Jun 18, 2024
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rechts schreib ich mir die
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finger wund links bleibt es oft
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innem hintergrund
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seen from China
seen from United States
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rechts schreib ich mir die
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finger wund links bleibt es oft
.
innem hintergrund
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I met a boy the other night at a party. He had beautifully blue eyes and an accent. We shared a smoke & only talked about work and dreams. I want to meet him again but I have no way to contact him. I fall in love a little bit with everyone I meet. If I never see him again, it will still have been worth it.
HAVEN 07734 prb20- by Andreas Muhl Via Flickr: YACHT,NOK unter der A23, 17.06.2024.
Big workout today, unfortunately only gonna get 6 odd hours of sleep but will hopefully be able to recover that soon enough. Practised good impulse control this eve. Did have some acid reflux earlier which was either my breakfast choice or the fact I ate and then went to the gym and exerted included with mat work... we shall see. Either way I feel I will be avoiding kefir. I didn't really get on with it anyway. I am happy to have something to do tomorrow and then I can come home and chill. Good to be making money.
finally. fucking finally.
It was one of the most random days I ever had. Started with a lizard again. Then a hurried ride to the mall to meet A. Was a little wary of approaching him because I was late...but still it was cool..and things changed in the second half of the movie. Interestingly I was watching Inside out 2 lol.. and the girl was having a panic attack in the movie...it was the same case with me . It was very hard to gather my thoughts, when I found out that it was S all over again.
For the first time, I was calm and cold towards someone. Not angry...just distant. Replied only when I was directly addressed. Kinda nonchalant. Mustered up some courage and told them that this couldn't continue.
Waterworks on the way back home...but didn't last long as I had some other drama at home...lil brother has way of keeping everyone on their toes with his adventures.
I had a fun ride on the way back home though..with my two of brothers .but before I stepped out of the house again , I did explain my side of the story to A. I don't know how he will be now though. ..
The day is ending on a decent note though.
Perhaps I have officially become an adult afterall.
grund
ich zerknete den grund auf dem ich sitze rette den punkt auf dem ich stehe ach und mal ihn mir bunt so bunt vorne bunt den grund doch immer lauert hinten ein grund noch ein grund und noch einer
