AN: I'm going to make this in clarification. I have this updated, and I moved it from @mythicwonderland , which used to be my writing account. I will delete the old version. This is still an 18+ blog, but this piece is SFW and for idols 18+ years old internationally. Thank you!!
Do not repost, translate, or steal any of my works!
Morning light shines with its beautiful phenomenon outside that had awoken you from your nightly slumber. You sat up rubbing the sleep from your eyes while the chilled air brushed over your skin, giving you goosebumps. Leaning over, grabbing a coat from the nearby chair and putting it on. Moving to the edge of the bed pushing your favorite colored sheets aside. You slipped your feet onto the wooden floor, standing up.
Heading over to the thermostat outside the shared bedroom with your boyfriend seeing the temperature low. You turned up the heat to warm up the house before heading back in your shared bedroom. You went over to the window seeing it slightly frosted. You hummed bringing your finger up to write on the window, mainly your beloved and your names with a heart shape surrounding both names. Smiling at the creation.
You turned reaching to the nightstand, picking up your phone from the night stand leveling it to aim at the creation you made on the window a moment before while turning on your camera app. Hearing the clicks, you went to check the pictures to see how they turned out. You were so focused that you didn’t hear footsteps approaching your position. You smiled seeing how the pictures turned out before strong arms wrapped around you made you jump. Using your phone quickly to see the reflection of the culprit, you finally relaxed seeing it be your boyfriend of four years.
“When are you going to stop scaring me?” You asked slightly teasing while you raised your free hand onto his arm gently.
“It won’t be for a long time” your lover clarified with a chuckle, teasing back with a smile. Nuzzling into your neck caused you to shiver with a smile. Lightly hitting his arm, making him burst out in laughter before he kisses your cheek while holding you a little longer, his head in the crook of your neck. You looked out the window, tapping lightly on their arm before he lifted his head and looked out the window with you, watching the snow fall so gracefully for a few minutes. He kissed your temple after a while of watching the snow fall outside feeling at peace with you in his arms, breathing deeply in contentment.
Summary: He just couldn’t let you go, not when he needed you this badly.
Warnings: PTSD(from a kidnapping), mentions of scars, mafia themes, yandere themes, cursing.
Word Count: 331
“Why can’t you just let me go? Just let me leave please, I can’t do this anymore!” You hiss watching Yukwon force his way into your new apartment as he had with everyone prior. Waving for the two men with him to stand guard outside, while he closes the two so you both can talk in peace.
“You know I can’t let you go that easily Y/N. You ruled the world I built at my side. You’re everything I want, I can’t just let you go like that.” He insists as he has always done when he’s shown up in your life again.
“Look at me Yukwon! Fucking look at me! You see these scars? You see the way I break down and fall apart? That’s because of the life I had when I was with you. I want to get away from that and never go back. It’s breaking me apart, Yukwon...it terrifies me. It’s literally nothing to do with my love for you. I just won’t survive that life and we both know it.” You break down to him, having to sit down as just the thoughts alone begin to overwhelm you. Not pushing Yukwon away as he comes to join you. Kneeling before you as he takes your hands in his, resting them in your lap.
“Everything I’ve done has been to protect you. I fucked up and let that happen when it never should have. I will never let anyone touch you again though...I promise you that. I’ll get us some more money and hand the empire over and we can run away where no one will be able to ever get to us. You won’t have to be afraid of anything. Just come back to me.” Yukwon speaks and you find yourself nodding without even realizing it. Feeling somewhat numb as he helps lead you out of the apartment without anything in your possession and to his car. Returning with him to his world once again.
— Chained to the man you have loved for a long while, he keeps you conscious while attempting an escape.
pairing: jaehyo x gender-neutral! reader
genre: spy! au, partners2lovers, romance, angst, fluff if you squint
word count: 1k
[warnings]: blood, losing consciousness, restraints (handcuffs), jaehyo being a caring partner, this is too cliché yikes
block b m.list | navi
Dragged along the tiles, your blood smeared against the white flooring. Each crack and crevice pulled at your body until the cold feeling of metal caressed your skin, a bench pushed and screwed into the wall as you laid against it. The air stale and crisp, the man beside you fully conscious and sending daggers into the enemies eyes made you take in a sharp breath.
