Richard Campbell Gansey III had been told countless times that he was destined for greatness. The words were passed casually over dinner by his parents’ friends, declared proudly by his high school teachers at Aglionby Academy, and echoed by his professors at Georgetown. They were whispered in his ear during his most lonely nights, when he was thousands of miles away from his family, but not away from home because what was home to Richard Gansey III, really?
Gansey had discovered his home in the small, quiet town of Henrietta and in the small, loud person of Blue Sargent, but he was still working on his destiny of greatness. He had unearthed a buried mirror of a Welsh king and then found the body of said king. He had sacrificed himself to save his home and his brother from being unmade and was reborn into something different, something more than human. To many people, this would constitute greatness, but to Gansey, he was just doing what was expected of him. Then he was brought back for a second time, and he really did not know why he should be given so many chances at life.
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Heres my new bluesey fic based on that one line where Ronan mentions the bluesey trip to visit Pando and then I subsequently couldn't get it out of my head!
@rebuildingkonohaonceagain requested this deleted chapter of done with love - so here it is! Read if you’d like!
Summary: Sakura saves a patient important to Shikamaru, then She and Shikamaru discuss how to get Sasuke back on her own.
I like this take, because it makes fun of Kishi’s Sakura a bit through Shika’s perspective and shows how I’d make her actually a good character instead of a love obsessed bimbo - hence the title “Done with Love’
Chapter 1 – Not Mine
Present Day
Sakura
REDACTED FIRST SCENE BUT SHE IS CAPTURED
10 months, 10 days ago
5:30 PM
Sakura
At some level, I've always felt my life was not mine.
As a child, my life had been lived for my parents, who loved me so fiercely. I'd been a miracle, they said. My mother never said so, but she had always loved kids and wanted several of her own. She'd babysit her friends' children and look at baby clothes just for fun. She volunteered at the children's wing of the hospital too. Only later would I learn my mother was afflicted with a disease rendering her infertile according to the doctors. I was a statistical anomaly and my mother's baby themed extra-curriculars were trying to fill a void that even I couldn't.
As a slightly older child, I'd lived for the sisterhood of Ino. She stood up to bullies for me and told me I was pretty. She was everything I needed and wasn't. Brave, caring, and so effervescent. If anyone truly lived for themselves, it was Ino, and I so desperately wanted to be like her.
Then, in the golden years of the academy, I met Sasuke and unwittingly gave my life to 'love'. More accurately to an unhealthy infatuation with Sasuke. What girl my age hadn't? All it cost was my relationship with my best friend, Ino, and any chance I had to be taken seriously as a ninja. Looking back, what a rip off. Girls do the stupidest things in the name of love. Hear a rumor Sasuke likes long hair? Grow your hair long even though it makes taijutsu practice a nightmare. Hear Sasuke likes delicate hands? Well, better do half hour-long skin treatments in the evening and skip out on kunai target practice whenever possible.
It wasn't until the Chunnin exams that I really realized how much I'd screwed myself. Even then, I'd doubled down on 'loving' Sasuke. When he left us, I clung to my love for him and let it motivate my life. I'd get stronger and work with a legendary Sannin myself and someday, I'd bring him home. He'd see how devoted I was throughout it all and he'd respect me for that until eventually that grew into love. We'd start a family and be together forever.
So misguided, right?
As I sit here in my office at the hospital, trying to fill out my charts from my shift, I can't help but chuckle at my own naivety. That was a dream.
And I am finally awake.
I dip my hand in to my lab coat, tracing the note there. The one I found when I 'woke up'. When I broke into Sasuke's childhood home, mourned him, and left him there with the rest of those broken dreams.
I was done with love. I was done with it running my life and I was ready to live for what I wanted. And what I wanted was my family back – my team 7 home. That meant Naruto no longer reckless and desperate for Sasuke, and for his only to focus to be on becoming Hokage. For Kakashi, to stop sulking around the village, hung up on another failure of a student.
I want to stop Sasuke from hurting my precious people. Mine not his.
But first, I want to go home, eat some takeout, and have a bubble bath because it's been a long day. Only 3 charts stand in my way.
When I finish them, I stretch my hands over my head, trying to straighten the hunch in my back from slaving over paperwork. Gathering the files, I make my way to the hallway.
"Thanks for your help today, Kanna," I hear the new girl, Ami, say to the plump, middle age nurse as they make their way toward me.
"Of course, dear. We'll done." She says with a motherly smile. Kanna notices me and gives a wave. "Ah, Sakura. Headed out for the day?"
