks he'd like to visit Peru someday.
18. One day, Tommy receives a postcard from an address in LA. He doesn't want to name the feeling in his chest. He reminds himself that Evan is a stranger, that Tommy doesn't know him no matter how many postcards he's received from him over the years. That truth does little to stop him from wanting to know Evan. He sends a postcard back, on it is a photo he took last year of the Pacific Wheel.
18a. A few weeks later, Tommy has no new postcard in his mailbox, but the one he sent hasn't been returned.
18b. Tommy sends another, this one has a photo he took of his favorite Italian Ice stand at Venice Beach. He writes the address to the boardwalk, along with a date and time (in two weeks). He also writes: wish you were here
19. Two weeks later, Tommy's at Venice Beach. He's early, only 10 minutes, but it feels like a lifetime as he waits—he paces, wrings his hands, sits on a bench only to stand right back up again. Somebody says his name like a question. He turns, nearly loses his breath when he sees the man approaching him—a bit wary, but there's a gleam in his eye that does dangerous things to his insides. "Evan?"
20. Evan nods and stops in front of Tommy. They're both smiling, but there's a few long moments of awkwardness—do they shake hands or hug or do neither of those things? Evan gestures towards the vendor's stand nearby. "So…Italian Ice?" Tommy sighs in relief and nods.
21. They eat their dessert as Evan tells Tommy about his time in LA so far, how he thinks he's going to stay, that it feels like it could be his home.
22. Tommy gives Evan all of the postcards he wrote to him.
23. Never again will they have to wish each other was there.