“Keep your eyes open.” Jaehyo sounded from beside you.
The person that had pulled you into the room clicked something onto your arm, matching it with Jaehyo’s. Pulling at the limb, steel cuffs enveloped around each of your wrists, the arm of the bench holding you both captive.
This was where you had been led to, the deep growl of the man that once trusted the two of you emitting some curse before he slammed the door shut behind him. The rickety building rattled, the sound of his boots creaking up the steps from within the basement echoing over the adjacent man’s voice as he called out your name.
“Hey.” Jaehyo called out, slipping his hand beneath the chair’s arm to raise your chin to his eye level.
His eyes met your bloodshot ones, tears still drying into the skin of your cheeks as his teeth gritted. “This wasn’t meant to happen. How did they find out our alias!”
The blood dripping down your temple was thin, drying in the cold air of the bottom floor. Your head rested against his palm, the comforting heat from his body lulling your eyes closed.
“No, don’t do that.” he hissed, curling his fingers to pull at your exhausted state. “You probably have a concussion from the sound of what they were doing to you in there. Stay awake, okay?”
You could hardly speak, the hours of interrogation taxing, more so that you had to keep your guard up and not give away the case.
“How did they know?” He asked himself again.
Your light chuckle made his head twist to the side, peering down at you under swollen eyes from his own session of pain hours prior.
“We were too obvious.” you said softly, voice just above a whisper as he learned over the hard seat to listen. “The way you kissed me yesterday. It wasn’t right.”
“You asked for a light peck? What was I supposed to do, tilt you back and kiss the breath out of you?” he asked with a scoff, head moving straight forward to send you a side-ways glance.
“Sure.” you laughed, biting at your bottom lip.
“We’re on the clock.” he shook his head, top lip sinking in between his teeth in thought.
“Never stopped us before.”
Your quiet shrill of pain made his feet stomp against the floor, sitting up to bend over the arm of the bench and offer you aid. You had become foxes to the enemies the moment you tried to act as a couple, following suit with the task and wound into the characters. Had you known that you could have played it naturally, use feelings already statured, it could have saved the pain. You were only meant to get intel on the group from within, not have your cover blown a few hours into the case by playing out a fake kiss. Their team did a number on you trying to know what department or company you worked for, nearly breaking you moments before they rushed you out of the room and back with your partner.
“You’re hurt bad.”
Jaehyo’s voice was a whine. His body could only reach so far from the cuffs holding you together, the metal bench bound to the wall not heaving even at his full force. His eyes were wide when he looked down at you, your spent form unable to offer any source of an escape.
His eyes shut as he took in a deep breath, fingers of his free hand running along the handcuffs in search of a skinny spot. The space between where the cuffs linked together with the chain was a simple bolt holding the two pieces together, naturally withstanding in most circumstances, but not to the metal of the bench. The skinny arm fit perfectly between the area, his sigh making you glance up at him.
“This is going to hurt.” he said gently, your nod reassuring him that you could take it.
His free hand and cuffed hand worked in sync, sliding the restraint against the sharp edge of the chair’s arm. Metal on metal, one was bound to scuff, and his bet was on the bolt of the cuffs. A sharp pain ran up your arm at his hard, quick movements, the cuffs on his end slowly breaking loose from every veering blow. Using the arm to his advantage, the skinny piece was wedged perfectly into the curve of the cuffs, scrapping at them enough times for the bolt to become thinner and snap.
“Their choices on handcuffs are terrible these days.” he chuckled.
His laugh halted when he noticed your eyes were shut again, head resting on the corner of the bench, he fell to his knees. His cold hand pressed into the back of your neck, your eyes peeling open to see his concerned form blinking away tears. Other hand tracing the faint tears on your face, his side of the cuffs was still latched around his wrist, digging into his skin as he tried to keep you conscious.
“Hey, stay with me. Y-You have to keep your eyes open.” he stuttered out. “Keep your eyes open. Do it for me.”
“I’ll always do it for you.” you spoke softly, watching a tear slip down his cheek as his teeth shined between his lips. “Always. You’re my partner.”
“You’re mine, too.” he sniffled out, dark brown eyes glistening with a pain and adoration you had never seen from him before. “That’s why we have to get you out of here.” he said quickly, pulling your arm around his neck and lifting you up from the ground.
“Why’s that?” you asked, smile curving at your lips.
“So I can make you my official partner by marrying you.”
- Notes: FINALLY finished this SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG. It’s difficult for me to write for my own bias asdfghjkl,,,,So I apologize in advance for this one!! I just got a bout of inspiration tonight after Zico’s US tour dates were announced. Oof,,,I hope I can see him perform live. <3333
We all know how hard Zico works and just how much he pushes his body to extremes when working, sometimes without even realizing it.
So a bath is EXACTLY what he needs.
But of course, he believes he DOESN’T need one.
When he’s seriously working on something, you know it's best to give him space. But you can’t help worrying about him and his health at the same time. So you mostly just check on him occasionally, sometimes bringing him food and drinks. Sometimes he’s grateful for them, and other times he’s completely absorbed in his work and says nothing.
When he gets REALLY fed up with something while working, he freaks out to himself for awhile before finally coming to you to complain about it. You can’t always give exact advice since you’re no expert on the music industry, but you’re always there to listen and help him calm down, offering whatever advice you can.
Even if he's ranting, you feel grateful for this time, because he rarely lets his walls completely down in front of other people so as to maintain his public image. But when he’s with you, he doesn’t have to worry about that. He can be himself and you feel so lucky that you get to experience this side of him.
So one day while he’s complaining to you about being stumped on a piece that he’s working on, you can tell that what he really needs is a break. He’s exhausted and frustrated at himself but doesn’t want to admit it. But you know what he really needs to do is just step back and collect his thoughts for a moment. Inspiration strikes at the most random times and he’s been working so hard lately that he’s probably used up all of his creative energy.
PLUS when was the last time that he properly bathed?? He could probably use a good soak lol.
So with MUCH persuasion, you finally get him into the tub. You can tell he’s annoyed because he doesn’t think he needs or deserves such an extensive break. But he can also tell that you're very adamant about this and he doesn’t want to fight about it for very long. So he gets in the bath you've drawn for him.
And WOW does it feel good like it’s been so long since he'd had a bath, the pleasant surprise really shows on his face.
Most of the time he just takes showers but this bath was much needed.
And you're just standing in the bathroom smiling because you KNEW this would help him, PLUS wow,,,he’s so beautiful,,,,his bare body,,,,and his tattoos,,,,and all this water and steam,,,,
He’s so ethereal,,,,God you're so lucky,,,,
But you don't stand there for too long because you want to give him some peace and quiet so he can relax and recollect his thoughts.
It's almost comical how fast this bath shut him up since he was complaining only minutes earlier. Again, not that you minded, but it was rather that the power of the tub was just so amusing to you.
While lying there with his eyes closed, Zico looks practically exhausted, so you make sure to casually check on him a few times to be sure he doesn't drown in case he happens to doze off, which he does ofc, but who could blame him with his horrendous sleep schedule and tendencies to overwork himself.
It's rlly cute,,,,because he looks so young for some reason like this,,,,with his mouth hanging open ever so slightly. It's TOO soft. Most people might see your man as scary or intimidating, but that's because none of them have ever seen your man when he’s like this.
Life OFC he’s sexy and stuff too, but that's just one side of him.
Anyways you decide to give him some space so he can properly relax. You go off to do your own thing while still discreetly checking up on him from time to time until you FINALLY hear him getting out of the bath.
Part of you wants to go coddle him since he's been having a rough night, but you ultimately decide to wait until he comes to you, leaving you to eagerly wait in the living room. Your heartbeat quickens at the thought of him coming into the living room in a moment and just laying his head in your lap while you pet his hair.
Like GEEZ you've been dating for a pretty long time at this point but you can't help it,,,,you just love him so much.
HOWEVER, you feel your heart practically plummet when you hear him exit the bathroom in the opposite direction, probably to get right back to work. You don't blame him of course, you know how important this is to him, but you can't help wanting to spend time with him too. At least he HOPEFULLY got some kind of inspiration out of this.
In the midst of it all, you end up falling asleep on the couch which COMPLETELY throws off your schedule for the next day. You end up waking up late and have to scramble to get ready for work on time, not to mention how you have an awful kink in your neck from sleeping in a weird position which makes getting ready ten times more annoying. And having your morning schedule thrown off just ALWAYS ends up muddling the rest of your day as well. Work seems to practically drag by and you can't seem to really get anything done right. You want nothing more than to get home and immediately crawl under the covers (in your actual bed this time).
So that's EXACTLY what you plan on doing as soon as you FINALLY make it home.
That is, until a certain someone sneaks up behind you and snakes his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder just as you were in the process of changing out of your work clothes.
“Oh, hey babe" you manage to say, trailing off a bit. You REALLY hoped your tone didn't make it sound like you were mad at him, because you weren't, you were just exhausted.
Regardless, he tightened his embrace in response.
“Baby…” he started, “I have a confession to make…”
WHICH just has you all “!?!?!?!?!?”
LIKE WHAT he could mean a thousand different things by that!?!?!?!?!?
You want to say something witty back so you don’t fear the worst, but you’re still too drained from work, so you stay silent until he starts to speak again.
“When I was in the tub yesterday...ughh this sounds so cheesy but...I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I know I can be difficult to put up with sometimes, but you always do. And you always know what's right for me, despite how stubborn I can be.” unexpectedly, he gives a slight laugh “I guess what I’m trying to say is, I really am pretty in love you.”
And hearing that makes your heart skip a beat. Because you never doubted his love before or anything, but hearing it out loud really makes all the difference. Your smile stretches so wide as you twist in his arms so you can connect your lips with his, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck.
When you separate, his expression looks a little concerned and you realize that you’ve actually started crying a bit. All your built up stress from the day was finally releasing itself. But you can’t help but chuckle a bit at how panicky Zico looks as he reaches to cup your face and brush away some of your tears. He really does care for you deeply.
He probably says something like “Hey, hey” in a hushed tone to make sure that you’re actually okay and not mad at him or something.
So you kinda decide to change the subject a bit by saying “Well, I hope you were at least able gain some inspiration after that bath.”
And his expression gets a little cocky as he says “I told you I couldn’t stop thinking about you, didn’t I?”
“Yeah??”
“Babe, you know you're my inspiration.”
And you kinda slap his chest then cover your face a bit with your hands like “Jiho PLEASE you’re TOO MUCH.” And he just smirks because it's true and he knows you know it too despite how flustered you’re acting.
Zico breaks the silence again when he says “Anyways, I wanted to return the favor so I went ahead and drew a bath for you too. And it's a good thing I did, because you look like you need the extra relaxation today.”
“You’re right, a bath does sound tempting.”
“Would it sound more tempting if I told you I would join you?”
And you’re like “Asdfghjkl stOP BEING SO GREASY but also,,,,yes,,,,”
SO THAT’S HOW YOU END UP IN THE BATHTUB WITH WOO JIHO.
And yeah, it's pretty great.
You’re the kind of couple the can spend comfortable silences together so relaxing together like this isn’t really awkward at all for you.
He gives you some space to relax for awhile but after a bit he gets eager to pamper you since he’s in the mood to make you feel loved. He wants to make sure you know just how important you are to him since he feels like he doesn’t always get the opportunity to tell you enough.
At some point, he coaxes you into his lap and insists on washing your hair for you, probably leaning down to whisper into your ear a few times.
Ends up kissing it and your jawline a bit too.
Even after he finishes washing your hair you don’t move from his lap.
One, because you don’t want to, and two, because he probably wouldn’t let you move even if you wanted to.
But just sitting there starts to become more and more unbearable as he whispers more and more to you.
And his whisperings get increasingly more romantic and,,,,dirty.
“You’re everything to me.”
“It must be fate that we even met.”
“Don’t you know how breathtaking you are?”
“God you’re just so gorgeous.”
“The things I want to do to you…”
His voice is just so raspy and obviously heavy with desire and it just does things to you.
And suddenly you’re kissing a lot. A WHOLE lot. And everything is desperate and slippery and pretty ungraceful, but you love how wild he drives you.
And you drive him equally as wild because he gets a little rough and he can’t help it.
He’s always been into your legs and thighs, but in the tub he has to grip them a little tighter and it’s kinda thrilling tbh.
And at this point you’re in a MUCH better mood than earlier, so when there's a pause you find yourself saying between pants “If I’d known you’d needed inspiration this bad, I would have helped you out last night too.”
His response is a cross between a slight, breathy laugh, and a huff, before he tightens his grip and pulls you closer.
As much as he enjoys using dirty talk on you, it's super effective when you use it on him as well.
So yes, you do fuck the first time you two bathe together.
You probably shower together more frequently than bathe together because you don’t always have enough time to dedicate to bathing together. This is mostly because when you do, you both like to spend A LOT of time in the tub.
And he quite frequently initiates sex in the tub or at least heated makeouts so that often prolongs the baths.
Because Zico actually has A LOT of stamina,,,
So you’ll be in there for awhile,,,
LOVES to have you in his lap, riding him, either facing him or with your back to him is fine.
Has more of a preference for you facing him though so he can kiss all over your chest. And so you can get your hands tangled in his hair.
Zico literally always has to be grabbing your thighs/legs/ass though, so having you face him is also optimal for this. I mean, he gets a better look at your ass if your back is to him, but he likes holding it better when you face him.
ALSO finds it thrilling to watch your facial expressions through it all, but has a habit of letting his eyes close during pleasure so eye contact isn’t a must or anything.
But looking at each other makes conversation easier and sometimes he can get pretty playful and tease you because he knows it gets you off.
One time you made a comment about trying to get him to stop sloshing so much water out of the tub, which just ended up leading to some sexual teasing and somehow even more water than ever being sloshed out of the tub.
So yeah, he really enjoys sex in the tub. Sometimes when working, he gets pretty isolated and touched starved so when you're just there in front of him like that, it's difficult for him to hold back.
But with that said, there are tame baths too.
Sometimes he’ll be too exhausted to really do anything so you’ll end up pampering him a bit instead.
Again, he likes when you’re in his lap or sitting between his legs because that's the optimal way for him to be close to you in the bath. His legs are long so other positions can be a bit cumbersome. But when he’s really exhausted, he likes to try to fit between your legs and use your chest as a pillow while you play with his hair and poke at his squishy face.
You two don’t usually get out of the bath right at the same exact time, but it's usually only a few minutes apart because once one person gets out it starts to feel a bit lonely.
He also probably has like really soft expensive Gucci towels or something for when you get out of the bath lmaoooo.
So yeah, you’d both be really into bathing with each other when given the opportunity.
Request: Can I request a block b reaction to you being really good with kids?? Love you! 💛 - @smiley-jhope
A/N: I realized that their reactions here are pretty similar to each other. ...
Zico
Zico saw you taking care of your nephew and his heart immediately melted. He couldn’t stop smiling as he watched.
“Look at you. You’re so adorable.”
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Taeil
When Taeil saw you playing with your friend’s child, he smiled. The more he saw you playing with the child and taking care of them, the more he knew how much he wanted you two to have your own one day.
“Can’t wait to have our own, so you can look this cute all the time.”
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B-Bomb
B-Bomb was watching you taking care of your cousin’s child and while he didn’t show much reaction, he surely thought you looked adorable.
“This is kinda cute.”
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Jaehyo
The moment Jaehyo saw how adorable you were with kids, his mind was filled with nothing but you and him with a child of your own.
“One day...”
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U-Kwon
U-Kwon couldn’t help but smile when he watched how caring and how cute you were with a child.
“Aah, I knew it. You’re good with dogs and children!”
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Park Kyung
Kyung was silently watching you play with a child, trying not to get noticed. He would smile as he saw how sweet you looked.
“... This is adorable.”
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P.O
Since P.O liked anything cute, he found it absolutely adorable when you were playing with a cute small child. His heart was pretty much fluttering.
