Do you have any hcs for yandere pm/ beast dazai👀👀👀👀
⌯⌲ i have never written about beastzai before, ever. i know that man is insane so maybe i can make him more like a stereotypical yandere? let's see what i can come up with. dead dove cw: non-con/dubcon/coercion; drugging; typical yandere behaviors; abuse
⚝ yandere!beastzai who needed you the moment he laid his solitary eye on you. there was nothing that could stop him from keeping you in his life, and that was what became the danger in yours.
𐔌 you were unsuspecting - merely walking down the street, minding your own business while he was handling port mafia endeavors
⚝ yandere!beastzai who had your route memorized, learning all the places you'd frequent, becoming aware that you didn't leave your apartment too often until the weekend.
𐔌 there had been multiple instances where he had been too captivated to realize he was standing outside your complex - hidden deep within the shadows of night where no one could see him unless they searched
𐔌 no one dared, just surmising the complex was haunted with a red-eyed demon lurking around - you never heard these rumors
⚝ yandere!beastzai who was unassuming and melancholically charming at first, speaking with gentle lilts and poetic distractions, all to lure you in, lower your guard, and have him gain your trust.
𐔌 this wasn't difficult - a terrible but fortunate character trait that you have blind trust in others that were simply nice to you
𐔌 your weakness was having someone to talk to at the bar - especially if he was the one buying you drinks
𐔌 he was testing how much it would take to get you near blackout without any additional substance assistance
𐔌 you talked the most between you two, about any old thing - even topics that others would otherwise deem private
𐔌 "you're just so easy to talk to. i love our conversations." he stored every last word you spoke in his mental database that he absolutely planned to use in his efforts to obtain you
⚝ yandere!beastzai who walked you home every evening after a night out together at the bar; you never invited him in, and he never asked to follow you in. he'd stand outside until he saw your bedroom light turn on; sometimes even then he’d still linger.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who took every complaint about anyone you had seriously, not wanting you to have any stress or “enemies” in your otherwise complex-free life.
𐔌 anyone who had ever wronged or scorned you in some way wound up on the news as pronounced dead - "natural causes" the autopsy reported
𐔌 any ex-lover that had ever caused you emotional distress turned up in the river - "suicidal" the newscaster announced
𐔌 the stranger that was a total creep and followed you almost everywhere you went was found with a needle in his arm and the light in his eyes vanished - "drug addict" they showed in the blurred photo
𐔌 you were both wary and relieved - but why complain when there were no threats to your life any longer?
⚝ yandere!beastzai who had no trouble wasting mafia resources on ensuring your safety with demanding heightened security from pocket police officers encircling your neighborhood; his mafia grunts on high alert when out and about to keep an eye on you if he isn't available; and even sending chuuya out to watch your every move from a far, far distance.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who was growing impatient, not sure how much longer he could keep up the "nice guy" act, desperately needing you at his side at all times.
𐔌 his hands shook whenever he was near you - he had to keep them tucked in his coat pockets so you wouldn't see
𐔌 his pupil always seemed to engulf his iris - becoming closer to an abyssal void when he stared intently at you
𐔌 the smile he wore didn't seem human - you ignored it, brushing it off as his inability to since you vaguely knew he had troubles with his emotions
𐔌 "are you cold?" you caught his hands shaking one evening at the bar, then placed your warm palms over them - they were corpse-like
𐔌 that single gesture made him fall deeper into his obsession with you - his heart he can so easily control skipped a beat from your simple touch (no one has ever done that to him before)
⚝ yandere!beastzai who wasted no time implementing his plan to get you to his penthouse; he had parameters in the works ever since he saw you to ensure it was escape proof, and it was finally ready. chuuya was begrudgingly tasked with enforcing everyone to leave the premises that night you were brought in to avoid raised brows or otherwise unnecessary and nosy questions.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who keeps you in his bedroom, splayed out on his bed, barely coherent from the drug he fills you with every morning.
𐔌 "there's no need to worry. i know how much to give you so you won't get sick or die." this was supposed to be reassurance, but tears just roll down your cheeks while you stare silently at him
𐔌 he doesn't want to tie you up, since he thinks that’s barbaric, so medical paralyses is the next best option
𐔌 it keeps you there until he returns, to avoid hiring anyone to keep watch over you - it’s timed perfectly with the correct dosage that it would die down so he isn't talking to an empty husk
𐔌 "your medicine is wearing off, you look so much livelier." you have cried every single day since he brought you here the moment you regain consciousness - he holds you, pets your head, and hushes you
𐔌 he touches your hair a lot: brushing it from your face, twirling it around his finger, playing with it, admiring it - it is just one of the many things he does that makes you uncomfortable
⚝ yandere!beastzai who never raises his voice at you; he does the opposite, dropping it down several octaves with hardly any warning in his tone and no emotion in the lone void as he glares at you when you attempt acting out. it makes you stop, and that’s all he cares about because he hates fighting with you.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who doesn't hurt or physically damage you but does just enough so you don't try to fight or resist him if you have your strength.
𐔌 he'll grip your hair at the roots with more force - sometimes jerk your head back or shove it forward
𐔌 his hold on your arm or wrist will tighten - his thumb will press down on your pulse points until you cry out and give up
𐔌 he's careful not to leave bruises, scratches, or any other visible marks - he doesn't want to ruin your beautiful skin and body that he fell in love with
𐔌 he'll grab the back of your neck and press down into your pressure points on either side until you almost blackout
𐔌 he will shove you to the floor or against the wall if you attempt to get in his face - immediately followed by him hugging your trembling body as he says with a weirdly gentle tone “i don’t like when you make me do that. i don’t like hurting you, i love you too much.”
⚝ yandere!beastzai who takes advantage of your medicinal state to treat you like his personal doll.
𐔌 he brushes, combs, and styles your hair - he especially likes braiding it
𐔌 he dresses you in whatever he thinks would look the prettiest on you - primarily dresses and skirts with frill, bows, and lace since it 'makes you look so beautiful'
𐔌 doesn't shy away from stockings or tights
𐔌 even puts you in lingerie he prefers - different colored silk nightgowns if he wants something more simple
𐔌 props you up between his legs or at his side on the bed or couch, arms wrapped threateningly tight around your body, while he talks to you - "don't you love our quality time together?"
⚝ yandere!beastzai who doesn't take 'no' for an answer.
𐔌 if he wants a kiss, he will get one
𐔌 if he wants to touch you, his hands will already be on you
𐔌 if he wants to bathe you, you're already in the water with him cleaning your body
𐔌 if he wants to have you sleeping naked beside him, you'll be bare with his scarred skin flush to yours
𐔌 if he wants to be inside you, he will be - even if you are asleep or medically unconscious
⚝ yandere!beastzai who always calls it 'making love', no matter if he is being rough, forceful, or as close to a normal human as he can get.
𐔌 when he is being gentle, it makes you forget everything he has done to you - small sounds will sneak out when you start actually feeling euphoric and naively believe he could be good
𐔌 "see? you love me too." - this is when he notices your muscles finally relax, your body isn't as tense, and you let his lips leave kisses on your neck, shoulders, and down your spine
𐔌 he is oddly a giver, trying to give you proper head, but your hands weakly try to push him away - he ignores you until your fingers are gripping his hair instead and shamefully enjoying it
𐔌 "all that fighting for nothing." - he doesn't stop until you've had 3-4 orgasms from his mouth alone
𐔌 he holds you after, whether he was "loving" or overly intense to a point you can't move - he runs his fingers through your hair, hushes you, and simply says "you loved every second of it. you came so much." (he isn't necessarily lying but it makes your stomach churn)
⚝ yandere!beastzai who notices you have stopped fighting with him when you're awake, staring at him when he comes home, sitting up in bed with the blankets over your body. you don't provoke him, you don't mention leaving or going outside, and you don't tell him you hate him anymore.
𐔌 while this may please him to no end, he is still suspicious
𐔌 he considers lessening how often he gives you your "medicine"
⚝ yandere!beastzai who sees you walking around on your own one day when he decided against injecting your bloodstream with toxins, dressed in one of his sweaters to better conceal your body, and you just look at him with big eyes.
𐔌 the realization had hit you, now that you can think a little more clearly, you don't see people anymore - he is all you have, as he meticulously planned from the very beginning
𐔌 when he greets you, you shuffle over, wary, and hesitantly wrap your arms around him - you need interaction that is initiated by you for once
𐔌 he doesn't understand what is happening, so he just stands there and lets you - your head rests on his chest and you both stand there like that for a long time
𐔌 this starts happening more as days go by without him feeling the need to drug you
⚝ yandere!beastzai who doesn't get used to you no longer repulsed by his existence and presence, not understanding fully how your brain altered enough to come around to him, but he is happy you no longer mutter about how you want to die whenever he asks you how you're doing.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who has bars installed at every window and spikes on the other side of the balcony door in exchange for you to be allowed to roam the penthouse, to help yourself to anything inside. he has two people stationed at the front door at all times.
𐔌 you don't have the energy to try running
⚝ yandere!beastzai who notices you no longer push him away during sex, kissing him back when he tries to steal one, and inch closer to him at night.
𐔌 you're still timid, worried he will go back to drugging you
𐔌 you watch him often, eyeing him up and down, as he meanders around when he's home with you - you've deduced he is a recluse
𐔌 he's quiet, just as when you initially met, and his voice constantly soft-spoken when he does decide to speak
𐔌 he let you see under his face bandage - his hidden eye is gray with a couple scars around it (you don't ask questions, and he doesn't tell you why)
𐔌 he holds your hand when you reach for him
𐔌 has he started looking more handsome lately?
⚝ yandere!beastzai who worked so hard to get you, feeling worthy to have earned your affections, being greeted by your warm embrace every day, and you now willingly kiss him first. he couldn't be happier, that one-eyed stare beginning to gleam with a dim spark whenever he looks at you.
𐔌 it's only a matter of time before you're telling me how much you love me
⚝ yandere!beastzai who just loves you unconditionally, who is so happy you stopped fighting and arguing, coming to the realization that you need him just as much as he does you; he's grateful he doesn't need to be forceful with you anymore because it just broke his heart that he had to be so mean before to make you understand that everything he did was for you and your happiness.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who was so lonely before meeting you, but now he feels more whole, as if a void has filled in that empty man's life, and he doesn't ever want to let you go. he loves having his little doll around, waiting for him to come home, sitting politely wherever he places you, and granting him permission to touch you, kiss you, hold you, and bathe you without having to hear 'no' first.
⚝ yandere!beastzai who has been going back and forth on what would be more romantic: making you his wife or committing double suicide to be in the afterlife together forever where no one would be there to threaten tearing you apart.
these are definitely darker and more unhinged than my previous yandere!dazai headcanons but i mean... it's beastzai, and i wanted it to be unhinged.
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