since the title has many meanings, take it as any possible meaning you can think of - whether the feelings are mutual, what qualities they have, how your relationship could be… whatever you can think of. claim what it resonates and unclaim what it doesn't. also, this post is gender-neutral^^
pile 1 9 of wands, the sun rx, the hermit, justice, 7 of pentacles rx
oh, god, pile #1. whoever that is, they're just so passive.. i even doubt they'd even realise if they have feelings for you! .. or have had.
they seem to be closed off. are they intovert? possibly. are they lone wolf? possibly. their personality seems to be extremely mysterious. at one point he might act in one way while in another they'll just be too different. you might wonder who tf they really are. you might think what they love to do, or what they like to eat.. these mundane but important things. (or that was how you were at the time you were in love with them)
pile 2 queen of swords, 9 of wands, 7 of wands rx, page of cups rx, the tower rx
well, another questionable choice, pile #2. out of everyone, why them? don't get me wrong, i'm seeing they're nice but they are clearly not ready for a relationship at all.
therefore, it doesn't seem to matter if they feel anything for you (or have felt). they have a lot of issues in their everyday life outside of school/uni/work/wtv else you know/see each other that it makes harder for them to be in love with anyone at all. it's not your fault, it's just their circumstances. (or.. what it was with them when you had feelings)
pile 3 queen of wands rx, queen of pentacles rx, queen of swords, queen of cups, 10 of pentacles
holy shit, all queens in one, pile #3. they're so into you but are also so toxic. they're so loving but also so talkative when something's wrong.... it's like the best and the worst of the both worlds at the same time! they'd love to spoil the heck out of you and also so persistent to spoil you when you don't want to. would they be understanding.. hm, unsure. they might try to but could also ignore you and do whatever they want to.
but overall, you might quarrel all the time .. and kiss each other 5 minutes later. like you two might be karmic or fake twin flames.
oh, god... all of them with this intense energy... ~Li
PAC: WHAT WILL YOU BE IN-DEPTH ON THIS SUMMER?𓆉°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
note: the piles are from left to right
this is something i haven't tried, so i hope it will turn out to be a good post in the end. you can claim whatever resonates with you in the pile if you choose .. and if you choose more than 1, it's totally fine. claim whatever resonates with you and unclaim what it doesn't. hope you'll enjoy! Li
pile 1: beach strength, 6 of pentacles, the magician, 2 of cups, 9 of wands
this summer might be one of the best ones you'll ever have, pile #1. i see lots of fun, however that doesn't mean you won't end up with valuable lessons. they could be related to your love life. you could either experience a rejection or break up. but that shouldn't break you, pile #1! you won't be alone and will move on from this very quickly. if this turns out to be about something else, don't rush into doing something everyone else have done just because you're too late or you don't want to be left behind. sometimes self-respect is needed in a way we wouldn't even realise.
pile 2: canoe 7 of swords rx, queen of pentacles, the devil rx, 10 of pentacles, 10 of wands rx
for those of you who chose pile #2, this summer is extremely important for you because you are about to make an extremely important decision. it could be related to work, any kind of education you can think about or even a career path that you are still wondering whether to choose or take in another direction. i do not exclude the decision not being about work/career, but seeing what are the cards in the pile, it is less likely. some of you may feel extremely tired, especially if you have difficulties with your mental health in one way or another (but i do not exclude that there are also concerns for people with any kind of disability). take a breath, think about what you want to do from now on and act boldly, no matter what and how.
pile 3: festival 3 of swords rx, knight of wands, 5 of pentacles rx, page of cups, 6 of pentacles
many of you who chose pile #3 will be taking a direction that you would not have dared to act on until some time ago (for some it may be from yesterday to today, for others it may be a decision that has been considered for years), and others may be accepting specific circumstances for a certain part of your life that you previously denied were there. this summer can be full of positive events in your life - a marriage proposal/proposal for romantic relationship, meeting a soulmate/twin flame, falling in love with someone (possibly at first sight), a job offer/gig offer… good things are ahead of you, but you need to clear yourself of your blockages and worries about life and everything that weighs you down. this year there is a great chance that you will succeed with this.
