#disabled system

[theancientaliencollective]

will do a id for this later, inspired by @saszor

[the-fictive-haven]

Alrighty we've got the knees, elbows, wrists, thumbs and fingers, any other joints wanna randomly start hurting while we're at it? Anyone? Step right up now don't be shy

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[maelkisser]

heya kiddos, jack here! posting another promo but this time, disability edition! uhh yall should follow me because we are both physically and mentally disabled :] and who wouldn't wanna have a super sexy disabled CEO as a mewtual?

divider creds to ME. yay <3.

[cursed-collective]

Hey guys just dropping in to say HEDs/HSD is NOT as rare as tiktok/other social media platforms would have you believe and it is possible to be hypermobile and NOT experience full dislocations. Hypermobility is (as many things are) a spectrum, no matter where you fall on the spectrum your symptoms, pain etc are valid <3

HEDs is also not! The only type of EDS and I believe that should be more widely acknowledged!

With that said if you suspect you are hypermobile or have another type of EDS you should ABSOLUTELY see your doctor about it and discuss your options, do your research and refuse to be dismissed as they are so inclined to do. The road may be hard but the journey is worth it in the end.

[cfs-me-with-did]

I (🍌) have had to resort to this as it has come to my attention that some alters are trying to walk with a cane and causing major crashes.

DID amnesia, source attachment and diffcuilties with communication don't go away just because the body is disabled.

I have also observed that each alter has to accept the body's disability individually. We are a polyfragmented system, there is a very large number of alters and the system is not fully known to me.

This makes dealing with a physical disability especially challenging.

[felidae-pluralities]

celebrating disability pride month by disabling ourself even further 🙂

[knights-of-nepenthe]

A Nepenthe Guide: How i log my parts

i thought i would share the apps/places i keep track of my system and parts and the information i keep track of.

the apps i use:

prism and pluralspace are both system specific apps that i really like and find the most helpful for me. (this is not a review on them but maybe I'll make a post later about it)

i use a private discord server and the server i have with my partner for logging information, using pluralkit and just being able to present as ourselves easier.

notion is less used currently but we have a system dashboard with various things on it for us.

see more in depth information about these under the cut!

Prism

since prism is an offline app i use it for the more sensitive information about my parts and system. i also like using its sleep/habit tracker and system chatting function

roughly how our chats are set up, the dms section is also nice to just tell a specific part things.

the custom fields have expanded a ton since i started using this app so i may end up making a separate post about them in depth but here's the basic set up:

- last updated & by who

- basic info (names used, pronouns, age, function, roles, introjection etc)

- body (instead of an appearance field we track how each part feels in the body)

- personality

- purpose (what is part here to do etc)

- view on gender & sexuality

- relationships within the system and with our partner

- front tells

- front habits

- preferences (while we share most likes/dislikes theres a few notable differences)

- opinions on (an alters opinion on whatever)

- medical

- emotional

- triggers

- history

- connections (within our system who alters work well with or dont, can front with or cannot etc)

the groups for prism are also quite plain as most of our information is in Fields now

- activity

- profile completion

- split from

- introjection group

- subsystems

- silly groups

Pluralspace

pluralspace is an online webapp (with apps for ios and Android in progress) i use this mainly to share who's fronting with friends and my partner. i also utilize the relationship map and custom fields have the less sensitive info (ps does have privacy buckets but some info is only for me so i dont see a need to put it on here)

pluralspace allows you to track where an alter is in front which is useful for me because normally i have four alters around at once. (sometimes more)

the left image shows how it looks and the right is all of my front types

im not comfortable sharing how our relationship map looks but i can share the relationship types we have and how it looks on a profile

romantic: partner, lover, qpr, secret third thing, crushing (mutual), crushing (one sided)

protector (?): protector, masks as

caring: caregiver, caregiver (for a regressor), caregiver (for a little), babysitting

familial: siblings (estranged), familial bond, sibling (reciprocated)

platonic: acquaintance, friend

bad feelings: strained (mutual), strained (one sided), avoiding, hates (mutual), hates (one sided)

system: fusion, split

Discord

i think it's all pretty self explanatory but I'll explain a few things that might not be

blurry log: when i am blurry i try to note down things about myself. like do i feel feminine/masculine, what do i currently like/dislike. doesn't usually help unblur myself but its like a ritual i guess (when i remember it lol)

singletsona: a list of information that is what we are like as a collective. makes it easier to mask and for contradictory things to happen around people unaware of my DID

Notion

i dont have any pictures for section since im not at my computer currently so I'll just describe it a bit. its also not being used currently so i dont have as much info to share.

the dashboard has a few drop down menus with things like: guidelines, do not interact with (harmful people we've had in our past), subsystems, system resources. and then the bottom is our members, its made using a database which is pretty cool and i believe was frankenstiened from a few system notion templates on tumblr!

thats it really..

okay im exhausted writing this up lol

[loser-pet]

MRAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! at the END OF THE DAY, just when I couldn’t wait longer and when my birthday was feeling pretty crappy, THEY ARRIVED!!!!!!!! my darling starsky is here!!! I made a necklace and bridle and modified a harness to fit them, and omg they’re so soft and adorable <333 I’m pretty sure a fragment is already latching to them, and BONUS I’m like 99% sure it’s sunrise’s sib too, cuz they were really cuddly with sunrise’s plushie, so YAY!!!!