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[amoebamom]

Dear Journal,

Originally, I wanted to write this since before the solar eclipse (Oct.2), but I've been feeling off and moody, probably because of all the planetary alignments that have been taking place 🪐 (among other things😒), and all it's doing is making its last push for forced change (collectively and personally) that's required ahead. Everything has been leading up to this moment in time that is about to burst💣💥(are you ready for what's to come?!❤️‍🔥) To be able to receive this new shift that is happening now (becoming the person who is emerging🧚‍♀️), we need to be willing to do what's necessary.

If that means going through a villain phase (like "The Queen of Villains" on Netflix👹) to be able to force a path forward for yourself, then do it with confidence 💪

Sometimes, in other people's eyes, you will always be the villain no matter what you do. Even if you didn't do anything, you will always be the "bad guy" in someone else's story. Paying no mind to others and proceeding with courage is key🗝

I looked for signs all around, and I noticed a lot of dragonflies flying around since last month. And strangely enough, it's still summer in California 🌡100°🥵🔥🏜 and also weird weather happening in other places (like Florida and North Carolina but I'm not going to get into all that 📡⚡️🌀🤨) anyway, dragonfly spirit animal meaning 📖

A symbol of strength in Japanese culture known as "Katsumushi " (the invincible insect)✨️ In many other cultures, it provides different meanings. It connects to nature's power and it help navigate their earth journey. A messenger of good luck and things to come. It represents the ability to adapt to change through transformation (like the dragonfly that becomes a flying creature) we need to move forward with balance, stability, and openness to our unfolding journey 🙏

Though I don't know what's going to happen, if the end is coming or not, I want the remainder of my time to be about doing things that bring me the most joy. Because life's too short not to be happy and because we can't take anything with us except our memories. Then, let's make blissful memories with the people we love 🫂🥰💭💓🙏

💟My 1st order of business is trying out the real-life Krappy Patty meal that Wendy's is doing😋🍔🙌

("it's good for your soul!"💖🥹)

👉FYI- Spongebob has always been something I shared together with my boys (Pooky, Jojo, Lumpy)💝

Is anyone else a goofy goober?!🤪🎸🫧

...and on a minor note, this might be my last post on Tumblr🏁🔚

[amoebamom]

Last night, I finally watched the movie "Godzilla Minus One", and it was AWESOME!!!😱🤯🤩😭

It was a remake/updated version of the original👍 so it was great for Godzilla fans and new fans to join the Godzilla Universe, which they (TOHO) are planning on expanding from what I heard (exciting!🫢).

I watched it on screen X, which features 270 degrees of visual screen (3 screens) to make you feel like you're there. It was a pretty cool effect! The only thing missing was the rumblings/movement to make you feel like you're completely immersed in that experience😱😱😱

The pace was good, it didn't drag, the music was perfect and the cast did a great job in making you feel for them, and rooting that they win🫡 (even though I low-key want Godzilla to win coz he's my favorite 😍)

The part that was most relatable was the government leaving its people to fend for themselves😓 which forced the citizens to come together and help each other overcome insurmountable odds🤝 (My favorite part was the tugboat scene towards the end😉) everyone can help in their own way no matter how "useless" you think they are. Everyone has a purpose, and it may not be clear at first, but it's all going to come together in the end😭👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

It was definitely a masterpiece🤌💯

A perfect 10!💣💥💥💥 I would definitely recommend watching it on a special screen if you have access to that🎟👍

It's so worth it! 🙌😁💞

Anyone else a big Godzilla fans?!🤔

[amoebamom]

Just finished watching the Attack on Titans' final episode, and boy, was it intense🫣 especially when Armin was yelling at himself to get up and fight😳💓🫢(it felt like my inner child was yelling at me😭)

I totally love Levi 's fighting spirit, though. He's always a badass!😎💪💓😍

The whole series was extremely volatile and demented, with insurmountable odds to overcome😱🫣 it was an emotional rollercoaster, to say the least🎢 💞😵‍💫

I probably have PTSD now, but it was worth enduring the pain for an epic experience 🤕❤️‍🩹🙌

I don't know what else to say without spoiling too much, but the ending is tragically fitting😞🪦 and you wonder if there ever was such a thing like this in the distant past of our history🤔 (makes you wonder about giant footprints👣)😳

We're not always told the truth, and time has a way of changing things ⏳️🤷‍♀️

Anyway, I give it a 10, perfection🤌

It's one of my top favorite anime for sure💯🥇🙌

[amoebamom]

Dear Journal,

Things are upside down and out of control (personally and everywhere), and there doesn't appear to be any clear path in sight. What can you really do in situations like that?! 🤷‍♀️

I look to the stars (astrology forecast) to help give me some kind of understanding/clarity on what's happening so that I know where to go from here.🌠🔭

It appears that this "slow down" (and recent solar flare) is causing confusion with a combative energy. Things that have been ignored/avoided are coming up to your awareness in an intense way (relationships, past events, cycles, dreams) to be handled immediately.

