Sorry if this has already been answered before (I'm still pretty new to the fandom 😅), but I've been rewatching season 1 and noticed something I'd completely missed the first time around: Claudia throwing a notebook out of the car in 1x07.
Since I haven't read the books, I had no idea until I read yours and Virginia's blog that there might have been a lot more to Murder Night than what we actually saw on the show. So now I'm curious: was that notebook the missing diary–the one where she writes about her anger toward Louis and the whole circumstances before and surrounding murder night? Or was it something else?
Before I started watching the show a couple of months ago, I knew almost nothing about the VC universe. I'd only seen the 1994 movie when I was about 12, and my memories of it were pretty fuzzy. I picked up the show because I'd heard so many good things about it, and by the end of the first episode I was HOOKED.
One of the things I love most about IWTV is that, unlike a lot of vampire stories, the romance is only one part of a much bigger narrative. I feel like at it’s core, it's about belonging, loneliness, grief, memory, and the sheer existential weight of immortality. The show–and I imagine Anne Rice's writing too–somehow manages to make us mortals empathize with experiences that are fundamentally inhuman.
Reading some of your asks, I sometimes find it a little disappointing that some people seem interested only in "are Louis and Lestat gonna fuck?" (and that's coming from someone who absolutely wants them together in the end.) But I suppose that's also a testament to how rich the show is: it’s a symphony. It has so many layers, and people will engage with it as deeply–or as superficially–as they choose.
One last thing before I stop rambling: I honestly think the show gets even better on rewatch. I was actually a little reluctant to revisit the first two seasons after starting season 3 because I love season 3 Lestat so much (and Sam's performance is just... chef's kiss). I was afraid I wouldn't enjoy the earlier seasons as much once I knew we hadn't really been seeing the “real” Lestat. But the opposite happened. There were so many moments where I caught myself thinking, no, that's not how Lestat would react, or he wouldn't have said that quite like that or with that expression, or even, this feels more like something Louis would attribute to Lestat rather than something Lestat would genuinely say. And sometimes I would see glimpses of the real Lestat and that was pleasurable in itself. And more than anything, watching the first two seasons again after season 3 made me realize just how much deeper these characters are than the versions Louis initially presents to us. Instead of seeing them as the somewhat flattened versions created by his retelling (even that of himself), I could finally see them as fully realized, complicated, contradictory people.
Anyway, sorry this ask somehow turned into a love letter to the show. 😅 And thank you for always taking the time to answer everyone's questions, even those from IWTV newbies like me. I'm really glad I ended up on Tumblr rather than Twitter.
Oh never apologize for love letters!!! This show deserves ALL the love!! Glad to have you "here", and I hope you will enjoy yourself "here" and this show for a long time!! *hugs*
And yes, this how absolutely gets better and better on rewatches, I also do that regularly. Find the little things, and there are ALWAYS little things, and the more reveals we get the more the rewatches change, and it feels different every time.
As for murder night - the words in Claudia's diary do not match what we saw - I'm quite sure we will get more context about that at some point.
But - and I'm sorry!! because it is a good catch 😅 - that is not a diary she throws out there.
It's the tickets Lestat had bought for them all.
She throws them out, because they are not going to South America.
Claudia's anger and details about murder night were likely in the removed pages of the diary.
Which were not torn out (like Louis did tear those out detailing Claudia's rape), but cut out with a ruler - by Armand.
So far, only the former have "shown up again". But... these other pages have to be somewhere still, too, imho.
And I bet they will carry a punch - eventually.
And given what we will still see this season?