𐙚 a/n - i dont rlly have anything to write here so enjoy!
𐙚 kamden
introduces you to his family immediately - honestly you were a little freaked when he said "oh yeah my parents and brother are gonna be there" you kinda just deadpanned at him and was like..... what! hes so family oriented he just wanted you to meet them asap! but honestly his parents were so nice and easygoing that you kinda forgot that it was even your first time meeting t_t he also just wants to get his family's opinion on you,, not that it'll sway how he feels but he just wants to know because he takes their opinions vv seriously! but no worries because they love you!
breeding - kinda goes with family oriented butttttt god he just wants a baby with you >_< thinks you would make the best mother around ! it turns him on soo much when he sees you acting all motherly with your nieces and nephews! even if you're not ready for kids nd you're on birth control he still loves the feeling of filling you up ughh thinks you look so pretty with his cum dripping out of u!
𐙚 brian
matching nails - oh as soon as he sees that you like to wear fake nails/get your nails done hes ALL over that! wants to be matching w you 24/7 doesnt care what type of nails you get,, he says you pick and i'll get a matching set! hello kitty? sure! skulls? hell yeah! flowers? even better! he just wants to be all cute w you 😓
size kink - brian is just so tall, seeing how small you are compared to him always gets him going! the way his hands envelop your waist and your titties god he just cant help himself from grabbing you everywhere! loves lining up his cock with the start of your cunt to see how deep he really goes >< like wdum hes all the way in your uterus 😓😓
𐙚 jiho
dance classes - dancing is so important to him! he'd sign you guys up for some beginner classes, nothing super difficult,, he just wants to share his love for the art with you! he'd absolutely love if you started getting really into it aswell ><
dollification - jiho loveeesss to see you all dumb for him >< he like craves it 😓 crying as his cock bullies your perfect cunt omd... loves watching how you go from sentient to absolutely cock dumb! and you just cant help it!! how good he feels everytime his tip grazes past your gspot its too much for you to handle ughhh
𐙚 siyun
matching pjs - since hes more on the shy side he doesnt really like to show off in front of the members.. but he loves your matching pajamas! cute button up pin stripped pink and blue ones to be exact! you got them for the two of you for your anniversary and hes so attatched to them ! hes the one that forces you to wear them when you guys have a night together ><
munch - thats it,, thats the tweet.. this man is so whipped for you my lord... he just wants to be as close to you as physically possible >< loves eating pussy !! breakfast lunch nd dinner he'll do it any time anywhere! loves the feeling of your thighs locked around his head as he makes you feel sooo good !
𐙚 kyrell
musical theatre duets - this is def self indulgent bcs im a theatre kid... but! he'd lovee to have a gf that can sing! fufilling the dream of him and his gf singing disney princess duets ughh its a non-negotiable for him! even if you're not super good/confident he'll still hype you up! just loves that you're even trying!!
bondage/handcuffs - oh he is so addicted to seeing you all tied up!! he definitely was an eagle scout when he was younger (just the vibes) he knows all the different knots and how to not make them too tight so they dont hurt you!! he thinks you look so pretty in the pink ribbons you two picked out ughhh
𐙚 mackiah
sense of humor - if you have the same sense of humor as him hes absolutely WHIPPED!! making him laugh is at the top of his list when it comes to his partner and you check every single box,, he physically cannot be with someone that doesnt get his sense of humor or doesnt make him laugh because thats such a big part of him is just being silly!
loves a thicker/chubbier girl! - idk this is self indulgent bcs mackiah is my man and i am thicker butttt,,, idkk i just see him wanting a big girl! he doesnt care about size and he just sees it as more to love! like whenever he sees you wearing a tight top that accentuates your curves (he loves titties) his jaw drops and his tongue rolls out like hes a cartoon character. yells out damn and then immediately has his hands all over you!
𐙚 seungmo
matching hair color - he would 100% be down to dye his hair any sorts of colors to match with you! even if it was just one strand or his whole head! any color on the rainbow! or even not on the rainbow! tbh he sees it as such a big commitment thing too like you're willing to dye and even bleach your hair just to match with him??? hes in love!
jewelry - loves having matching jewelry with you! whether its a necklace or a ring hes always thinking about you when he sees a matching set! buys you two so many matching pieces you cant even wear them all T_T
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synopsis: your situationship loves to rile you up but loves when you argue with him even more.
authore’s note: my great and wonderful twt mutuals who beta read this are the ones this fic is dedicated to! i love you guys :3 fic below the cut... not proof read
word count: 2.6k
warnings: smut! (18+ mdni or ageless blogs), oral (f receiving), fingering (f receiving), dry humping, big dick kiah, just the tip, they're both kinda switchy, they’re kinda messy and toxic(who gaf), mentions & features of kamden & eunchae for the plot, situationship (evil)
“i’m not gonna fight with you,” you rolled your eyes at mackiah, pushing yourself off of the sticky kitchen counter he backed you into, “i told you, i don’t care what you do and who you see!”
“if that’s the case, why would you immediately view my story and post a shady note, hm?” mackiah questioned, following behind you, “c’mon, talk to meeee.”
you scoffed, ignoring the tall boy behind you as you maneuvered through the crowded living room of his frat. you don’t even know why you came, well yeah you did. the reason is right behind you and won’t stop trying to probe your mind.
you stopped suddenly, his chest bumping into your back, “why do you want me to care? i can’t just listen to a song and post it?”
people were bumping into you guys, interrupting you two to greet mackiah and ignore you. one of them being the said girl who was in the discussion.
“hi kiah,” eunchae smiled, hands on his chest as she passed by, giving you a once over before greeting you as well, “hi yn.”
you smiled back, ignoring the look she gave you and deciding to play nice. the last thing you would want is mackiah entertaining the idea of you two not getting along because of him.
“had so much fun yesterday,” she looked back to mackiah, “come find later?”
he nodded, winking at her as she sauntered off with her friends, not even sparing you another look, “what were we talking about?”
you shook your head, walking away from him and trying to find a way out of the stuff living room.
you don’t know why you entertain mackiah when he does shit like this. it’s honestly childish, but you would be damned if you gave up what he gave you because of his antics.
at least he wasn’t sleeping with anybody else, and you knew that because you’ve threatened to stop your arrangement if he did.
as you continued along the walkway, a platinum white haired man found his way into your eyesight and the plan of the century came into your mind.
na kamden. one of your favorite guys to see, he knew about mackiah, he didn’t really care. kamden was fine being the guy you called when you wanted to make out and watch a movie. nothing more and nothing less.
he also knew that mackiah, despite being one to entertain a couple of girls, got irrationally jealous. so when he saw the annoyed look in your eyes and mackiah’s smug lips, he knew he had to step in!
“yn,” he cooed, arms wide as he brought you into a hug, “i thought i saw you. leaving so soon?”
you hugged kamden back, trying to ignore the guy behind you as your arms came to rest on his biceps, feeling the define muscles, “kammy, did you work out before coming? tryin’ show off or just hoping you would run into me?”
“the latter of course,” he winked, bringing his own hands to rest low on your hips as he nodded to mackiah, “hey.”
mackiah replied back before his eyes traveled to kamden’s hands, his chest starting to feel a little tight.
when the fuck did that happen? you knew kamden? what the fuck did you mean by him running into you? why are you holding on kamden’s biceps when you wouldn’t even hold a conversation with him? what the fuck? what the fuck? oh he’s about to be sick.
“yn if you’re done,” mackiah cleared his throat, eyes dancing across the room as he tried to regain his composure, “we were in the middle of something.”
a glint of amusement was in kamden’s eye, he knew that mackiah was feeling some way now. but you waved it off, not really paying attention, “it can wait. i’m talking right now.”
did somebody just shoot him in the chest? why are you waving him off? are you seriously that mad about eunchae? he’d cut her off if you would just say that instead of making him play the guessing game.
you were leaned into kamden now, a hand cupping his cheek as you were immersed into a conversation he couldn’t hear even though he was trying super hard.
“is it working?” you whispered, lips against kamden’s ear as he let his hands travel up your back, “he’s so ridiculous.”
kamden let his hands fall back to your hips, laughing at mackiah as he desperately tried to catch what was going on, “mhm, but he’s twenty. he’ll figure it out, now go before he explodes and ruins the party. figuratively and literally.”
you pulled away, squeezing kamden’s arms for show before turning back to mackiah who was pale in comparison to earlier. his eyes darting around to make it seem like he wasn’t listening.
“we can go now,” you shrugged, stepping back into his space as you looked at him almost bored, “since it’s soooo important.”
mackiah nodded, biting his lip nervously, “right um.. m-my room.”
you nodded your head towards the stairs, “lead the way”
with how quickly mackiah pulled you up the stairs, you were surprised you didn’t trip over them or yourself.
he let you walk into the room before slamming the door and leaning against it as if he were scared you would try to escape, “are you fucking him?”
“hm?” you questioned, leaning against his bed frame, “what are you talking about”
mackiah rolled his eyes, “don’t be dense. kamden. kammy. i didn’t even know that you knew him.”
“oh yeah,” you snapped, “because you and eunchae weren’t doing the exact thing in my face? you only have a problem when it’s me?”
mackiah sucked his teeth, pushing himself off the door and towards you, “it’s not like that. we just went out, she wanted me to post her. is that so wrong?”
“mmkay,” you replied, not faltering under his heavy gaze as he got closer, “i’ll make sure i do that with kamden next time, and you let me know how right that is.”
his fingers danced against your knee, pulling your leg far enough apart to stand between them, “y’know, if you told me what your problem was, i could fix it.”
“you know what my problem is,” you replied, not backing down, “and you don’t wanna fix it cause you like playing too much. fine, we can play but you can’t be mad about your own rules.”
mackiah’s fingers trailed up your thigh, dipping underneath your skirt before pulling them away, “stop seeing kamden.”
“cut all of your girlfriends off.”
mackiah rolled his eyes, dropping to his knees and resting his cheek against his thigh, “why?”
