boyfriend!Sae is the type to hold eye contact during everything. Like everything, talking, staring, eating (you) and even during mid matches.
boyfriend!Sae is the kinda guy to be into backshots.. OKAY LISTEN. He would be so into seeing your back, and the way your ass slaps into him. His eyes would stay there, I mean don’t get me wrong, he’s also the type to be like ‘have you ever tried this one?’ But mostly back shots <3
boyfriend!Sae would walk around the house with his choppy ass bangs but it’s cute.
boyfriend!Sae likes it when you disturb him while he’s working out but says it’s annoying. He would love it when you crawl under him while he’s doing push-ups.
boyfriend!Sae proudly wears your scratch marks on him like a medal. He wants others to see them while he’s in the locker room, he wants them to ask about it. He’s super nonchalant about it though.
Y/N grabbed the hem of his shirt as she sat at the dining table with him standing beside her, refusing every single one of her requests.
“Nuh uh bae, you haven’t given me a blowie for almost our whole entire relationship. What if you bite my dick off?”
“I know you want it, too!”
He chuckled, but it was clear his answer was still a hard no.
Y/N groaned in annoyance as she slowly let go of his shirt, leaving small wrinkles in her wake. She looked up at him with eyes that seemed to be trying their best to persuade him, her peppermint-glossed lips forming a pout that reflected the soft glow of the light overhead.
He grunts. “Stop that.”
“Stop what?”
Y/N feigned innocence as she tilted her head, shifting her gaze to the ground before pursing her lips in an attempt to gain his pity before swiftly looking back at him.
“I mean.. If you really don’t want to, it's fine.” She hummed as she padded across the dark oak floor to the living room.
“Wait.”
‘Jackpot.’
Y/N looked over her shoulder at the tall figure behind her. “Hm?-”
Before she could question him, a rough hand grabbed the back of her head as another wrapped around her waist. His lips crashed onto hers. His weight pushed against her, letting the heat transfer to her while the back of her knees hit the couch’s armrest before he finally pulled back.
What was left was a panting mess of smudged lip gloss paired with glossy, eager eyes which stared back at him. Time stood still, their gazes never shifting away in embarrassment like they usually did at the start of their relationship. It was the beginning of a new chapter.
“Try not to bite it off.” He teased as a playful grin tugged on his lips, flashing you his sharp canines.
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One thing led to another before he was seated on the couch, legs spread with his prettiest doll between his thighs. Her hands were soft and scared almost like feathers tickling his skin as she caressed him through the cotton of his sweatpants.
His hand, almost numb with excitement and nervousness, released its white-knuckle grip from the edge of the couch, he silently watched Y/N as her hands fumbled with even the waistband on his boxers, his hard-on slipped out, revealing his veins that led all the way down to his pink hardened tip which was pulsing from arousal. This only served to send a jolt straight to Y/N’s core. His gaze darkened as he noticed the shadow it casted on his girl’s face.
“Why are you already hard? Pervert.”
“My girlfriend’s about to give me the time of my life, can’t I be excited?” His smile twinkled like a kid in a candy shop.
Y/N’s hands slowly crept up to his girth, she felt it throbbing like it was begging to be touched. Her hands wrapped around it, bringing it closer to her flushed face. She smacked her lips with saliva, preparing herself.
‘He smells so good… Is this omegaverse-“’
Her thoughts were put to an abrupt stop when his hand took a hold of her chin, forcing her to meet his gaze which displayed his gorgeous eyes that seeped both restraint and carefreeness. His fingers gently parted her lips and a finger slid in before pulling out the pink muscle hidden behind her perfect rows of teeth.
“Cover your bottom teeth with your tongue. Use your lips to make sure your tongue doesn’t slip in. You can do that for me, right?”
Y/N’s eyes almost seemed like a predator ready to pounce on its prey. She shifted closer as her tongue finally landed on the flushed tip that had a small bead of clear forming at the tip. First thing she tasted was the subtle saltiness as her tongue circled his thick head before finally flicking against his frenulum. He let out a shaky breath as his hand tugged at her hair, holding her bangs back for her. His eyes never left hers, not that he could bring himself to.