I nod. "Sure am. I've got a hot date with some fried rice." I say smiling.
Ami looks disappointed, "Careful now. If you keep dating fried food, you'll end up like me some day." She gestures to her round figure and the comment makes me feel uncomfortable.
"If I end up being half the woman you are, I'd be quite happy with that," I say encouragingly.
"That's very flattering, dear," Kanna replies looking not the least bit flattered. "But take it from me, men taste much better than fried food. Fewer calories too."
Kanna's following wink has Ami and me turning scarlet.
"I – uh," I stutter not quite knowing what to say to that. "I'm not sure I have time for a relationship right now."
"Come now," she dismisses my excuse, "There's more to life than working at the hospital. Plus, it doesn't have to be anything serious! Women have certain needs too, you know."
Ami looks ready to faint. I decide to not so subtly change the subject.
"So, Ami, good first day then?" I say sweetly. Ami nods, smile coming back to her face.
"Yes, its been wonderful. Thank you for asking. Everyone has been really kind and helpful." She said gratefully, "Plus, it's been such a slow day-,"
"No, Ami!" Kanna interjects, "Look what you've done. You've jinxed us all!"
Ami looks surprised again and looks between me and Kanna looking for a clue to what she said wrong.
"Jinxed us?" She squeaks.
"If you learn nothing else today, remember this: never ever say 'its been a slow day'. That's how you get slammed with new intakes and stuck here until 2 am." Kanna scolds back.
"Oh, you don't really believe that, right?" Ami tries to laugh off the mistake. She throws a pleading look to me, like I'll be more reasonable. "That's just an old wives' tale."
I just shrug and say, "I'm sorry, but she's right. Its been scientifically proven. I even had my intern last year do a study and the findings were actually-,"
I was cut off by the slam of doors flying open at the end of the hall. Three nurses pushed a stretcher toward us, voices breaking the quiet.
"Here, take these to the record room," I say shoving my charts into Ami's arms. She looks shocked white. "Kanna, you're with me."
"Yes, ma'am." She says, shooting a mild glare at Ami before following me to commotion.
As I arrive, recognize that woman on the stretcher immediately and suppress the emotional response that spikes up. It's Kurenai-sensei.
I note one nurse is holding hemostatic gauze to her chest while another tries to attach a blood-pressure cuff. The third is driving the stretcher, reporting her heartrate states from the EKG. I turn to him and say, "What are we dealing with here?"
"Haruno-san," He looks relieved, "Puncture wound to the chest, possible internal bleeding in the abdomen. Heart rate is dropping, but doesn't appear to be damaged from the puncture wound."
"Poison?" I ask.
"No, it was a training exercise." He answers. Good, that makes things easier.
"Head to surgical room 5. Kanna, take the puncture wound. Stop the bleeding," I announce and turn to the nurse struggling with the BP cuff, "Get me those BP stats, ASAP."
I don't wait for her confirmation and order administration of an anti-coagulant before pressing a charka gloved hand onto Kurenai's abdomen. It's not good.
There's massive internal hemorrhaging crushing her insides. It thrums with each pump of her heart. Something else as is thrumming as well. A flutter like a hummingbird's wings smothered underneath the blanket of blood.
"Stop the coagulant!" I cry, eyes flying open, "She's pregnant."
*
Sakura
10:30 pm
While it's not quite 2 am when we finish, the surgery takes me well past the end of my shift. We got Kurenai-sensei stabilized with no harm to her child, but it wasn't easy. I'm dead on my feet, as is the rest of my staff.
I address Kanna as we disrobe out of our PPE, "Let's keep her 3 days for observation. I want to make sure the baby is alright. She appears stable now, but sometimes there's delayed trauma that can terminate."
Kanna nods, "I'll tell the attending right away."
I smile weakly, "Thanks Kanna."
"Now go home! You're late for your date." She says winking. I laugh.
"See, isn't it lucky I don't have some poor guy waiting on me? This is why I don't date." I joke.
This time her smile is full of pity and I regret making the joke at all.
"Haruno-san?" An aid named Daichi calls into the surgical room, head swiveling until he finds me by the sinks. I wave him over.
"There's a young man pacing in the waiting room. Shikamaru Nara, I think. He came in with the patient." He says. Its customary for the attending physician to give an update once patents have stabilized, but as he looks me up and down taking in the exhausted expression on my face and my hunched shoulders, he asks, "Should I send a nurse for an update?"