“you wanna watch me feel up more than just kamden next time? don’t think you’re the only one with options. you’re just the one i choose.” you pushed his forehead, annoyed at his resistance.
he ignored you, hooking his arms under legs causing you to fall back against the mattress.
lifting yourself up by your elbows, you inhaled before giving him your attention once again, “cut them off or this is the last time.”
mackiah placed kisses against your inner thighs, rubbing the plush skin as his lips wandered closer to your bikini line, “you know when you argue with me, it turns me on.”
“because you’re a sick bastard.” you whined as he nipped at the sensitive skin, “do you not want me enough?”
mackiah pulled back, looking at you with the most honesty you’ve ever seen, “i want you entirely.”
“cut them off.”
he disappeared underneath your skirt again, kissing and marking your thighs as his fingers trailed over your panties.
the touch caused you to tense up, his fingers prodding at your clit through the fabric.
“don’t tell me you were under her skirt like this last night, that’s pathetic if you did.” you bit out as mackiah kissed your sensitive bud before lapping it through your underwear, “i swear to god i’ll fuck kamden after you eat my pussy if you did.”
the boy underneath your skirt paused, thinking about his next words as his fingers rubbed at your thighs, “i didn’t even fucking kiss her. i’m so sick of your fucking mouth. just shut up.”
before you could muster a reply, all could feel was the cold air against your bare cunt before mackiah flattened his tongue against it.
he licked your cunt before wrapping his lips around your clit, sucking it harshly as his fingers dug into your thighs. your hands grabbed at the sheets from his mouth, but he quickly moved them to his hair before digging them back into your skin.
your nails scratched at his scalp, his eye rolling back as he ate your out. he pulled you by your legs to the edge of the bed, fucking your cunt with his tongue slowly to drive you crazy.
a whimper escaped you, wanting him to go faster but you know he wouldn’t treat you unless you begged. you weren’t going to give him what he wanted, so you would have to suffer from the slow pace.
mackiah slid his fingers up to your clit, rubbing it to match the pace of his tongue, pulling away for just a moment,
“you won’t get what you want till you beg.”
“m not begging till you tell me— prove to me it’s just me you want,” you moaned, trying to have some dominance in your voice, but failing, “m not asking for a lot.”
mackiah sucked his teeth, his fingers still playing with your clit as he watched your hole clench around nothing, “mm, i wish i knew you were gonna be so bratty. c’mon baby, give me what i want and i’ll eat you the way you want.”
mackiah pulled away from your body entirely, causing you to barely whine at the loss. he pulled your panties down your legs, throwing them somewhere in his room for later usage before putting his fingers on your clit again,
“beg.”
he pushed one finger into you, the squelch so obscene for how little he’s been touching you, “she’s already making noise for me baby, i barely just started. you know you want it, and you know you won’t get anything from me till you finish.”
you gulped, deciding to swallow your pride as he pushed his finger in and out of you so tortuously slow, “kiah baby, please? please fuck me with your tongue the way i like. i’ll stop being a brat, i’ll let you eat me the way you want and then fuck me. please? need it. nobody gives it the way you do, i don’t want anybody to touch me like you do.”
“oh baby,” he cooed, pulling his finger out and leaning back down, “they couldn’t even if they tried.”
with that, mackiah began fucking you with his tongue at such a fast pace, you weren't such if you wanted to moan or scream. your knees were shaking, threatning to close around the boy's head but his strong hands kept them apart.
your slick dripping down your cunt and onto his face and mattress, it was probably a filthy scene to behold. mackiah didn't care though, he wanted your juices all over him. his sharp nose proding at your clit as he continue to eat you out, pressing it down when you whimpered at the contact.
pleasure was running through your body, your hands tugging his hair to push him deeper into your cunt. mackiah let it happen, smirking into you before pulling his tongue out to lick at your clit.
replacing his tongue with two fingers, curling deep into you the way he knows you like. strings of moans and praises leaving your lips as mackiah fingered you, fuck why were you mad in the first place?
"see baby," mackiah cooed, eyes trained on your glistening cunt, "you know nobody can work you up like i can. why would you want that when i know what you like?"
"i d-don't know," you cried out as mackiah's fingers massaged your g-spot, "because you p-piss me off when you see other girls."
"tsk," mackiah sighed, speeding up his pace as more juices spilled from your cunt, "you're so greedy and selfish. you just wanna keep me all to yourself?"
"d-duh," you mustered a snarky remark, but quickly regretted it when mackiah pulled his fingers from your cunt, "w-wait."
mackiah stood up from between your legs, looking down at the obscene view beneath him, "normally, you know i don't give you this till you cum, but even when i give you what you want, you can't shut the fuck up."
his fingers hurridly pushing down his grey sweatpants enough to free his cock, heavy and red at the tip. his fingers rubbed at your cunt, gathering your slick before rubbing it down his length.
his lips came down against yours, his face shiny with your slick as he came closer into view, "but that's okay. i like your mouth."
you pulled him by the shoulders, lips crashing against his depserately, tasting yourself on them as he nudged his cock head against your clit.
the two of you fought for dominance over the kiss as mackiah began to grind his hips down. the movement caused you to gasp, allowing for him to slide his tongue into your mouth. your nails dug into his shoulders as you brought your hips up to meet his own.
mackiah's lips traveled down your jaw to your neck, sucking and biting dark hickeys into your skin.
his tip nudging against your clit deliciously, moans escaping your lips as he continued to mark you. mackiah was lost in pleasure, his own whimpers leaving his mouth as he humped against you like a pathetic version.
if there was a time to take over the situation, it was now. you dragged your fingers to his hair, tugging harshly to detach him from your neck. he looked down at you with blown out eyes and spit running down the side of his jaw.
you pulled him down against you, kissing and licking at the junction of his neck, sucking your own marks into his skin, "don't think you were the only one who was gonna mark their territory, kiah."
the boy nodded his head in desperation, continuing to slid his dick against you while you continued your work, "n-no baby, i d-didn't think that."
"so pathetic kiah," you cooed against his warm skin, "grinding against me like a virgin and submitting so easily. you truly have everyone fooled."
"y-yeah?" he whined out, thrusts getting sloppy, indicating that he was getting closer to his own orgasm, "i-i'm pathetic."
satisfied with the work you've left along his neck and throat, you looked up at him and cupped his cheek, "yes my baby, you are. but that's okay."
mackiah gripped your hips, thrusting against your clit, making you groan out as your own orgasm was approaching, "lemme--lemme make you cum and show you i can be what you need."
you nodded, mackiah's lips kissing your wrist before fulling focusing on making you cum. moving one hand to rub at your clit as he rubbed his cock through your folds, gathering the slick for a messy glide.
arching your back, you cried his name out and grabbed at his forearm. feeling your nails dig into his arms and his cockhead dip into your hole, mackiah's own orgasm hit, painting your folds.
his head fell forward, hair sticking to his forehead as he heaved from the orgasm. you were focused on your own breathing, orgasm shuttering through your whole body that left you numb for a moment.
"so," mackiah said, eyes meeting yours, "ride me while you block everyone off of my phone?"
your lips curved up as you allowed for him to flip you two over.
★ summary: you come back to your hometown after a year abroad, and suddenly your best friends brother is hot. or where mackiah only has one goal for his summer, to make sure you realize he's the one for you.
★ wc: 11.3k words (lol)
★ warnings: non realistic depiction of families. 5sos mention. some violence and alcohol mentions, but nothing serious. Cuss words, the reader calls herself a slut once. a reference to the breakfast club. silly titles because i didnt know how to tie all the different scenes lol. kyrell is lowk a cockblock
★ notes: first (long and fully written) fic i post! so yeah, i'm really excited and would love to hear your thoughts about it :). I post it mostly because if i didnt now i would keep editing into oblivion, is it my best work? no, but its honest work and thats what matters!
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intro. the shoes
If you had asked Mackiah what his plans were for the summer, he would have answered the same as the last few years: hanging out with his friends, maybe planning a trip to his parents' beach house. The only difference from previous years was that this year he had to add filling out college applications to his to-do list, but he wasn't in a big hurry. Three months is a long time.
He comes down the kitchen, the first day of his summer vacation, preparing for Kyrell and Seungmo to come occupy his house for the next week, when he sees it.
A pair of converse by the entrance.
Not his sister’s white pair. Not big enough for it to be his or any of his friends that raided his home unannounced. Worse.
“Long time no see, Kiah” that voice. He was sure he could recognize it anywhere. It haunted him in his best dreams and his worst nightmares, though it wasn't much of a nightmare if you were in it anyway.
“Didnt know you were back” if there was a thing he didn't understand, it was how a person can only become more beautiful with time. He'd hoped his stupid crush would have gone away the year you spent studying abroad, but damn, doesn't distance make the heart grow fonder.
And so, as you chat about your time away from his family, he mentally adds another thing to the list.
✓ Make sure his sister's best friend realizes he's the one for her.
chapter one. harmless flirting
You two weren't your typical best friend story, growing up together, knowing each other since kindergarten. Your story with Kenzie began when your family moved to town when you were fourteen, the year you started high school. She was the girl tasked with showing you around, and since then you've been joined at the hip, like two peas in a pod.
From sleepovers to shared friend groups, first relationships and first heartbreaks, first days of school to graduating together, it seemed like the two of you couldn't be apart. You fought and made up, like any best friends would, but you always came back to each other. The only thorn in your relationship since the beginning had been the same: the crush her brother had on you, only seeming to intensify over the years.
It all started the first time you went to their house. It was the year you moved there, and you didn't know if it was the superiority of starting high school or the rush of turning fifteen, but the idea of hanging out with a younger boy who was still in middle school seemed repulsive, and your new friend seemed to agree, even more so when said boy was her brother.
Your disgust at him did nothing to deter him, making any excuse to be in the same room as you, showing off in a way that you can only find in a nature documentary about peacocks, making his interest known since the first meeting.
Sure, he'd always been cute. If you had met him under different circumstances, at fifteen, you would have been head over heels with the boy with the Australian accent and the band. It was a recipe for disaster and the closest you'd ever get to dating Calum Hood.
