Summary: Buck manages to clear the freeway. Not all cars manage to stop in time.
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“Stop!” Buck yells, stepping into traffic and gesticulating at the cars coming his way. “Stop!” Lights are racing towards him, blinding him. There’s angry honking and the high-pitched screeching of braking cars. Buck isn't scared. He's too busy to be afraid. Adrenaline is rushing through his body and he only has one clear thought: clearing this freeway. Giving Athena a chance to land this stupid plane and survive it.
The cars stop when the drivers see the red flares he’s waving. When they catch sight of his uniform and realise he’s a firefighter. The cars stop. But one doesn’t stop fast enough.
Buck barely feels the pain of the impact. Because he’s too focused on the faint roaring that gets louder and louder. The plane … It’s coming. And he did it. He managed to make the traffic stop. He did good. Right?
The braking car hits him in his midsection and Buck is thrown backwards, hitting the back of his head on the pavement. The world blurs at the edges and black spots start to dance in front of him. Buck gasps for air, blinking rapidly. Lights appear above him … Is that the plane already? Or stars? His head hurts. Buck wants to reach for it, but he can’t move. He can only groan and grimace as the pain floods him. God. Feels like his skull is cracking open. He can probably wear matching bandages with Gerrard now ... Ugh. Buck feels increasingly sick.
A car door opens. “Oh God!” A woman calls out, bending over him. “I’m so sorry! Are you okay?”
The roaring is deafening now. And with an angry wooshing noise, the plane flies right over them. The woman screams and ducks, her hands on her ears. Buck just stares up, transfixed. He sees … two planes. Blurry shapes move into each other, mingling into something impossible. Buck blinks the tears out of his eyes. But the plane is already gone. Already about to land. The flares are lying close to Buck’s body, the red fire slowly fading. There’s so much noise … Buck just hopes Athena will be okay. Hopes Bobby gets to hold her again. He really misses Tommy right now …
Smoke. Buck can smell smoke from somewhere. He probably should get up and help. But he can’t. He’s too tired.
Buck sighs and closes his eyes.
Sorry, Bobby ... You have to handle the rest without me.
*
He sees Tommy’s face double too. It’s really annoying.
“Don’t move,” Tommy tells him in a shaky voice. “You have a severe concussion. And some internal bleeding. That car hit you pretty hard.”
Yeah. Felt like it. Buck swallows. His throat is really dry. Tommy seems to notice his discomfort. He pours a cup of water and helps Buck drink it. “Athena,” Buck breathes after. “Plane …”
“She’s okay. Everyone who was on that plane is alive. Jesus, Evan.” Tommy takes Buck’s hand and squeezes it. “I can’t believe you just ran into traffic like this. I … I saw the footage. I saw that car hitting you. I was scared. We all were.”
“Had to,” Buck whispers. “Had to do it. Had to clear the freeway. For the plane.”
“I know,” Tommy says, lifting Buck’s hand to put a gentle kiss on the back of it. “I know you had to. My hero. Look at you. Having such an insane shift on my one day off. It’s kind of unfair.”
Buck smiles. “You … you can be a hero next time again. It was my turn.”
Tommy chuckles. “Okay. I’ll accept that. But Evan … Please. You have to be more careful. I … I don’t know how to handle the fear of losing you.”
“I feel the same about you,” Buck says quietly. “Always. We could … could lose each other every day. That’s why I don’t want to miss any moment I can spend with you.”
Tommy makes a quiet noise in the back of his throat. Sounds like a combination of a laugh and a sob. “Well it’s a good thing you are going to need someone who takes care of you until you recover then,” he says, squeezing Buck’s hand again.
“Hmmm. I can sense the best recovery I’ve ever had coming up,” Buck says, blinking and wishing he could stop having double vision. “But you are having four eyes right now and it’s creeping me out.”
“Yeah, that’s a byproduct of the concussion,” Tommy says, mildly amused. “So you don’t want me to kiss you with my four lips?”
Buck smiles and tilts his head up, so ready to be kissed. “I didn’t say that.”
Good Dog Part One - The Only Offer You'll Get | BBU/BBU adjacent
Whumptober Day One - Race Against time / Day Eleven - Alt: Regret
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tws: foster system, future pet whump, future conditioning, dehumanisation (in a very small scale - number used instead of name), drugging
The date was the 18th of April. I had until the 2nd of May to find a job and a place to live.