If she hadn't know Shikamaru personally, she would have readily agreed, but this kind of news was better coming from a friend.
"Not necessary, Daichi," I answer, "Shikamaru's a friend. I'll see to him as soon as I'm finished here."
He nods and leaves.
Kanna elbows me in the side, "Looks like you might have a date after all."
I roll my eyes at her yell, "Go home, Kanna!" over my shoulder as I leave to the waiting room.
When I arrive, Shikamaru is easy to spot. As Daichi said, he's pacing back and forth I the rear of the waiting room, his spiky ponytail bobbing with each turn. I don't think I've ever seen him so worked up.
I call to him as I approach, and it startles him out of his state of worry.
"Sakura!" he says, "Is Kurenai alright? Tell me everything's alright."
I give him my best reassuring smile and say, "Yes, she's stable Shikamaru. It was a tough surgery, but she's a fighter."
People love to hear that their loved ones are 'fighters' I've noticed. It gives them some feeling of control over something that is so often uncontrollable. Shikamaru was no different as he relaxed slightly.
"And the baby?" He asks. This surprises me. How did Shikamaru know this before I did? I may socially live under a rock here at the hospital, but if news like that was public knowledge, then Ino would have called me right away to gossip. Then I remembered Kurenai's chart. The emergency contact listed as Asuma Sarutobi, crossed out with Shikamaru's name and number listed below. Asuma had entrusted Kurenai and her child with Shikamaru, it seemed.
"The baby is also stable," I say and his shoulders finally go slack as he collapses into one of the plastic chairs lining the walls. I slide into the one next to him and continue, "We need to keep her here under observation for a few days. Sometimes there is a delayed response to acute trauma and the child's condition turns for the worse. We're closely monitoring her and the baby to make sure this doesn't happen."
Shikamaru nods, and it seems he's only half listening to my words.
"Can I see her?" He asks, but I shake my head.
"No visitors until morning. I'm sorry, but she needs to rest right now." I say. He just drops his head in his hands and takes a deep breath.
"I really screwed up, Sakura." He whispers. I place a hand on his arm.
"Don't beat yourself up. Everything's fine. Kurenai's fine." I try to reassure him.
He looks up at me, eyes holding a strange reverence I've never seen from him.
"I owe you one, Sakura." He says. Now that she had heard before. She almost says 'its nothing', but it isn't nothing.
"I'll send you this bill later, then, okay?" I say with another soft smile.
"I'm serious," He says, upset by my joking tone. "A life debt. I owe you a life debt."
Coming from someone like Shikamaru, I know he's serious, but that weight behind his words and the look on his face have me shifting uncomfortably in my seat. This is just my job, and I don't keep tallies for wins, loses or debts. The scales never quite even out when I do.
"How about we just start with a drink?" I say lightly. "I think we both could use one."
Shikamaru
10:45 PM
I've never really enjoyed the company of Sakura Haruno. She'd always been lumped into the under-achieving, Sasuke loving fan club that was too much of a headache to pay attention to. Instead, he was force fed all his updates about her from Ino. There was constantly something to be up in arms about but never anything of real importance. Mostly he equated her presents to a fruit fly buzzing around in his periphery. Annoying, but easy to ignore.
He remembered the first time he was impressed with a Sakura related update. After Sasuke left, she had landed an apprentice with the legendary Tsunade herself. Other than that, he hadn't really given her a second thought.
But when he heard her call his name in the waiting room, all the little bits of information jealously relayed through Ino added up to one single emotion – relief. Sakura had made something of herself and Shikamaru didn't know what he would have done had she not been there.
As they entered a late-night food stall with excellent Takoyaki and Sake, he was once again reminded of how little he really knew about Sakura. The old Sakura would have chattered away, filling any silence she could with inconsequential self-centered information which would eventually lead back to Sasuke. But this Sakura wasn't like that at all.
She had been mostly quiet during the walk over, beginning with some additional facts about Kurenai's condition which he only half understood. Then sensing his disengagement with the subject, she asked if he a favorite food stands he like to visit.
Which led them here.
The sake comes first, and I drain one saucer, then two. It steadies my nerves just as he hoped. I feel her eyes on me, but Sakura doesn't comment. Instead, I see her lift her saucer in a 'cheers' motion before draining it as I had. She smiles until her stomach grumbles loudly and she her face goes red.
"Sorry – I haven't eaten since lunch!" She explains. "My shift was supposed to be over at 6:00 and I was going to grab dinner but then, um, you know." I nod sparing her.
