feelings'n'poetry

🌻lv. 21 ||🖤writing gives me hope

[talking-feelings]

Your words are running through my veins at night

the rush keeps me up

letting my heart burn bright

Insomnia

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

It all feels so heavy, starting my day while wishing you a good night. I wish you'd wake up with me, beside me, with the sun in your face and my hand in your hair.

c.s. (@talking-feelings )

[talking-feelings]

Deep down I know that this feeling might never pass. Even 20 years from now my heart will secretly skip a beat and my mind go dizzy every time I lay eyes on you.

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

Don't let other people talk you out of doing something you love, just because they don't share your visions. It doesn't mean that your dreams are wrong, they just don't see the potential in your actions. Prove them wrong.

It's your life, your dreams

c.s.

[ink-and-oceans]

“I’m caught between wanting this to be over and wishing we could go back.”

— tara love / indecisive, hurt, stubborn hearts

[talking-feelings]

She stood with her feet on the ground, a book in her hands and her head far up among the stars.

Never stop dreaming

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

I became so numb after all these years, but deep down the voices and feelings never stopped. And all they want is everything to be normal again, but to be honest I can't even remember how it feels to be 'normal'.

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

Rip to all my favorite songs I can't listen to anymore, because you had to leave and fuckin ruin them all.

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

I let you go, but moving on with someone new is something I'm just not able to do. Everytime they touch me I shiver; it reminds me of you.

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

It's hard to get up in the morning, if waking up itself is nothing but a disappointment to you in the first place.

c.s.

[talking-feelings]

It's 4 am and I couldn't bear it anymore. I went to our spot. You remember? The place we used to meet, the place we shared our deepest secrets and spend the whole night laughing. The moon still gleams above it in the same beautiful way and the lights of the city continue to flash those faded, flickering lights. It's still the same place, but it's totally empty because it isn't OURS anymore. It's mute and cold and numb. And I went there to finally say goodbye, but this feeling of emptiness creeped in every part of my mind, and I realised this place got as cold as our love. So I turned my back, but my heart's still there, reliving all these days, knowing they'll never come back. Knowing you'll never come back.

c.s. (via @talking-feelings )

[talking-feelings]

Why am I still waiting for someone who never wanted to stay in the first place?

You'll never come back, will you?

c.s. (via @talking-feelings )

[fvckn-luxsh]

“Abusers don’t abuse every day. They have good moments. Days when they do the right things. Moments when they say the correct words. when this happens, the key is to remember that it is just an abuser having a good day, but still an abuser based on all the other days.”

— Shannon Thomas (via biwomensupport)

[talking-feelings]

I remember how my heart was flipping and jumping in my chest when I saw your face, how my cheeks turned red because the intensity of my own feelings was overwhelming. I remember the way you looked at me, telling me you'll never leave. And now? Now you're standing right in front of me and all I feel is this unbearable pain as a reflection of your smile, while my sorry heart just won't stop sinking within the hole you left behind. But no one else fits in this empty spot like you once did. So please come back. Please help me stop this endless aching.

c.s. (via @talking-feelings )

[the1975music]

// H O T T E S T R E C O R D I N T H E W O R L D – T H U R S D A Y 7 P M // @BBCR1 @ANNIEMAC L O V E 

[talking-feelings]

I'M SO EXCITED GUYYYS

[talking-feelings]

Lately, I feel the urge to leave everything behind and to restart. New people, new city, new books and new me. Maybe because I'm too confused and messed up, and nothing makes sense right now. I just need a new beginning, to let go all of this big black emptiness. I need to leave this endless nutshell. I want to feel alive again.

c.s. (@talking-feelings)

[talking-feelings]

My thoughts feel so heavy, cause every decision I make ends up to be a big mistake.

c.s. (via @talking-feelings)