At the same time, there was something extremely humiliating about the prospect of liking your friend's younger brother. For God's sake, he was still in middle school! So you decided that acting repulsed by his actions was the way to go, which seemed to please your annoyed friend and fuel his need to prove himself worthy of you.
You thought that at some point it would go away. That he would start high school and move on, probably date some pretty girls, and, even if the thought alone gave you a sinking feeling, you wouldn't waste time thinking about it. You already had your eye on some of the current seniors, since now that you're a sophomore, you actually had a chance with them.
That point never comes. From the moment he started high school, going the same as his sister, and to your demise, you, he marks his stake on you, claiming you for every man and woman present and to come to know that you are his. From inviting you to homecoming, winter formal, and prom when you were allowed to attend, to multiple love confession during the years, even following you through the different clubs and events you joined, he made his love for you clear for everyone.
Your pain didn't end there. After a year of pining over Jiho, an older boy that's pretty, talented, and really nice for being a seventeen year old guy, he makes the worst mistake a man trying to date you could do. He befriends Mackiah, and suddenly bro code comes first, even though you were there before him, and now you can see the guilt on his face every time you approach him after that. You could barely interact with your classmates without Mackiah making it his personal mission to befriend them, making sure to tell them just how in love he is with you before any of them could even consider thinking about it.
Your high school years were the lowest point in your love life, only scoring a boyfriend from the school across town, someone Mackiah couldn't possibly know or befriend. That lack of knowledge didn't stop him, his comments under his posts assured him that you deserved better, and that he was the superior option.
That was the first big fight you had with your best friend, and the first time Mackiah apologized for his behavior.
You were distancing yourself from their family, in hopes of calming the waters in your relationship. But you should have known Kenzie was never the type to let go without a fight. So, pulling his ear along the way, she made her brother kneel in front of you and promise not to harass your boyfriend, current and future, even if he won't approve of them (which earned him a slap on the neck from his sister). And although you returned to their normal life, your relationship with Mackiah had shifted.
He tried to keep a distance from you, but you still could feel him lurking. He still tried to get you to go to dances with him, and his likes were constant on your posts, but the comments and replies had dwindled. He no longer followed you to your clubs and extracurricular activities, but showed up alongside his sister to every important event. He no longer tried to convince every guy that approached you to not date you, but he did beat up your ex when he found out he had cheated on you.
Honestly, you couldn't find it in yourself to be mad at him when he appeared on your doorsteps, knuckles bloody, rambling about how you deserved better, deciding that bandaging him up and thanking him by pressing a quick peck to his cheek was the way to go. Look, you may have found him attractive, but that just meant you had working eyes! Even if you liked him (which you didn't) you would never do that to her. But there's no problem with a little harmless flirting, right?
chapter two. hot as ever
There you were, sitting in his kitchen, drinking a coffee with him. Lord was this the domesticity he yearned for. Mackiah swore he was still dreaming cause there was no way you were back. In his home. Having breakfast with him as if nothing had happened.
“Have you decided which university you’re going to apply to?” you ask, taking a sip as you look around the kitchen, taking in the small changes that have happened in your absence, trying not to stare at the boy in front of you, who's probably changed the most.
“Not really, I have time,” leaning against the counter trying to act nonchalant as he feels your eyes dart to his arms. “Why, scared I will follow you around the world?”
“It would be a waste of time, since I’m coming back anyway”
His eyes lit up at the prospect, and you could see he was trying so hard to hold back a smile, "What brought you back?” he asked, finishing his drink to disguise his reaction.
“I completed the program, and although they offered me to finish my degree, I can do it here, and honestly, I missed this place.”
”I’ll take that as you missed me” he says smugly.
“Of course you will,” you laugh, looking at him with a certain fondness you have reserved for him only. “Didnt expect anything else from you”
He clears his throat, trying to not let your gaze get to his head. “My sister is coming back around lunch time, but don't worry. I can keep you company until then” he winks at you teasingly as he turns to wash the cups you had used. Had he started going to the gym while you were away? Because you don't remember his arms being this defined, or his back being this wide, not that you paid attention to it anyway.
You spent the rest of the morning trying to help him with his college applications, though little progress was made, as he seemed way more interested in what you had done this year away, and whom you had met. Unfortunately for him, you easily ignored his prying, forcing him to change his strategy and only fill out the application for the university you were transferring back to.
At some point, the home invaders he called friends arrived, and to his distaste now you could ignore him under the pretense of catching up with your old classmates. The same ones he stole from you, now were taking you away from him with vapid talk about old high school drama and career courses. If looks could kill, Kyrell would have been dead by now.
To make matters even worse, his sister arrived, and after a few minutes of squealing, hugging and a few tears, you were taken captive to her room, away from him.
As you walk up the stairs, he can hear Kyrell mutter, “She's still as hot as ever” which earned him a punch to his arm and a laugh from Siyun.
chapter three. slip by
“You didn't tell me you would come back” your friend protests as soon as you finish settling into her room. Barely anything had changed, and the few little things that had been had your opinion given on them, even from across the globe.
“Well, it wouldn't have been a surprise,” you joke, lying on her bed as she begins to remove her makeup. You missed her terribly.
"It didn't need to be a surprise, you could have just told me," she complains, slumping into her desk chair. "Besides, it's not fair that Mackiah saw you first. I'm your best friend, not him!"
You laugh, they always had a strange competition to see who would get your attention, and your friend almost always won. "You didn't tell me he'd dyed his hair, I barely recognized him." You remember his now blonde hair, a change (more than approved of), although you still preferred his natural color.
"I didn't think it was necessary. After all, you have his social media," he said, not very interested in updating you on his brother's life.
"I don't pay attention to his social media." Of course not, too scared of slipping up with a like on a story and triggering what would probably be the worst butterfly effect in the world.
"Knowing how often he’s in your replies, it's weird that you don't," you gasp, throwing a pillow at him. While the accusation was true, having his name in the likes section as soon as you posted something, you were almost certain he even had your notifications turned on, You still were very much afraid of ever stalking his profile.
“God. No " liar. You were interested, maybe not in a proactive way, but at least in an innocent way you were. Curiosity killed the cat, they say.
“I guess he’s still single,” you say, trying to sound as disinterested as possible. You didn't know why that mattered, but you hoped the answer hadn't changed since the last time you were there.
“Girl, I don’t think there’s a woman who hates herself enough to be with him as long as you exist on the same planet as him,” she jokes, removing her makeup. “Don't tell me you're interested,” she gasps, pointing a cotton pad at you accusingly.
“God. No " liar. You were interested, maybe not proactively, there wasn't any harm in asking, it's not like you liked him.
“Well I need you to be,” she joked, making you raise an eyebrow at her request, already preparing yourself for whatever crazy idea had gotten into your friend's head. There was no way anything healthy would come out of this conversation.
"You know I'm seeing Kamden. He's finally coming back from college, and is probably going to be here everyday with fuckass Mackiah. I need you to entertain him enough to let us slip by” she finishes, a sly smile adorning her lips. God, how infuriating she was. After years of complaining about Mackiah liking her friend, she goes and falls in love with one of the six dudes who are able to make her brother seethe and act the exact same way, and honestly, you have to admire the skill.
You would do it, of course. You would kill for her if necessary. But wasn't this the same girl who screamed bloody murder at her brother, threatening any of his possessions and physical integrity when he did as much as breathed in your direction?
chapter four. drive you home
Movie nights were one of the traditions you had since you became best friends, and the first thing reinstalled once you came back to town. It was a requirement for your Friday nights to be spent binging random movies on her couch, snacking on whatever you could find.
In parallel tradition, there was the ritual of Kenzie forcing Mackiah to leave, with various complaints from him about how ‘it was his house too’ and ‘is not fair for you to get the living room every Friday’. There were times were you compromised, either moving to her room (to Mackiah's disappointment) or letting him and whoever was with him join in, usually Kyrell or Siyun, maybe Jiho (once Mackiah had deemed his presence around you not a threat), but most of the time just him, acting as if it was only the two of you, either lying his head on your shoulder or his arm resting on the back of the sofa, always trying to make a pass at you.
Now, another Friday night at the Mercer household, and you are getting ready for a marathon of the worst horror movies you could find. By a miracle, Mackiah (and company, much to your best friend's pleased smile when she informed you Kamden was dropping by) were getting ready for some party.
You occupied yourself making the snacks, your friend browsing the sketchy piracy sites you used to find obscure movies, probably hoping to catch a glimpse of the older boy who occupied her mind and instagram dms.
As you finish the popcorn, you feel a presence behind you, breathing down your neck. Mackiah, of course, it seemed like he couldn't help himself if you were around.
“What you doin there?” he asked, chin resting on your shoulder, raising goosebumps where he had brushed against you.
“Popcorn” you answer obviously, and your breath hitches when you feel his arm brush against your waist, stealing a piece.
“Would have loved to stay tonight” he mumbles, pulling away to rest on the counter beside you, "We haven't had a movie night in a while” he says, bumping your shoulder gently.
“Whose fault is that? You are choosing to go partying with friends when you could be watching the killer gingerbread man with us” you joke, throwing a piece of popcorn at him.
“Tempting, but I don't think Seungmo will let me skip his birthday celebration” he says, grabbing the projectile and popping it in his mouth. “Wait for me,” he asks, teasingly.
“In your dreams”
“Oh, in my dreams you do a lot more than waiting.” he winks, teasing. As he leaves the kitchen, “You better be here when I come back.”
“No promises”
It's not like you waited for him. You had watched the shitty gingerbread movie, then a romcom, and then another horror movie you couldn't even remember. You just happened to get caught over debriefing your year away with your friend. It's not like you were actually waiting for him.
Kenzie had nothing to complain about since she also was staying awake waiting for his prince charming, busying herself analyzing the profiles of the guys you dated on your year apart, barely holding back on her appreciations, if you could call them that.
“You always had the knack of finding the ugliest ones.” your friend teased as you showed her a photo of an old fling. You laughed at her comment, barely taking offense. She had some truth to her words afterall.