It wasn't looking good.
I slouched in front of the tv, my cola in one hand and the remote in the other, annoyed.
That's one more for the fail list, I thought, feeling some of the dregs of hope left inside me drifting away. I considered tossing the remote at the tv, but decided against it with a sigh. It wasn't the tv's fault that no one would hire me, but it would definitely have made me feel better.
Fifteen rejection emails in the span of two days. Of the jobs I haven't heard from yet, many are outright ignoring me, their website proudly announcing that they've filled the gap without so much as a text to my phone.
It was typical, really. One alleged attempted murder five years ago - the charges of which were dropped, by the way - and no one even considers me.
A father in prison, a mother killed by a gang, ten years in the system and only about eight full years of formal education probably didn't look fabulous either.
But still! They could have at least given me the benefit of the doubt! Even just invited me to an interview to see that I wasn't a total raging lunatic.
But no, they took one look at my record and dismissed me out of hand.
The minivan came to a halt outside the house, heralding the return of the other kids from school. I groaned and switched off the tv to flip my laptop open again before Sarah could see I'd given up the hunt.
I was scrolling through a job site by the time the front door opened and the kids started pouring in.
There were five of us living here currently, though Sarah and Mike already had another kid lined up to replace me when I aged out in two weeks. Two of the other kids - a pair of boys - were still in primary, while the other two - a boy and a girl - were in high school.
"We're back!" Sarah called as she stepped through the door. "Alexa?" She stuck her head into the living room. "Still nothing?"
"No dice," I said, in an unbothered tone that normally wouldn't have fooled her for a second, but she was still too busy with the other kids to give me that kind of attention.
I reckoned she'd already written me off in her head.
Her only response was a distracted, "I'm sure something will come up," before she disappeared again to arrange snacks for the younger kids to last them until dinner.
Sam, the older boy, wanders in. "Are you still job hunting?" he asked, incredulous. I'd started on today's hunt before he'd even left for school.
"Surprisingly enough, there is still no one willing to take a chance on the crazy girl."
"Have you tried Tesco's?"
"I've tried McDonald's, Sam. Of course I've tried Tesco's."
He was silent for a second, watching my listless scrolling. I wasn't taking in any of the information on the page anymore. Finally, he announced, "The school's doing a careers fayre tomorrow, you should check there."
"Maybe." I didn't want to admit that I was this close to giving up entirely and committing to a life on the streets. Besides, I went to the school's careers fayres before I dropped out as soon as I turned sixteen. It was just full of people looking to get a day away from their mind-numbing jobs to convince kids to study the right degree so they could go into the same mind-numbing jobs. Considering I never even finished my GCSE's, I wasn't going to get into any uni's any time soon, so that was worthless to me.
But then again, it couldn't hurt to go, could it? If nothing else, it would be a break from doom-scrolling for a future, and there would be free food and stationary there. The words "free food" were usually all you needed to convince me to do something.
"Yeah, maybe I will go," I said, more to myself than to Sam.
"Cool," Sam said, then disappeared off to the kitchen to profit off of Sarah's snacks for the other boys.
I snapped my laptop shut again to join in on what promised to be a fun half an hour of using the same tricks over and over to distract the boys so I could steal crisps and grapes off their plates.
*
The next morning, I hitched a ride in the minibus from hell with the other kids. It's remarkable how loud a pair of primary-aged boys could be at eight o'clock in the morning.
The fayre was a whole day thing, so I didn't need to wait around for half the day beforehand. Finally, something going my way. It was set up on the massive sports field that could be and had been used for two simultaneous games of football side-by-side. Almost every inch of the grass was covered by a job stall or a food cart or a mobile cafe or one of many student-run information desks.
Most of the day... sucked. I approached every stall I thought I had a chance at and asked if they'd be willing to consider hiring me. After a brief back and forth, I eventually left each one with anything from a polite decline and well wishes, to outright laughter at my sheer nerve for wanting to survive.
Every stall I passed, whether I stopped to chat or not, I tucked a star-shaped highlighter or a clicky pen or a water bottle into the bag I brought, the bag that started out empty this morning. I would need anything I could get if I ended up on the streets.
