#nb things

[mxnox]

My clinic switched what kind of needles I have to use for my Test without telling me. So I get home and they’re incredibly short and I’ll have to do subq instead of intramuscular. 🙄 I have not done subq before and I’m already anxious about giving myself shots. And im too autistic to be chill about this change. But I’m talking to medical professionals to get over it and help me with it.

I haven’t given myself my shot today yet so I can talk to a pharmacist later when I’m picking up other meds and I’m constantly having to remind myself that it’s fine I haven’t taken it yet. That and that i also still need to take it because I’m so used to taking it first thing in the morning.

I hate changes to my medical situation so much. I have a very hard time coping.

[counting-stars-gayly]

Me: Life sucks. The world is on fire.

Anyone: *calls me handsome*

Me:

[theperksofbeingahugefuckingcunt]

Doing literally anything in the American southeast like

[brightside-brigade]

My nonbinary moods!

-any pronouns!! I'm the Duke of queens!! Hell ye!

-no. I am THEY. The one told of in ANCIENT LEGEND

-no Gender. No pronouns. Do not refer to me.

-your gender. h̸̪̉a̴̲͉̯̽̈́̅̅n̶̨̝͉̬̱̋͋̂̆͊͘d̴̰̓̀̔̐̉̌ ̴̺̙͈̊̇̊̿͑̋ḯ̵̟͖̄͌̀ţ̵̢̤̫̱̦̒̂́ ̵̤̙̰̘̩̈o̴͚̒̓̍̈́͝v̶̧͇͕̪̙̂̄͂̐͛͠͠e̸̦̝̭͙̳̼̭̾͝r̶̟̰̙̦̤͍̮̓̿͛̚̚

[degenderates]

i was thinking about the way some cishet women think about two men getting together because that’s “so hot” (and hence slash shipping them)...thinking about the way some cishet women will genderbend the character they think is the “bottom” to be a cis woman...i guess so they can relate more??

meanwhile i’m like,,, y’all didn’t subconsciously insert yourself into a character? y’all didn’t relate to the characters as they are? y’all didn’t see a character, go, oh WOW that’s like me, and project onto them?? y’all didn’t want to look like them, be like them, act like them--

or maybe i’m just transmasculine.

edit: what the fuck am i trying to say in this post? im genuinely confused with myself. idk write what you want, gender and sexuality be damned. you go, fanfic writers<3

[bravebattalion]

Data and Dax supremacy bc their relationship with gender is very Relatable

[darthlivion]

tfw you flip flop gender between man and no gender, and someone calls you woman (just venting beneath the cut and it wasn’t like, BAD, so y’all can ignore this)

mmm, got hit with that ‘no gender today please, thank you’ mood like, way hard today. And my sister got hurt, so she was like ‘can you go to walmart and get pringles for me’ so I did, and someone called me ‘miss’. Like. At least calling me sir would’ve been better, seeing as that’s the other pronouns I use, but nah it was miss.

Like, dude wasn’t bein’ rude or shit, I was just in walmart and the old man was like “aw you can go ahead of me miss, I’m too slow, just go ahead” so like, yeah I let it go but like.

ugh. thank you but ugh.

I want my hair top (I have an undercut) long for enby days but god DAMN I remember why I had it short before.

[direquail]

please let trans and non-binary people decide which representations of them (or interpretations of a character) are empowering or affirming, and (if you are trans or non-binary yourself) respect it when another trans or non-binary person finds affirmation with something different than you.