While your dad celebrates his new promotion, you celebrate with his best friends.
Warnings: smut
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A.N: I wrote this at my parents house as they nurse me back to health from the flu. And now I just know I'm going straight to hell.
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The party was in celebration of your father being promoted at work. All his friends from work were at the house to celebrate with him. Drinks were flowing, laughter filled all spaces of the house, and little appetizers were passed among the guests.
"Where's your daughter?"
Your father waved a hand at his co-worker. "No doubt hiding in her room with her nose stuck to a book."
The two men laughed together. "Some things never change."
Little did your father know, you were in the bathroom with his two best friends.
"FUCK!" You gasped out as Bucky thrust up into you. Steve was quick to put his hand over your mouth, stifling your moans.
"Shh, baby, don't wanna get caught, do you?"
Bucky laughed as he continued to fuck you within an inch of your life. "I don't know Stevie, I think our little slut might wanna be caught."
With wide, pleading eyes, you shook your head as best you could under Steve's hand.
"No?" Bucky asked. "Well then, you better keep quiet, baby." Harder and faster, Bucky fucked you on the tiny bathroom counter. "Such a sweet fucking cunt." He gasped. "I'm gonna fill you up, sweetie."
Beneath Steve's hand, you tried to gasp out your wants. "What is it, baby?" Steve asked as he pulled his hand away.
"Need you, Stevie. Need your kisses."
"Awe," Steve cooed. "Of course, baby. Anything you want." With a hand on the back of your head, Steve both protected your head from slamming into the bathroom mirror and guided your mouth to his own.
As your climax approached, a knock sounded on the bathroom door. Steve broke a part from the kiss to call out. "Occupied!"
"Fuck, that excite you, sweetie? Nearly getting caught?" Bucky asked.
"She squeezing you?" Steve asked before you could answer Bucky. You loved it when they got like this, talking about you during sex like you weren't even there.
"Like a fucking vise." Bucky answered Steve.
"Gonna come," you whined.
Steve brought his thumb down to your center, rubbing your clit. "Come on Bucky's cock, baby. Make a little mess for us."
Your mouth dropped open in a silent scream as your climax hit you. Bucky fucked you through it with sloppy thrusts until he too, came. With his cock deep inside you, Bucky filled you up with his seed.
"Fuck," Bucky breathed out before he faced his partner with a sigh and a pat on the shoulder. "Be a good boy, Stevie, and clean our girl up."
As Bucky backed out from between your legs, Steve took his place. Kneeling, the blond male threw your legs over his shoulders and brought his face down on your center.
"Fuck, Steve," you hissed as quietly as you could at the first lick of his tongue. His hands grasped your thighs tightly as we worked his tongue along your center, slurping up every bit of yours and Bucky's mixed juices.
"Ya see how crazy you make us, baby?" Bucky asked. His storm blue eyes held your gaze. "Can't even get through your daddy's party without fucking your brains out."
"I-I love it," you gasped out. "Love you."
"I know, baby," Bucky answered gently. His hand came up to your cheek, caressing you gently as Steve feasted on you. "We love you too."
You grabbed onto Steve's head, pulling on his short locks of hair as you felt your second climax rise up. "Oh, OH!"
Bucky wrapped his flesh hand around your throat. "Gonna come for Stevie?" He asked, already knowing the answer. Still, you frantically nodded your head. Your eyes clenched shut as you tried to hold off, wanting to extend your pleasure for as long as you could. "Come all over his face, sweets." Bucky ordered.
You couldn't stop your release from barreling through you. Your moans were cut off by Bucky clenching his fist around your throat for a moment before he let go, allowing you to gasp down the air your body so desperately craved.
With a last lick, Steve pulled away from your center and stood up, just as another knock sounded on the door. "Occupied!" He called out again. Both men waited a moment, listening for the person on the other side of the door to walk away before they returned their attention to you. "I think we're done here now, baby." Steve told you.
You pouted, and gave your tallest boyfriend your best puppy dog eyes. "But I didn't get you off."
Steve shook his head. "That's okay, baby, but we're running low on time before dear ol' dad starts to wonder where you are."
From behind Steve, Bucky leaned forward and kissed you. "We'll finish this tonight. Just tell your daddy that you're going to your friend Sam's house for the night."
"Sarah," you corrected with a smile, knowing full well your boyfriend's knew all the names of your friends and who was trusted with your dirty little secret.
"Right," Bucky corrected as you fixed your clothing in the bathroom mirror.
"Okay," you sighed before nodding to the door. "Coast clear?"
"Let me check." Steve answered before he pulled the door open wide enough to peak out. "Clear," he warned as he guided you out of the bathroom with a hand on your back. Steve closed the bathroom door once you got out, locking it behind you so he and Bucky could clean themselves up a bit better before rejoining the party.
"There's my girl!" Your dad bellowed as you turned the corner into the living room. "What were you up to?"
"Oh, just reading." You lied as you walked up to his side.
"Ah, just as I thought." You gave a little-that's me-shrug.
"Sarah called me and asked if I'd do a sleepover tonight. Is that okay?" You asked just as you saw your boyfriends rejoin the party out from the corner of your eye.
"Of course." Your dad easily agreed.
"Thanks, daddy." You pecked him on the cheek. "I'm gonna go pack my stuff." You admitted before walking off. You did your best not to jump as you walked by Bucky, who gave your bottom a little pinch.
"Good kid you got there," Steve told your dad as you disappeared up the stairs.
"She's my little angel." Your dad said.
"Sure is," Bucky said with a knowing smile that was lost on your father.
If only he knew how good of an angel you were when you were being fucked by his best friends.
Summary: A blurry recounting of the first few years of your life.
Warnings: Medical problems (seizures, broken bones), experiments, Nazis, HYDRA, war, needles, kidnapping, child death, major child abuse, swearing
Notes: Prequel to Dog Tags, which you can read here. Dada/dad=Bucky, Papa=Steve
Gn!reader
Word count: 5,386
The first memory you have is the cage. It’s tall enough to stand in without hitting your head. Around you are a few other kids, all the same age, roughly two, maybe three. Scars from constant needle pricks litter everyone’s inner arms, especially around the inner elbow. It’s cold, and you’re all wearing identical beige shirts and shorts. You have a faint feeling that there’s someone missing. Like there used to be more of you.
Through the thin twisting wires, you can see a small handful of people in long white coats working at desks, storing documents in massive metal cabinets lining the walls. Soon, they leave.
The dim overhead lights turn off quickly after that, tossing all of you into darkness. You curl up together. Dirt and grime from the floor gets everywhere. Your hair, skin, nails, and clothes are all layered with it. Your eyes drift closed, and you dream of a woman whose face you can’t quite remember holding you.
You wake up when the boy curled next to you starts shaking violently. The other kids wake up, too. All you can do is watch. Most times this happens, the kids wake up fairly quickly, cry a little, and are fine.
One of the dreaded men comes in to monitor the fit. He wears a white coat which goes to his knees. When the shaking stops, he waits a moment. The boy doesn’t move. He pulls a stethoscope from around his neck, presses it to his chest, listens for a moment, then lifts the boy up and takes him away.