She shook her tongue and pushed her head slightly deeper, furrowing her brows in the process. As his cock shifted more and more into her warm mouth, his tip pushed against one of her cheeks, causing the flesh to protrude slightly, leaving a sight of a cute but inexperienced egoist trying to prove something but got tricked into being taken advantage of.
His hand ran through her hair gently, moving her bangs back so he could properly see the determination in the pretty eyes that loved him so dearly. It was clear he was holding himself back, despite his display of indifference.
“Relax.. Let it go down naturally..”
His voice seemed to have dropped an octave lower, sending a shiver down Y/N’s spine as she stayed nestled between his legs.
She took his advice, steadily taking in more of his length inch by inch before it finally hit the back of her throat. His breath hitched, half expecting her to stop there but Y/N’s determinedness wasn’t as low as he thought. Her grip on his girth tightened just the slightest before she slowly started to bob her head. Letting out sloppy messes gushing out from the sides of her mouth.
His hand, once only a gentle guide in her hair, quickly balled into a fist as a quiet gasp slipped past his lips. He didn’t push her initially, since he didn’t want her first time to be too much. But the more her head bobbed and her tongue teasingly swirled his cock, the more eager he was to accept her challenge.
‘Why’s he so quiet?’
With her newfound and dumb determination, Y/N began to double her efforts, wanting to hear his sweet acknowledgments of her efforts. Despite this, he barely let out even the slightest of noise, only squeezing his eyes shut as he threw his head back against the couch, scattering his hair on the top of the couch. Leaving the poor girl in a ‘sticky’ situation.
Finally, after what felt like hours, but in reality only 30 seconds, small grunts and breaths began slipping past his concealed lips, and that was more than enough for Y/N to grin around the cock that was stuffing her mouth full.
“Ha... Fuck, Y/N…”
A familiar heat formed in her core as she felt the throbbing of his cock’s veins intensify. It was starting to get hot. Both physically and figuratively.
Hearing the evidence of her hard work paying off, Y/N before she slid him in completely, squeezing her teary eyes shut as her lips kissed the skin at the base of his fat cock. His hips bucked up into her mouth as his grip on her hair tightened, pushing his head further back into the plush couch. She looked up at him through the tears that clinged to her wet lashes, but was met with his head thrown back, which seemed to leave her disappointed.
Because of this distraction, her movements were starting to slow down but before she could register it, she felt his large hand guide her head forward and back, each bob harsher than the last.
Despite the sudden and forceful actions of the white head, Y/N didn’t complain. If anything, it only served to intensify the burning in her core seeing him use her like his own fleshlight.
Tears fell down as he continued to facefuck her, but she couldn’t help but feel the drip from her cunt as the seconds went on, only letting her nails dig further into his thighs.
It was wrong of Y/N to think she had any sort of dominance over him`. Hell, he probably planned the whole thing in his head beforehand and was waiting for this whole event to unfold on its own.
After one final thrust, she pulled herself off from the thick cock that once filled her throat, unable to stop the coughs that were leaving her. Hot white spurted all over her mouth, dripping down onto her neck and down to the swell of her chest, leaving a sight for sore eyes.
“You’ve always wanted a pearl necklace, didn’t you, princess?”
His voice raspy and deep as he recovered his sanity.
A coy smile tugged on his lips as he admired his lover’s disheveled state, ravishing the annoyed pout that was forming on her puffy lips.
Y/N sat on her couch as she mindlessly scrolled through her netflix but her mind was not registering anything that was happening in front of her eyes. The lack of thoughts in her brain was slightly concerning but nothing out of the ordinary.
A sudden knock at her door made her flinch as she lazily got up to it. The knocks got more forceful each time.
“Yeah yeah I’m coming!”
The fact that her parents weren’t home didn’t come with any excitement either.
The door opened slowly and Y/N’s view of the outside light was blocked by a tall figure. Rin. He stood outside the door with that exasperated look.
“Heyy wasup.” Her voice trying its best to sound as normal as possible.
Y/N turned and walked away, a silent signal that it was fine to come in. Rin took a few steps at a time before closing the door shut.
“Y/N.”
Y/N stopped for a second.
Silence filled the distance between them.
“Y/N look at me.”
Y/N turned, this time not with a pained expression, her face gave him a warm smile as she tilted her head.
“Eh? You don’t wanna call me Nee-San anymore?”
Y/N gulped.
“And.. You should stop meeting me.”