"You forget Chouji's my best friend. I'm used to hearing that sounds every hour on the hour."
"I'm not sure being compared to Chouji really makes me feel any better." She says carefully, with a laugh.
"Well, I'd compare you to Ino, but I'd probably get punched for it later." I say and she laughs again.
Our Takoyaki comes, just as I feel myself loosening up a little. It feels like I'm talking to a stranger and I've never been good at small talk. It doesn't seem to matter though, because Sakura is fully fixated on the food in front of her, popping the first Takoyaki in her mouth with a groan.
"This is either the best Takoyaki in the village, or I'm way more famished than I thought" She says.
"Hunger is the best seasoning," I say lamely. She doesn't make fun of me like I expect though.
"Is that another Chouji thing?" She asks, "He might be far wiser than we ever believed."
I chuckle a bit at that. She's kind of funny, and the light-heartedness is exactly what I need right now.
"Please never tell him that. I would totally go to his head and I don't need any more self-confidence on my team." I say.
"Right, I think Ino has enough for all three of you," She says, understanding my reference right away.
I grunt in agreement and take a bite.
She waits until she halfway through her plate before saying, "So, what have you been up to? I haven't seen you in forever."
"Mostly doing paperwork for the Hokage. It appears I'm her lap dog now." I say more sarcastically than bitter. It occurs to me that being the Hokage's apprentice, that's probably something Sakura already knew. Just like she also knows I'm off field work for the next month for bereavement after Asuma's passing.
"I know how that feels," Sakura commiserates. "What does she have you working on?"
This Sakura must also already know but I answer anyway, "Mostly doing analysis on upcoming Chunin. I go over their strengths and weakness, then make recommendations on training routines to help round them out. I also suggest team assignments for mission requests, but I think this is mostly an exercise in mentoring the younger generation."
She makes a thoughtful sound then says, "That doesn't sound like something you'd be very into."
I raise an eyebrow at her and she adds, "Not saying you wouldn't be great at it! Just seems like you wouldn't be into mentoring is all."
I ponder this for a moment and realize Sakura is probably dealing with the same challenges I am, trying to reconcile the lazy, reclusive boy with the person Shikamaru is now.
"I actually like it better than I thought I would." I explain, "Asuma-sensei actually taught me that the next generation is what's worth protecting and shaping them is our duty as Jonin."
"Well, I think he'd be proud of what you're doing her Shikamaru." She says encouragingly. I fiddle with the empty cup in my hand and blanch at the sappiness of it. Somethings haven't changed, I guess.
"What about you?" I change the subject, "how is the hospital?"
I expect her to smile and gush about how great it is working for the Hokage and saving lives, but she doesn't.
"Its…Its good." She finally says. "Its rewarding, but I miss field work and going out with a team, you know? Its just a little lonely training by myself."
"That's right, Naruto's back out with Jiraiya." I suddenly feel a little like an ass for talking so much about my team.
"Yeah, but don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for him." She says, "Its such a great opportunity and he needs to do it."
I nod.
"I guess what I'm trying to say is I wish I got out of the hospital more. I get a lot of flak from the older nurses for not having a social life or a boyfriend." She rambles a little bit, showing some signs of discomfort at having to explain herself.
I have no interest in talking about her dating life so I say, "Do you feel like you've peeked at the hospital then?"
"Exactly!" She looks relieved, "I feel like there's nothing more to learn there, but I'm stuck. I just want to move on to the next chapter like Naruto and…" Sasuke. She doesn't say it but I know that's what she's thinking.
"And I just need to, like, move on," She finishes instead.
I just nodded and take another drink. Its not clear if she's talking about moving on from the hospital or Sasuke at this point. Either way, I'm not good with advice, so I don't say anything. There's a few moments of silence before Sakura turns to me again with a look of excitement that has me instantly on guard. It's the same look Ino has before she forces him to do something reckless and utterly troublesome.
"Do me," Sakura says, her eyes lighting up. I sit up, a blush spreading across my cheeks.
"I'm – um, what?" I stammer.
"Do me," Sakura says with more conviction, "So I can get unstuck and move on."
I tug at my collar a bit, my throat feeling a little tight, "Look I'm sorry if I've sent you some mixed signals here, but I'm not interested in a hook-up and I don't think that's a healthy way for you to 'move on'."
This time Sakura stiffens with a blush.
