I probably should take a break from posting. All I feel like I do is post on here a lot, and that can't be good for me. Because now I'm just insecure when people don't notice me trying to actively share my vents, and that's gotta be just as much the fault of this account as it is the fault of me being in a very depressing slump because I turn 21 soon.
You know what the problem is, though? It's so hard to stop posting. I don't know what else to do with my time anymore if I'm not posting! That sounds dumb, but it is true. What else do I do? I do other stuff besides post already, of course. But it's harder to search for new things than it was years ago, I feel. Years ago I was better at it, but things were also different years ago online and stuff.
I don't know. I'm rambling. But it's hard to break habits, so I'm probably gonna continue making too many posts. I know it's not great, but what else am I supposed to do? I feel like I haven't had a sense of stability since I was in High School in early 2025, and that's still frustrating for me. sigh...