PAC: WILL THERE BE A 'BANGARANGA' IN THE REST OF 2026 FOR YOU? ,; (ง 🔥 ﾛ 🔥 )ง ;,
for those who don't know, bangaranga is a jamaican slang that means a commotion, uproar, disturbance, or playful chaos. therefore, you can replace the word with one of the meanings i've found of the word. claim what resonates with you, unclaim what doesn't. so, let's start!
pile 1: alysa the hermit rx, 4 of cups, 2 of wands, 4 of swords, 6 of swords rx
hey, pile #1, are you alright? it really seems like you've been having one hard time after another lately. your 'bangaranga' is a disturbance within your mental health that has built up over the past months, maybe years, and i'm afraid it may continue for months to come, but don't forget that you are the one who can make the effort to make your 'bangaranga' stop the way it started. only you can help yourself, and you have many ways to do that (shadow work, divination, meditation, and so on), but until you want to actually try to improve your mental health, you're stuck with your 'bangaranga'.
pile 2: dara 9 of wands, 3 of pentacles, knight of pentacles, page of cups, ace of pentacles
if i have to describe what's your 'bangaranga' with you, it's commotion, pile #2. you are terribly naive to rely on other people. you will reach a point where you may even lose your identity and wonder "well, who am i?" at the end of the year. i don't rule out that this has started to happen to you, but you are prone to having an identity crisis in the upcoming months, pile #2, and it is not good to depend on other people. because of this, your 'bangaranga' is that sometimes growing up means abandoning everything familiar.
pile 3: charli ace of swords rx, page of pentacles, the chariot, 5 of pentacles, king of swords, 7 of pentacles
what a surprise, pile #3, your 'bangaranga' is all in one! what did you do? you have very big ambitions, which i can even see you have already started or will start by the end of the year, but.. your friends seem to be dying of envy and malice. whatever you have in mind, they will envy you terribly, to try to break you. you are combative, stubborn and alert enough to know what to do - cut them off, find yourself a better environment and know your worth.
well, that's it, i hope you enjoyed the pac post ~ Li
topic warning in order for the post to be suitable for everyone, i have expressed myself with the necessary words that do not fall into any of the topic warnings. vengefulness is something that in most cases is not good to show in a person.
here you can see how much you are inclined to take revenge on anyone at all. claim what resonates with you and unclaim what it doesn't. the piles are from left to right. if you have chosen the picture that grabs you the most, let's get started!
pile 1 7 of cups rx, king of cups rx, 8 of pentacles
so, pile #1, you're surely persistent when it comes to giving people's karma back to themselves. you know where the weak spots are and are using them to your benefit. you're spilling the truth extremely raw and don't care what they might think about you afterwards. you'd go to the point to say their book of insecurities in front of their whole friends/community. you'd be sharp for saying it, but you won't phisycally fight with them because this isn't your way of revenge. the way you can be vindictive is through talking because it's one of your strongest suits of you.
pile 2 page of wands, the hermit, 8 of cups, the world, 2 of wands
i see you don't love confrontations, pile #2. you'd rather call them, say i know what you did and ghost them afterwards. you don't want to get revenge, you'd rather heal from such betrayals so that your life could get better on its own. you'd rather return like nothing have happened and make them regret what they've done. you think your own actions to yourself show more than taking some sort of revenge.
pile 3 page of wands, 2 of cups rx, 3 of wands
you surely love to say "no", pile #3. you're so independent that you know when someone is trying to steal from your energy. many people are usually jelaous of you (or are envious) and you have no choice but to be used on it. you're taken and they cheat on you? you not only just break up with them, but on the next day you're dating someone different. you caught them cheating on your coach? you'll make sure they'll caught you doing the same on their coach. your secrets are revealed? you'll leak their secrets too. you're getting blackmailed? you'll become a hacker (or find an one) and blackmail them in a way they haven't thought is even possible. this is how vindictive you are.