“Bad news for me then” Mackiah says as he enters the living room, startling both of you. He sits beside you, his arm resting behind your head. Following close behind him were the rest of the boys, some of them whom you knew, like Jiho, Kyrell and Siyun, having gone to high school with them, but some of them were the new addition, as Kenzie called them, and it seemed like you were missing out.
“More like great news” his sister teased “You might have a chance now” this was the moment where you had to change the topic, because if you knew something about the Mercer siblings was how easy their bickering could escalate into something worse.
“It seems like the spare room is occupied for the night” you comment after the parade of half-asleep half-drunk men finished walking in, dropping on different surfaces of the house. You didn't miss the way Kamden oh so casually sat beside your friend, who grinned mischievously in response.
You open the uber app to see if any driver close by would have mercy on you. Highly unlikely, considering it was Friday night and you weren't heading downtown. You feel him lay his head on your shoulder.
“Let me drive you home” he asks, and it sounds like he's asking you for a favor.
“You are drunk, Mackiah” You really hope you can find an uber home. Even hitch-hiking didn't sound as half as bad as being alone in a car with him right now would be.
“No. Didn't drink cause you were waiting for me” he confesses, and you swear you could feel your heart stop. “Wanted to drive you home”
“I wasn't waiting for you”
“Sure, keep telling yourself that” he teases, “So, want a ride? you know there's always a space for you in my bed if you want to stay” he jokes, and you know there wasn't an ounce of humor in his words.
“You know what, sure. You can drive me home” you give up, not wanting to keep staring at the tiny pin on the map getting ignored by the drivers nearby. Your friend owes you big time for this, and you better be the bridesmaid at their wedding.
His smirk only grows wider as he leads you to the family car and you want nothing but to wipe it off, hating how smug he looks about having won this one. It's the same car your friend learned to drive with, the one she got her license and took you everywhere with, now serving the same purpose with the younger Mercer.
“You have your license, do you?” Of course he had it, knowing his mother there was no way he could even breathe close to the car without having the proper permits.
“Of course, who do you take me for? a delinquent?” he jokes, throwing the plastic card to you as you sit on the passenger side. “Careful, I may look too good for your standard” He jokes, you sigh. God, Kenzie was asking for it.
“You look old,” you comment, looking at the photo as he starts the car. It’s not very good; the light reflects off his features in an odd way. It's even worse when you compare it to the real thing. You can see his side profile, focusing on the road as he drives. You can find glimpses of the boy you grew up with, now masked behind the facade of a handsome guy. They are still the same features, the same eyes and the same infatuation in his gaze, now more... mature, leaving behind his childish manners.
“I am older,” he comments.
“You look forty in this photo Kiah”
“...You really know how to bruise a guy’s ego”
“it's a talent” you brag, throwing the license on the dashboard.
“Good, getting rid of the competition for me” he jokes, his hand patting your thigh before resting there, as if it was the most common thing in the world. You pretend to ignore it, and while looking away to prevent him from seeing your flustered face, you miss his pleased smirk at your reaction.
The rest of the drive passes uneventfully, ignoring his grip on your skin. He lets you control the aux and you ask about shared friends. He pulls into your driveway, not hesitating to get out, opening the door for you.
“You didn't have to walk me to the door,” you scolded him.
“What kind of gentleman would I be if I let you wander into the night, alone, unprotected?” he asks, one hand to his chest in mock offense.
“The normal kind.” you say, fumbling with your keys “Are you saying I can't protect myself?”
“I’m not saying you can't, I’m saying I want to”
“You should head back, Mackiah,” you whisper, ignoring his confession. “Thanks for the ride” you press a fleeting kiss to his cheek, before quickly entering your house, not wanting him to see how affected you were by your own actions.
Outside, he hopes you don't see the goofy smile that is plastered across his face. Or the fist to the sky, in a great Bender style, he does to celebrate this small victory.
kenz <3: thanks for taking mackiah with you tonight 😽. I owe you one !
If only she knew.
chapter five. sticky
You never were a big fan of summer. You hated being constantly humid, the smell of sunscreen and not being able to exist outside without scorching to death. Your parents were never gracious enough to get you a pool, excusing themselves under the pretense of being too hard to clean, too time consuming and too dangerous, so they would dispatch you to Kenzie's house, which had the glory of present parents and a pool. And your best friend, that too.
Things hadn't changed that much. After all this time, the plan still was the same, sunbathing by the pool, a jug of lemonade, teen magazines and all of the town's latest tea, with a side of Mackiah plotting on ways of getting your attention. The only thing that changed now was that instead of lying there staring at the sky or reading celebrity gossip, you were entertaining yourself with the impromptu volleyball game the boys had going on. Or at least your friend was, you being a mere circumstantial victim.
“He's so hot” your friend says, probably referring to Kamden, you guess, since it seemed like it could apply to any of them. Had Mackiah gotten all of his friends off of a model catalogue? or do pretty people just exist around equally hot people? "Don't you think so?”
“I think Brian is hotter” you comment mindlessly, eyes skimming over an old magazine, way more interested in whatever drama Jelena had in 2014 than the never ending comments about her lover boy. You didn't have to worry about them hearing, they were so engrossed screaming over their match that you doubted they could hear their own thoughts.
You let your eyes drift over to the guy in question, and honestly, you were right. He was tall, muscular, had a pretty face and an even prettier voice. The only downside you could think of was the Mackiah sized lump attached to him, who really admired him, almost like the brother he didn't have, which made your friend scoff at the sentence. And while you plan on to keep rejecting him, you weren't deranged enough to go after one of his closest friends.
After a few more comments from your friend worthy of a pg rating and an F in a Bechdel test, you decide to run away under the pretense of making more lemonade. Even though you loved her, if you had to hear any more about ‘how great Kammy is’, you'd drown her, or both of them if she talked about ‘his way with words’ once more.
You take your sweet time making the lemonade, enjoying your freedom while cutting the fruit at the slowest speed known to man, really not wanting to get back to the torture that had been your friend the past half an hour, thirsting over her half naked man.
“Let me help you with that” you hear someone say, startling you. Mackiah wastes no time, taking the lemon out of your hand, his bare chest brushing against your back. If you hated summer before, you hate it even more now. The feeling of his naked skin brushing against yours was driving you insane, making you think inappropriate thoughts about your best friend's brother. It was all summer's fault.
“Got tired of playing?” you ask, moving to the side, partly to give him space to take over, partly because you needed the space, the brief contact making you feel delirious.
“Had to see where my favorite cheerleader went”
“I was hardly even paying attention” you say, staring at his hands squeezing the juice out of the fruit. There was no way you were thirsting over the guy you saw cry over math in this very kitchen.
“You still get the title,” he says nonchalantly, grabbing a new lemon. “Even if you were ogling at other guys while I was playing” he says, turning his face to look at you, his eyes scanning for your reaction.
“I don't know what you are talking about” you say, trying to sound disinterested, but failing miserably.
“So you weren't staring at Brian?” he asks, teasingly, although you knew there was an underlying tone in his comments.
“No?” You say trying to seem convincing.
“Are you sure?" he jokes.
“You know Jiho was always more my type,” you retort, trying to put some distance between the two of you, the literal nakedness warping your common sense. How nice his shoulders looked, and how good they would feel under your hands when he… What were you talking about? He's your best friend's brother, for God's sake! There’s no world in which you should be thinking these thoughts, you slut.
You clear your throat, looking away, and you can see his pleased smirk through the corner of your eyes.
“Not much of your type but you still ogle at me like that” he teases, a mocking smile adorning his face.
You groan in annoyance, slapping him on the shoulder, and he wastes no time grabbing your hand and pulling you closer.
“You can stare at them all you want, I'm not jealous,” his hands move up your arm, resting on your hips. You can feel his thumb rubbing circles on your waist, and you hope he doesn't notice the goosebumps that arise, or the heat that rises up your neck. “You know I’m still the best option.”
“I don't know, never been into younger guys” you really shouldn't let him be this close, even less letting his hand caress your skin, but you weren't the strongest warrior after all, and you would be lying if Mackiah now wasn't a real life adonis.
“And maybe that's what you need” he teases, his nose nudging yours. He was so close you could feel his breath on your lips, almost daring.
Just as you're about to retort, the door slides open, startling you both, prompting you to push him away. You turn to look at the source of the sound and find Kyrell standing there, a look of surprise on his face.
“I didn't see anything” he blurts out, shocked by the scene unfolding in front of him.
“There was nothing to see” you answer, grabbing the jug and darting out of it. You almost kissed him. If Kenzie had been the one to walk in, you would have been minced meat faster than you could have said sorry.
“I am gonna kill you” Mackiah threatened, turning to look at Kyrell who was still standing there, shocked.
“I deserve it,” Kyrell shrugs, accepting his fate. “But if it's any help, now I believe you have an actual chance”
“I always have.” he says, staring at how Kamden and Brian were now chatting with you both, feeling the jealousy he once had towards his best friends reappear now towards the canadian.
chapter six. reflections
If you asked your friend growing up what the downsides of being born in the middle of summer were, she would tell you that never having a party with anyone besides you and a few other kids who didn't go on summer vacations was her biggest complaint. But now, after graduating from high school, summer is the only time of year when your friends are in town, always present at your friends' parties.
You had spent weeks planning it, buying the drinks and decorations, even going to the next town to get the dress she wanted, after all, you had last year’s to make up for, so you weren't on the ground for complaints.
You were running late to the party. Sure, you were in the upstairs bathroom putting the finishing touches on your makeup, but people were already arriving. You hoped your friend would understand, since you were delayed by the almost impossible mission of making sure the guys hand the decorations the correct way. You should never leave seven boys with helium balloons unless you are ready for a rendition of Alvin and the Chipmunks.
You stare in the mirror, adjusting the little black dress your friend had thrown upon you, saying something about the dress code and how good it would look on you. It was a classic party dress, a stark contrast to her shimmery, silver one. The door bursts and Mackiah makes his presence known, mumbling something about a charger and annoying Kenzie before realizing your presence.
“Oh, sorry” he says, leaning against the door, but something told you that he was everything but that, really appreciating the view as his eyes rake over your figure “...Nice dress”
“Thanks, it's your sisters” you say, trying to not let his stare fluster you. He looked so good, blonde hair slightly messed up, black shirt unbuttoned. He looked like every girl's wet dream.
