Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un. May Allah grant your Spindle the paradise of Jannah, comfort and lessen your pain, and grant you peace and calm in this painful time. We all return to Him eventually. It's hard when one you love does so and you are not alongside them. Take care of yourself, honor your Spindle, and know that we are here for you. And that so is He.
Thank you. Truly.
My heart aches but I know I did well by him. When I first was gifted spindle and I drove out to rescue him myself, I scritched his matted cheeks and read surat ya sin to him as I drove and he purred and purred. He would nose my legs and flop right under my desk as I worked. I would read surat ya sin to him in his pain and stroke his ears.
He used to run around as I prayed, and nose my knee as soon as i finished. He would sit nearest to me when I recited and sleep. He would get excited if someone was up at tahajjud amd fajir to see him or pray in the same room. My mother joked that he must love the presence of the mala'ika. I wonder if they love his sillies too.
I used to lay down and he would run over, boop his nose to mine and then sit on my back.
When i cried from the abuse I endured from my PI he would drag over his toys and chew thrm next to me and nose me. In the worst days of my life, I endured on because i wanted to see him. When I escaped a bad situation, he was there with me and comforted not just me, but my mother and sisters with his shenanigans. My nieces think every rabbit is a 'spindle'.
He knew I loved him. And I know he loved me.
He was very much a great bond to my spirit and soul.
My sweetest baby boy.
Only Allah knows the true depths of my sorrow and how much i am grateful for the beautiful friend he gave me.









