fall in love with your life. wake up early, buy your favorite coffee, go for walks, eat good food, wear what makes you feel confident, and listen to your favorite music. purposefully create these small moments that will make you fall in love with your life.
warnings : spoilers of s3/chap 66, improper use of palmyra, overstimulation, vibrating hands, takes place after round 8, multiple orgasms, probably ooc a bit, overstimulation
divider: @saradika-graphics
Round 8 was over, Nikola Tesla was defeated and Beelzebub continued to live. You were a human but while watching round six… You were kind of rooting for Beelzebub. He was insanely handsome, he was tall, lean, his dark unkept messy hair and maroon eyes. He had your attention the entire round. Round 9 was starting soon but you wanted to see him again. So what did you do? Obviously you went to try and find him!
Walking around the empty hallways of the Valhalla arena was a bit scary, you didn’t know who you could run into! What if you ran into Jack the Ripper? That’d be terrifying. You weren’t even expecting to see Beelzebub around, assuming he had run off into a room or something like that. So you were caught by surprise when you saw him exit a room and glance at you.
“Hi-!” You said giddily and walked over to him. He looked down at you, with his dead maroon eyes, seeming to have no interest in whatever you had to say.
“I just I wanted to say that— Wait uh- Congratulations! You did really well.” You spoke shyly, feeling nervous under his intense gaze.
“It’s not really a thing to celebrate, but thank you.” He replied in a monotone voice. He didn’t even look at you, as his gaze turned away.
“How come?” You asked in confusion. He didn’t die… Is it because he feels bad for Tesla?
“It’s not really your business to know.” He spoke, not trying to be rude. Just trying to be straightforward with you.
“Sorry…” You replied and awkwardly looked up at him, rubbing the back of your neck. Should you compliment is palmyra…?
“Your technique is cool… The vibrating one.” You mumbled awkwardly. Glancing at him to see if he gave any reaction.
“Palmyra? It’s not very fun, I’d describe it as more of a burden. I respect it though, it’s efficient sometimes.” He replied, showing a bit of vulnerability underneath his hard shell. It was cute.
“Could you show me? I just think it’s- It’s interesting!” You asked, coming up with a lie on the spot making you stutter a little. He glanced at you when you stuttered and he just decided to show you. You were just a curious human. He used his left hand to show you, his right hand was used for offense.
“My left hand is used for defense, it creates a vibration barrier.” He explained, trying to make it as simple as possible. You watched his hand vibrate in awe. You gulped as you tried to push away the lewd thoughts inside your head.
“That’s cool- Can I touch your hand? If that’s okay with you-!” You asked out of impulsivity. You were embarrassed now.
“…It’s fine with me.” He replied, lowering his hand slightly for you to touch it. You touched his finger tip and it felt so weird, it felt really fast.
“Do you have like different modes or… Whatever?” You asked for your own lewd thoughts. He just nodded as a reply, indicating he did have different modes.
“That’s cool…” You mumbled and couldn’t take your eyes off his vibrating hand, unconsciously rubbing your thighs together slightly. He obviously took notice and stopped the vibrations.
“Is that why you asked me?” He asked in confusion. You were- bold? Dumb?
“Huh-?” You snapped out of your dirty thoughts and looked up at him to realize your thighs were together. He just stared at your thighs then made eye contact with you. He gently grabbed your hand and pulled you into the room he was in before, it was just a random room with books and a few seating spaces around.
“Do you want me to show you what it can do?” He whispered as he had you sit down in one of the chairs. As he crouched down in front of you.
“What-? Like…” You reply in surprise and a bit of shock, a god, THE BEELZEBUB! THE Beelzebub was asking you if he could use his vibration technique on you-?! Maybe you were just misreading the situation- but why would he crouch in front of you??