“You should get changed,” he says as he approaches you, making eye contact through the mirror.
“Why? Is there something wrong with it?” you try to not let his sudden closeness get to your head, even more as he closes the gap within you, pressing himself against your back.
“God, no” he groans, his hands finding your waist, caressing your figure through the fabric “But it's not very nice of you to outshine the birthday girl.” he adds, a pout on his lips that you don't know if you want to punch it off or kiss it better.
“I don't think I could even if I tried” you say, half joke, half truth. While you were pretty, so was your best friend, and tonight, not even a Victoria's Secret Angel could compete with her.
“You could steal the show if you wanted” he says, turning his face to press the lightest kiss on your neck “You are easily the prettiest girl tonight”
“Kiah…” you sigh, letting your head fall back to his shoulder. You knew you shouldn't let this happen, that this would upset your friend, but honestly, you couldn't find it in yourself to care at the moment.
He hums, not halting his activities, way more interested in his hands exploring the curves of your body, as if trying to memorize them, and his lips tasting your skin. He would be lying if he said he wasn't thinking about this ever since he saw you in the kitchen that morning.
Just as you are about to stop him, you hear a voice call for him, making him groan as he hears it, his forehead resting where his lips had been moments before.
“I am gonna kill him” he mutters as he recognizes the voice as Kyrell, asking about that damn charger.
“Dont, I like him” you tease, earning another groan from the boy.
“That's another reason. Just so you know” you laugh, expecting his answer “This isn't over.” He presses a fleeting kiss to your cheek, before leaving the bathroom as quick as he appeared, leaving you, eyeliner in hand, and a head full of thoughts.
chapter seven. his
Mackiah's life had been divided in two parts for almost as long as he could remember, before you and after you. He swears his life changed the moment you entered his house, even if you were just an awkward fourteen year old, he was still sure you were the most prettiest girl that existed (his own words). Ever since then he can't remember a moment in his life that you weren't his romantic interest, for better or for worse.
He's liked you since middle school, when you were the only friend of his sister who didn't act like he had the cheese touch. He liked you when you showed him around the school when Kenzie stood him up for her boyfriend on the first day, he still remembers the pretty outfit you had, and the perfume you wore, the one you still use sometimes. He was in love with you when he heard your then boyfriend brag about talking to other girls, and he fell harder when you parched him up after he beat him up, even pressing a sweet kiss to his cheek after you were done. A more than worthy reward if you ask him.
He still remembers the end of junior year, when you broke the news to his family over dinner that you were going to study abroad. While his parents congratulated you and his sister cried about how you were leaving her behind, he was busy thinking this wasn't how it was supposed to go. You were supposed to go to the same uni as him, realize he was the love of your life, graduate, marry and live in a white picketed house and have a dog. He had it all planned, which now was crumbling apart since it wasn't really that easy to make someone realize you are the person they should spend their life with when they are an ocean apart.
He acted like it didn't bother him, after all, it was just a dumb childhood crush, he was supposed to get over it a while ago, it was pathetic that he was as still as hung up about you like he was when he was fourteen. But when later that night he hears a knock on his bedroom door, opening to find you standing out there, in your pajamas and tear stricken face, looking as pretty as you always did, he accepts it hurts a little. It hurts even more when you hug him, hiding your face in his neck, sobbing about how you will miss him too.
And it hurts because you are not his, not his to hold, not his to kiss, and hell, not even his to miss. There's no reason for him to be grieving the departure of his sister's best friend. You technically were nothing of him, you could have slipped past like all the other friends his sister has. You could have slipped past like every other girl has. Yet he couldn't seem to even entertain the idea of being with anyone else. It has always been you, and it feels like it will always be you.
Senior year came by and it started with waving you goodbye from the airport doors. A low point if you ask him. Not much happened after then, sure, he had the usual last year experiences. Senior parties, school dances, which didn't interest him if you weren't there to reject him, senior prank, last matches of the year, after all it was the end of high school. Entertaining enough but always missing something, or better said someone. The someone who even if she was on a different side of the world still seemed to hold his heart in her hands.
His feelings for you reignited anytime he was reminded of your existence, which was way more often than he had anticipated. Whether it was his parents asking how you were doing, instagram stories of the life you were living without them, to those congratulations messages you sent him on special occasions, like his graduation, still awkward, still with a lot of heart emojis, now with the added of arriving at weird hours.
He had thought about getting over it, after all, you hadn't particularly given him a chance when you were here, and now he wasn't sure he would get to be on the same page as you ever again.
And then you came back.
Having known you since childhood, you would always be his first real love, the older girl he liked, his sister’s best friend. He always had a rather innocent view of you, sure, you had some boyfriends, and he heard the comments boys had to say about you, but nothing could have convinced him you were anything less than a saint. Well, they say distance makes the heart grow fonder, and you look hotter, it seems. He remembers his friends teasing him with how hot you were, mostly to irk him, and don't get him wrong, you were always the most beautiful girl in the world for him, but it was like he almost couldn't see it. But now, seeing you after a year, in simple jeans and a tank top, an outfit he had seen you in a hundred times before, he gets it. You are so attractive, in a way that feels slightly sinful, in a “cant even think around you” kind of way.
Something had shifted though, he could feel it. Sure, you weren't rude, but you didn't miss an opportunity to shoot him down. As nice as ever, it seemed like kill them with kindness was your life motto. But now, still as kind as ever, the banter that once rejected him had morphed into some kind of teasing included, almost like flirting. And he was inclined to believe, maybe deluding himself, that it meant he had a chance.
If someone had told fourteen-year-old Mackiah that, at nineteen, he'd kiss your neck and you'd sigh his name in the prettiest way possible, not die of repulsion or hit him, he was sure he would have spontaneously combusted right then and there.
Waiting downstairs for you to appear had been a more than difficult task than he had foreseen, even if he was busying himself with finishing the music set up, his eyes still darted to the stairs, where any moment down you would emerge.
To his bad luck, the moment you came downstairs, was at the same time his sister's friend group, the one you were a part of during high school, the one that you hadn't seen since like, forever. So from the moment you appeared, you had been held hostage by them, sitting between Keeho and Jiung as they catched you up on their lives, it seemed that getting you out of there would be almost impossible.
He couldn't spend the whole night staring at you like a creep, so he busied himself with the task of the speakers, and the side quest of making sure Seungmo didn't end up puking in the backyard another time. It only takes the minute that he goes to get a cable from the garage for a disaster to happen. Only this time is not Seungmo ruining his mothers peonies again, it's worse.
He sees it. You and Brian, chatting in the kitchen. He sees the way he leans closer to say some stupid thing that makes you laugh and slap his arm. And there's something about the scene that makes his heart break and blood boil. One of his closest friends and the girl he liked for years? He didn't know what hurt the most, you liking the guy he admired, that was everything he couldn't be, or the friend he considered an older brother dismissing his feelings like that, deciding you were worth ruining their friendship, after just knowing you for a few weeks. There was no way his summer crush came close to the way he felt about you.
He feels annoyed, completely over this whole ordeal. The mere idea of you dating his friend ruined the whole night for him. He decides to head upstairs, not really in the mood for drinking and having to see you with him anymore. He makes sure Seungmo is babysitted, and the speakers are taken care of before he retreats to his room under the pretense of a headache for the rest of the night.
chapter eight. actual chance
“He really likes you, you know” you hear a voice behind you say, as you finish making yourself another drink for the night. You get a deja vu feeling, only to be slightly disappointed to find Brian standing there.
“What? Who?” between the music and the slight alcoholic buzz you were feeling you could barely make out what the guy in front of you was saying.
“Mackiah, who else would I be talking about,” he says obviously, “Not that you are unlikeable, but you know, he's the fan club president” he adds, earning a laugh from you.
“And you weren't here during highschool, he was way worse” you say, taking a sip of your drink, “He really toned it down the last years”
“It must have been fun growing up with him” he teases, grabbing a can of beer from the table “If this is him toning it down I can't even imagine”
“Have you asked Jiho about it? I don't think he has forgiven him even now”
“Oh he hasn't, he said you were pretty the other day and Mackiah ignored him for like a week straight.” he comments. “and it wasn't like, a compliment. No offense”
“None taken” you say, knowing damn well how Mackiah acted, particularly with Jiho. “So, what brings you here?”
“Here in the town? uni. As for the kitchen? a question I need an answer to”
“Can I be of help?”
“I was hoping you had the answer”
“Shoot me, then” you say, already imagining where this was going.
“Does he have an actual chance? or is he a lost cause?” He doesn't need to say the name, and you don't know if it's the alcohol in your blood or the easygoingness of the situation, but you found yourself actually thinking for an answer for once.
“I don't know.” you say, after considering it for once “I feel like it's just out of habit, the costume of flirting more than actually liking me”
“Are you kidding?” he says, barely able to hide his shock (more like annoyance) at your confession “That man is head over heels for you. I didn't even know his sister's name but I knew how much that man liked you. He gave Jiho the silent treatment for a week just because he said the obvious and the moment me and Kamden arrived he threatened us to not even think about it. Even before warning us about his sister”
“Well that's one detail he forgot about” you say, eyes fixated on stirring your drink, suddenly feeling scrutinized under his gaze. You were ashamed at how stupid your concern sounded in the big scheme of things, everyone around you knew how much that boy liked you, and here you were, doubting him.
“Dont even get me started on Kamden, he's head over heels for Kenzie” he confesses annoyed, probably tired of his friends love lives at this point, having part of his summer break plagued by them.
“Really?” you say, interested in the prospect of your friend situationship having an actual future, completely not trying to shift the subject.
“Dont try changing the subject, we are talking about something serious here.”
“I'm not changing the subject, I'm just finding out some new information” you murmur, fiddling with your glass, “Besides, why are you so interested in my relationship with Mackiah? It's not any of your business"
“I have my personal reasons” he says nonchalantly as he takes a sip of his drink.