The only truly good thing about the day was lunch - the food carts dotted among the stalls were expensive, of course, but Mike was a massive pushover; it was no effort to convince him to give me more than enough money. I paid for a large slice of pizza at one cart, and a mocha at a mobile cafe to soothe my sweet tooth. I then had enough cash left to buy a plate of chips to flick at the stalls that had rejected me, coaxing the seagulls and pigeons swooping around hopefully to divebomb them.
In my defense, that was funny. The birds are mostly harmless, they're just hungry. Hungry animals will do things they normally wouldn't for any scrap of food, thing they wouldn't have dreamed of before.
Finally, midway through the afternoon, I spotted a WRU stall. Curious, I moved closer.
The stall was decorated with pictures of men and women of all ages, shapes, sizes and colours, with collars around their necks and strained smiles on their faces. Pets. But in each photo, the pets weren't the focus of the scene. No, the spotlight went to the people standing beside them, of equal variety, but with far smarter, cleaner, wholer clothes and lacking the collars.
"Those are the handlers," the man behind the stall said, following my gaze. "They're the ones that train our pets."
I glanced at him, then took in the pamphlets on the table. They advertised every job the WRU offered: handlers, processing offers, recruiters, execs, medics, admins, secretaries.
I looked back up at the guy, "What qualifications would I need?"
"Well, that depends on the type of pets you'd be training. Much of your own training will be provided by WRU, but to have a greater chance of being hired, at least a bachelor's in psychology is preferable." He looked me up and down, before saying pointedly, "You also need to be able to manhandle a variety of pets, many of which may well be larger than you."
I took offense to that. I had the sort of build that some people would describe as "willowy". I usually preferred to go for "gangly", or even "wiry" if I was feeling particularly flattering. I was tall and skinny, with long blonde hair and the sort of blessed, unblemishable skin to match. Combined with my complete lack of any sort of helpful schooling, I could easily have been a textbook bimbo, except for my tendency to lash out, as I did now.
"What exactly makes you think you have the right to say that? You're so disgusting, trying to put me into a box like that. Just cause I'm pretty, doesn't mean I'm weak, you know. In fact, I bet I could take you right here and now!"
"That won't be necessary," he replied cooly. "Are you going to ask about another role or are you going to move on?"
Most people at least got slightly miffed by my dramatic explosions at the tiniest things, so this complete non-reaction blew the wind out of my sails, deflating me entirely.
I hated this guy.
Seething, I asked, "Do you have any roles that require no qualifications?" I was only half-joking.
The man raised an eyebrow. "Desperate, are you?"
"You have no idea."
He reached under the table and pulled out a new pamphlet, one that wasn't on the table, and held it out to me.
The header read, "Remove responsibility today! Become a pet and let someone else take the reins!"
I looked back up at him, disbelieving. "Really? Is this the best you have to offer? Becoming a pet?"
"Without qualifications, that's the only offer you're likely to get."
I bit my lip, hating that I was considering it, hating that I was that desperate. Surely I wouldn't actually go for it. Right? "And if I were to apply, what would be the chances of me getting the role?"
"Guaranteed."
"Right."
"WRU will provide full training, full room and board, as well as finding you employment once your training is complete."
"What, for free?" I found that incredibly hard to believe.
"Completely for free," the man told me. "You won't have to spend a penny."
"I'll just have to give up my freedom, is that it?"
"You're giving up responsibility," he corrected. "Even once your training is over, you'll still be provided with every essential you may need, and many prospectives have been known to give their pets gifts and amenities they merely want, but could get by without. Once you sign up, you'll never once again to worry about where your next meal is going to come from, or whether you'll have clean clothes to wear or not, or if you can afford medicine when you get sick. It'll all be taken care of."
Man, he did a really good job of making it sound appealing. I almost forgot that signing up would mean becoming little more or less than an animal.
But was that really worse than living on the streets? Was being a stray animal better than one with a home?
"What sort of training?" I asked, more to stall for time for my mind to come to a conclusion than anything else.
The man was starting to look even more bored than before. "That will depend on your designation. You'll be assessed when you arrive at our facility to determine what you'd be best suited for. WRU prides itself at placing all our pets in precisely the position where they're guaranteed to flourish the most."
I hesitated, trying to come up with another question, but he went on before I could.
"What's your name?"
"Alexa Nock."
"How old are you, Alexa Nock?"
"Seventeen years and fifty weeks."