"What?" she exclaims, and I can see the wheels turning in her mind, going over what she's said again, "No. No, no, no." She said waving her hands in front of her as if clearing the air of an unpleasant smell.
"I meant, analyze me. Like you do for the chunin you mentor." She clarifies, unable to look me in the eye.
"Oh - well, sure." I said quickly, turning into my drink to avoid eye contact as well. Normally I'd be annoyed at a request like this, but anything to change the subject from a drunken hook-up with Sakura Haruno.
"What are your goals?" I ask quickly. She takes a beat to catch up with the misdirection, then responds.
"To bring Sasuke back home," She answers. She doesn't ponder, but that doesn't surprise me. Though a lot has changed, I understand that this fundamental part of who Sakura is probably never will. I imagine that phrase constantly running in the back of her mind until it fades into the subconscious like the sound of your own heartbeat.
"What a surprise," I drawl sarcastically. Her eyes narrow as I've obviously hit a nerve, but she waits for me to continue. "And how do you plan to achieve that goal?"
Her certainty stutters. "Well, I have to get stronger. Strong enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with Naruto and Sasuke. Then we can bring him home together and be a team again."
I want to bang my head against the table at how unrealistic this idea was. This was going to be harder than I thought. Still better than talking about her dating life, I remind myself. Also, somehow this is much better than the niceties and small talk from before.
"Okay, but how will you bring him home?" I reiterate.
"I just told you," She says annoyed.
"No, what you told me is an intention or an idea. I want details. What are your steps to achieving that idea? What's your plan?" I continue.
She sits there for a few seconds, waffling. "Um, I-I'm not sure."
I raise an eyebrow, "I find that hard to believe. You've been obsessing about this for over 2 years."
"I haven't been obsessing, okay? I've been training. That's my plan. I'm getting stronger, so I don't get left behind anymore by them" She replies.
"That's a good first step." I conceded, trying to placate her a little. Last thing I need is her getting too worked up, punching me in the gut and storming off leaving me with the bill. I try a different approach, "When you imaging bringing Sasuke home, what does it look like? What happens?"
Her cheeks turn pink again, and she starts with what I assume is a heavily edited daydream.
"Well, usually there are two scenarios. In one, Sasuke comes home on his own, having escaped Orochimaru after realizing that snake only wanted him as a vessel and that the only real way to defeat Itachi is with me by his side." Her eyes were focused in the distance, far away from reality. "And Naruto! I mean. Not, um, just me by his side. With Team 7 by his side." She corrects.
I struggle to keep from rolling my eyes. I was totally right about the daydream.
"The second, Naruto and I find Sasuke in the sound village. We try to convince him to come home, but he doesn't listen, and we fight. With two against one, we eventually ware him down, and offer him another chance to come home. He realizes he was wrong about cutting his bonds and accepts. Or we just kick his ass and drag him back." She finishes with a self-satisfied smile.
What a fairytale, rose-colored, underdeveloped plan. A fantasy and nothing more. I am in over my head. Telling her as much would certainly land him with a broken bone or two, so he redirected her.
"Okay, let's focus on the second scenario. I think we can both agree that this is the more likely of the two." I start. She looks like she does not agree, but I continues anyway, "There are two things to consider further. How do you get to the start of this encounter and what happens after. Let's start with the start. In this scenario, how do you get to find Sasuke in the sound village?"
"On a retrieval mission from Tsunade-Sama," She answers. Of course, she would pick the most by the book option.
"And who normally goes on retrieval missions for missing-nin?" I ask, not missing a beat.
"Well, that depends on the missing-nin and what skillset is needed" She says stubbornly, but she knows what I'm getting at.
"What rank, Sakura?" I say, not giving her an out this time.
"ANBU black ops. Hunter-nin." She answers, but quickly adds, "But this is different. Tsunade would make an exception. Naruto has the nine-tails and she trained me herself, so-,"
"Even if she wanted to," I cut in, "She couldn't make that exception. The council wouldn't let her."
Sakura doesn't answer, but she frowns telling me she knows this is true.
"If you wanted to get the mission legally, you'd have to be accepted into ANBU and then petition Tsunade to grant you the mission." I explain.
Sakura's mind snagged on one word, "Legally?"
I nod. "That's the only legal way for you to get assigned such a mission. The other option is to defect, become a missing-nin yourself."
"No," She refuses, "that's out of the question." I nod again, unsurprised by her stubborn rejection.