“As such?” you ask, not grasping why this man you barely knew had ‘personal reasons’ with your love life.
“We have a bet with the guys, and I might get a couple hundred bucks if I get you together by tonight,” he says, leaning closer as if he was sharing his deepest secret, not a dumb bet. “Also to get him out of suffering, that too”
“Selfish much, don't you think?” you tease, not expecting a bet to be the reason you were having this conversation in the first place. Thinking about it, you should have seen this coming.
“Isnt it selfish to keep him waiting around?” he leans closer, a teasing tone in his words “Common, put that man out of his misery”
“And if he doesn't want anything serious?” you say, lowering your gaze to your shoes. How stupid you felt needing reassurance in the things everyone deemed obvious.
“Y/n, there's no way that man wants anything less than marriage and children with you. Have you ever talked with him?”
You laugh, pushing him off jokingly. There's no chance you were actually considering doing it.
“There's no way he's not serious about you. For real” and while you barely knew the man in front of you, he seemed honest. Or maybe you just wanted to believe him.
You nod, taking in the information. You weren't ready for this, but if you didn't do it now, you probably won't do it ever. You finish your drink in one go, gathering strength for a long overdue conversation. “Okay, but you owe me a drink if you win the bet”
“Scouts honor” he says, crossing his arm over his chest, laughing as he sees you leave the kitchen in search of your man. Sure, he was happy his friend was getting the thing he allegedly has longed for for years, a chance with you, but there's a pang of jealousy in his chest at the knowledge that he probably would never get to know you more than this.
chapter nine. habits
You'd never had such a hard time finding Mackiah. If he was in the same vicinity, he tended to orbit around you, always close by. You had searched every room, the bathroom, the garage, the front and backyard, and had no luck. You even asked his friends if they had seen him, but they had all last seen him in various places, none of which were where he was. It seemed as if he had vanished into thin air.
You decided to resort to heading upstairs, the ‘prohibited’ part of the party, albeit that rule never hadn't applied to you ever since they started throwing parties,
You approach the last room to the left, the one with the stop sign hanging from the door. You can hear sound inside, but you can't make out if it's just music or conversation, so you opt for knocking the door.
“I already told you I'm tired” you hear him grumble as he opens the door, barely peeking “Go away”
“I didn't know you were tired” you could feel yourself shiver under his tired stare, there was no reason for you to be so nervous, it was just Mackiah for god’s sake!
“I'm sorry, I thought you were Seungmo.” he says "What do you need” his tone comes out a little meaner than intended, the image of you chatting with his friend having soured his mood for the night.
“I wanted to talk to you about something” you say, wincing at the shift in his tone. You couldn't remember a time he had talked to you in that way, and you didn't understand what made you deserving of it.
“About what” he didn't even budge, still not opening the door, and you can barely see him or his face, just a little sliver of himself.
“Can I come in? I think it would be better if we didn't talk through a door” he nods, leading you inside. You sit on the desk chair as he throws himself on the bed again, clearly trying to ignore you, or at least not look at you. You take a minute to stare around his room, taking in the different posters and decorations. Basketball medals, diverse photos with his friend groups, one of his old garage band, and a few where you are included. They go from older ones, from his freshman year, to the ones of your graduation, the two of you smiling to the camera, his arm around your waist. He had used his birthday present to get that photo of you two, (you got him some cds of his favorite band, but fulfilled his request anyway), a space next to it where the photo of his graduation should be.
“Why are you here?” he asks from the bed, staring at the ceiling “Is this about Brian?”
“What about Brian?” you say, thrown off by his question.
“You like him, don't you?” he states, almost like a fact, and you can hear the pain in his voice.
“What are you talking about?”
“Common, he's older, handsome, and you literally said you find him hot. I'm not stupid” he says, the edge on his tone feeling almost like a knife to the chest “It's okay if you don't like me, but don't get with my friends” he adds, a look of something you can't quite place on his face, a mix between disgust and pain.
“Where did you even get that from?” you ask, confused by his request, did he think you were here to tell him to back off?, and worse, did he think you really would date one of his friends? the one you only had one full conversation with? maybe you hadn't made your interest in him that obvious, but you couldn't imagine doing something like that, even less to him.
“I saw you in the kitchen, you looked awfully cozy” he murmurs, poison in his voice “You are here to tell me to give up? that you like him, right?”
“Im not here to do you that," You say, trying to keep your nerves together. “And we were talking about you back there, if it makes you feel any better”
“What about me?”
“He asked if you had a chance” he sat up, suddenly interested in the conversation you were having, no longer focusing on the ceiling.
“What did you say” now he could hold eye contact, his eager eyes finding yours.
“That I didn't know if you were serious, that I was afraid that it was a habit”
“You really think this is a habit” he deadpans, an annoyed expression on his face, making you laugh.
“I mean, I hadn't really thought about it” seeing his reaction, you felt even stupider about doubting him, remembering every birthday gift he bought you with his allowance, getting more expensive once he got an actual job, every birthday note of yours he had saved in a box under his bed he would deny every time kenzie mocked him about it, or every message he sent you while you were away, congratulations on your achievements, greetings, or sometimes just a simple this reminded me of you with a random photo, maybe you just had gotten used to that treatment for him, not realising how much it actually meant to him.
“Well, did you?” He asks impatiently
“What”
“Think about it” he says, those five years felt like a children's game compared to the few seconds you took to answer his question, even if now he was sure he knew the answer.
“I did” you say, going to sit up beside him on the bed, giving in slightly under your weight, forcing him to lean closer to you, you could feel his body heat beside you, only making your nerves worse.
“So…” he says, turning to look at you.
“So…” you say, fidgeting with your hands. “What do you want from this?” you turn to look at him, his face way closer than anticipated.
“Anything” he whispers, his eyes darting to your lips, “Everything, whatever you want.” He had been waiting for this moment for years, and he was willing to take any chance you give him to prove he was the one for you.
“Whatever I want?” you ask, scanning his face. God, had he gotten prettier during the last few years, really growing into his factions, going from a pretty boy to the most attractive man you had seen, “And if I don't want you?” you ask teasingly, leaning closer, making sure to graze his lips ever so slightly. Any other time, that thought would have sent him in a downward spiral, but now, having you in his bed, almost kissing you, he honestly couldn't care less.
“Then you should leave” he says breathily, “Because I don't know if I can control myself” He tried to give you an exit, a way out if you regretted this. You could walk out as if nothing had happened, sure, he would be devastated, but no one died from a broken heart. He would get over it and everything would go back to its natural course.
“Good thing I do then” you confess, quickly pecking his lips. So fast that if he blinked he would have missed it, but it was there, and this time it wasn't a product of his imagination.
You lean back slightly, to appreciate the expression on his face, the blush dusting his cheeks, his shocked stare like he couldn't believe what you were saying, staring at you like you had grown a third eye.
“Are you sure?" he asks hurriedly, pulling you back against him “You like me?” he repeats, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of discomfort, of this being a farce.
“Why wouldn't I?" you say, basically straddling him as he presses you against his chest, your hand brushing the hair out of his face "Don't tell Kenzie, but I had a little crush on you in highschool”
“You are unbelievable” he says laughing,
You nod, making him smile like a fool, “Just a little one”
“A little one" he mocks, his hands squeezing your waist “Had me moving heaven and earth for you to have a little crush"
“Had to make it worth it”
“Oh you are so worth it” his nose nudges yours, finally leaning in, this time in a real kiss. His lips finally connected with yours and while you had your fair experience, kissing had never felt so good. How he sighed into your lips, to how his hands tightened around your waist, pulling you even closer. The way he gasped once you straddled his hips let you know the wait had been worth it, letting your hands explore his shoulders, feeling your sanity start to slip away once you feel his taut muscle move underneath them.
“Wait, wait” he says, pushing you off slightly with a level of tenderness that makes your heart melt “I have never done this” well, there it was. His confession made your breath hitch. He knew you had previous flings, and he had never been bothered about these types of things, but now, under you, he needed you to at least know. He needed you to know that he was waiting for you to realize that he was the one, for you to realize that this was how it was supposed to go, with him, no one else. You knew that he never had dated, and he didn't seem the type to have one night stands. But the confession that he had basically waited for you made you feel euphoric.
“It's okay,” you say, pressing a peck to his lips, “Do you want to?” while you would respect whatever he wanted to do, you would be lying if the sight of him under you, disheveled hair and bruised lips didn't make you feel a certain way.
“More than anything” he whispers against your lips. If he hadn't dreamed of this moment he would be lying, and the mere idea of stopping seemed like dying right now.
With that confirmation, you push him to lay down on the bed, deciding that you must show him just how appreciated his wait has been.
chapter ten. leverage
You wake up to the sun shining through the window, turning over, trying to go back to sleep. As you move, you realize your pillow is suddenly more muscular... and longer... and has an arm around you... and can talk.
“Stop moving around, it's still early” he groans, his arm wrapping tighter, wasting no time pulling you closer, nuzzling his face into your neck, pressing a quick kiss.
“It's one pm” you complain, checking the clock on the nightstand. Your hand moving to his hair to stroke it as he basically drapes himself over you.
“Still too early," he mumbles, nuzzling deeper. You shiver under his touch, suddenly reminded of the intimacy of it all, laying against his naked chest, in just his shirt and underwear.
“I should go to the spare room before Kenzie wakes up” You say, already imagining the reaction your friend would have to the scene unfolding in his brother's room right now, knowing she would raise the roof if she found you half naked in Mackiah's bed. You attempt to get up, your hands trying to push him off of you, to no success. Even if it's an honest try, you fail, Mackiah holding you even stronger just to keep you tangled with him.
“You are insane if you think that I’m gonna let you leave” he says, pressing tiny kisses to your neck “You know how long I have been waiting to have you like this?”
“I have an idea” you joke, giving him better access “But she's going to kill you if she sees this”
“She has the audacity to get mad after fooling around with Kamden all sumer” you gasp, pushing slightly off of him to get a look at his face.
“You knew!” you say, feeling slightly betrayed.
