today was great! i’ve recently started practicing yoga in the mornings, and i’m loving it so much. other than yoga, i make sure to do physical activity during the day, and today it was walking.
after that, i spent the afternoon planning my upcoming academic year and the rest of my plan & goals for the remainder of this summer.
🌟 i’m using an excel sheet to track my performance in each course i’m studying. basically, it helps me determine which topics i’m confident with and which topics i’m struggling with, so i know what topics to study and work on everyday (start with the weakest topic).
Doesn't mean i'm not trying to be productive; i try almost everyday and have succeeded quite a few times. But my d3pr3ss1on and anemia make me not be able to commit to a challenge like that right now.
My life has changed a lot recently, and it will change even more in a couple of months (for the better!) My bf got indo a Master's program in France and we're moving there together. I still need to write my dissertation which i'll defend around march 2027. And after this is done I'd like to spend a year working, be it a 9am-5pm. I do not have the strength to follow up with a phD.
anyways, let's go to the good things I achieved these past months:
read Dawn of the Reaping (loved it! devoured the book in a few days)
finally started diving into Freud's Psychology of the Masses
sent my project to my professor
watched many movies and went to lots of cool places!
Here a pic i took in the museum of sacred things in a church and a photo of my baby!!
Oh how I’ve missed the school library… Sometimes I worry that I’ve been missing out on the whole “university experience” by choosing the school and major that I did, but then I remember how lucky I am to live close to a good school. I can literally drive here at any time, which combined with the money saved by not dorming is pretty good too, even if it’s not exactly the typical college life I envisioned in high school.
I need to remember to be grateful for even being able to attend university more, especially considering that my parents didn’t have the same educational opportunities that I have right now. It’s just so much easier to forget education is a privilege when suffering through assignments and exams compared to now because it’s summer break 😵💫😵💫
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𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.9.2026; I have edited these logs names to include accountability & subliminal results which I already was adding in this and past logs!𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
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˚⟡˖ ࣪ I have a tulpamancy log and reality shifting log! Feel free to comment what other posts/logs you wish to see from me! I’d also give credit to you as well if you wish. ˚⟡˖ ࣪
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ⚠️Warning: ♡My thoughts constantly change so my thoughts/ideas/what I do might not be consistent or the same as the month goes on. ⚠️ 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 Ah, a lot happened(?) I got tarot and oracle cards which is pretty cool! I did about 15 readings on myself! I also started getting into witchcraft at the end of the month so that probably won’t be talked about much! I also updated the name of how I want to call these since this is kinda a bunch of other stuff into one log lmao XD
𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟏 ꨄ︎ I want to become fit and improve my mental health/memory. I want to also lucid dream and further myself back into spirituality. I want to also become toned. I also want to manifest V3 [I know I’m crazy lmao] and eventually practice reality shifting again <3 I’m also going to try to balance my elements and chakras.
☄️Daily Goals☄️
𓏲ּ𝄢 Workout/Exercise Daily (Make sure you listen to your bodies needs & so on) (Active rest days will be on Thursday and Sunday)
𓏲ּ𝄢 Meditate Daily
𓏲ּ𝄢 Play V3 Daily
𓏲ּ𝄢 Tulpa narration daily
𓏲ּ𝄢 Listen to my subliminals/affirmations daily
𓏲ּ𝄢 Say affirmations daily
𓏲ּ𝄢 Do reality checks/All day awareness for lucid dreaming
𓏲ּ𝄢 Self Care
𓏲ּ𝄢 Study
𓏲ּ𝄢 Read
𓏲ּ𝄢 Journal
⚠️Disclaimer⚠️
ᥫ᭡ My masterlist of post for this website
ᥫ᭡ My tulpa log this month [if not here yet then I didn't upload it come back later]
ᥫ᭡ I apologized if this is pretty long I hope it inspires you all. Also, if it does make sure you credit and or send it to me if you guys make anything based on this. because I'm also curious.
ᥫ᭡ You all are amazing and perfect the way you are, so please do what's best for you and what you wish to do with your own body. I am doing that for me. We also don’t accept fatphobia here so don’t feel discouraged or anything by me working out.
ᥫ᭡ I own protein powder and try to have it often which protein is important for recovery and such.
ᥫ᭡ I also already played v3 and seen the gameplay of it many times lmao (I've been obsessed with this game since 2017 that's over 8 years). I've also been in spirituality, manifesting, reality shifting, subliminals, subliminal/affirmations making, and so on since 2017 so I also have a lot of experience in that field. I've been soulbonded and connected to v3 since 2017 and tried shifting there many times since 2017.
ᥫ᭡ DNI if your against endos, tulpamancy, soulbonding, and so on; thank you! All anti endos and/or negativity will be deleted and blocked instantly. Unless you want to have a civilized & respectful discussion sending proof/links or your disagreements that's okay, insulting anyone isn't okay. It also makes you look immature. I have DID friends who are okay with tulpamancy and I have a family member part of Buddhism so I'm allowed to practice tulpamancy regardless and I'm not bothered by others practicing it. Also, DON’T friend me if you plan on asking for money I don’t have any and I WILL block you. I block freely.
ᥫ᭡ All negativity, hate, and so on will instantly be deleted and blocked.