You remaining kids cuddle up in an even smaller pile than before and try your best to sleep.
Another memory is from a long time later. It’s just you and a girl in the cage now. You’re maybe four years old, and have just woken up.
Two white-clad men walk in, and as one reaches to unlock the cage, you and the girl scamper to the opposite side and press yourselves against the metal. Clinging to the bars is futile, as he simply reaches in, grabs your ankle, and drags you out. He passes you to his companion, and reaches back in for the second child.
She bites his hand and he curses quietly, but keeps his grip and pulls until he has a screaming, thrashing child in his arms.
“This one,” He says, shaking his head, “Always biting.”
“Calm that thing down,” The man holding you said. “These are the last two, we can’t risk losing another one.”
Their harsh voices echoed off the walls as they walked. Through the doors, straight, left, up a flight of stairs, and through swinging double doors. You’d made this trip more times than you could count, which wasn’t saying much since you were four.
The man put you down on a cold, metal table, and helped his coworker strap the other kid into a chair. It was so tiny. Specially made for her. She fought against the straps, like she always did. She was strong, for a child. She helped you feel safe.
They pulled a curtain around her, and that was the last time you saw her. Things get worse after that. Since there was no one else left for them to poke and prod, all of that fell to you. The cage felt colder at night.
One day, just as the overhead lights rattled on, very loud noises and shouts echoed through the halls. Raised voices weren’t super uncommon, the guards weren’t the most peaceful of people, but this was louder.
You scrambled as far from the cage’s door as you could, hands clamped over your ears. Something rammed against the door once, twice and it burst open. Men carrying large guns swept the room. One saw you.
He had a dark blue jacket, brown pants covered in pockets, and short dark hair.
“Hey, Dumdum,” He called quietly to one of his friends, “Look at this.”
A short man with a large mustache walked over, brow furrowed.
“A… child?” He asked. “I knew they were twisted but…”
The blue-clad man took a step closer, and you shrunk even further into the shadows.
“You’re okay,” He said, putting his hands up, palms facing you. He crouched slightly to be at eye-level with you. Your eyes fell on the gun that was now slung across his shoulder. He followed your gaze, and made a big show of putting it on the ground.
“I’m not gonna hurt you,” he said.
You didn’t move at first, but your grip on the metal cage loosened. Slowly, you put one hand on the ground, and started crawling towards him. He held out his hand, and you took it after another moment of hesitation.
He picked you up out of the cage and held you with one arm.
You were scared, yes, but you could tell he wasn’t with the scientists, so maybe wherever he was taking you was better. You looped your arms around his neck and propped your chin on his shoulder. You watched the cage get smaller as the man walked towards the door.
The mustachioed man stayed behind, looking through papers from the many filing cabinets.
You’re carried through the halls, at first familiar, then they grew stranger. Eventually you reach the final door. He walked though it and you were bombarded by vibrant greens and blues. There’s people walking everywhere, all with such purpose, from trucks to the door, or back out again. Mud caked the ground where they walked, their many feet had quickly worn a path through the grass. Most people had guns strapped in holsters. The trucks had extras, too. The light was so bright, unlike anything you’d ever seen.
It was all too much. You tucked your face into the crook of the man’s neck, blocking out most of the light.
“It’s bright,” You said quietly.
“Jesus,” He whispered, “Did they not take you outside?” He didn’t really need an answer. He already knew.
“Is this better?” He asked after a moment. You looked up, and saw you were inside one of the trucks. It was darker, and quieter. You nodded.
“Alright,” the man said. “We can stay here.”
You looked around some more, still not daring to let go of the man’s jacket. Something shiny caught your eye, and you pointed. The man followed your finger, and picked up the metallic thing.
“This?” He asked. You nodded.
“It’s a canteen,” he unscrewed the cap and took a sip. “Want some?”
The two of you stayed there for a while. You’d point to something, and the man would explain it. After everything in the truck had been thoroughly investigated, you pointed to him.
“Me?” He asked. “I’m Bucky. Who are you?”
“I don’t know,” you said.
“Well, what did they call you?”
“Number Sixteen. But I don’t like that. I think–”
You were interrupted by the canvas cover of the truck being pushed aside, and about a half-dozen people clambering in. They were loud; you shrunk into the space between Bucky and his arm, tiny fingers digging into his jacket sleeve.
He shifted to make room for someone to sit next to him, and moved you so you were sitting on his leg. The truck’s engine rumbled to life and it lurched forward. You leaned against him and closed your eyes.
“I found their file,” the man next to Bucky said, passing a folder to him. His eyes skimmed over the pages. There were photos of experiment setups, logs of their results, growth milestones you reached, every little thing about you from the past four years. Stapled to the back page was the information from when they caught you.
“It says their parents named them Y/n Y/l/n.”
Somewhere deep down that name resonated with you. You curled up in Bucky’s arm, and fell asleep.
You half-woke up when the truck stopped. You felt Bucky stand up, still cradling you against his chest. He started to pass you to someone standing on the ground, and your eyes instantly snapped open. You shrieked, and clawed out of his hold. You scrambled across the dusty ground, and snuck under the truck.
The rest of the world continued on, people unloading trucks, and moving boxes. All you could see was their boots stomping by. The truck shook slightly, like someone had just hopped off it, and soon Bucky’s face peeked under the truck.
“What’re you doin’ down here?” He asked.
“I don’t know him,” you said, referring to the person Bucky had passed you to.
“Well, we can fix that,” Bucky smiled. “His name’s Steve. He’s my best friend, and I promise he’s nice.”
Having successfully coaxed you out from under the truck, and introducing you to Steve, Bucky brought you to the mess hall. You had to stand on the bench just to see over the tabletop. Bucky sat to your right, and Steve was to your left.
While eating, Bucky introduced you to a few other people. He called them the Howling Commandos. It was a little overwhelming to be suddenly bombarded by so many new faces, but you were alright so long as Bucky was close by.
“I’m gonna take them to the medical tent,” Bucky said to Steve, as you were wrapping up your meals. “So they can get a once over.”
“I’m going the same direction,” Steve said, “Might as well walk with you.”
The dirt paths through the camp were lined with long, dry grass. You walked with one hand in Bucky’s and the other trailing through the thin strands. A grasshopper sprang out in front of you. You stopped suddenly, and crouched down to get a better look. Its little shiny eyes stared up at you.
“Come on,” Bucky gently pulled your wrist, and you continued onwards.
“What was that?” You asked, twisting around to try and see it.
“Just some bug,” Bucky said. “We can look at more after the doctors make sure you’re not hurt.”
“Okay,” you said, glancing over your shoulder one last time. Steve parted ways with you at a tent with a large red cross on it. You and Bucky went inside, where there were rows of beds. He set you down on one, and talked to a woman wearing a blue blouse with a white apron and a long white skirt. Again, on her chest and hat, was the red cross.
She stood in front of you and introduced herself as Nurse Boyd.
“I’m just going to make sure you’re alright,” she said. She washed your face, listened to your heart, and did a general check up.
