#we contain multitudes

[findmeinthefallair]

Which C-PTSD mood(s) are you today?

I Can Handle This Alone and I Will Be Sane Until I Am Not:

The Strut of Justified Anger:

Hyperaware That I Missed Out On A Good Chunk of My Life:

Not Only Did I Learn That I Went Through Something; That Something Was Bad:

[only-knives]

me: i hate living like this i hate being disabled i cant do this anymore i want to die can an aneurysm burst or something

therapists & family: safety planning!!! do you need the hospital? no? you don't have a plan to kill yourself? okay! just focus on what you're grateful for. focus on the positive. remember recovery is possible. your doctors will take care of you. what? you stopped going to the doctor? you're too tired? they won't listen to you? honey, it won't get better if you don't go to the doctor. you need to advocate for yourself, people cant do everything for you. you need to be a responsible adult.

me: i just wanna kill myself more now what do i do i just want to live and be happy and be myself again

ME/CFS patients: no yeah this disease is a living death, it makes sense that part of you doesn't want to live anymore given what you're going through. you've lost a huge part of your life, and recovery isn't always possible. a lot of us cant attend in person appointments anymore either, but here are some solutions that work for some of us. i'm sorry you're here with us, but we won't leave or judge you. you don't have to do this alone. and we're fighting for research and treatment!!

me: oh.... okay :') <3 thank you... maybe i will live. for you all and those we lost, yeah?

ME/CFS patients: yeah :) <3 we believe in you.

[thevoiceofriesling]

Hopes: high as heaven

Expectations: lower than hell

The dichotomy of shipping bucktommy

[oraclejalon]

Me: ic horny posts/thirst posting

Also me: but her cabbages need weeding

[localareamom]

It is bad and I “don’t” “support” “it” but my dumb brain thinks it’s so sexy young people are smoking again instead of vaping. Like it’s terrible, but ya gotta hand it to the tobacco industry, making a thing that you get to hold all slutty in your fingers and bring to your mouth and do so much emoting and character work. They really nailed it.

I also am so grateful I’m no longer making out with people who smoke or having to deal with everything I own stinking after going out.

[mannyblacque]

Art by Sophie Bland | Instagram

THE LIFE OF CHUCK

[impossibleprincess35]

I don't know, man, I think it's kind of interesting to let female characters fuck up the narrative. What if she doesn't want to be a martyr? What if she's tired of being self-sacrificing? What if she's complex and she has internal struggles that are in direct opposition to how she presents herself in public? What if she longs for a different life? What if she succumbs to a sliver of selfishness? What if she grows weary of fighting and just wants her own brief period of peace? What if she's endured enough trauma to where she just wants to be held and loved by someone who understands she's not incapable, she's just exhausted? What if she has to learn it's okay to be flawed and ordinary? What if she lets someone down because she's a bit broken and her soul is not at rest?

Like, I don't know, man. I just kind of love exploring all that shit.

[kaen-ace-of-diamonds]

YANESSA HALOVAR THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE