#ptsd stuff

[cry-baby6]

[burned0utstar]

The nightmares are coming back again.

[blacknoiseabyss]

If my body could like.. not react like I'm being viciously attacked everytime I start to fall asleep that would be fucking amazing, thank you.

[medtech-mara]

Huge thanks to everyone whose tagged me into stuff. It thrills me to be thought of. I’ll get to them. I promise! Mental health is drained rn.

[idgafabyou]

I'VE BEEN DOING IT ALL MY LIFE IN A GROUP GATHERING I ALWAYS CHOSE WHERE I SIT FIRST TO MAKE SURE I HAVE AN EXIT STRATEGY AND FULL VIEW OF MY SURROUNDINGS AND YOU'RE TELL ME THIS ISNT ME BEING SNEAKY IT'S CHILDHOOD TRAUMA

Yes

[sanjidysphoria]

sometimes i get genuinely sad because i was supposed to remember that summer but i quit therapy before i did so now i just don't remember 3 months of my life

[nerv-s]

ugh............... debating if i’m going to try to go back and listen to the rest of taz amnesty today. there’s a character that was introduced that triggers me very badly because of their name, and i’d like to be desensitized to it but.... hrrrmmm.......

[my-adventure-begins-here]

06/01/19

Okay I need to vent:

One of the people I consider a close/best friend is going to Germany on Monday, and I haven’t spoken with him that much. He’s been really distance and short, and like, that’s fine. I know he cares about me, at least I hope he does. But like, the truth is I miss him a fuckin lot and I sent him a “good luck” text for his trip and he hasn’t responded (he probably won’t) but he’ll open my snaps. And whenever someone leaves to go somewhere I always like to talk to them “one last time” because I’m so scared it _is_ the last time. Because that’s happened to me before and now whenever people leave I just freak out (as a result of untreated PTSD/trauma w people I love dying) and it S U C K S

okay that’s all sorry for being annoying