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i'm gonna die of cuteness aggression
i love near so goddamn much. i finally read the c-kira and a-kira post-canon one shots all the way through last night and AAAAAAAAA my heart. nate river 🫵🫵🫵
c-kira in particular hits me hard bc you can really see that he's still reeling from the events of the main story. it’s a very specific era of near that’s so horribly awkward and insecure about his place in the world, about his role as L, and has so very few people left behind to support him-- really just lidner, rester, and gevanni. so much of that story is about near struggling to figure out who he is and who he wants to be in the wake of Everything, scrambling around in the shadows of all these false gods and blown up egos, trying to grow up and be a Person in the smoking remains of all these people who killed themselves with their own hubris. i mean, just look at this page:
LOOK AT THIS. near is almost shockingly expressive in this story, his grief and regret is fucking Palpable in a way that you very rarely see with a guy like him. it really gets to me that this is the story where near actually opens up about his mixed feelings surrounding the original L, about the interview he held where he picked near & mello out to be his two successors, and all while hiding himself within these massive card towers that you only see to be these giant L's at the end-- a kid barely out of his teens already getting dwarfed by the enormity of the history he is expected to continue and represent. the winner of the game who's only prize is the legacy he now holds on his shoulders, the grief he is cursed with as the only one left behind. this kid barely has anyone now, never even got the chance to truly, fully know what he lost in the first place, these all-powerful figures that have dictated every inch of his life from the moment he stepped foot in that damn house.
and i mean, goodness. what did we expect? i can talk all i want about the cinematic parallels of light & L as opposites, but look at near & mello in literally every piece of official art-- near truly loses his other half when mello dies, and you can just Feel the discomfort, the deep-seated, underlying imbalance in his soul through this shit.
a-kira near, on the other hand, has had the time to grow a bit more at ease with himself, but he still gets to me in a slightly different way. i cannot emphasize enough how utterly fucking perfect the decision to make his hair longer is-- for so simple of a detail, it really sums up so much about his character. this version of an older near feels like a guy who's been stuck outside of time for ages, barely even noticing the constant shifts of the outer world as he holes himself up in his room, hardly aware of the way that his own body stretches and grows and changes with each passing day. doing his job, all just for a bit of entertainment. there is still that distinctly privileged, childish part of him that hides in his forts of toys and makes whatever demands he pleases, but it's more smoothed over, more exhausted, more Done.
he's packed away the grief by this point. dealt with it properly? not necessarily. but the wound isn't as raw now so he can set it aside to be ignored or looked over more easily, focus on the things that he wants to. blow up his toys when they don't meet his standards.
i strikes me as important that near's view on the new kira's shifts so much over the course of even just these two little stories. in the c-kira story, near is so Quick to shit on the new guy as fast as possible, literally snarking him into submission with the fear of his presence alone until he writes his own name down. we never see this "cheap" kira, this pathetic fake that couldn't possibly stand up to the original. (projecting a little there, nate?) he's barely more than a panel or two of hands, and then he disappears from the story forever.
in a-kira though, you get something a little more desperate, a little more hungry-- near really fucking wants to meet this new guy, purely for the sake of talking to him, and is a lot quicker to respect him & the depth of how well he's thought through this plan. at first it seems like he's intrigued by the idea of finally finding yet another equal, someone to match his freak after years of standing on his own, and knowing DN you're inclined to trust that the mind games will eventually happen. but, in the end...
he loses. and doesn't he seem so happy about it?
minoru really is the perfect match for near in a way-- a new, passive kira, uninterested in the bullshittery of killing and shinigami and evil murder diaries, to reflect and match the tired, new L who was done with his job before he even started doing it. RIP minoru dying due to shinigami bullshit, but i'm genuinely happy that this is the ending near gets, the chance to finally lose at something without having to pay the price of human lives for it. winning has almost never been a truly positive thing for near-- his winning wammy's house only gave him the many pressures & stresses of a job as L, his winning against light only gave him a dead mello and a notebook to quietly burn, hell, all of this shit happening at all is what made mello resent him so much in the first place.
but now he can lose. and i think he's all the better for it.
near is immature, yes, he bossy and snarky and blows up his toys without giving a fuck what anyone else has to say-- but he doesn't get ahead of himself in the way that light and L and the others did, a trait which ultimately lets him win but also leaves him behind to shoulder the grief of a generation. but now he can lose, he can let the fate of the world fall of his shoulders for just a moment, and everything is still going to be okay. it's good to see him getting older. it's good to see that you can still move on and grow, even when it seems like the legacies of the past are locking you away in a cage. i'm glad these manga exist, and i'm glad near can still make it out alive.
Just checked, this is the last line gevanni ever speaks in all of death note:
For the rest of volume 6 he does nothing else except make terrified faces in the edge of the scene.
He appears in two (2) panels during c-kira where he is in the background with no lines.
He appears in zero panels in a-kira. None. At all. Im pretty sure they forgot about him guys idk
Who was the most sympathetic Kira/person acting as Kira?
#93: Who was the most sympathetic Kira/person acting as Kira?
Light Yagami
Misa Amane
Kyosuke Higuchi
Teru Mikami
Kiyomi Takada
C-Kira (killed sick people in great pain and suicidal people who asked to die)
Minoru Tanaka (killed nobody, sold the Death Note to Donald Trump despite not*
None of these people did even a single thing wrong ever
I cannot imagine having even the slightest sympathy for any of these people
Results
*being a Trump supporter)
what i love abt the death note manga one shots is that like, each “kira” is just a representation of what a fan of death note thinks they would act if they were in a situation where they possessed the death note somehow, and the author’s response to it. that’s probably not the intent of these stories, but i can’t help but feel like they were partially written with a profile of the two most common opinions of fans in mind.
a-kira is in a way a viewer who, during their 5th rewatch of the show (i know what u are.) probably thought something like “how can i be the hero in this story? how can i outsmart everyone by using modern technology and the death note/shinigami mechanics to my advantage and get out of it unscathed?”
it’s basically an exploration of what most people thought of when watching death note. “how do i survive this?”/“how can i be different?” and the answer is just as bleak as you might expect. even if you played all your cards right, and even if u did the “moral thing” and used it to help people instead of hurt them, u still wouldn’t survive the death note. and isn’t that equal parts hilarious as it is devastating? OBVIOUSLY u can’t work around the rules of an instrument of the death gods, you can’t survive on a technicality!
i feel like through light’s perspective we’ve underestimated the ruthlessness of shinigami a lot. if the c-kira and a-kira stories have one thing in common, it’s that it drills into your head the idea that yagami light is an anamoly in a long long line of death note users. you will never be like him, let alone exceed him. you will Never get as lucky as he did.
this isn’t meant to undermine his intelligence, a big part of why he succeeded is that, obviously. but the fact that he managed to execute so many of his plans almost flawlessly required insane luck, which’s something he has mentioned in the anime himself.
also i think it’s funny that the death king saw the very consistent pattern of destruction that humanity goes through every time the death note falls in the wrong hands and the only thing he bothered to put a stop to is the selling of the death note. the mind on you, ohba.
Never forget the annihilating sass this boyo spits on a day to day basis
Here he is driving a man to s**c*de simply by saying "you fuckin' murderer" 🥰
Here are some of my thoughts on DN: short stories!
And it's a lot. I'm crossposting this from my reddit account. Spoilers ahead
it's a mello and matt cameo !!!!!! (from the c-Kira story from death note short stories )