"Then you're looking at one to two years to build up mission requirements to enter the Jonin exams. You have to pass on the first go, a 50% probability given passing rates of the exam. Then, a minimum of 3 years to get noticed for recommendation to ANBU. For those not from a clan and with no kekkei genkai, it's more likely double that. Total, it'd be at least 7 years before you could go after him with the village's approval." I finish.
"I can't wait that long!" She exclaims, "We only have a year left before Orochimaru takes Sasuke as his vessel. It has to be before then."
I raise my hands in a gesture of surrender, "Don't shoot the messenger. I'm just stating the facts here."
"I know," She is quiet a long moment. "I know."
I finish off my drink, pouring another sake for myself and topping off Sakura's. Her plate is finished, and she's fiddling with her chop sticks. I can see she's struggling with what I've laid out. I get it. She didn't want to defect and turn her back on her home, family and friends. Sasuke had nothing to lose when he left Konoha behind, but Sakura had everything.
"I'm not afraid to work for it, but," She trailed off, killing her full glass before continuing. "I want nothing more than to help Naruto bring him back, but I can't throw everything away. I want to be strong enough to put everything I have on the line for the people I love, but I can't. I can't go down the same path as Sasuke without somehow becoming him, or at least letting him control my life again, you know?"
I don't fully get that but nod anyway. I can tell she is feeling the sake now, because her words are more rapid and smear together a little.
I take another long drink from my glass before laying out the plan that I find most optimal.
"There is one more way," I say, not looking at her. "It's still difficult and with the one year time limit, you might be cutting it close. Its not exactly legal either, but if you pulled it off, you wouldn't be labeled a missing-nin."
I glanced at her from the corner of my eye to find her hanging on my every word.
"As you are now, a chunin, it's extremely rare to go on solo missions. Even if you do get one, its only for a day or two and very close to the boarder. For Jonin, however, its not uncommon to have a month-long solo mission in remote countries like Wave or Sound. I'd say about 30% of current A-rank missions meet these criteria." I state.
She nods, "So, what's your point?"
"If you were to make Jonin, and get assigned to one of these, it would be possible to take a," I search for the appropriate word, "- detour to find him. Given the timeframe and location of the mission, that would be easy to cover up by reporting a slightly different version of the events. Say Sasuke ran into you and you had to engage him. At that point, it's required to attempt to bring him back as long as it doesn't jeopardize the primary mission. The only person who would refute you would be Sasuke, but I doubt they'd put much stock into what he has to say." I say.
"Shikamaru, that's brilliant!" Sakura gushed. "I'd be able to bring him back without leaving the village."
"Don't get ahead of yourself. It's not that easy," I try to temper her joy. "There's still a lot of unknowns and things that could go wrong to get there."
Sakura isn't deterred, "As long as I work my hardest, I can get there. Or at least I'll know I did everything I could."
I let out a laugh, "Haven't you heard the phrase 'work smarter not harder'?"
"Yes, and I get the feeling that's your nindou, Shikamaru." She teased.
"Something like that." I mutter, feinting slightly that I'm put out.
"I'll need your help then, Shikamaru." She says with sudden soberness. "If I'm going to pull this off, I need you to help me strategize. To see the obstacles in my way and help me think of ways around them."
"Absolutely not," I say, without hesitation, "This is a fun little exercise, but that's all. You aren't seriously considering it?" I say, but the sinking feeling in my stomach tells me I know full well she is taking every word I've said tonight at face value.
"I am, and I'm not drunk enough to be convinced otherwise." She says, "But you seem to be forgetting something. You owe me a favor." Her grin is positively Cheshire.
"This is a little much –," I protest.
"You said a life debt. This is well within that definition. You are helping me save Sasuke's life." She counters.
"And you are also forgetting something," I remind her, more force behind my words this time. "We've only gone over half the story. These are the events leading up to you confronting Sasuke. What are you going to do afterward? I don't see a lot of positive outcomes here, Sakura."
"Then explain it to me." She says, not backing down.
I sign a longsuffering sigh, knowing I'm going to regret this later. More than I already do.
"Sasuke isn't going to come back to the village by force. Even if you, how did you put it, 'kick his ass and drag him back', as soon as he is well enough, he will leave again. Even if he didn't, you wouldn't be a team again because he will most likely be imprisoned for some time, then on a probationary period as a genin. Probably capped at chunin rank for life."
Sakura carefully considers my words. "You're right."
That surprises me, probably the first time she's agreed with me all night.
Sakura continues, "Unless he comes willingly, there's no point in forcing him back, but I don't care about the probation. Naruto is willing to wait as long as it takes to be a team again. Even if we don't go on missions anymore, we can still be a team. We can still be together."