“You knew?..”
Rin’s voice broke through the cover Y/N had placed. His voice sounding almost hoarse like he hasn't fully decided on what to say.
“Hah.. Knew? I know.”
Rin finally looked back at her eyes but what was waiting for him wasn’t discomfort or disappointment. It was a blank stare.
“Huh?..”
“Wake up from his stupid dream of yours Rin.”
Rin could almost swear the walls were closing in on him, her voice distorted as he heard ringing in his ears.
Y/N stood quietly.
“WAKE UP RIN!-“
Cold air swooshed on him as he was startled awake, Y/N sitting on his bed with Sae beside her. He was not quite sharing the same worried face as his lover.
“Where…What happened?”
Rin clenched his own shirt as it crinkled beneath his hand, cold reaching the tips of his fingers.
“You started charging toward Sae and then he hit you!”
Y/N started rapping about the whole incident, her face screaming horror.
“And then Sae told me he was wrong and then I ran away and he brought me back and I ran away again and then I came back!”
Rin and Sae exchanged small glances between themselves.
“I-I see..”
Rin just sat there, no visible emotion on sight but his eyes carried a certain coldness that was easily distinguishable to someone who has known him for over a decade.
Why was he acting this way towards Y/N? Was it a crush or.. Something his mind plotted to show that he's better than his brother? Taking something his brother clearly cherished to assert dominance? Who knows, All we know is that Rin will never open up about it.
Just like that, Rin got up and left. Y/N glanced back at Sae.
His gaze pierces holes into her, almost as if he doesn’t know why Y/N still puts up with Rin even after knowing his thoughts and motives.
“I know Sae. I just.. Feel guilty. He was there for me at every point of my life, i just want to ignore his feelings..”
“Do whatever you want.”
With that, that conversation ended.
Hi everyone!! It’s been a LONG time since my last upload.. And I’m sorry gangang. I still have national exams this year since I’m going for the Cambridge Syllabus one.. ILL TRY TO FINISH IT BY THIS YEAR😭😭 THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO STILL CONTINUE TO SUPPORT ME!!
Boyfriend!Caleb puts a tracker in ALL your things. Your phone, wallet, hair clip, bag, you name it. If you find out, he acts like it’s normal and gaslights you.
Boyfriend!Caleb loves it when you fight back. Both physically and mentally, like he loves it when you resist his touch and the need to do something back. Mentally as in, he loves it when you get angry at him for stalking your or always bein up in yo business. He thinks it’s cute because it’s not like you can break up with him.
Boyfriend!Caleb hates other people looking at you. He’s like the opposite of Sylus, who would love others to know he’s dating someone like you, Caleb on the other hand.. Not so much. If he could he would lock you up so that no one even catches a glimpse of you.
Boyfriend!Caleb is always extra with everything. You want him to confront someone that’s making you uncomfortable? They are wiped off earth. You like pink? The whole bedroom’s pink now.
Boyfriend!Caleb He LOVES prone bone.. He wants to look at you whole, your whole body, your whole face. He also wants to have clear view of him going in n out of you. You can’t hide anything from him, and that applies during sex too..
You guys meet for the first time at the Itoshi residence.
“You guys are Rin and Sae Itoshi!” Y/N was always an extreme extrovert unlike the brothers.
“Hey..” Sae greeted as Rin shyly hid behind him looking at Y/N with starry eyes. It’s obvious that Sae was slightly cautious since this was the point where he started getting recognised for his football skills.. So a lot of people only approached him with ulterior motives.
“Sooo wanna go play Mario kart..?“ Y/N pointed at the couch in front of the TV.
They somehow, despite their obvious differences, became friends..
YEAR 2009
Well they were closer now. That’s for sure. Y/N was part of their daily life, since they were in the same school.
“Move it grinch hair!!”
“Get the hell away dufus!”
Y/N and Rin were basically siblings. Sae was still.. Distant? No, more like he was just socially awkward.
Y/N and Rin played with their dinosaurs while Sae was behind them eating a popsicle on the bench.
“Oni-Chan! This monkey keeps trying to kill my Dino!”
“Am not!”
Sae sighed. “Y/N you are the older one you should be nicer.. I think..”