He nodded. "So you'll be eighteen in two weeks."
"Wow, you're a regular mathmetician."
"That is a small enough difference that I'm sure the higher ups won't have any problem with it. If you would like to send a message to your loved ones, now's your chance. I'm leaving for the local facility in an hour so I can drop you off while I'm going anyway."
"I never said I wanted to accept!" I protested, incredulous.
"But you do want to. I can tell. You're desperate, and you know this is your only chance. I'd suggest you take it."
My hands clenched into fists, then released. Clenched, and released. Finally, with a growl, I pulled out my phone and texted Sarah.
"No need to collect me."
I didn't give any more explanation, and she probably wouldn't ask for it.
"Smart choice," the man said. "Come around here." He gestured to his side of the stall.
I frowned. "Why?"
"Just come here," he snapped, annoyed.
I crossed my arms. "Maybe if you ask nicely."
He looked at me like he wanted nothing more than to break my nose. The feeling was completely mutual.
"You want to survive this job? Here's a tip: when someone tells you to do something, you do it. No questions asked. Now come over here and I won't mention this to your handler when we get to the facility."
"Fine, whatever." I rolled my eyes and rounded the stall so I was standing right in front of him.
He moved faster than I would have imagined possible, grabbing one side of my neck and shoving something into the other side. Something small and sharp. A syringe.
Immediately, the world starting dimming, and my body got heavy.
"What did you... do...." I barely had time to get the weak question out before everything went dark.
*
Time seemed to move differently, after that. Like it wasn't real. Or like it was too real. Stopping and starting, moving faster and slower. Sometimes, the world was dark and silent. Sometimes it was loud and bright. I barely remembered anything in this fake-time.
I remembered someone asking my questions. I remembered being slapped and poked and dragged around. I remembered being curled up tighter than I should be able to. I remembered being so, so cramped.
I remembered a number.
601482.
*
The only time I remembered fully in the drugged up state was when I woke up before the final injection was given.
I was sat on a chair, chained to a table, a piece of paper covered in writing and a pen in front of me.
"Sign here," a voice said, and a finger pointed at a line on the paper.
"Wha' ish i'?" I slurred, not fully awake enough to properly control my mouth.
"Your contract. Sign."
So, not aware enough to fight, I signed. My signature was sloppy, and far bigger than I normally would have done it, and barely recognisable as mine, but it was there.
"And how do you feel?" the voice asked.
I mumbled some nonsense syllables, unable to come up with anything more concrete.
"I need an answer, 601482. How do you feel?"
I tried to focus on my body, which seemed so far away, but it was impossible to focus long enough to find any sure feeling. I could identify pain, though. I couldn't find where it was coming from, but I knew it was there.
So I answered, "Ow."
"Good enough."
Another sharp prick in my neck, and time stopped once again.
*
When I finally woke up fully, I was in a very small, completely bare room. There was no bed, no desk or chair or anything. The only things breaking up the stone walls and floor and ceiling were a metal door and a wooden bucket.
I was wearing clothes that were not my own: a short-sleeved white button-up and a pair of black shorts. Not shoes, not even underwear, I realised with horror.
But worst of all was the collar around my neck, thick and heavy. I reached up a hand to touch it, my horror growing. There was not even enough space between the collar and my neck for my pinky finger, and it was wrapped in wires.
A shock collar.
My whole body ached. A brief inspection revealed bruises all over my limbs, and I found a small plaster under the collar, probably covering the spot the drug went into each time.
For the first time I could remember, I truly regretted my decision.
I should have just waited out the week - anything would have been better than this, even living on the streets.
Now, all that was left to do was see what happened next.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Penumbra Podcast
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Peter Nureyev/Juno Steel
Characters: Peter Nureyev, Juno Steel
Additional Tags: Emotional Hurt, Emotional Whump, Cleaning, Leaving Home, Season/Series 03
Series: Part 11 of FemSanzo291's Whumptober 2024
Summary:
"First rule of thieving: Leave no trace behind. You have to make it look like you never existed.” Peter Nureyev had lived by that rule for most of his life.
This was the first time it hurt to have to do so.
AKA: Nureyev cleaning up his room to leave the Carte Blanche at the end of season 3.
