WHAT IF YOU MAKE THE READER A CRAZY GOD-VILLAIN!? ehehehe, I'm sorry. I am very glad that you accept even rather servile or stupid requests, and this is also amazing. Just a chaotix reaction , a sound command and a shadow command .You can even put Eggman . THANKS
I apologize dear but my request box is currently closed, though I am glad that you like that I accept, in your words, "servile or stupid requests" As long as a request doesn't break a rule(s), I'm likely to accept it (unless I don't have any idea nor motivation to write it).
When I read your idea of a crazy god villain reader, my brain halted for a moment since that type of villain (god-types) usually fall under the primordial beings/villains, where they can't be stopped nor defeated, the only thing one could do is honestly just slow down the inevitable, but I then remember that Sonic did defeat Mephiles so it's possible but it'd require much work from him.
One more thing dear, even if my requests were open, I'm confused on who you're asking for. You wrote "Just a Chaotix reaction" but then wrote Shadow & by Eggman you've lost me. I did write that I don't mind getting sent vague requests, but if you or anyone else were to sent something specific, please be clear so I know exactly what you want from the request.
Nobody could save you. Only you could. Nobody wants to help you. Only you could. At the end of the day, you're on your own, you're the only one who matters the most in your life.
Hello there amazing Dragon fans, friends, and fellow nerds! I’ve decided that I am going to be taking a break from tumblr. I am not sure for how long. I definitely do **not** plan on leaving the website, nor would I even conceive of deleting my blog, but I have made the decision to step back and slip off the site temporarily.
This actually is because of good news. I basically made an academic third quarter resolution to reprioritize and rearrange my life. I had been feeling very dissatisfied and unhappy with my life as it currently stood, and yet I have the personal power and agency to enact many changes to make this life better. Instead of being unhappy and continuing on with my current life patterns, I’m reforming my life and focusing on the three things I find most important:
My faith as a believer in Christ. I’ve been spending a lot more time in the Word and researching interesting biblical topics in the last few weeks. It’s felt amazing and enlivening. I’ve spent entire weekends researching interesting topics on things like the Exodus and Dead Sea Scrolls! I’ve told myself I’m going to not just amp up my quiet times, but also seek out a small Bible study and plug into a good church nearby. This is an area of my life I have neglected, slipping out from the church community embarrassingly four years ago… and yet God the single most important facet of life out there, period. Serving God is so much more fulfilling and enjoyable than serving my own desires, and I am doggedly going to pursue that first and foremost instead of unimportant, transient earthly interests.
My career goals. I have two big goals: get my PhD and get my creative writing published as official novels. Yes! For people who have followed me and know I even spoke to the department head about quitting my PhD, that is actually changing. Linguistics PhD is gonna happen, yo! I’m getting an amazing second wind. I’ve received the green light to pursue personal research I’ve wanted to study for years in the language I’ve wanted to study for years. I’m enjoying classes, both attending and teaching them, and now that I have restarted with a new academic quarter, I’m able to enact some changes that make my work load easier and my results more successful. In my free time outside of working as a TA and graduate student (and working on my second job...), I want to spend my time writing my original novel. Which I am determined 110% WILL BE PUBLISHED. As fun as tumblr is, writing lengthy analyses for hours has severely blocked my ability to focus on my novel. I’ve had dreams for almost all my life of getting published. And the excitement that I can actually do this and I’m actually setting out writing My Novel is by far something I want to focus on rather than let distractions separate me from the goal.
Social growth with people around me. I’m a hermit, but it’s become baaaad recently, and it’s taken a noticeable toll on my mental health. I’ve been feeling very lonely for a long time. Unfortunately, as awesome as the people I’ve met online are, it doesn’t substitute for hanging out with people face-to-face. I haven’t had much face-to-face time with people to the point it’s REALLY discomfitting and... surreal. I’d love to make my life three dimensional again, more than the little white screen in front of my face. I’d like to touch, live, breath a world in which Other Humans Exist. Because there’s nothing more important than meaningful human interactions. <3 You guys are really important, don’t let me ever say otherwise. But face-to-face human contact is something essential, too, and I need to regain that experience to make my life feel real again.
I’ve already started pursuing these three goals. And you know what? I feel amazing! There are still bumps in the road for sure, but I’ve been able to work them through rather than trip and fall. Focusing on these three important things in my life has brought focus to me as well as excitement, resilience, and a renewed sense of purpose.
It is not to say that tumblr has been a negative influence. On the contrary, when I joined tumblr on May 15, 2014, it turned out to be an incredible experience. Did I say incredible? I mean INCREDIBLE. I am extraordinarily thankful for the great experiences I have had! My experience with the HTTYD fandom especially brought (and still brings) so much joy to me. I joined tumblr at a time that was difficult for me, and yet all the tears and laughter I shared with you guys brought me so much joy, a new wave of energy for me in a time when I thought I had lost all energy. You guys are seriously amazing humans, and I couldn’t be more thankful to have met and shared this fandom joy with you.