“You seem to be all good,” she said, writing down measurements and such on a clipboard. She turned to Bucky and said, “I am a little concerned about their lack of medical records. Is there any chance they could be passed along to us?”
“No,” Bucky shook his head, “Everything we found in that base has to be screened before we can send it to you – if we can release it at all.”
“That’s a shame,” Nurse Boyd said, shaking her head. “To be on the safe side, we should administer the vaccines for typhoid, yellow fever, and tetanus.”
Bucky nodded in agreement.
“If you don’t mind me asking,” Nurse Boyd said. “Do you have any clue what they were trying to do there?”
“Last I heard, it was called Project Prophecy, but that’s about all we know.”
“You’d better get those files to me the moment they are cleared,” Nurse Boyd’s voice was ice cold, and Bucky quickly agreed.
Despite a World War actively raging, you were having the best time of your life in the Howling Commano’s Camp. You’d given many people nicknames, mainly Dada for Bucky and Papa for Steve.
They’d heavily altered some uniforms to fit you. It looked like you were just a very, very small soldier. Even just having you around boosted morale. Once you got comfortable with the sheer amount of people, you were confident strutting around camp on your own.
Your constant amazement and pure joy at the most basic of things was infectious, like when you’d first seen a grasshopper. Since then, you could always be found in the small grassy patches, looking very closely at small things.
There was always someone watching you, or at least there was supposed to be. More than once, you had slipped out from Nurse Boyd’s watchful gaze, or snuck past a distracted Stark to scale a tree. You never quite thought about how to get back down. It always turned out alright in the end, since Bucky or Steve would climb up after you.
Since you knew they’d come get you, it wasn’t scary. The first three times. The fourth time you shimmied up a tree, something bad happened. Your eyes grew unfocused. They couldn’t tell up from down, which can be rather dangerous when high in a tree.
Your fingers clawed the tree bark. You knew what came next, but normally you’d get a bit more warning. Your limbs started to shake violently.
Strange images flashed before your eyes. A woman with red hair getting shot. Papa and a masked man fighting. The man shooting then lunging at Papa with a knife. His arm shined, like it was made of metal. A red star painted on the shoulder. Papa kicked him into a car, but he just got right back up and kept fighting, then chucked him across the pavement. He brought his metal fist down, slamming it into the concrete just as Papa moved his head.
They moved too quickly to keep track of. It was overwhelming. Eventually, Papa managed to flip the man and toss him. His mask fell off.
Dada?
Then, blank nothingness for a split second. Peaceful, blank, nothing. All too soon, your eyes opened, to see Bucky and Nurse Boyd standing over you. The canvas walls and rows of beds told you you were in the medical tent.
You felt dizzy, your head hurt so much, and your arm, too. But most of all, you were scared. Dada and Papa weren’t supposed to fight each other, and they weren’t supposed to let you fall.
You sat up, despite the dizziness, and reached a hand out towards Bucky.
“Dada?” You asked.
“I’m here,” he said, taking your hand and crouching down next to you.
“Where’s Papa?”
“He’s on his way,” Bucky reassured you. He moved to sit on the edge of the bed, and you crawled over next to him. He hugged you. You could tell he was scared.
“It’s okay,” you said. “It’s over now. It won’t happen again for a little while.”
“This has happened before?” Nurse Boyd asked, eyebrows knitting together.
“Mhm,” you nodded, fidgeting with the hem of your shirt, already over the whole thing and starting to explore the world again.
“Y/n,” Nurse Boyd prompted, “I need you to tell me about the other times this has happened.”
“The world goes fuzzy,” you began, a small frown scrunching your face. “Then I see things and shake a lot. But it's fine after a little bit. I'm okay now!”
As if to prove this, you stood up on the bed and did a little jump. Bouncing on the mattress, even though it was fairly soft and springy, made your arm hut.
“Ooh,” you said, looking at it. “That hurt a little.”
“Let me see,” Nurse Boyd held her hand out, and examined your little arm. It bent a little too far the wrong way.
“You'll be alright,” she said, “just need a cast.”
As she said that, you spotted your Papa enter the tent, eyes wide and face serious. Nurse Boyd noticed him, and after flagging down another nurse to cast your arm, she went over to talk to him.
Bucky stayed on the bed next to you, and held your other hand while this new, unfamiliar – and therefore untrustworthy – nurse tended to your arm.
He kept you distracted, which helped, although you were still scared.
“I don't give a damn about procedure!” Nurse Boyd yelled from her and Steve’s secretive huddle in the corner. The whole tent went quiet as she continued. “This child just had a seizure for God's sake, I need their medical records.”
“I'll see what I can do,” Steve replied, notably quieter, but not calmer. “I think this incident will be enough to convince them.”
“This “incident” might have been avoided if I had been given the necessary information any basic physician requires.”
“I know,” Steve's voice was stern. “If I had it my way you'd have gotten them the day we brought Y/n back.”
“Good to know we're on the same page.”
A few days went by before Nurse Boyd finally got her hands on your records, and had time to study them. In those days, she kept a very close eye on you. She eased her watchfulness once she started listening to your heart and giving you medicine. With help from Stark, she was able to find the right balance of medications to help with the seizures. These meds made it so you'd only fall asleep and twitch a little, instead of violent shaking.
The one thing they couldn’t fix, which just seemed to steadily keep getting worse, was your heart. It went from a minor source of worry, which Nurse Boyd was passively keeping an eye on, to a clear danger that heavily interfered with day-to-day life.
Stress grew, soon and all the Commandos were on edge. One surprise, one scare, one tantrum, and your heart could give out. Being five years old was all the more dangerous, since anything could upset you.
After yet another close call, Nurse Boyd suggested an… unorthodox idea to your Dada and Papa. They seemed reluctant, but agreed it was the best course of action. They didn’t tell you what the plan was.
The night it was put into motion, y'all were eating dinner and everyone seemed sad, despite a recent victory. They tried to hide it. You knew there was something more going on, but they were very good at distracting you.
“Ooh, I'm full,” Bucky said, pushing his plate away.
“Me too,” Steve replied. “I don't think I could eat another bite.”
“But we have all this dessert left! Whatever shall we do?”
You smiled and raised your hand high in the air. They pretended not to see you.
“I guess we'll just have to throw it out,” Dumdum sighed.
“I don't see any other option…” Bucky shook his head with mock sadness.
“I have an idea!” You declared. “Give it to me!”
The adults looked at each other in amazement.
“Why didn't I think of that?” Bucky said as Dumdum comedically slapped his own forehead. They slid over the little bits of deliciousness, and you gobbled away. They still looked sad… but how could you be expected to fix that with all these sweets to eat?
Then, after an hour or so where everyone seemed solemn and were way kinder than normal, Bucky and Steve took you on a trip. They had a truck, like the one you’d been in the day Bucky had found you.
The rest of the Howling Commandos, plus Nurse Boyd, Agent Carter, and Mr. Stark gathered to send you three off. They all had similar smiles that didn’t reach their eyes. There were lots of hugs, and goodbyes. Why they were doing all this, you didn’t know.
As Steve drove away, you looked out the back. The little group seemed to deflate, shoulders sagging, once you were in the truck. They didn’t see your little eye peeking out through the curtains as they grew smaller and smaller in the distance.