“I can use it on you. It won’t hurt you if I use my left hand. I can use the lowest setting.” He ensured you while resting his hand on your knee. You were a bit embarrassed by this whole situation but you weren’t gonna pass it up! You nodded your head and he lifted your long skirt. You looked to your right, feeling embarrassed but you can literally hear when the vibrations sort of turned on. Due to the high frequency of vibrations it was a pretty loud buzzing sound that was hard to ignore.
“That sounds intense…” You whispered, feeling nervous.
“This is the lowest setting.” He replied back, looking up at you as he pulled your panties to the side.
“I’m gonna start okay? Just tell me if you want me to stop.” He says and gently rubs your clit with his right hand and spreads it to get a better angle once he used his left. He used his thumb on his left hand and gently rubbed circles on your clit. The feeling was intense- how was this the lowest setting? It felt strong and your legs immediately closed shut. He used his forearms to spread your legs again and keep them spread.
“Is this too much for you?” He asked, making sure that you were okay and that he wasn’t hurting you at all.
“It’s okay-! It’s just really intense!!” You gasped and covered your mouth. You could feel your soaking pussy dripping juices all over the cushioned chair beneath you. It was embarrassing! You could feel your orgasm approaching.
“Are you close?” He asked, holding back a small smile. It was amusing to him. Seeing you get so overwhelmed just by his thumb. You nodded in response and immediately came as your legs shook violently. You had expected him to stop after you came but to your surprise, he didn’t. He kept his thumb in place and pressed down harder on your clit. More overflowing juices flowed out of your hole and soaked the cushion.
“I can’t! I can’t-!” You whimpered as you tried shutting your legs and grabbing his wrist to try and stop him.
“You can take it, I know you can.” He reassured you. Your hips kept bucking and you were practically humping his thumb with how much your hips were bucking.
“Are you close again? So soon?” He asked in a quiet voice. You nodded in response and threw your head back in pleasure before squirting and covering your mouth. You were so overwhelmed with pleasure that you squirted. Mind you, squirted on a god. The god of flies to be specific! THE Beelzebub!
✧ my 11:11 manifestation journal spread ~ ♡ a peek inside my scripting magic ♡ ~
i've actually noticed SEVERAL tumblr asks and dms asking about manifestation basics and tips from me! i did not know i was a manifestation guru here on tumblr LOL?! i feel like i haven't made much manifestation content here AT ALL. i'm actually constantly studying and indulging in research about manifestation and loa recently, which is crazy because it aligns with all of your guy's asks and requests.
so, i've been doing this little practice for a few months now, and it's become something SUPER important for me, it rearranges me from the inside out. my 11:11 journal spread is literally my favorite manifestation tool rn. this is a starting tool for my manifestation journey! (morning or night) you can do it whenever you feel that little tug in your chest that TELLS you to pay attention. i use this to script my life into existence, scripting has become SUPER involved in my journey, and i FELL in love with it. i do this whenever i see 11:11 (which is basically my universe's way of saying "pay attention, girl"). i'll just walk you through EXACTLY how i set it up + why is works soooo well for pulling in what you want. (just know, you can choose any angel number, i just consistently see 11:11 and it's aligned with me!)
~ ♡ 𝖜𝖍𝖞 11:11 𝖘𝖈𝖗𝖎𝖕𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖐𝖘 ♡ ~
11:11 is a master number in numerology. it means alignment and new beginnings. so, when you catch it, your energy is SUPER receptive. scripting during this window imprints your desires directly to the quantum field. like you're basically hacking the matrix with your words using 11:11. write from the "end". assume it's already done. 11:11 is a moment of coherence. your mind, your energy, your intention they all line up for split-seconds.
what goes on when you script during that ONE MINUTE window!
♡ your nervous system is softer
♡ your imagination is sharper
♡ your subconscious is MORE open!
♡ your desires imprint faster
(super important to pay attention to TIMING, and ensure you're in a relaxed state of mind and environment during this 1-minute window.)
i WRITE FROM THE END, that's the secret. not "i want," not 'i hope," AND DEFINITELY NOT "one day"
i use "i'm living it. It's doesn't" the goal here is to make it so it's impossible for your subconscious to argue with you. because you already embody it.