YEAR 2012
Sae started middle school so he was always away in school or on the field. This was the time when Rin and Sae started sharing a dream to become No.1 and 2 strikers. Y/N always thought it was a little presumptuous but she never discouraged them from their dream.
Rin and Y/N were walking to Sae’s game that was happening at the field.
“So you know that my brother has a crush on you right?” Y/N almost spit out the lollipop that she had in her mouth.
“Okay how did you come up with that conclusion, broccoli boy..”
“Well.. he always dresses up nice and tries extra hard on the field when he sees you.. Isn’t that enough?”
Well.. He isn’t wrong.. Y/N was young but not dumb.
“Yeah but maybe you are overthinking it Rin, Sae is basically a blockhead no way he would have thought about me while playing football..”
“I guess..”
Y/N was almost taken aback by how easily Rin agreed with her.
The game ended and Sae was walking home with them. Tailing behind the two of them. Sae had his eyes on her head as he turned and lazily glanced around. All of sudden, Rin asked a question that set Sae out of his daze.
“So when is Nee-San gonna date Oni-Chan?” He asked so casually that Y/N didn’t even process it completely before exploding with pink and red dusted on her cheeks. Rin turned his head back and looked at Sae for an answer. Y/N also looked at him with a flustered expression. Sae had a blank expression but finally answered after a few seconds.
“Probably when we are older.” Y/N was now completely red. She was shocked and started running home. Neither of the brothers chased her.
“Woah Oni-Chan, seems like you actually have a chance..”
YEAR 2013
The year that 13 year old Sae was gonna go to Spain for his football career.
Rin was at home with a headache. Y/N and Sae went to the park for some fresh air and to buy some snacks for Rin.
“Y/N..” She turned to look at Sae who was beside her. Both of them were on the swing as she waited for him to continue his sentence.
“Promise me you won’t get mad?” Y/N got a little scared about what he was gonna say.
Y/N and Sae started dating when she started junior high. He confessed to her in a traditional yet cheesy way by giving her a letter and going on a vacation with his family the next day. She always had a thing for him.. It’s Sae. It was your normal middle school sweetheart romance and they thought they would last forever.
“Arggh why do you sound ominous!? Just spit it out..” Y/N said swinging on the same nostalgic swing he confessed to her on.
“I’m going to Spain for a few years.” There. He said it. A few seconds of silence followed before Y/N spoke out.
“You idiot! You scared me! You’ll come back after a few years anyways it’s not a big deal! Just don’t cheat on me and don’t ignore my letters..” Y/N said with a loud voice that got quieter the more she spoke.
Sae suddenly started laughing. Y/N was dumbfounded.. Was him going to Spain for a few years making him insane? “W-what’s so funny?!”
“Nothing. You have to promise me you will still love me when I come back.” Sae said, with a big grin on his face and staring at her with a soft blush across his face. Y/N groaned and nodded as if it was the obvious.
The day finally arrived. The day of Sae’s departure. Y/N promised not to cry but shiny droplets fell down her face. Rin stood by her side as the both of them waved goodbye to Sae who was smiling at them warmly the whole time.
YEARS BETWEEN 2013 AND 2018
Y/N sent him letters and of course he replied to them. Not much but he replied at least once every 5 letters. Soon you got your first smartphone. You guys texted often, not much but from time to time due to the difference of time zones. Sometimes your messages would be left on delivered for a whole week. His replies got dryer, being left on seen more.. Both Y/N and Rin brushed it off as him being busy. They had no other reason to think he was being rude or trying to distance himself. Realistically speaking it wasn’t a big deal.. Yet.
After 4 years the messages which were being sent turned into once every 2 or 3 months. Y/N was getting busy with her school and friends. Rin still trained every single day for the pair's shared goal. Suddenly one cold evening, Y/N sent a message.. It turned.. Green?
“What the?? What’s going on?” Y/N texted Rin telling him what happened. He said he hasn’t texted him in awhile so he doesn’t know.
“Okay let’s calm down.. Maybe it was a misclick? I don’t know.. ugh.. whatever. I’ll see him soon enough I’ll just.. tolerate it until then?” Y/N knew she shouldn’t think too much about it after seeing Rin’s reply.
YEAR 2018
Y/N heard the news he arrived.. But how did she hear it? Rin knocked on her house door. Eyes rimmed in red and hopelessness. He asked if he could stay there for the night. Y/N forced Rin to tell her what the hell had happened earlier that night..