how manon's feeling 2 of swords rx, the high priestess, 9 of swords rx, 8 of wands, king of cups, 10 of cups, 3 of cups
manon is extremely happy to be back home (switzerland?) with her family. her decision to do so was relatively impulsive, but she doesn't regret it, because she clearly needed it. the energy here is extremely warm and seems to scream "i'm home, i want nothing more than to be among everything i love most". this shows that sometimes you need your family the most (which for every person doesn't necessarily have to be parents, relatives and guardians; sometimes it can be friends, strangers, even the vibe of certain cities/countrysides can be a person's home) after something you thought was a dream come true.
backstage check temperance, the moon, 2 of pentacles, 8 of cups, page of pentacles, the lovers, 8 of wands, 10 of wands | tree, key, mountain, fox, house
the things are already very obvious, as manon has terminated her contracts with hybe/geffen in all possible directions and has not even wanted to sign a solo one with them, which unlike last time, is important to note.
the initial intentions of both companies were to say that "manon left katseye due to differences between her and the rest of the group" and to throw the heeseung/evan card that manon agreed to a solo contract, but manon was firm and did not give them this opportunity, since she already wanted something completely different (and most likely reoriented her second job to become her first!) and left them without positions. also, i see a failed attempt by hybe/geffen to put manon in a dead end, and it is because a third person intervened in her favor, who is not in music circles at all (i have a suspicion who i see, but i'm limiting myself because of the part where i said last june that she has signed an nda).
unfortunately, the combination of the fox and the house in the lenormand spread may indicate xen0ph0b1@, which is most likely on hybe's side. both the tarot spread and the lenormand one show the whole story.
what's next for manon king of cups, the hanged man rx, the chariot, 7 of wands, the hierophant, 9 of wands, the high priestess rx
manon will be silent for another while, but she is entering a completely different industry. unfortunately for some, i don't see her in music or even less in the show business.
she is really worried about your reaction, because her choice could make her lose you as fans. she is afraid and worried. despite her brave actions, she still thinks "what will people say about my desicion", because she sincerely believes that with the next steps she is standing up for herself and for specific beliefs that she has always stood up for and knows that she may disappoint many people.
manon is hyper-aware that her decision changes the trajectory of 1) her future, 2) the future of the specific sphere she is entering and 3) the influence of everything from here on out. she is ready for anything, but she is scared and afraid, because she knows that she will face criticism, but she is ready to fight everything known and create a new world order.
110526 | i wish i could say more but i'm limited bc of the nda.
2 of cups, the devil rx, 10 of swords rx, knight of cups, 7 of cups, knight of pentacles
i can't believe it. i'm going to become a conspiratorial tarot reader.
li sighs it's all decided by bang sihyuk, scooter braun, people from the people power's party, and people from the 1sr@3li government.
most often, people from the people power's party express dissatisfaction and sihyuk/scooter listens to them. unfortunately, i see interference from "sponsor-nim" in them, recognizable mostly in my latest readings, especially for aespa and hearts2hearts, who also commands the people power's party people in question (i had mentioned something similar in an older reading of mine in joinperch, where i had said that sihyuk is dependent on people power's party, who are actually dependent on "sponsor-nim", and in rarer cases people from the 1sr@3li government command a scooter and sihyuk depends on scooter, because those from the people power's party depend on "sponsor-nim", who seem to imitate the 1sr@3li government (like idolizing).
what i will do is ask in the case of a hiatus/departure whether it is an exception or a command of ppp/1sr@3l.
heeseung's departure from enhypen 3 of cups, the lovers rx, the hanged man rx
the situation here is complex. there was command that enhypen has to remove someone, however there weren't specifics of who at first, therefore it could've been anyone. with the time belift decided that it'd be the best if heeseung start with his solo career., so they decided that it'd be better to remove him... overall, command. i see it's from ppp.