You drove all night, wherever you were going was far from the frontlines. Most of the trip, you just slept. Finally, the sun pulled up over the horizon, just as you came to a stop outside an already bustling building. It looked too small for all the people and crates going in and out.
“This is a Strategic Scientific Reserve base,” Bucky explained. “It’s where a lot of big ideas come from.”
“These are the people who tell us what to do,” Steve added.
“Woah,” you said. “So they’ve gotta be really strong!”
“Um, they’re more smart than strong,” Bucky said. “They’re some of the smartest people around.”
The two men sat there, looking at the building.
“Why are we here?” You finally asked.
“You know how your heart isn’t so strong anymore?” Steve started.
“Yeah.”
“The people here think they can help,” Bucky said. “Nurse Boyd and Mr. Stark have been working with them to come up with a solution.”
“Then let’s go!” You jumped up, beaming.
They had no choice but to oblige.
It was very exciting to get to see so many new faces and interesting things – still a little scary though, so you kept Bucky close.
He didn't resist, or try to get you to hold Steve's hand instead. Even before you got into the building, you got distracted by a line of ants marching in perfect order. An SSR agent nearly stepped on them, which caused quite a hubbub.
Bucky didn’t hurry you along to go up the steps and in the door. He didn't pull you down along the hall when you inevitably got distracted again. He just let you walk at your own pace through the hallways, accepting whatever little distractions or treasures you found joy in.
Neither Steve nor Bucky were talking much. They’d respond when you said something, most times, and they’d nod along while you talked. They kept exchanging little glances. You didn't understand why, but you'd find out soon enough.
The three of you reached a large set of double doors, marked with some warning labels. This part of the base was deep underground, so no sun or outside sounds got in, which was already enough to upset you.
Bucky had picked you up. Upon opening the door, it became clear why. The room was filled with machinery, a large blue cylinder teeming with wires and metal, and a dozen doctors.
Their white coats filled your vision. Every one of them had the same distorted evil smile and the same empty eyes. Their pockets were teeming with chemical-tasting mixtures and sharp metal things, knives and needles, ready to poke and prod and experiment and zap and hurt and hurt and hurt.
You realized you'd been scratching and thrashing only when Bucky handed you to Steve. Now you were back in the hallway outside. Steve was sitting on the floor, arms wrapped around you partly to calm you down, and partly to keep your hands away from his face.
You whipped your head around to see where Bucky was, and calmed down once you saw he was nearby, wiping off a scratch on his cheek. He hadn’t been as quick as Steve.
“We've gotta remember to cut your nails,” he said, glancing over to you.
“I hurt you?” You asked, shocked. “I’m sorry…” Your lower lip wobbled, eyes filling with tears.
“It’s okay,” Steve reassured you, loosening his arms.
“Yeah,” Bucky added. “I’m fine. It’s just a little scratch.”
“Lemme see?”
He scooted over next to you, and you reached out a little hand to touch his cheek.
“I think he’ll pull through,” Steve said, eyes lingering on his old friend’s cheek.
“I think so, too,” Bucky agreed.
The three of you stayed there, on the floor, leaning on the wall for a moment before the door swung open again.
A young, frazzled doctor looked down the hallway, and only saw you three as he was turning to go back inside.
“Oh, hello! Is everything alright?” He asked, noting y’all were on the floor.
His white lab coat set you off screaming again. Bucky swatted him away, motioning for him to go back into the other room. He looked confused, but complied.
“You got Y/n?” He asked Steve.
“Mhm, go take care of it.”
Bucky stood up, promised to be back in one second, and went into the room full of horrible labcoat-wearing people.
“Noo!” You reached out after him. Steve didn’t let you follow. You wriggled around and forced Steve to look you dead in the eyes by holding his face still. “They’ll hurt him.”
“Bucky and I beat the evil scientists that used to hurt you,” he reminded you as he pushed your hand off his face. “He’ll be fine.”
You listened for the sounds of your dad beating them up. Instead, you heard him talking to – no, scolding – the doctors.
“... in an underground bunker surrounded by nothing but metal and Nazis in labcoats, so of course they're fucking terrified of them! And…”
This went on for a few more minutes, you and Steve still sitting on the floor outside the doors. He looked so sad, just listening to his friend through the metal, and looking forlornly at your little frown.
“Dada’s not supposed to use that word.”
“Hmm?” Steve said, as though he hadn’t been listening.
“The eff one. He’s not supposed to.”
“Oh, well, adults say things when they’re really sad or angry, even if they're not supposed to.”
“Why is he sad?”
“It’s… it’s because we might not get to see you for a little while, that’s all, and we’re gonna miss you.”
“Where am I going?”
“Somewhere really, really cool.”
“Where they’ll fix my heart?”
“Yeah…” he trailed off.
The doors swung open once more.
“C’mere,” Bucky said as he reached down to scoop you up from Steve’s lap. He held you up by his face, and looked you in the eyes. “You’re gonna have to be brave for me, okay? Can you do that?”
“Mhm,” you nodded, determined.
“Good,” he nodded back, casting a glance at Steve to make sure he’d follow.
With more effort than normal, Steve stood up. It was like he was carrying a heavy weight, like his bones had been turned to lead, or at the very least his heart.
Bucky, who’d been doing a fairly good job at pretending to be happy today, also moved differently. He walked slower, as though he was dreading his destination. He paused before the double doors, and once more looked to Steve.
“It’s for the best,” Steve placed an arm on his shoulder.
“Yeah,” Bucky nodded, as though he was trying to convince himself. “The best.”
They finally pushed the door open, and you hugged tightly to your dad’s neck, burying your face to avoid seeing any of the scary machines. You felt Bucky walking a few paces.
“Y/n,” he said softly. “It’s time for me to show you something.”
You slowly looked up. You glanced around the room, and found not a single labcoat in sight. Before you towered the blue chamber. Now that you were closer, you could see it had a little seat-like thing, except for standing in. It was perfectly made for you. Unease growing, you remembered the girl’s chair from all those years ago.
Steve saw your eyes flicking around, and probably heard your heart rate pick up.
“It’s okay,” he said. “You just have to stand there for one minute. I promise we won’t let the doctors hurt you. Imagine this tube is another one of Stark’s new toys.”
“Yes,” you whimpered between small sniffles. “I like machinery. It’s not scary.”
“Brave, remember?” Bucky reminded you, voice wavering just a little bit as he walked even closer to the tube. He slowly lifted you up and into the seat.
A small team of doctors descended to connect all sorts of little monitoring devices to your arms and head. Despite their labcoatlessness, this still freaked you out, and you jerked your arm away.
“It’s okay,” Bucky said.
Once they finished, a glass plating started to slide down between you and the outside world.
“Dada!?” You panicked, “Papa?!”
“We’ll see you… soon,” Steve said, his voice breaking and going all husky on that last word.
The door sealed with a hiss. The temperature suddenly dropped, it was like ice rushing through your veins. A small puff of breath fogged the glass before it, too, started to crystalize. Your eyes stayed open just long enough to see Bucky break, start crying quietly into Steve’s shoulder, and Steve to pull him into a hug.