She was.. shocked? No.. Disappointed? Not that. Maybe taken aback? She silently left the guest bedroom where Rin was in and went to the living room. Would he be there if she went knocking right now? Y/N got up and told her parents she was gonna go next door to greet them. The two families knew about Y/N and Sae’s relationship and thought it was just a cute reunion about to unfold. Sae’s parents weren’t home since they went to a small get together and would be back after midnight probably.
Y/N nervously knocked on the door..
“Yes?-“ piercing mint teal eyes shot through her as it stared at her with no emotion.. She couldn’t think at all for a second. Sae was different. Yes much more handsome as he is 18 now but.. different emotionally too. The half lidded her eyes widened a little as it looked at her, in the dark with snow falling around her. Why did he look so.. pale and almost like a child abandoned..?
“Sae?” This small word was followed by silence. The only sounds that surrounded them were the leaves rustling and wind howling. Y/N swore it felt like time had just stopped. Sae looked at her with exasperated and drained eyes.
The silence finally broke when Sae said something. “What do you want?”
Snowflakes fell on her as she stood in the cold atmosphere. She didn’t know what to say. The same warm and loving look he gave her wasn’t there anymore. She prepared for him to lose the feelings they shared since 5 years is a long time to maintain them. But.. Something just made her sorrowful.
“Can I come in…?” Which was again followed by silence.
Sae sighed. “Okay.” He made way for her to come in, closing the door behind her as she stepped in. Y/N was cold. She came in without thinking much. In only her tank top and pajama shorts. She was almost shivering. If it was the old Sae he would hug her and scold her for not covering up properly. But he’s unsimilar to his past self. She walked into the living room of the Japanese style house. Memories of their childhood were embedded everywhere. She sat on the couch. The place where they had their first kiss. Cute.
Sae followed in behind her and sat across the couch on another sofa chair.
“What did you want?” Y/N could feel the cold emitting from his words.
“Well isn’t it obvious? I’m here to see my boyfriend.” Y/N tried to act herself which only got a frown from Sae. “Hah.. Boyfriend? Don’t get me wrong. Sure we were childhood sweethearts but we grew up. No way you thought this love would still go on right?” His words stabbed her chest like icicles. She didn’t dare to look at him after that frown. She looked at the floor. The same floor where she, Rin and Sae would do their homework while watching football matches.
“Can you.. leave already? You are wasting my time.” Y/N shot up. She didn’t say a word and neither did Sae. He looked at her face which was blocked by her hair since she was facing down. She looked up.
Her nose slightly red and eyes that slowly formed tears that were about to fall. A face she hasn’t made since her grandparents died in an accident. “Sorry.” She somehow sounded out before turning to leave. As soon as she turned, small droplets of tears fell down onto the bamboo flooring like raisin drizzle. She came to a halt, Sae raised his eyebrows.
“As soon as I leave that door.. We are never going back to our old selves again.” She spit out through her cries. Sae sat there. Just looking at her. “Leave already.” Y/N turned her head to see him.
“Thanks for the memories, Sae.” A small parting gift that she fumbled over saying, paired with a broken smile that hid the despair that she felt. She walked slowly, A small part of her hoping he would grab her wrist to stop her and tell her it’s just a stupid prank or he was just messing with her. Yet nothing happened. She walked out the door, looking up at the dark sky as it somehow gave her comfort. She paced to her house, stopping a few times trying to deny what just happened without breaking down on the way..
Her parents were about to ask her how it went before they paused, not getting anything out. Their daughter was a mess. Face wet with tears, breaking out in cold sweat, barely even conscious enough to be aware that her parents were looking at her wistful eyes.
Y/N stayed in her room for 3 days straight.. A bit too much, she cried, and cried until she couldn’t make out if she was crying in her dream or in real life. She felt a tugging pain in her chest. Lumps forming her throat making her unable to breathe. The tears that ran down her face felt hot and almost like her eyes and cheeks were burning from the continuous crying. Her hands were soaked in wet as she wiped her tears again and again. She felt as if she was being ripped apart.. All for what? Just a random boy that was part of her life for a short while. Maybe it was the weather mimicking her, there were snowstorms that went on for the days she spent inside her room. Her cries echoed in the emptiness that she felt inside her.