I never would have guessed that I would get 4,263 followers in less than two years (holy Thor!!!). I never would have guessed that I would make some of my literal best friends on this website. I never would have guessed that I would become so happily involved in such a cool community and meet so many incredible human souls. I never would have guessed I would meet some of you *in real life* and hang out with tumblr friends so much (some of my tumblr friends I hang out with regularly now - like how cool is that???). I never would have guessed that I would become involved in a crazy roleplay (Battle of the Grounded Dungeon) and go through a literal EXPERIENCE/ADVENTURE there that inspired me again to take up the dream of becoming a creative writer. Things like HTTYD and BOTGD have literally changed my life for the better and given me excitement, purpose, and vigor in life.
I want to thank you all. Though I am - and I repeat - NOT LEAVING TUMBLR - I do want to just... express how meaningful tumblr has been. :) I want to thank you all so, so, so, SO much for being incredible people. I feel like I recognize almost every url that pops onto my dash or in my notes… it’s such a community that I’m so thankful to have been (and will continue to be) a part. Even if you guys have just shadowed and given a “like” every once in a while, I have seen your url and have thought happy, positive thoughts about you. <3
I want to thank everyone who’s ever stopped into my inbox. Friends, you have no idea how much it TOUCHES me to receive your messages. It’s been incredible, wonderful, to talk about our shared interests together and come to know each other. For everyone who has sent me an ask, thank you so so much for being interested in what I have to say, and for making my experience on tumblr so much more fun. You guys are literally amazing.
I want to thank everyone who’s ever followed me. I don’t want to take credit or sound cocky. Like, I don’t feel cocky, just blessed to have been here. Literally, I am *blown away* and so thankful to have interacted with you guys. I’m so overwhelmingly touched that people would be willing to follow me. Thank you, friends!
I want to thank all the friends I’ve made on this website, everyone I’ve talked to, everyone I’ve come to know. There are some SERIOUSLY amazing human beings I’ve met here. I can’t spend the time writing out each and every one of your urls, but you know who you are. <3 Thank you, friends, so much, for laughing with me, crying with me, supporting me, comforting me, making jokes with me, squealing about dragons with me… you guys have been such astounding human beings, undeniable gems, with beautiful hearts, true friends.
I want to thank everyone who’s been involved in the HTTYD fandom or any of the other fandoms I’ve hopped into. You’ve made life so much more fun. Those little experiences in life, those little bits of laughter, make life as a whole so much brighter and more enjoyable. :)
I want to thank the giffers, the cosplayers, the fan artists, the fic writers, the joke writers, the dragon nip bloggers, the rebloggers, the supporters, the morale boosters, the comics, the bold, the kindhearted… everyone who has participated in this fandom… you guys are definitely amazing and bring something awesome to the fandom.
I look forward to more interactions with all of you. I will be back. You guys are too gripping and amazing to leave! Simply, though, I cannot afford the time and distraction tumblr gives me now. It’s diverting me from what’s really important in life. It’s not that it isn’t fun, and it’s not that I don’t consider tumblr important, but it’s not THE important thing. It’s unfortunately bogging me down right now rather than helping me. I only have so many years to live, and I want to live those years to the fullest. I want to make my life something that breathes excitement into me every day, something that brings glory and blessings to God every day, so I’ve started on my question by honing in on those three key goals. I’m off to pursue those. In the last few weeks, leaving distractions behind has already started to make me feel better, so I know this is the right choice. :)
I do want to sincerely, deeply apologize for everyone whose analyses I never finished… I have your asks all safely saved in my drafts. Maybe, somehow, someday, I will get to them. <3 I know I can’t guarantee it at this point, though. I am so sorry if I have disappointed you in any way. Thank you again for writing, and really I loved every question I saw. :)
I know I could have slipped quietly off tumblr without making this big announcement and enormously long letter. However, I thought it would be helpful to let people know I’m not planning on disappearing off the face of the planet. It’s really not a big announcement. I’m just going to slip off and be quiet for a little period of time so that I can focus on the important things in life – something that’s making me feel a lot happier and healthier. How long I’ll be on this “personal retreat,” I am not sure, but it’s not like, haha, going to be years or anything – don’t worry, friends!
My queue will probably run for a few weeks, just so you know. I don’t intend on hopping online in person for a little time, though.
And it’ll be a great journey. I’m really looking forward to what life’s experiences have to offer.
Take care, friends, and live long and prosper. I’ll talk to you all at a later time.