~ ♡ 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖑𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 ♡ ~
okay, YOU LITERALLY DO NOT NEED ANything FANCY, but it swear the sensory details matter. you need some sort of signal to your brain to let it know that this is a sacred moment, NOTTTT a to-do list.
♡ a journal with thick-colored pages (love leuchtturm1917 in sage green)
♡ gold or black gel pens
♡ washi tape to frame the page (optional)
♡ small crystal to place on top. (like rose quartz for love, citrine for abundance. amethyst for clarity)
♡ your favorite mug of tea! (vanilla chai is sooo good!)
~ ♡ 𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖕-𝖇𝖞-𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖕 𝖘𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖊𝖙𝖚𝖕 ♡ ~
⋆ i like to prep my space (of course this is BEFOREEE 11:11.) i light a white candle and i sometimes use palo santo, optional! my mom used sage growing up, my mom used sage, but as i got older i learned more about how sacred it is to native communities. i want my practice to stay RESPECTFUL, so i personally choose not to use white sage. a lot of what's sold is mass-harvested in ways that harm the plant and the culture it comes from, and i DO NOT want my spirituality to participate in that. keeping my ritual ethical makes it feel cleaner, softer and more aligned. PLEASE do your research!
⋆ play 528hz frequency music, softly, not loud. you need to hear your thoughts. sit comfortably take 3 deep breaths and visualize a golden light filling the room.
⋆ date + time stamp. at the top of the page, write "11:11 [date]" in your fanciest handwriting. add a little doodle like a crescent moon or star or a vine. (also, if you want to frame the entire page with some washi tape of your choice, i like to use a pastel sage green colored-washi-tape.)
⋆ this next step i like to call the gratitude bridge (3 sentences) start with "i am soo grateful now that my podcast hit 10k downloads + my dms are FLOODED with collabs." thank the universe for what you KNOW you'll be getting.
more examples: " i am soooo grateful now that my inbox is full of aligned opportunities" "i am soo grateful that i wake up excited for my life." "i am so grateful i got my specific position at my current job"
⋆ now the vivid scene which is 1 full page. write your main manifestation in present tense, super sensory. PLEASE PLEASE don't just say "i have a new apartment". you need to describe the marble counters, the city view at sunrise, how the sunlight hit your plants and your glass coffee table. make it so real you SMELL the fresh linen sheets.
⋆ for your affirmation anchors stick to 5 lines. use short, punchy "i am" statements. mine "i am magnetic to wealth. i am surrounded by high-vibe souls. i am living my scripted reality." "i am grounded, guided, and supported." "i am the version of me who receives with ease."
⋆ and then your closing should also be THE SEAL. think of this entire script as your letter to the universe and like ending a prayer with "amen" or "so mote it be" your closing should represent a proper ending to the universe as well. i like to end it as "and so it is," or "so mote it be" i also personally draw a sigil (a simple symbol that represents your desire). i bought a book years ago that taught me how to make my own. research on how to create your own sigils if you want to!) and place your crystal on the page overnight to CHARGE it with your words and bring it with you!
~ ♡ 𝖕𝖗𝖔 𝖙𝖎𝖕𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖒𝖞 𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖋𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖏𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖆𝖑 ♡ ~
⋆ do this max 3x a week. over-scripting creates resistance
⋆ if doubt creeps in mid-write, pause and affirm "this or something better."
⋆ track synchronicities in a side column. they're proof it's working.
⋆ pair with mirror work. read it aloud to your reflection daily. i do mirror work and glamour magick btw!
this spread is AMAZING! and perfect if you're a beginner manifester. feel free to try it tonight!!
i appreciate people who are selective with their social surroundings. it shows they’re not afraid to sacrifice quantity for quality. they’re intentional with who they want around, and better yet, can appreciate who they have around. if you know who you are, you know you’re not for everybody—so don’t be for everybody. be picky with who you give your valuable energy to.
"If you're anxious, you'll block your manifestation."
"If you're having a bad day, you've ruined everything."
These are some of the most common things people hear in the manifestation community. And after hearing them enough times, many people become afraid of their own emotions. The moment they feel sad, nervous, frustrated, or stressed, they immediately think, "Oh no… now I can't manifest." But I always come back to the same question: where does the Law of Assumption say that? This is the Law of Assumption,Your assumption is what matters.
Emotions are part of being human. Some days you're happy. Some days you're excited. Some days you're anxious before an interview. Some days you cry because life feels overwhelming. That doesn't suddenly make you incapable of assuming a new state. If emotions alone controlled manifestation, then nobody would ever manifest anything because no one stays happy twenty-four hours a day. We are human beings, not robots programmed to smile all the time.
This is why I believe assumptions are much more important than temporary emotions. If you assume, "I can't manifest when I'm sad," then that becomes your assumption. If you assume, "I can only manifest when I'm in a high vibration," then you'll constantly wait until you feel perfect before allowing yourself to assume your desire. But that isn't a rule of the Law—it is simply another assumption. And because this is the Law of Assumption, you can also choose assumptions that support you instead.
Personally, I've manifested things while feeling nervous, under pressure, and even desperate at times. I've already shared my traffic story where I was anxious, desperate, nervous. My emotions weren't perfect, but my assumption was clear in that moment. That's why I don't give temporary feelings more power than my inner knowing. I also wrote a whole blog about labelling your inner world, because I've found it much more helpful to understand my emotions than to fear them. Feel what you feel, label it if it helps, and return to your chosen assumption.
Think about your everyday life. Have you ever been sad and still received good news?
Have you ever cried one day and laughed the next because something wonderful happened?
Have you ever been nervous before an exam and still passed?
Have you ever been anxious before sending a message and still received the reply you wanted?
Life already shows us that emotions don't permanently decide outcomes. They come and go. They move like weather. But assumptions are the stories we continue returning to.
This is why I don't believe in creating endless rules around emotions. The Law has never said you must be happy instead of sad, positive instead of negative, high instead of low, calm instead of excited, pink instead of blue, warm instead of cold, or any other label people invent. Those are human descriptions. The Law remains the same. It is about the assumptions you accept as true. If believing in "high vibration" genuinely helps someone embody their desired state, that's perfectly okay. But it is not the only way, and it certainly isn't a universal rule everyone must follow.
So, do you need to be in a high vibration to manifest? My answer is no. You need to understand your assumptions. Your emotions are allowed to exist because you're human. They don't disqualify you from your desires. The quiet knowing of your assumption is what I always come back to. Make assumptions that make the Law feel simple, natural, and freeing—not assumptions that make you afraid of every emotion you experience. After all, this is the Law of Assumption. Let your assumption be the foundation, not your passing mood.
1. ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʙᴀᴛᴇ. give yourself permission to feel pleasure. it release stress from your body.
2. get naked. dance naked. sleep naked. look at you body in the mirror. soak in a bath. moisturize your skin. get a massage.
3. tell people no. if it’s not a hell yes, don’t waste your time. you have free will to do as you please. you are not a slave.
4. have pride in yourself and your achievements. set goals. accept compliments. own your confidence. shine.
5. flirt. it’s fun.
6. do shadow work. at the end of your day, take time to reflect on your mistakes and write down ways to make progress. this helps you understand your fears and guilts. journal. introspection.
7. don’t go along with anything that feels wrong to you. be assertive and don’t be afraid to cut someone off or cause a scene when your boundaries are crossed.
8. work your brain. do puzzles. reads books. learn about seduction. develop a skill. take time to daydream. visually manifest.
9. be daring. wear a sexy outfit or bold makeup look. show cleavage. follow your dreams. break routine. speak your mind. shock the people around you and ignore their judgements.
10. release timidity. stop overly apologizing, stuttering and overthinking. say exactly what you mean. feel exactly how you feel. banish all forms of guilt and shame.
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