ᥫ᭡ I'm basically my own human experiment. But I hope to inspire you all too. You can do it! I believe in you!
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🎀Resources/Credit🎀
⋆˚࿔ Note; All these apps are probably/should be on Apple! ⋆˚࿔
𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋🎧ྀི Emojis; https://emojicombos.com/music
𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋🎧ྀི I got an idea for this from this post; https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1294382
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.3.2026; I got new books;
🩷A Field Guide to Lucid Dreaming: Mastering the Art of Oneironautics by by Dylan Tuccillo, Jared Zeizel, and Thomas Peisel
🩷12,000 Dreams Interpreted: A New Edition for the 21st Century by Linda Shields, Gustavus Hindman Miller, Lenore Skomal
🩷Beastars Volume 1 by Paru Itagaki (don't judge me lol)
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.11.2026; I did a small reading (1 card) before we have to go out soon. It seems my readings for a while keeps talking about change and not worrying about the bad things too much.
I got the Madoka Magica manga & Oracle tarot cards. What's funny when I was looking at my new deck the first card is literally "The Witch Experimentation, Rebellion" and I happen to get the manga based on Rebellion. I am watching Madoka Magica with my friends too.
―୨୧⋆ ˚Workout/Exercise: Went out
―୨୧⋆ ˚Meditation: 00:23:42 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Play V3: 00:05:35 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Play DRS: 00:03:13 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Tulpa narration: 09:59:31 hrs
―୨୧⋆ ˚Subliminals: 08:09:24 hrs
―୨୧⋆ ˚V3 Voice lines: 06:35:14 hrs
―୨୧⋆ ˚V3 Gameplays/Content: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Affirmations: 00:39:46 mins | 490
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reality checks/All day awareness: 00:06:40 mins | 16 RCs
―୨୧⋆ ˚Self Care: Yes
―୨୧⋆ ˚Studying: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reading: 00:05:27 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reading Notes: 00:01:04 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Physical Journaling: 00:05:08 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Drawing: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Divination/Tarot Cards: 00:17:09 mins
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.12.2026; I am reading my new Oracle deck guide book to get familiar with the deck and methods and it literally talked about the creators being into dungeon and dragons and I had a plan of playing D&D with my tulpas.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 3.14.2026; I've been revamping a bit my mindset (Affirmations) when it comes to tulpamancy. It's mostly based off of Abvieon's guide. And I keep hearing faint random thoughts I assumed that are my tulpas.
Also their presence seems pretty high today.
―୨୧⋆ ˚Workout/Exercise: Went out for a bit
―୨୧⋆ ˚Meditation: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Play V3: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Play DRS: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Tulpa narration: 08:00:35 hrs
―୨୧⋆ ˚Subliminals: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚V3 Voice lines: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚V3 Gameplays/Content: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Affirmations: 00:25:28 mins | 496
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reality checks/All day awareness: 00:03:11 mins | 8 RCs
―୨୧⋆ ˚Self Care: Yes
―୨୧⋆ ˚Studying: 00:49:29 mins
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reading: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Reading Notes: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Physical Journaling: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Drawing: N/A
―୨୧⋆ ˚Divination/Tarot Cards: N/A
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 3.15.2026; I started drinking more water recently. I used to use a water tracker app a long time ago but stopped for a while, which I recently downloaded a tracker so I can keep an eye on how much I'm drinking.
I cleaned up a lot today and did tarot cards. I also played DRS and mostly grinded on auto to get more stuff while I cleaned.
I used my Oracle cards again, I haven't done a reading on myself in a while.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 3.18.2026; Ah, I listen to my subliminal playlist & V3 all night. I interacted with Kaede in my dreams and got V3 tarot cards. The box was a green space type themed.
I got a new item, pink long socks with bows, & an ice cube tray.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.28.2026; I couldn't find any pocket journals but got a new bullet journal
Tbh I did a reading earlier today (2 cards). Both of my Oracle cards suggested doing something (learning) new and the results would be rewarding. I do kinda feel bored and stagnated in general.
I also think I might be getting sick again because I woke up with a stuffy nose and sore throat.
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 4.30.2026; I listened to my subliminals & V3 voice lines overnight. I had dreams about Kiyo, Rantaro, and Kaede.
It's my great grandfather's birthday today lol x3
Recently I got into witchcraft (which I'm not really new to) along with tarot & Oracle cards! I have been refreshing my memories of Neville Goddard by listening to his stuff a bit. I've been working on my witchy/mystic bullet journaling too. To be honest, I've been kinda bored with everything. I am hoping to spice my life up again and learn some new things.
I also signed up for collage finally, I'm starting collage late as well! I am hopefully going to go in September.
I am not sure if these couple of days are productive, but I suppose anything that engages and enriches the mind and body in some manner can likely be considered so.
Messed with my decade-old graphics tablet whose driver the manufacturer refused to update for my current operating system (I wonder why). I managed to get it working again with the help of opentabletdriver, and it restored the pressure sensitivity too. Bless the open source community! I will never stop thanking them for kicking capitalism in the guts.
Flashcards (Geography, French) I tried a sentences deck for French, which seems to work better for me.