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In chapter 154, when awakened Teresa is doing the different claymore moves each warrior is known for. We see an unknown move. Each warrior recognizes their own technique, here we see Warrior No. 11, Red Wall Violet react to a move.
This may be the Red Wall technique. The sword is raised high, and swooped down in a single strike, cutting the opponent vertically multiple times from a distance.
Violet is a defensive warrior. Other defensive warriors are Galatea and Audrey. Galatea doesn’t have a unique sword move, but is known for her yoki sensing abilities, yoki-redirection and later, soul link. Audrey has the gentle sword technique.
Summary: Malcolm takes a bullet for Dani, he refuses to go to the hospital so Gil stitches him up.
The gun traced Malcolm's every movement. His heart was beating faster than a normal person should, but he was quite used to his face-paced heart that came with living in fear.
Malcolm wasn't scared for himself, if he was shot now, the world might just be better off. It was the gun that was also pointed at the team that was terrifying him straight to his bones.
Malcolm should've seen it sooner, he caught the slightest movement of the gunman's hand, the flicker of his eyes, and he knew that the gun was going to go off. It was up to him to decide who took the hit.
Throwing himself in front of Dani he did all he could to take the full force of the bullet. The shot rang through his ears, the high pitch whine refusing too leave him be.
He collapsed into his wound, falling forward with momentum.
“Oh my God,” Dani breathed
Gil was immediately at his side, “Bright? You okay?”
His eyes were in and out of focus, he felt as if he would float away if he wasn't tethered down. Gil put a hand on his shoulder grounding him.
“I'm fine. I'm fine,” he repeated as if he said enough it would be true.
“Bright you've been hit,” Gil stated, looking him over.
“No, I, I’m fine, is everyone? Is everyone okay?”
“Yeah, calm down, everyone's fine. JT is pursuing the shooter. Come on, let's get you to a hospital,” Dani said trying to help him up.
“No!” He barked, ripping himself away avoiding her touch. He looked at her hurt expression, “I'm sorry,” he started again, softer, “but no. I can't go too the hospital. I won't go.”
He controlled his breathing. If he acted like he was fine, then he would be. Right?
Gil put his hand in front of Malcolm's face, offering to help him up. He took it after a moment's hesitation, Gil supported his weight as he stood.
“Okay. No hospitals. But that doesn't mean we're not taking care of you.” Gil said giving in.
Malcolm smiled in relief, the anxiety of the hospital could leave his mind.
“Thanks,”
“Well, don't thank me yet.” Gil huffed. “You got a first aid kit-right?”
Dani nodded, “It’s in the trunk, follow me.”
At the car Malcolm was sat down in the front seat, Gil stationed in the open car door, observing his wound.
“Looks like it went all the way through, that's good. Means I don't have to dig for the bullet.” he joked.
“Good,” Malcolm winced as Gil removed his outer jacket to get a better look at his shoulder.
“You're gonna need stitches. Are you sure you don't want to go in? It's gonna hurt like hell if I do them.” Gil warned
“Yes. Just, please.”
“Okay, okay, if that's what you want.”
He took a scissors and cut away his bloody shirt to give him room to clean it.
Dani hovered anxiously behind him, worried out of her mind. If Bright hadn't stepped into the way, she could've been dead.
Malcolm's chest rose and fell as his breathing became more rapid as his shoulder screamed if pain.
“Okay. All done cleaning. Now I gotta do some stitches,”
A thin smile spread across Malcolm's face as he nodded.
He closed his eyes and bit his lip to try to distract from the pain of the needle.
But why should he distract himself? He deserved it, didn't he?
“All done.”
Gil’s voice broke through his own demons bringing him back to reality.
“Rest up Bright. Try to get some sleep, I know it's hard, but try. And lay off the arm a bit ok? No fast pitches just yet.”
“Yes Coach,” Malcolm replied with a laugh.
As Gil took a step back, Dani approached him.
“Hey. Thanks for that back there. You really saved my life.”
“Oh, it was nothing,” Malcolm deflected.
“No, it was really brave.”
If only she knew.
“Here let me drive you to your apartment,” Dani said, he tried to resist but she insisted. “It's the least I can do, seriously.”
“Thanks.”
“No problem. Just, do me a favor Bright. Next time when you push me out of the way, make sure you get out of the way too.”
Malcolm nodded, unsure if next time he would be even more reckless. He told her all he could promise, “I'll try,”