My initial reaction is to groan. Just sappy. Totally sappy. But, I give it a moment to sink in and think about my own team. They are a family and if I was in Sakura's shoes, I'd probably feel the same.
"Fair enough," I grunt. "What a drag. Persuading him to come back would be ten times harder than using force. It might even be impossible."
"Come on, Shika. Nothing's impossible with your mind on the case." She said a little too sweetly.
"Shika?" I wince, "If you're trying to butter me up, that's not going to work. You were better off your original approach– emotional blackmail."
Even with the duplicitous tone, her smile is genuine. It stops my heart for just a beat. Her cheeks are still rosy from the drink, hair tied back in a messy knot that leaves carefree strands swinging around her face, and her jade eyes sparkle.
I can't remember the last time I'd seen such a look on her, or anyone's face for that matter, directed at me. I'd seen her smile though tears often enough, and though I'd never say it to her face, she is an ugly crier. There was the exhausted but satisfied smile as she left the hospital. Also, a sterile, polite smile she gives to acquaintances or strangers as they passed in the Hokage's office. Even the comforting, professional smile of a doctor reassuringly delivering Kurenai's progress report. Never this.
This is lightning across her face - lighting up with unadulterated excitement and crackling with conspiratorial comradery that bordered on flirtation. Was it her one hundred percent focus on me, the way she was hanging on my every word, or the proximity in the tiny food stand that has me feeling drawn in by her? I strangely want to lean closer and –
"Better than slapping you across the head until you help me!" She says in an innocent, sing song voice. (AN: GOD I HATE THAT LINE. OH WELL)
And there it goes.
"God damn it, Sakura! Don't even joke about that," I say, pulling away from her as much as the seat will allow. She just laughs and waves off the joke.
"One way or another, I know you love to strategize, Shikamaru." She says, mercifully using my full name. "This might be enough of a challenge to catch your interest even without blackmail."
"Don't count on it. You forget how lazy I am, and this sounds like too much work to be bothered." I say brushing her off.
"Humor me here. How would you do it? How would you convince him to come back?" She says, tone coming back to serious again.
I think quietly for a minute. Then another.
"Don't fall asleep on me," She says, impatient.
"I'm thinking, woman," I snap.
"Then think out loud." She replies. I mutter 'troublesome women' under my breathe but comply with her request.
"From Sasuke's perspective, he left for revenge on Itachi, or rather strength to carry out the revenge. He won't want to come home until this is complete. He's made it clear several times that he's discarded his bonds and even Naruto couldn't convince him otherwise. So, any offers to help him will be disregarded."
"Well, obviously," Sakura says with a little too much force. I ignore her tone.
"The easiest course would be to wait until he's completed his revenge and confront him then." I conclude.
"We can't wait that long," Sakura counters, "Naruto will want him home before Orochimaru tries to use him as a vessel."
"Honestly, if I were Sasuke, I'd be planning to kill Orochimaru the second I surpass him, well before Orochimaru tries anything." I say candidly.
"Yes," Sakura gasps, "He wouldn't just turn over. He'd fight."
"Exactly. Sasuke's smart and wouldn't trust Orochimaru to kill Itachi after the body transfer is complete." I add on. "Let's assume this is the case."
"We can't," She interjects, "I want to believe Sasuke could kill Orochimaru, but what if he fails. Naruto would want to be there to help him."
"I don't think that's wise. You'll just be two more people Sasuke is trying to fight." I respond.
Sakura lets out a frustrated huff, "Then why don't we just kill Itachi ourselves?"
Even though I'm sure she said it sarcastically, I dismiss the idea. "I don't think that's an option either. Too big a risk he'd just hate you guys forever and never return home. Even if we framed it on someone else, he would just have a new target."
"What are you trying to say then? That waiting is the only option and I should just give up?" She raises her voice a little too loud and the stall owner shoots a glance our way. I give him a smile back that says 'everything's fine here' and he turns away again.
I lean forward and say quietly, "Yes, that's exactly what I said in the beginning, but you wouldn't accept that."
When this doesn't change her expression, he continues, "There is one more thing I can think of, but you'll never go for it and neither would I."
I wait for her to say something and after a moment she prompts, "Well? Let's hear it!"
"We could offer Naruto as bait if he leaves. You could help lure Itachi to Sasuke since we know Akatsuki is after the nine-tails," I'm practically whispering. This is not something I should even be saying out loud.
