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that frustrating feeling when you are filled with an immense desire to Create but it's not directed at any specific project or idea and when you try to point it at any current WIP it doesn't work
like I'm not even having actual new ideas to start, I just feel like there are some ideas almost there in my brain that I can't quite access
Don’t blame yourself.
My brain: So it's time for a new project, right??
ABSOLUTELY NOT. I DO NOT HAVE TIME, ENERGY, OR SPACE IN MY SKULL FOR ANOTHER PROJECT. PLEASE!!!
My brain: ... okay, I hear you... but... We're starting another project :>
Creator still isn't making any promises, but I've gone back on set with Kaseem & Natalie.
Got the urge to be creative in a semi-big way again, and that's what's occupying my time in the T.U. save this week (sorry to Kaliah, A.J. & the gang, but I'm almost ready for y'all to come back bookies).
Anyway, here's the main set/location for their film Let It Snow.
Found in gallery, ofc, because I can't build to save my life.
and I may do one single update for them this week, to go along with this Kaliah/Carter/A.J. post 😏.
Anyway, time to let the creativity flow, and hope I come out with something worth sharing and not worth trashing.
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All things I have encountered in the past two weeks regarding my art and commissions. I refuse to let it get me down but I am sick and fucking tired. Please, I am begging, support your artists in any way you can cause it's like being fucking Sisyphus out here. This goes for writers as well.
editing makes me go insane
There’s something funny about being a creator, especially in this day and age…
I think a lot of people can sympathize with the constant need to create. The feeling of rush. Of burnout. Like if you aren’t making three things at once, you’re falling behind…
And then you see others, no clue to how they’re doing, but with seemingly better schedules. Better health. And it gets… breaking.
Feeling like you can’t keep up.
…
I know I barely post on this account. So this is more vague posting about elsewhere. Just wanted to say, somewhere, that I wish I could step off the stage and feel comfortable coming back instead of fearing I’ll lose everything I ever scraped together.
so close, yet so faraway.
it feels like a reflex to sit back and be a backstory.
to feel so close yet so faraway.
to wander around the mysteries of the unknown only to stop and look around.
sometimes looking around can feel like trouble.
to go back to old patterns. to feel like a backstory.
to feel like the gap wouldn’t ever be bridged, but we’re working on it.
and honestly, sometimes we gotta take a few steps back to propel forward. to take the leap of faith.
so if this is my leap, i know there are open arms to catch me. to pull me up and pull me close. if this is my leap, i know we’ve got each other.
and my love, if you’re already feeling it, i’d say we’re taking the leap. i’m ready when you are.