They faded away, and were replaced by images flooding your head. Little visions, thousands stacked on top of one another. Scenes swirling around you.
It felt like you were only in there for a minute before the door hissed and began sliding upwards. The ice crystals were gone, and the tube wasn’t as cold as it had been a moment ago.
The room had changed. How did the room change? Bucky was gone. Steve was there, but in different clothes. A handful of doctors were hovering around you. One minute ago, there wasn’t a single labcoat in the room. Now, it was full of them.
Instinctually, you lunged away from them. Your body didn’t move right, it was slower than it was supposed to be. The floor tilted, pitching you forward, but you managed to scramble towards Steve.
He said something – you couldn’t hear, like you were under water – but whatever he’d said didn’t matter. He crouched down to scoop you up, and held you tight. Rubbing your back soothingly, he spoke softly.
Slowly, slowly the room stopped tilting. Just as slowly, the warmth returned. Finally, your hearing came back.
“... We’re gonna be fine,” Steve was saying.
“Where’s Dada?” You asked.
“He’s not here right now.”
“Why did he leave?”
“He didn't want to, he'd never leave us if he had a choice…”
“I was only in there for a minute. How could someone make him leave?”
“It’s been a lot longer than a minute.”
You took in that idea as you looked around the room. It had changed quite a bit. The walls were a different color, a calming blue, and they weren't made of metal anymore. It was warmly lit, almost comforting if you could ignore the medical supplies at the ready and the child-sized freezing tube.
The doctors crept closer, as though asking permission to approach.
“So long as you take off the coat,” Steve nodded. In almost unison, the doctors shed their lab coats, and one stepped forward.
She put a stethoscope against your back, and explained that she was making sure your heart was alright. She put a cuff around your upper arm.
“I'm supposed to tell you that this'll feel like a really tight hug,” she said. “But it doesn't. It just feels like a machine squeezing your arm. It's so that I can see how strong your heart is.”
“Does it hurt?”
“It's definitely not comfortable, but it shouldn’t hurt. Let me know if it does and I'll adjust it.”
She recorded the results, did a few more tests, took a few more measurements, and finally, Steve was allowed to take you home. You assumed you were heading back to camp.
Boy were you wrong.
He carried you outside, through different halls than you remembered, and out into a city. It was much busier than camp, or the main base. Short trucks zipped by, all different colors, and Steve hailed a bright yellow one. He spoke briefly with the driver, and buckled you in. He sat right next to you.
He told you about the city you two were in, Washington DC. He told you about cherry blossoms, museums, and giant statues. He told you about boardwalks and Rock Creek Park. He explained that you were in downtown right now, the place where a lot of people work, which is why the buildings were so tall and everyone was so busy.
He told you about a little two bedroom apartment, and a really good hospital. In a few days, you'd go there and they'd fix your heart. No more worrying about it getting worse, it'd be all fixed.
“After that,” he said. “I see no reason why you shouldn’t go to school. I think you’ll like it.”
“Maybe,” you warily agreed.
Steve wasn’t talking anymore. You kept looking out the window. As the city rushed by out there, only one question came to mind.
prompt : Stucky and reader who pretend to hate each other, even though they both love each other. reader gets badly hurt on a mission causing both Steve and Bucky to tell reader their feelings.
Quick 3 parter, may end up being horrible please leave feedback
Warnings: fluff, enemies to lovers. argument, yelling, injuries, cussing
3rd Person POV:
"Just stop, just fucking leaving me alone. Just because you're in charge doesn't mean your in charge of me!" Steve's jaw dropped in shock and anger. Everyone in the kitchen was shocked and didn't know what to say. "That's exactly what that means. When you signed up to be an avenger, you signed up to be bossed around!", Steve yelled, not so used to being disobeyed so outright. Wanda tried to step in between Y/N, with on withering look from both of you she immediately backed up. "I'm done, if you want to talk when you stop being such a dick, then you know where to find me." Y/N spoke with distaste and anger. Everyone was frozen in place, Steve's anger on the brink of overflow. "Captain Rogers, you are requested to the meeting room along with Sergeant Barnes. It is of urgent matter sir." Friday spoke over the speakers. Steve started walking to the elevator, heading for Bucky's room.
Steve's POV:
I hit the 10th floor button on the elevator, just wanting to talk to Buck. "Hey, Buck open up! We have to go to the meeting room, now, apparently its urgent!" I started pounding on his door. The doorway slowly opened up to revel Bucky with a fluffy white towel wrapped around his waist, hair freshly washed and water droplets cascading down his abs. "Stare much." Buck chuckled lightly, "Get dressed and lets go. We need to be down there quickly." I rushed him, cheeks flushed.
Time Skip-outside the meeting room. (Y/N's POV)
"I really don't want to see Steve right now, unless he has an apology ready for me I don't want to talk to him." I thought to myself. U slowly open the meeting room door to be greeted with the sight of not only Steve but Bucky as well. "My brain really can't handle two idiots at the same time right now." I quietly whispered to myself. Apparently not quiet enough because the next things I hear is a scoff from Steve and a "Is that so doll?" I roll my eyes at them both and go to sit down in the stiff grey office chair. "Ya'know Tony with all the money you have at your disposal, you think we would more comfortable chairs." I lightly chuckled alongside Tony while Bucky rolled his eyes. "Hey Barnes, keep rolling your eyes maybe you'll find a brain back there." I laughed. He scowled and looked at Tony, "Can you just tell us why we're here? I want to get as far from Y/N as humanly possible." Bucky questioned. Tony stepped aside, "I will let Friday do all the talking. Friday hit it!" "Yes sir, as all of you can see we have located a Hydra base. They have plans to storm New York and try to take down Stark Industries. For some reason they had all this information stored on a file on they easily hackable server. Now this is where you come in. Mr. Stark needs you to go to the base and infiltrate it. You need to find anything and everything in that building. We are not able to send everybody out because it is a stealth mission. that is the reason Mr. Stark chose you three to complete this mission. Agent Y/N, you will need to sneak into the Hydra base with Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes, look through the whole building, find any and all information and bring it back to Mr. Stark and Mr. Banner. The quinjet will leave tomorrow afternoon at 7 sharp. I understand from hearing your altercation in the kitchen earlier today that there is tension between Captain Rogers and Agent Y/N. However this mission requires teamwork, cooperation, consideration, communication and open eyes and ears. Mr. Stark would like you to try to resolve it or temporarily solve the altercation before you all leave for the mission. That is all, Mr. Stark will dismiss you soon."
This is it for Part one of I Hate You, but I Don't. If you have any suggestions for other stories or any suggestions on how to fix this story please let me know. Love you all!! <3333
I started reading this fic, I can't remember the name or the author, and I can't believe I missed liking it. It's a female oc with Steve and Bucky story, where she falls for both of them but they were in their way to priesthood. It also has a sequel where I think she ends up with bucky, and steve leaves.. I just read the summary and can't remember more than the fact that she met steve first at her bestfriend's place. She stumbled on the stairs cause some kid was running, and steve caught her.
Please help if you know about this..