"No," she whispers sharply, understanding the gravity of the idea. "How could you even think that?"
"I warned you that you wouldn't like it," I grumble, "I'm just trying to show you how few options you have here, and that the ones left aren't favorable. You will have to get your hands dirty here Sakura. One way or another."
She hisses out a breath, "I know. But I won't give up until I find a way to do this as clean as possible. I won't throw away my future for Sasuke anymore. I don't want to betray the village or Naruto for this."
"I know," I say with a sympathetic look. "I get it, I really do. But until we get more information or think of a way to convince Sasuke to give up his revenge, there's no way forward."
"More information…to convince him," Sakura mumbles, and dips a hand in the pocket of her coat. The pulls a piece of folded paper out, but doesn't open it. She mumbles something under her breath he can't quite catch.
"What was that?" I ask.
"I can do it." Sakura says with resolve. She grabs the paper and gestures with it, "I can get more information to convince him to give it up. I think I have a lead. I just need time,"
"Sakura, as you've said multiple times this evening, we don't have time here." I say sarcastically. That and I'm quite certain there is no new information out there to convince the only man more bull headed than Naruto to abandon his lifelong mission of revenge.
"Okay, fine. Here's the deal," She says, squaring up with me on her stool, "You be my mentor and help me strategize to get into the next Jonin exams. We agreed this was the first step regardless of what we plan to do after the confrontation with Sasuke. While I train, I'll keep looking for more information, for something big enough to convince him to stay. Once I have it, I'll do as you said and slip away during a long solo mission nearby the Sound Village. With whatever 'emotional blackmail' I uncover, I confront him and do my best to convince him to come home." She explains.
It was a terrible, awful plan. There were way to many what-ifs to be reliable. I pick one hole and probe.
"And if you don't find more information to convince him?" I ask, with no confidence that something like that exists.
"Then you win, and we wait Sasuke out. We monitor what he's up to and intercept him after he's finished with Itachi if he doesn't come back on his own." She reasoned. "No harm done if I get a promotion out of it anyway. And it will make it easier to track his movements, should it come to that." She tacks on at the end.
There is a tense moment as I mull over her words. Not like I really had a choice, here. I did owe this woman a life debt.
"Alright, deal." I grumble finally, "Damned if I do, damned if I don't."
Sakura lets out a relieved, heady laugh, and throws her arms around me with so much force, I'm almost knocked off my bar stool.
"Thank you!" She breaths out, pulling back. My cheeks grow warm, surprised by her outburst and the sudden physical contact. "Let's get me promoted!"
"They won't know what hit them," I say sarcastically, trying to make my reluctance known. Then, she's giving me that lightning grin again and I can't help but recognize those words I spoke are true, because I certainly didn't know what hit me either.
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Deadman Wonderland and Darling in the FranXX part 2
DISCLAIMER: I do not think they stole anything, similarities in anime are all over the place, I DO NOT HATE DITF, I just wanted to point out the things I saw, thank you, THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS OF DMWL.
Sorry as soon as episode 13 came out, I legit found so many similarities it’s fucking insane...
The episode starts off with Hiro sitting next to a small Zero Two, and then himself with his younger version...well who do we remember went into a machine to watch the directors old memories of himself and shiro? That’s right, GANTA! In a few panels you can actually see Ganta watching his mom as a van drives away with his youngerself and also an older Ganta trying to save a younger Shiro
Another part is where Zero Two mentions a person teaching her and bringing her food ect. Shiro was taught a lot of things by Ganta;s mother because of guilt and later when she dies, Shiro starts to learn more from the director.
Both Zero Two and Shiro only know isolation, neither of them have seen the outside world, only hiro/ganta were able to make them enjoy their time in isolation.
Zero Two and Hiro shared candy together, for Ganta and Shiro it has always been pudding.
as a final for this part of my post
the final scene where the two realize that they knew eachother from the past and only resulted in them falling in love, both are crying and looking at eachother when they realize.....
also final note stated by @raph166 ‘
Zero Two’s design looks a lot like Anemone from Eureka Seven, a mecha anime and manga animated by Bones and the manga by the same creators as Deadman Wonderland
ALSO Why does Zero Two remind me so much of Anemone in looks and personality .....???
[Caption: An animated digital painting in light blue tones depicting a mountain range. Two large mountains loom in the background while in the foreground is a flatter area. In the bottom left of the image we can just make out a box and four people. The entire image is covered by a heavy snow storm.]