Different people knocked on her door. Sae’s parents, her parents.. None of them were him. She was more disappointed in herself than she was heartbroken over him.. Y/N decided it’s best to just.. cry as much as possible let out everything so that she doesn’t fall apart outside..
The first thing that occurred was Sae ghosting his manager and telling him not to contact him for the week or so. Any response that went against his wishes were promptly ignored.
He began his time focusing on Y/N. Keeping track of her social media and among other stuff.. He subconsciously checked up on her daily social media presence, her likes, reposts and her followers.
One thing he learnt from his stalking observations was that Y/N continued ice skating. He remembered her mentioning it a few times in writing but he thought it was just a small hobby that would die down.
Now here he is. Standing outside Malora Cafe. The place seemed pretty empty but really pretty at the same time. The flowers spread across the outside gave it a romantic vibe to it.
He looked through the window to see Koyuki and Y/N in their training clothes. He assumed that they probably just ended, while he stood there, almost like he didn’t know what he should do. It didn't take long before Koyuki noticed him standing outside.
She turned to Y/N. Y/N seemed to be in a bad mood, probably because Koyuki made such a big deal about looking good on that day.
“Put your hair down! Wear your lululemon set! Wear nice perfume! Put on some light makeup!”
The morning before was almost disastrous to Y/N, she didn’t know why Koyuki was acting this way. She sipped on her ice honey lemon tea while Koyuki asked to be excused to the washroom.
Koyuki stepped out of the Cafe, feeling the air hit her face like a bulldozer but regained her normal composure. She identified as she saw him standing near the flowers. She walked up to him.
Sae acknowledged her but didn’t say anything before she did.
“Um.. She’s inside. Just say what you need to say and hear her out too. I’ll be back in 20 minutes. Good luck.”
Koyuki walked away, going into another cafe that was a little far from Malora Cafe. Sae took a deep breath in before he opened the door, his eyes immediately landing on Y/N as she scrolled on her phone.
He walked. He took one step at a time until he was in front of the seat opposite to her. He pulled the green cushioned seat back. Y/N immediately moved her eyes to the figure in front of her.
There he stood. A man that was too familiar to be called a stranger but too distant to be called ‘friend’. Y/N didn’t say anything. She sat there with a blank expression that maintained eye contact with Sae as he sat down in front of her.
“...”
“Y/N, I need to talk.”
Y/N didn’t say a word. It’s not like she could object. If he wants to say something there is nothing stopping him until he gets everything out. She picked up her tea and sipped it while Sae stared at her.
“Me and Yasumi aren’t actually dating, yes we have been seen on multiple instances together but me and her are meeting for purely the sake of creating gossip.”
Y/N didn’t react, after a long pause she let out a sigh.
“Okay, and?”
Sae seemed to mirror her, not replying to her remark.
“Give me.. Another chance.”
Y/N let out a loud laugh, she was so amused by the fact he thinks he can just waltz his way here and tell her to take him back? Phenomenal.
“What’s so funny?”
“Sae you can’t possibly be serious right now. Do you even know how much you hurt me? Look I don’t want to be hurt anymore, it’s best if we part wa-”
“I’m sorry. Please, I’m sorry, I really shouldn’t have done what I did. I can get on my knees and beg or write you a 5 page essay on why I want you back- Not that you should, if you want to..”
The total amount of words that came out his mouth were equivalent to probably a few weeks.
Y/N looked up from her cup of tea and was met with that same expression. His expression didn’t change much, just a small frown at the tip of his eyebrows that seemed desperate even though it didn’t show much.
Y/N stared at him, she didn’t have disbelief on her face but she was slightly surprised that the Itoshi Sae could actually say these words.
It was almost a bit comical to her. She gazed out the window looking at the quiet street, a few cars passing by every now and then. She thought for a long time. Sae didn’t say anything until she did.
She loved him.
No wait..
She loves him.
Y/N didn’t want to face her denial but she knew a small part of her would cry if she said no to him.
‘It was supposed to be a stupid teenage relationship..’
HI WSP GANG IM BACK.. This chp might be lil ass and that’s becuz when I was writing this I was going thru a BAD writer’s block and I still haven’t fully recovered.. ANYWAYS, the uploads will not be that consistent, maybe once a week, mainly on sundays.