Another one that I missed, Steve Rogers and reader, where Steve is a mob boss, and reader is a nurse, set in the decade I can't remember. She helped Steve's son and that's how she captured his attention.. Steve also helped her enroll in NYU to pursue her dream to become a doctor.
Steve turned his head and looked at what Bucky was staring at. There was a man on stilts dressed as one of your podcast characters. One Steve and Bucky didn’t recognize but. If your laughter when you saw him was any indication, you did.
Evidently it was from a very specific story arc where your dwarf rogue had been cursed to be tall... Thus rendering you much less sneaky. And less valuable.
He wasn’t the first person that they had seen dressed as you. People were dressed as you in your Radio Drama character outfits. They were dressed as you from Guttersnipes and from Brass Bell Inn... Even as you as a literal Character assassin from a recent guest spot on another podcast.
It was... dizzying, the amount of people they had seen that were that just... devoted. And as they stood along the wall, trying to keep a low profile and watch the panel discussion, They’d lost count of the heads in the crowd.
“This is-” Steve grappled for a word. It wasn’t insane. The crowds of people were kind. Thrilled to be there. The event was well run, even if it was massive.
“Surreal?” Bucky supplied.
And Steve nodded. Surreal was a good word. They knew what you did for a living. Creating content for others to watch. Con appearances. Selling Merch. Writing a book. Like... It wasn’t a secret. But seeing just how many people, even in just this building, this room, were hanging on your every word... It was weird.
To them, you were Bunny. You were their baby. Their girl.
But in front of your audience now, you were... something else. You sparkled in a way that was hard to define. You were magnetic.
And Bucky seemed to follow his thought train. “Y’know, if you could hold a crowd like that during the war, they probably wouldn’t have had you acting like a trained monkey.”
“... Shut up Bucky.”
Bucky grinned at him and turned his attention back towards the front of the room. They’d missed what you had just said. But whatever it was, people were crying with laughter.
“She’s going to be exhausted after this,” Bucky said, frowning for a moment.
Steve nodded, “Yeah. It’s been a long day.”
“A long weekend,” Bucky sighed, “And there’s still a whole other day.”
Steve and Bucky had often wondered why you were so exhausted when you got home. Why you needed so much time to just be... inert. You crackled with energy. With your public persona. Something that was so different to your every day self. Your introversion.
“A long shower tonight, I think,” Steve said.
“And something to actually eat. I haven’t seen her eat all day,” Bucky said frowning. And Steve smiled a little.
Bucky was, whether he wanted to admit it or not, was his mother’s son. He couldn’t stand seeing someone not eat. And your recent rapid weight loss after a med change was driving him to distraction.
“Buck-”
“Not pizza though. She hates the pizza here.”
“Buck-” Steve tried again.
“Hmm?”
“Let’s just ask her... Instead of you hurting yourself thinking about it.”
Bucky gave him a look and Steve smiled, brushing a kiss across the metal knuckles of the hand he held.
Two weeks! Two horrible, lonely weeks full of self loathing and sad music. You made a simple mistake, why couldn’t Steve understand?
Yes, Bucky was his best friend. Yes, Steve was an extremely territorial and jealous hunk of a man. But, a simple kiss shouldn’t have set him off like it did. Bucky was your best friend and confidant, just as he was for Steve. And, just like with Steve, you both had history.
Bucky was important to you in many ways, you loved him, just as Steve loved him. You never judged them for their history. Never did you feel jealousy over Steve embracing Bucky when reuniting after a hard mission or seeking his comfort when you were away for weeks on end for work. But, one little kiss and Steve just shuts you out.
Two fucking weeks! You had cried, raged, and cried some more until you felt hollow. Luckily, Bucky would be back tonight and perhaps the two of you could talk some sense into your hardheaded lover.
Pulling on some sweatpants and a comfy black tee, you stalked from your room towards the kitchen, intending to grab a cup of coffee before relaxing for a while. It was your day off and you were not going to let Steve’s petulant attitude ruin it.
Soon, you were sipping a steaming cup of coffee, happily reading your favorite romance novel. Sequestered in your fortress of solitude, aka the library, you heard a ping from your phone. Picking up the phone, you realized it was a group text from Tony that said, Celebration tonight in the common room. Be there with your best singing voices! I just upgraded the karaoke machine and you are all my guinea pigs! Also, there will be ample food and alcohol to celebrate a job well done for those returning from missions today. 7pm sharp, don’t be late!
Feeling both elated and a bit nervous, it never did anyone any good to refuse celebrations that Tony planned, you hopped up from your seat and hustled back to your bedroom to finish what little bit of chores you needed to do before getting ready for tonight. A bit of singing tonight might help loosen Steve up before you and Bucky confronted him. He always said that your voice helped him to relax. With a bit of a giggle, you pushed yourself into a jog. The faster you finished, the quicker you could put your plan into action.
A few hours later, you were dressed to the nines in Steve’s favorite dress. You felt sexy and excited to get to show off for him tonight, but also a bit nervous. Bucky had yet to show up to your room. His plane landed around 3 and you sent him a prompt message asking him to come see you so you could talk. He never replied, which was odd but not an unheard of occurrence. Knowing him, he probably went straight to his room to nap before the party tonight. But, it was approaching the 7pm deadline and if he didn’t show up soon, you would be all on your own to confront Steve.
A few moments later, a soft knock came at your door. On swift feet, you ran to the door, grabbing your shoes on the way. Stopping just shy of the door, you took a deep breath before opening it.
You tried hard not to show your disappointment at finding Sam on the other side. “Hey, Sam, what’s up?”
“Not much, just came to see if you wanted to go on down to the party with me. Everyone else is waiting for their favorite songbird to arrive.” The grin on his face was hard to ignore and set you giggling back at his teasing tone. Lacing your arms together you began walking in the direction of the party.
“Sure. I was kind of waiting for Bucky, but he’s probably still getting ready for the party.” The frown on Sam’s face was quickly hidden, but it still set you on edge. “Ok birdbrain, spill it. What’s got your feathers in a ruffle?”
Sam sighed, rolling his eyes at the nickname and icy tone. He should have known that you would be suspicious. “Y/N, Bucky is already at the party. He and Steve both asked me to get you.”
You froze in place. “Why would they do that?”
Tugging a bit on your arm, Sam set you both walking again. “I have no clue, guess you will find out when we get there.”
Reluctantly, you walked arm in arm with Sam and reached the party just as Tony was taking the stage.
“There’s our sweet girl. About time you showed up!” Rolling your eyes as everyone chuckled, you followed Sam to a seat towards the front.
“Now that the Queen of Song has graced us with her presence, we can finally get this party started.” Tony winked at you, a teasing and mischievous light in his eyes, that set you blushing. “Y/N, this first one is for you dear.”
A small frown knit itself in your brow when the lights shut off. Then the sound of a piano began to flow from your right and you realized that this wasn’t music from the machine but someone playing live.
A spotlight hit the piano and illuminated Bucky, leaning slightly over the keys and playing a familiar tune. But, it was the sound of a second light coming on, pointed at the stage that had you slowly turning.
