not to be SUPER depressing or flippant on the tl, but jason's suicidal ideation makes a whole lot of sense even when you ignore his self esteem issues, abandonment issues, and general mental illness simply because he KNOWS death is more peaceful than life -- and with how his life has gone since coming back i can really understand why he's just like "yknow what??? this is some bullshit"
new headcanon: jason doesnt off himself cause he sees life as a debt he has somehow not paid off, a punishment for the brief bout of peace he should have never had
