manon's hiatus from katseye (for now) 9 of wands, 7 of cups, the fool, 10 of pentacles
Li falls on the ground command from 1sr@3l. seriously now, it looks like it because they just don't like her at all because of her ethnicity and it's not because of her civil position.
danielle's removal of newjeans 2 of swords, the sun rx, the star
command from ppp/sihyuk. it was complex to be done as sihyuk preferred to remove her while ppp preferred minji to be the removed one and i just see past bickering over that 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
youngseo's pre-debut departure from illit 6 of wands, 3 of pentacles rx, the magician
this is the only one exception where this wasn't command at all. like i've seen before, it was all for the creative purposes belift wanted to aim with illit as youngseo insisted for the rubymoon type of concept (the pre-debut idea of run big6's concept)
garam's departure from le sserafim 3 of swords, knight of pentacles, page of pentacles rx
command from ppp. the thing here is they wanted to aim for eunchae but there wasn't "proof" for eunchae to be "baaaaad person" so they had to aim for garam as there was "proof" for her to be "bad".
will something like that happen again?
4 of wands rx, the star rx, page of swords, the hierophant rx, death rx
unfortunately, yes, it seems to happen again in the future.
ace of cups, 5 of pentacles rx, page of pentacles, the sun, 8 of swords, 10 of cups, the high priestess
manon has not been mistreated at all. is it all a facade though, no. unfortunately, hybe has the intention of kicking her out like they did with danielle, who was in newjeans, and garam, who was in le sserafim.
if i can give her some advice… it's better for her to do her second job first. hybe have a habit of making all girl groups look like nothing in order to praise their boy groups, and for that manon is the victim.
ˋ°•*⁀➷ HOW EVAN (HEESEUNG) GETS ALONG WITH ENHYPEN? UPDATE
evan + jay the emperor rx
unfortunately, they've gone for the worse drastically. jay doesn't take his departure very well and he expressed his dissatisfaction about it. jay was extremely dissapointed that evan got to leave the group because of solo gigs but he was also one of the other members who begged belift to let him do solo stuff.. when i think about it, jay's behavior seems extremely hypocritical to me.
evan + jake the sun
jake has made peace with how everything turned out to be. he understands where he comes from and considering the situation between belift and him/enhypen, jake accepted it. he's also aware that this isn't fully evan's desicion and has also made peace with it (again). their bond is one of the greatest out of the 6.
evan + sunghoon page of cups rx
unfortunately, sunghoon is jelaous that he could leave enhypen and do solo gigs just like that. if he was in the same shoes, he'd actually do the same but with the difference he wouldn't fight 'that much'. if someone out of enhypen craves for solo gigs/career, it's him.. if i include heeseung in the picture, tbh, with this desparation i'm seeing, it'd be still sunghoon at this point.
evan + sunoo page of wands
their relationship between each other actually got better. they call each other mainly for what's going on and heeseung actually feels better when he's talking with sunoo. however, it happens sometimes and it's not everyday stuff, which considering their situation, makes sense. (also, this is an achievement!)
evan + jungwon king of cups
similar to jake, jungwon has also made peace with the situation. he might've been the first (or second) member that just immediately understood what was going on. he just said life goes on and moved on, sure, he was bewildered at first, but he knew that heeseung was fighting for solo gigs while being an enhypen member, so that's why he accepted it.
evan + ni-ki the high priestess rx
they never got along well (at least since i started w/ the blog) and when heeseung left enhypen, it made their dynamics worse. ni-ki was in disbelief how he could dare leave enhypen while he might've never knew that he was fighting for solo gigs for years. here i don't see just dissapointment and madness, i also seeignorance and delusion with ni-ki's behavior.
010726 | originally yt request for heeseung+sunoo's dynamics
