#wafat

[esbatubulet]

Yaa Rabb, jemputlah aku disaat aku dalam keadaan mencintaimu sedalam-dalamnya..

[sazzadiyatan]

Kembali berpikir absurd

Malam ini kebiasaan banget tiba tiba punya pertanyaan Dan pikiran absurd

Tiba tiba bertanya pada diri, kira kira saat aku wafat nanti ada gak ya yang bersedih? Ada gak ya teman teman yg menyempatkan diri untuk bertakziah? Ada gak ya yg tulus kirim doa dan menyolati diri yg sudah tiada nanti?

Padahal seharusnya aku berpikir bagaimana matiku nanti, khusnul khotimah ataukah suul khotimah, kira kira sudah cukup gak bekal kita yang gak seberapa tapi maksiatnya terpampang nyata? Dan selanjutnya tentu saja nangis sambil buka tumbrl.

2021 yang kukhusnudzoni menjadi tahun yg lebih mudah ternyata menjadi tahun yang membuat banyak overthingking. Banyak nangisnya sih bahkan kalo diajak ngobrol tentang pilihan yg aku buat di tahun ini suka tiba tiba berkaca kaca dan berlanjut nangis sesenggukan.

Sekelas pas ikut psikotes jawab pertanyaan sebenarnya orientasimu apa di ujian tulis, dengan mudahnya nangis sesenggukan pas nulis, selemah itu aku di tahun ini. Meski sudah kembali punya pendapatan sendiri setelah 2 tahun lalu fokus ambil S2, tapi belum ada perasaan bahagia dan nyaman dalam hati.

Heh.. Bersyukur di... Iya aku tau kok firman Allah yang menjelaskan, kalau kalian bersyukur akan kutambah nikmatku, tapi kalau mengkufuri atau mengingkari maka adzabku sangat pedih.

iya aku coba lebih ikhlas, dan menjalani pekerjaan sebaik mungkin, meski banyak kurangnya berusaha banget nuntasin semuanya.

Saat ini peganganku masih bagaimana ilmuku menjadi amal jariyah saat wafat nanti, entah gimana prosesnya sulit dan sesakit sekarang nyoba ngasih kekuatan dalam diri, gapapa bayangin aja pas kamu wafat nanti apa yg kamu kerjakan sekarang jadi pemberat amal saat hidup gak putus putus lagi.

Udah ya hati jangan banyak overthingking sampai susah menikmati hidup, yakin aja banyak orang yg masih sayang kamu, meski kamu mengira tidak ada yang menyayangi dan memperhatikanmu. Ingat masih ada Allah dan malaikat mungkar nakir yang terus mengawasi sepanjang detak jantung yang diberikan Allah padamu.

Bismillah Allahu Yuqowwini

Gresik, 16 Desember 2021

[ahlulbaytsaviour]

15 Rajab Sayyeda Zainab (as) Death Anniversary

Sunday 28th February 2021, 15th Rajab 1442 marks the wafat of Fatimah al-Zahra (as), daughter Sayyeda Zainab (as).  Sayyeda Zainab (as) is an exemplary woman of greatness and is the shining sun in the history of Islam and of humanity for what she endured during the Battle of Karbala. Sayyeda Zainab witnessed the brutal death of her brothers, Imam al Hussain (as) and Imam Abbas (as) and the massacre of her family in Karbala.

May Allah forever bless Sayyeda Zainab (as) and the Holy Household of Prophet Muhammad (SAWS), for the sacrifices and hardships they endured. Salawat.

[ahlulbayt-saviour]

asalamu alayka ya Zainab!

[lionofkarbala]

The Messenger of Allah (ص) said "Do not salute for me in short!”

The companions asked "What is saluting in short?”

The Prophet (ص) replied "Saying that Blessing of Allah be upon Muhammad.”

They asked "What should we say?”

The Prophet  (ص) answered

"Say: Blessing of Allah be upon Muhammad and his Ahlul-Bayt.”

In another wording the Prophet  (ص) replied: "Say: O Allah bless Muhammad and his household the same way as you blessed Abraham and his household. Verily you are worthy of all praise full of all glory!”

Sunni reference:

• al-Sawa’iq al-Muhriqah, by Ibn Hajar, Ch. 11, section 1, p225

                                          للَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِ مُحَمَّدٍ

[lionofkarbala]

Martyrdom of Imam Hassan ibn Ali Al Askari (as)

8th Rabe’e al Awwal (16 November 2018)

My sincerest condolences to the Imam of Our Time Imam Mahdi (atfs) on the Martyrdom of his father Imam Hassan ibn Ali Al Askari (as); and also to the Ahlul Bayt (as) on the assassination of the eleventh Imam (as).

Imam Hassan Al Askari (as) buried in Samarra (Iraq) was poisoned by the Abbasid rulers (la) at the age of 28 years old. These tyrants (la) gave the Imam (as) many sufferings and distresses in his short life, and oppressed the Imam moving him between prisons and issuing house arrests, making sure he was confined preventing him from meeting his followers, and the scholars to learn from the fountains of his knowledge and disciplines.

May Allah (swt) remove His mercy and curse these killers and tyrants and all those who conspired and oppressed our Imam (as) and all the Ahlul Bayt (as).

للَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِ مُحَمَّدٍ

[lionofkarbala]

Sayeda Ruqaya (sa) wafat

My condolences to the Imam of Our Time Imam Mahdi (atfs), the Master of Martyrs Imam Hussain (as) and the Ahlul Bayt (as) on the martyrdom of Sayeda Ruqaya (sa), the daughter of Imam Hussain (as) and Lady Rubab (sa) who died on the 2nd Saffar imprisoned in a dungeon after being held captive after the Battle of Karbala.  

May Allah (swt) bless her and her parents eternally, and may those who oppressed, tortured and imprisoned her be cursed forever.

Peace be upon the weeping, complaining, mourning one,

Peace be upon the wailing captive,

Peace be upon the one orphaned while still a child,

Peace be upon the one of the great grief at the loss of one who was affectionate and merciful to her,

Peace be upon the one of the grief-repressing heart,

Peace be upon the one of the over-flowing tearful eyes,

With the one having a moaning that tears the hearts apart

Due to the successive of calamities,

Due to what happened to her in the land of afflictions,

The Mercy of Allah and His blessings.

لَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِ مُحَمَّدٍ

[lionofkarbala]