“It wasn't that hard” he laughs at your reaction “Kamden can barely look at her without blushing, He’s whipped”
“Why didn't you say anything?” you ask, curious why he hadn't tormented his sister back, having more than enough reason to do so after being tortured for years because of his crush.
“Because I know how it feels to like someone he shouldn't" he says, his hand twirling with a strand of your hair. “Also because it lets me do this,” he says, pressing his lips to yours.
You can't help but smile into the kiss, your hands finding solace in his hair, earning a groan from him.
“You are going to be the death of me” he says, turning you over so he's on top of you.
“We should stop then” you say, breaking the kiss to mock him with a teasing smile.
“Dont. Let me die a happy man” he jokes, resuming the interrupted kiss. His hands waste no time making his way under your shirt, pushing it up slightly. Your legs move to accommodate him in between them, giving him better access. He hurriedly presses against you, almost as if wanting to become one, pressing kisses down your jaw and neck, and you can't help but whine under him.
To your horror, the door slams open.
“Have you seen y/… OH MY GOD!” Kenzie, your best friend, his sister, had just gotten herself up to day with your relationship status in what, frankly, was the worst way possible.
Mackiah lets go of you with a groan, turning to look at his sister, while you only could cover your face with your hands, not daring to face her.
“How could you do this to me? She's my best friend!” she complains, stomping in a way that reminded you of her younger self, having a similar fight with her brother about who got to sit beside you at the movies.
“The same way you do it with Kamden” he retorts. “Now get out. He's probably waiting for you” he teases, earning him a playful slap from you.
His sister stares at him stupefied, face whitening at the information that he knew. “Point taken” she says as she gets out, locking the door behind her.
“Now where were we” he teases, a smile on his lips as he turns back to you, pressing his lips back to yours.
outro: knew it was you
It's an awkward afternoon at the Mercer household. Well, more like night since it was way later when you both finally emerged from his room. You make your way to the kitchen, ashamed of your actions earlier in the day, not that you regretted it, but your friend having found you in such a compromising position made you wish for the earth to swallow you, even more when you looked at Mackiah and he had the smuggest look in his face, grinning like he had won the lottery.
As you enter the kitchen, you see the boys are already there, in diverse levels of dishevelment. Jiho laying on the counter, Seungmo on the floor, you had to double check if he was breathing, Siyun sleeping on the couch, Kyrell and Brian are the only ones who look awake and alive, chatting with Kamden who's drifting off on your friend's shoulder.
A silence interrupts the conversation as you sit on the aisle, Mackiah getting coffee for the both of you.
“Well look who decided to appear” Kyrell commented, earning himself a groan from you as you hid your face in your hands, not ready to face the relentless teasing that was awaiting for you. Mackiah laughs as he sits beside you, passing you a mug filled with coffee.
“Slept well down here?” he asks, feigning innocence and you never wished so bad that the man had an ounce of shame.
“Probably, not as good as you” Jiho comments, earning himself a slap on his neck from Brian, an easy task given his position laying his aching head on the cold counter. He groans, probably feeling the effects of the questionable amount of alcohol consumed last night.
Breakfast, or dinner, given how late you actually were eating, went without anything major happening, besides the relentless teasing from the guys, directed mostly to the boy beside you, who smiled bashfully every time they mentioned you as a couple, not even bothering to deny the down bad allegations.
Even if everything seemed alright, you could tell something was bothering your friend, who was pretty silent, laying her head on the shoulder of Kamden. While she said some comments and laughed along, you could tell she wasn't as cheerful as she usually was.
As the guys left the kitchen, something about a sports match that you really couldn't find yourself caring about, Mackiah finally letting go of you, not without pressing a kiss to your forehead before heading to the living room, leaving you and Kenzie alone in the kitchen.
“Are you mad?” you ask, already knowing the answer. God, you felt like the worst friend alive.
“I'm not mad, I'm just… sad” she says, and the tone of her voice makes your heart break. You knew this was a big deal to her, her best friend and her brother, you understood where she was coming from, even if you didn't fully agree with her ways.
“I'm sorry, but I really like him” you try to rationalize, knowing nothing you could say would make it better in the eyes of your friend. “I never wanted this to go this way.”
“I know,and I feel so hypocritical being mad at you dating him when im seeing his friend” she says, tears swelling on her eyes “but I can't help to be upset you choose him”
“I didn't choose him” you say hugging her, also starting to feel your own tears fall down your face “You still are my best friend and that won't change, even if I date your brother.”
“Yeah but now you are also his girlfriend” she says, laying her head on your shoulder, swallowing her sobs as she continues “And every time you come I will have to share you with him” she adds, sobbing harder.
You laughed at the sheer childishness of it, understanding where she's coming from. “You already did” you try to comfort her, “If anything, maybe now he will finally leave us alone” you try to show her a positive side.
“I feel like I'm going to lose you, what if he hurts you? and you never want to see me again?” she weeps,
“You don't have to be afraid of that, you won't be able to get rid of me that easily” you say, patting her head, after all, her fears were lowkey valid, even if you highly doubted Mackiah would do anything to hurt you “Also I trust you will avenge me”
She laughs in between sobs, laying her head on your shoulder “You really like him, don't you?”
“A lot” you say, a sad smile on your face. You hated the idea of ruining your friendship over a relationship “I’m sorry”
“Don't. God this is so selfish of me” She laughs, cleaning her tears on the back of her hand. “I'm happy for you, I really am. I'm glad you get to be my sister in law” she says, grabbing your hands.
“Im really glad you allow me to be” you respond appreciatively, hugging her as she calms down.
Once her feelings calm down, you pull away, deciding to make some instigation of your own.
“Okay, now you have to tell me what is going on with Kamden”
Later that night, you find yourself lying on Mackiah's bed once again, head resting on his chest as his hand plays mindlessly with your hair.
“I cant believe you are really here” He confesses, his hand trailing down your back.
“Back in the country or in your bed?” You joke.
“Both, even though the bed part shocks me more”
You snort at the comment, a comfortable silence falling over you, you can hear his steady breaths, only accompanied by the fabric rustling as his hand keeps its movements.
“Im really glad it was you” you say, turning to look at him.
summary: your brother brian asks to have his friends over at your place not knowing that you're dating one of them. or does he? "i'm brian's younger sister, y/n"
wc: 1183
warnings: heavy makeout, suggestive
bribri🎤: heyyyy so my group and i want to hang out butttt our mangers are down our throats. so can we go over to your place???
sissy-poo: like all of y'all?
bribri🎤: yes, can we please???
sissy-poo: ugh fine, but bring me food
bribri🎤: deal, we'll be there in 30
you finished cleaning up and are changing out of your sweatpants and hoodie. this is your first time meeting your brothers band so you want to look somewhat decent. you finished putting on light makeup when you hear a knock at the door.
"sissy-pooooo open the door!" you hear brian through the door
"aish chill" you call out, opening the door. "b you have a patience problem"
he just playfully pushes pas you to walk inside, his bandmates following behind him "ahh boys this is my sister y/n, y/n these are my bandmates. kamden, jiho, kyrell, seungmo, and mackiah"
you look up and there he is. mackiah. you reach out to shake each of their hands. "hi i'm brian's younger sister y/n" when you get to him you can almost swear he can hear your heart beat out of your chest.
"mackiah" he extends his hand out to you. eye contact heavy as he shakes your hand
you're all sitting on your couch, you on the edge and brian next to you.
"so how old are you?" jiho asks
"oh i'm 20" i say with a smile. "three years younger than this old man" i push brian’s shoulder playfully.
“ah ha that means you two have to call her noona” kyrell jokes pointing to mackiah and seungmo. “dude you have to call her noona too, she’s like a month & some days older than you” brian says back with a smirk. “damn really? kyrell pouts, sitting back against the couch.
"wait so how old are y'all?" you point towards seungmo & makciah
"19" they say in unison. "january 21st, 06" mackiah says "july 3rd, 06" seungmo says.
"ahhh so y'all are 06 babies?" you say with a small giggle "such little babies" you tease
"oh he is anything but a baby if you know wh-" seungmo starts before mackiah covers his mouth. "dude shut up, please" his facing turning red.
you are now in the kitchen cooking up what the boys have brought to make when you hear footsteps from behind you.
"um do you have some water" you hear his australian accent.
you turn to face him and take a look at him with a smile on your face.
"do you need help with anything?" he asks with a smirk, glancing to the food on the stove.
"no thank you, i got it"
he takes a step closer. "no no please, i insist" wrapping his arm around your waist, pulling you flush against him "baby" he whispers in your ear
your breath hitches at the closeness. "you can cut the meat" you look up at him with a smile and he gives you one back. there you are just starring at eachother, no one moving. you were just about to lean up to kiss him when brian walks into the kitchen.
"yo sissy-poo how's the food goi- what is this?"
you quickly move to grab something behind mackiah to make it seems like you weren't all up against him. "he said he would help me cook, and i went to grab something from behind him"
"okay, weirdos" then he's gone, walking backwards into the living room with the others
"fuck kiah, he almost caught us" you whisper to him
"you're the one who tried to kiss me y/n" he grabs you again and pushes you flush against the counter. "you still want to kiss me?"
you nod your head, whispering "of course i do"
he leans down and meets your lips with his. the kiss starting off slow, your arms around his neck, one of his hands on your cheek with the other on your waist. then hands start to wonder. one of your hands trailing their way up to tug at his hair. his hand on your waist slowly going down and grabbing a handful of your ass, making you moan into the kiss. out of habit he picks you up and sets you on the counter like he has the many times he's been over to your place.
"w-wait kiah not here, my brother & your friends are just around the corner" you say against his lips but making no effort to move.