Stay composed and have your witts about you, because the choices being made are permanent.

There's nowhere else to go, but within❣️ It's time to check in with yourself and self-reflect on things that you've neglected about yourself. No longer is it sustainable to live the way you had because of other responsibilities.

It's time to prioritize yourself because you are needed for something far greater than the life you've led so far.

It's time to call in your inner warrior ✊️ and prepare for what's coming at the beginning of the year(2024).  There's gonna be a lot of changes, and you're going to need your mental fortitude to be able to endure all the challenges that are going to be taking place💪❤️‍🩹🧠

I'm calling in my inner Sumo fighting spirit, like E. Honda🦵💪

[ and Atamifuji, He's definitely #1 in my eyes🤩🏆]

What's your inner warrior?!🦁

[amoebamom]

I finished watching the Netflix live action anime "One Piece," and I thought it was great!!!😁🙌

Even though I haven't actually watched the anime series mostly because I didn't like the art style (to be honest😬) but because you really need to be committed to start this anime series since it's so long (and still going)😵‍💫

But after watching the Netflix series, it really got me motivated to want to begin this long journey and really dedicate all my free time to this😳👣👣

So today, Im joining the Straw Hat Pirates🏴‍☠️ I want to see where this goes🌬🚣‍♀️🌊😁🙌❤️‍🔥

[amoebamom]

Dear Journal,

It's the first new moon(in Capricorn♑️)🌚 of the year(2024)🥳 and already, so many crazy things started happening simultaneously everywhere!🫣

Starting with Japan having an earthquake and all kinds of damage😳 (I could only watch in disbelief and pray that it doesn't sink before I go there😢💔🙏). Then there's all sorts of people being exposed for crimes against humanity💀🤝💸😳, videos of UFO sightings, crazy weather, and other scary stuff🛸👽👾🌀❣️😱.

Sometimes, I just want to crawl somewhere and hide forever coz it's too much to bear💔😭😭😭

But despite all this chaos/fear that's ensuing all around, you can't let it distract you from what's important (youself🫵).

Now is the time to prioritize your needs and get down to business. Set boundaries to protect your evolution (inner child healing or shadow work), so that you give yourself the opportunity to pursue your dreams that's been waiting to materialize✨️ and permission to live your truest and most authentic self🫅🤝👸so that you have the courage to let the hero in your journey shine🌟❤️‍🔥🙌

because this is the year (Year of the Dragon🐉) to accomplish revolutionary changes🙌 (Pluto is going back and forth between Capricorn & Aquarius in bringing radical transformation), it encourages you to try again, trust your intuition, and take a leap of faith because this New moon marks a fresh start for this new shift😁👌

So whatever it is that you're preparing for this year, it's going to set up the next 20-year cycle, so be prepared☝️😯

Here's to all the dreamers out there, May you receive more than you ever imagined🥂👑💖🙏 (your gift to the world is waiting to be received🤲💝).

Embrace your Dragon energy🐉😜 It's probably safer than flying right now✈️😏

[amoebamom]

Has anyone else feeling like everything's been overwhelmingly out of control?! (My anxiety level has been through the roof😮‍💨) Everything seems to be changing everywhere🫣

But just keep pushing forward no matter what💪 don't give up🫂 I'm here if you need an ear to vent🗣👂🙏 or some advice 🤔

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[amoebamom]

[Listen to song while reading]

Dear Journal,

This next Eclipse Full Blood Moon🌕 (October 28th), aka "hunters moon," is gonna be pretty fierce, clearing/realigning energy🫣

Everything toxic (wounds, traumas, fear, doubts, stagnant energy, outgrown situations, and people) is clearing away🔥🔥🔥

It feels like we're in the middle of the "dark night of the soul" right now😱😭💀

But as chaotic/uncertain as it seems, remember that it's necessary to make you move in the right direction or nothing will ever change.

Going into the unknown can be really scary, but not more scarier than settling for a life that wasn't meant for you. It's only brave if you are scared🫣 so embrace it because the universe favors the bold!💪❤️‍🔥💪

This feels like when Luffy ("one piece") first sailed out to sea to become a pirate, with very little to take and a boat with holes 🛶, it seemed impossible/hopeless. But that didn't stop him from trying, and by taking that leap, his journey stated to unfold in ways he imagined, or better 🙌

Let's all take that leap because you know you deserve better/happiness, and because it's never too late to follow your dreams(better late than never)🙏💖🫂

Do or die☠️