A small gasp brought tears to your eyes as Steve began to sing along to the piano.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
The tears cascaded like rivers down your cheeks as Steve sang your most favorite song. One that had graced your ears multiple times over the past two weeks. You thought it couldn’t get much better than this until you heard Bucky lift his voice with Steve for the chorus.
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Their singing became thoroughly distracting, so much that you didn’t notice Clint take over the piano from Bucky. With a nod of thanks, he walked onto the stage, catching your full attention with the next verse, as Steve snuck offstage.
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby, it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Steve slowly approached your chair from the side as Bucky descended the stairs directly in front of you. His eyes kept you enthralled until a soft touch to your left hand caught your attention. Steve smiled with all the love in his heart and turned to look at Bucky as he gently wiped a tear from your cheek.
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Alternating lines of the song had another round of tears falling from your eyes as the men you loved held tightly to your hands.
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
With tear filled eyes, they sang their hearts out to you and smiled as the final chorus approached. Their eyes seemed to yearn for you to join them. With a small nod, they helped you stand pulling you between them. You placed the hands that they still held to each of their hearts and joined their voices with yours for the final chorus.
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
As the sound of the piano died, you smiled up at Steve and instantly knew you were forgiven. Looking to Bucky, he smiled down at you and pulled the both of you into a tight hug.
Applause from around you soon degraded into raucous cheering when Steve pulled you into a heated kiss that made your toes tingle. Just as your feet touched the floor, your body was forcefully spun around and lifted where Bucky kissed you with reckless abandon.
Soon your head was spinning again as Steve threw you over his shoulder and stalked from the room with Bucky following close behind, grinning like a hungry wolf.
Without so much as a word from either of them, you knew that, not only were you forgiven, you were about to be rewarded. Life would never be the same after this, and you were perfectly okay with that. As long as you had both of these men in your life, you knew you would never have to face the world alone. Life without both of them would have been incomplete, anyway.
Summary: An innocent game of twister turns into something more
Warnings: Language, insinuation
Pairings: Bucky Barnes x reader x Steve Rogers
Words: 1,239
A/N: my first attempt at a prompt
The sound of the plastic scraping against cardboard accompanied the light chatter and few giggles as Steve, Bucky, and I were contorted into a human pretzel on the mat.
"Tell me again how this was supposed to be fun?" I asked, trying to keep my hips up away from Bucky's, since my arms were behind me. My chest was pressed against Steve's, as his right knee pressed firmly against the inside of my left thigh.
Tony let out a laugh as he looked at the board. "Right foot green," he chortled, taking a sip of his scotch.
I bit my lip as I slid my right foot from the blue dot to the green one, my leg brushing against Steve, my hips lowering into Bucky's lap.
"Whoa, Y/LN," Clint chuckled, "don't you want to buy Barnes a drink first?"
I glared at the archer who just threw his head back and laughed harder. I turned my head towards Bucky as I lifted my pelvis once again off of him, which only pushed into Steve's pelvis. "I am so sorry boys," I whispered, my cheeks burning from the intimate position the game was putting us in. I could see Bucky was trying his best of keeping his hips away from me as well.
"Careful there Barnes," Tony chided playfully, "your ass is about to touch the floor."
This caused Bucky to groan and shift underneath me, his pelvis pressing into me and my cheeks go instantly red.
"I'm going to kill you Stark," Bucky growled out, his breath tickled my neck, which caused me to shift up into Steve.
"Y/N," Steve muttered, "you're going to throw me off balance. I don't want to fall on you."
I shifted my weight and bumped into Bucky.
"If you throw me off, I'll bring you both down," Bucky groaned with a bit of stress.
"Tony, spin the damn thing," I said through gritted teeth, my wrists protesting under the unnatural positioning.
"Oh, I think we should just see how long you three can last in that position," the billionaire commented, a smirk on his face.
Natasha came up and took the spinner away from him.
"Hey!" he protested. "I'm the spin master!"
"Shut it," Natasha said, rolling her eyes, finger flicking the spinner. Her eyes watched it as it slowed down, a smirk formed on her lips as she looked over to is. "Left-hand yellow."
I looked over my shoulder to see where the closest yellow was, a frown forming when I realized that I had to either reach under Steve to get to one or under Bucky. Both men were able to move efficiently to their respective dots: Steve to the one by my left leg and Bucky's went just a row down, taking the easiest one away from me.
"Stuck Y/N?" Clint asked, a smile on his lips as he sipped his beer, leaning against the wall.
I didn't bother to look at him as I played each scenario out in my head. I decided to try to spin and go under Steve. I started to move when I heard Steve take a sharp breath as my arm slid between our bodies and Bucky coughed when I lowered my hips into him as my fingers touched the circle.
"Y/N, do you mind?" Bucky asked. I could hear him clenching his teeth as he spoke.
I decided the best way to get over this game was to just cheat in the most unfair way possible. I pushed my ass into Bucky's lap more as my chest rose into Steve's. In doing so, I could hear both men intake a sharp breath.
"Boys," I whispered, trying to make my voice husky, "you know, we could just do this in my room tonight with no clothes on. Much more fun." Bucky let out a groan and I swore I heard Steve whimper. I could feel Bucky shift, so I took the liberty to push into him. He wasn't able to recover his loss of balance and he fell to the floor.
"Ooph," he hissed. "That was dirty, Y/LN."
I didn't respond as I shifted to turn into Steve, my lips coming dangerously close to his neck. I blew gently on his heated skin, which caused the super soldier to falter, his knee hitting the ground.
"Y/N wins!" Natasha exclaimed as I stood up.
"She cheated," Steve pouted, still kneeling on the ground.
"There isn't a rule about not using my sexuality against you," I chirped. I offered my hand to Bucky, who took it with a glare, and helped him up, then did the same to Steve. I smirked at Natasha, who, in turn, smiled back.
"Okay," I sighed, "I'm calling it a night." I started towards the door as everyone chimed in with their farewells. I was about to reach the elevator when I felt an arm around my waist and another around my shoulder.
"Sore losers boys?" I smirked at the two super soldiers. Bucky's grip tightened on my waist as Steve's lowered to my hip, the two of them ushered me into the lift.
"We're taking you up on your offer," Steve whispered in my ear.
I wiggled out of their grasp, facing them. I stared at both of them, mouth slightly gaped.
"Um, that was just," I hesitated, not sure what to really say. I swallowed thickly as I mulled over the words. I started again. "It really wasn't an offer."
Bucky smirked. "So, you're just a tease," he stated as he moved behind me, his hips dangerously close to my ass. "Steve, I believe Y/N is nothing but talk."
"That's a shame," Steve said, stepping in front of me, his hands on my hips. He stepped forward, causing me to instinctively step backward, right into Bucky. "I was actually looking forward to it."
I let out a shaky breath as Bucky's metal hand ghosted up my left arm as his flesh one gripped my hip, securing me against him. I saw Steve smirk as his hand reached out and slid under my hair to the nape of my neck. His fingers were hot on my skin, a contrast to Bucky's cold ones lazily going up and down my arm. The blonde leaned forward until his face was mere millimeters away from mine.