"you sure about that y/n?" he says before trailing kisses down your neck. "tell me to stop and i will"
you bite your lip, suppressing a moan. not wanting this to stop but knowing you have to or you'll get caught. "stop mackiah, w-we can finish this later yeah?" grabbing his face in your hands and bringing it away from your neck "you know i don't like starting things i can't finish" you say apologetically
he looks at you with a pout. "i know baby, i know" he leans his forehead against your & pecks your cheek before pulling away from you and helping you down from the counter. "let's get back to cooking okay?"
you both finish cooking and start to take the pans with the cooked food to the table. "boys food" you yell out, less than a second later you see all 6 of them hurrying to sit at the table. wasting no time and serving themselves.
everyone is eating and talking, enjoying the food y'all made. no one paying attention to mackiah's hands on your thigh under the table. his hand inching higher and higher up your thigh. that it’s taking every ounce of composure to not just grab him by his hoodie and drag him to your room.
everyone finishes eating and is chilling on the couch while you & mackiah wash the dishes.
“yo kiah since when do you cook or wash dishes? you never do that shit at the dorm” seungmo yells out to him
“it’s because he’s dating her, my sister” brian says nonchalantly while looking down at his phone
you freeze in place, looking at brian with wide eyes “w-what did you say?”
“cmon guys i’m not stupid, plus i saw your name pop up on his phone a while back” he finally looks up from his phone
“why didn’t you say anything? i’ve been shitting bricks the whole time you’ve been here”
“it’s funny watching you squirm” brian says with a smirk
“actually fuck you, you’re such a dick sometimes” going back to washing dishes with a scoff
“that’s what older brothers are for y/n”
“is that why you came home with that hickey on your hip?” seungmo asks
yours, mackiah, and brian’s head all shot up at seungmo’s words.
“dude what the fuck?” mackiah looks at seungmo with a ‘shut the fuck up look’
“you’re banging my sister?!” brian starts to gag dramatically, even throwing himself back against the couch “is that what that ‘bruise’ was that we all saw when we went swimming?”
mackiah nods his head “yeah”
“wait? that was MONTHS ago, y/n why didn’t you say anything?”
“a-are you mad?” your voice is soft
“no of course not” he smiles at you “just don’t make it known that y’all are getting down and dirty please”
“no promi-” mackiah starts before you put your hand on his mouth “just stop talking kiah”
haha fun fact, i acc met all of ampers&one after the p1harmony concert completely coincidentally. brian and kamden even were in the background of a picture i took, i had no idea he was behind me. me & my friend asked their manager if we could take a picture with them and they said no bc they didn't want to draw attention to them (understandably so) and right as we're about to leave mackiah steps in front of us and starts talking to us, so there we are in the middle of a store having a full blown conversation with all of them😭
yuck, that boy's so mushy. ⟡˖ ࣪ ⠀ 𓇼 sending me flowers? I'm just tryna get lucky!
pairing: mackiah mercer x bsf's sister!reader
𒀭 ࣪ㅤgenre, tropes: non idol au, university au, smau (+ written chapters), unrequited love turned mutual, brother's best friend, "what are we?" kind of beat, some angst (oops!)
You never thought of Mackiah Mercer as anything more than your little brother’s weird best friend. He was just always there, loud, persistent, and annoyingly loyal. Sure, maybe he’s had a thing for you since forever but you never took it seriously. Especially when you had a boyfriend who you thought was your forever. But forever ended faster than you expected. Wounded from a fresh break-up, you could’ve taken time to heal, focused on yourself, stayed in. Instead, you partied, drank, and somehow, you started noticing Mackiah a little more than you used to.
ㅤ ㅤ@beamyniki 𒀭 STARTED 05/08 OF 2025, ONGOING
𒀭 ࣪ㅤnotes: reader is older by a year and a bit, she's also a mess lowk... includes some kms/kys jokes, dirty jokes, mentions sex but i'm not writing smut, weeekly's zoa is y/n faceclaim, mackiah is DOWN BADDD, friendly bullying, swearing, super corny writing, slow updates, warnings will be added before chapters when needed! ALWAYS ignore the timestamps because they're none of my business shhh
featuring: lara (katseye), moka (illit), ni-ki + jungwon (enhypen) + the rest of the ampers&one members (except brian and kamden </3)
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PROFILES: hello kitty pyjama girls & amping it up !
first, the prologue.
001. oh my, love is a lie!
002. a party rock anthem?
003. moments before disaster
004. partied on... WHO!?
005. so... don't tell seungmo
006. evil ex moved on to the next?
007. kicked to the curb
008. please don't think i'm weird
009. jiseok more like doucheok!
010. flee the facility or your feelings
011. is this thing on?... 🎙️
012. flirts and fraternities
013. meet the mack pack...?
𒀭 ࣪ㅤauthor's note: sooo guess who got into ampers&one…. I COULDNT HELP IT! and unfortunately i am in love with mackiah so guess what i had to do? make an smau 😝 my riki fic is still ongoing btw! still gonna publish as much as i can, it’s just that i now have 2 fics to work on. hope you guys like it! <3
⭐. ㅤDO NOT STEAL OR COPY MY WORK! reminder that everything i write is FICTIONAL and does not represent the idols in real life.
❪ 滑る ❫ fluff secret relationship brother's best friend reader is brian's younger sister mackiah x f!reader 1098 cw ノ blood oaths (jokingly), hiding relationships, mackiah digs himself into a deeper and deeper hole and stresses lol (he's dramatic), kissing, a little pda (they get caught lol), not proofread 〃 ♡ ⸝⸝⸝ i used to not be a fan of the bro's bsf trope until hidden love changed me... and mackiah is one of those idols that works a little too well with it this idea got my brain going like crazy THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE LSDK / 𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄
Mackiah knows bro code. It isn't something that has to be spelled out on paper. Everyone knows it. It's common sense. And not only does everyone know it—everyone sticks to it like it is law.
Current girlfriends are off limits (obviously).
Ex-girlfriends are also off limits (no matter how long ago the breakup was).
Family members are especially off limits (unless one discusses it beforehand, and, preferably, gets written consent and a blood oath).
Other sections of the code are more basic agreements, like lending a couch to crash on when your bro is in need, or playing wing man during critical moments.
The strongest friendships are backed by following code with no exceptions, and Mackiah has seen that first hand. He took these rules seriously. Since the age of fourteen, he had vowed that he'd never catch himself breaking the sacred code. He was smarter than that—cared enough about his friendships to think of the consequences before falling for someone off limits.
That's what he thought, at least. He's not sure where all the logic has fled since he met you. You are a type of off limits that shouldn't have even been entertained for a second. An ex-girlfriend of one of his friends would have already been toeing the line, but a younger sister was running across it with reckless abandon.
Unfortunately, it's rather impossible to backtrack once one crosses that line.
He still doesn't know how to tell Brian that he caught feelings for his little sister almost two years ago, or that he's been not-so-subtly flirting with you for nearly eight months, or that you've been secretly dating for three.
As time goes on, Mackiah knows he's only making the moment he finally comes clean harder on himself. Anyone would be pissed to find out their best friend started secretly dating their sister without even a mention of it beforehand. No consent, and certainly no blood oath. Not even a word or warning about it.
Hiding it for months on end was the equivalent of squeezing lemon juice on an open wound; a rather brutal slap in the face that says not only do I not care if this tears apart our friendship, but I'm also too guilty to tell you before it starts.
Mackiah is royally screwed, and he knows it. But none of the possible consequences can even cross his mind when he looks at you, even from across the room. It's silly, stupid, and slightly fucked up, but Mackiah is willing to risk it all for you. Even the four year long friendship that he's had with Brian. It could all go down the drain for this chance.
Maybe he'll live to regret it, or maybe he'll look back on this moment fifteen years from now and crack jokes about his nerves. He's prepared for either option, but he certainly hopes its the latter, because Brian has been nothing but a good friend since the start.
Maybe if you weren't so pretty, or kind, or had such a nice laugh that Mackiah quickly got addicted to, he would be able to save himself from the confrontation. Maybe if your eyelashes weren't so captivating, or your lips so inviting. Maybe if you weren't so easy to talk to or if you didn't have so many common interests. Maybe if your humour wasn't the exact same as his.
No. Mackiah can't blame any of this on you—perfect as you are. It's his fault, and he'll take responsibility. He was the one who flirted with you first, who spent months making eye contact from across rooms and finding excuses to talk to you that didn't sound too desperate. And he's the one who had ample time to reconsider the possible outcomes and turn back while there was still time.
But he didn't. And he can't now, either. Breaking your heart is a million times worse than the thought of a betrayed Brian. He's promised you that he'll make this work. There's no backing out now.
"I wish I had told him at New Year's. I could've used your parents as a distraction, and he would've been forced to act normal about it for at least a few hours over dinner. The wrath of his emotions would have had time to cool down," Mackiah mourns the lost opportunity, threading his fingers through his hair and tugging on the ends slightly.
He's drawn you aside to the hallway, obscured from the view of those in the living room. You agreed last week that today would be his best bet to spill the news to your brother finally. Now is your last chance for a small pep talk before the showdown. Of course, you still think he's making a bigger deal out of this than necessary.
You cross your arms. "You're overthinking this. There won't be any wrath of emotions."
"You don't know that! It's bro code. It's like the foundation of life itself!" he insists.
"What's the worst that could happen when you tell him?"
"He could beat me to a pulp?"
You crack a smile. "He can barely throw a punch, come on. I spent my entire childhood bullying him. If he really fights you, I'll kiss all your bruises better."
"Sounds like a pretty good deal, actually," Mackiah glances around the corner, checking to see whether Brian is still engrossed in conversation with Kamden. Despite the relaxed atmosphere of the hangout and the promise of magical healing kisses, Kiah is still jittery with nerves.
"Hey, stupid," you whisper, hands sliding to cup his cheeks and turn his face down to yours. "You better just get it over with. Then we won't have to hide us anymore."
Mackiah's eyes soften, palms covering your hands in their warmth as he nods his agreement. He'll own up to his faults, do whatever he needs to make it up to Brian, and then look to the brighter future. No longer holding a secret as explosive as this will be a massive burden off both your shoulders.
"Alright. I can do it. We can do it."
He smiles, a little uneasy still, but you thumb over his skin until his gaze relaxes. He leans down, lips brushing over yours in an action that has become familiar in the last three months. When the taste of your lips is fresh on his tongue, he can pretend there never even was a bro code to break. You're worth it, no matter the consequences.
"Mackiah, either I'm hallucinating, or you just kissed my sister?"
