The ADHD/OCD comorbid struggle of being prone to both obsession (good, makes me happy) and obsession (horrible, makes me ill) and sometimes they combine on the same topic as a horrid ball of spiralling distraction
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The ADHD/OCD comorbid struggle of being prone to both obsession (good, makes me happy) and obsession (horrible, makes me ill) and sometimes they combine on the same topic as a horrid ball of spiralling distraction
Farao | Marry Me
passion is in essence made to be seen let me show you just how little you mean to me
if people knew how much OCD makes you absolutely despise yourself in every single way, I don’t think people would joke about it anymore
Me, who is diagnosed with several mental health issues, upon experiencing a good day/period of better mental health than usual: whoa look at that there's nothing wrong with me I must have been faking it all along I can't believe it I'm neurotypical after all
Also me, upon experiencing one (1) symptom from a thing I am diagnosed with and have known about for years: why am I like this??? I do not understand???
PURE OCD
I found out that i might have Pure OCD , and all these intrusive thoughts that i have and had in the past were not me being an asshole or a horrible person but had a reason , it gave me some peace in my mind that i’m not this monster that i thought I AM . that i didn’t want to steel my sis husband , and didn’t want to harm my nephews and nieces, and that i won’t harm me. those thought filled me with shame and guilt and made me cry daily. and to pin point it , is an awesome feeling . i’m not crazy
Is there like a specific term for intrusive thoughts about being straight? Like men are sexually repulsive to me in every way but whenever I see one my brain immediately is like hey picture urself sucking his dick! Is that sexy? Do u find that attractive? Imagine having sex with him! Blah blah blah and it makes me extremely uncomfortable and disgusted on top of making me doubt my sexuality (which is absurd because these thoughts make me sick in the first place so?????)
Two collages I made about “Pure-O” OCD.
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1. They circle around me over and over and over and over until I I am simply part of the spiral.
2. My head is filled with electric shocks of unwanted thoughts over and over and over and over and over and when I shut my eyes they just get brighter.
im consumed by a past that does not concern me // 19.3.18