"What do you say, Y/N?" Steve asked, his breath fanned over my face, the corners of his lips turned up in a small smile.
I bit my lip not daring to speak, afraid that I might not be able to form words, but Bucky took the advantage and nuzzled my neck causing a soft moan to escape my lips.
"I think she wants to, Steve," Bucky chuckled, "but we need you to actually say it."
Were these two for real? There was no way they could be serious. They were just trying to get back at me for the game. But the thought of them being serious crept back into my brain. Not hard when Steve was leaving light kisses on my jaw and cheeks while Bucky nipped and nuzzled my neck. Before I could say anything the elevator dinged and I looked to see we've reached my floor.
Shaking my head, I shrugged my shoulders to get out of their grasps. Before I could change my mind, I grabbed both their hands and dragged them towards my room.
Could you do a soft!Dom Bucky and hard!Dom Steve x fem!reader and the reader just got a punishment she didn't deserve from Steve and Bucky comforts the reader and Steve feels bad?? If you don't like it sorry but if you have time could you please😭🙏
“I was worried sick about you,” Steve growled as he fucked into you harshly. The pace he set was brutal. Too fast and too harsh for you to have much pleasure from it. But that was the point. He was punishing you.
“I’m-I’m sorry!” You cried out as he gave a particularly hard thrust. Your hands gripped onto your white bed sheets as he railed into you. Tears streamed down your face as he fucked you. You knew you could say your safe word, that he’d stop as soon as he heard red, but part of you felt that maybe you deserved the punishment. You had told Bucky about going out to the bar late with some of your girlfriends, but apparently, he’d never told Steve before going on his mission and your other boyfriend had sat at home, worried sick over your whereabouts.
“Did you not think I’d fucking care about where you were at two in the fucking morning?” Steve asked. His hand wrapped itself around the back of your neck and squeezed tightly. “Did you think that I wouldn’t go out of my fucking mind with worry when you didn’t come home after work when Bucky was on a mission?”
“Steve-” you begged, but the Captain wouldn’t listen. No matter how much you tried to explain your story, he wouldn’t listen. From the change of his thrusts you knew he was coming close to his second orgasm of the night. He’d no doubt come inside you, stilling for only a moment before continuing on, making a further mess between your legs.
“Are you trying to make me punish you?” Steve spat.
“No!” You cried out. The pain was growing worse as Steve kept up his rough treatment. You shoved your head into the pillow beneath you, unsure how much longer you could last before screaming out your safe word. “Steve, please, stop! Slow down!”
“Why?” Steve growled. “Why should I-”
“Red!” You cried out finally. The pain overwhelming you. “Red! Steve, red!”
Steve stopped as soon as the first cry of red came from you. His grip on the back of your neck was gone as he spoke softly to you.
“Okay, it’s okay baby. I’m sorry, I’m gonna pull out now, okay?” Steve got no answer from you. His lips turned down and his sweat-covered brow furrowed as he realized how far he’d gone. “Y/N?” He tried, but your loud sobs cut him off. The sound of the front door shutting noted him to Bucky being back home. “Want me to clean you up, baby?” Steven asked gently, still not daring to touch you. The only answer Steve got from you was your head shaking from side to side. Despite Steve having stopped, pain still shot through your nerves. You were so overwhelmed that the thought of being touched, even with a warm cloth, was too much. “Do,” Steve hesitated for a moment before going forward with his question. “Do you want me to get Bucky?”
There was a moment of silence before you nodded your head. Steve left the room without another word. A deep, shuddering breath left Y/N as her mind whirled. Even after taking Steve’s punishment, she still didn’t understand why she had been punished. Her boys always told her to tell one of them when she’d be going somewhere, just like Steve would tell either Bucky or her where he’d be going, or Bucky would tell her or Steve where he’d be going. So why, when she had told Bucky and not Steve, was she being punished? Nothing made sense to her and another sob escaped her as the door to their bedroom opened. Y/N didn’t realize anyone else was in the room with her until she felt the cool touch of Bucky’s metal hand on her back.
Bucky hushed you as he crawled into bed next to you. His arms wrapped around you, making you feel safe and warm. “It’s okay Y/N, you’re okay.” Your sobs began to die down as Bucky’s hand-carded gently through your hair. “Are you hurt?” Bucky asked.
You took a moment to focus on your body. “A little. I’m sore, he…Steve was hard.”
“I know doll, Steve knows he went too hard on you.”
“Why, Bucky?” You asked softly. Bucky’s blue eyes met yours and you saw the worry and confusion in them. “Why did he punish me?”
Bucky’s eyes widened. “He punished you?”
You nodded your head. “He said it’s because I made him worry. That I didn’t tell him I’d be going out tonight after work but-”
“But you told me,” Bucky says softly, almost as though he’s in a daze. The pieces of the puzzle are starting to click into place for him as he’s realized how badly the two of them fucked up.
“I thought you told him before you got called off for your mission.” You said.
Bucky shook his head as he shifted on the bed. The comfort of the blanket and pillows became too hot, too suffocating. “I forgot.” Guilt surged through Bucky as he realized your punishment was all his fault. Yes, Steve had gone too far, that was on him, but if it weren’t for Bucky then Steve and you would never have been in that position in the first place. “Oh doll, I’m so sorry.” Bucky groaned. “I’m so sorry, this is my fault, Y/N I’m sorry,” Bucky said as he held you tighter, wishing he could turn back time and tell Steve about your plans for the night.
“So, I was right?” You asked. “I wasn’t supposed to be punished.”
“Absolutely doll, you were absolutely right. I’m so sorry.” Bucky answered. He knew Steve was just outside the door, listening in, no doubt feeling guilty for his actions. “Did you want to talk to Steve about it? Or do you want to get cleaned up?’
You paused for a moment, thinking. “Talk then clean.”
“Okay,” Bucky answered. “Steve,” he called, not bothering to raise his voice. “You can come in.”
With a slow creak of the door, Steve stepped into the room, his head bowed and shoulders hunched. He stepped up to the edge of the bed but didn’t dare get any closer to you or Bucky. “I’m, I’m so sorry.” Steve rasped. You could tell he was trying to hold back his emotions. “I’m, I fucked up Y/N, I’m sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I would never have punished you if I had known-”
“Steve,” you called. “Look at me.” Steve raised his head and his glassy eyes met your own. “I know you didn’t mean to hurt me.”
Steve nodded along. “It never should have happened.”
“No,” you agreed, “it shouldn’t have. I think I knew that from the start and so I was already stressed going into…” you trailed off, waving your hand in the air as you searched for the right word. “The scene.” You said finally. “We all fucked up with communication today.” You said as you looked between your boyfriends. “Now we know it’s something we need to focus on.”
Bucky pressed a gentle kiss to the top of your head. “You’re absolutely right, doll.”
“Do you want Buck to help you get cleaned?” Steve asked, still hesitant as to if you’d welcome his touch so soon after the scene.
Your lips turned up into a small smile. “I’d like both of you if that’s okay?”
Steve nodded immediately before climbing onto the bed and carefully pushing your sweaty hair out from your eyes. “Of course baby. Whatever you want.”
