Arwyn

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[grub-muncher]

[natequarter]

nosferatu? non. VOSferatu. c'est pas mon problême

[templeofbones]

My beloved schizotypal babes out thwte, what are some characters ypy hwafcanon as Schizotypal??

I personally think that mulder from the X-files is schizotypal!

[puppyprincessunicornangel]

I'm really jealous of people who have the privilege of being angry actually. If I get angry, or if I'm mean, I just prove the stereotype of me right. I HAVE to be gentle, i HAVE to be kind, because if im not, they were right about me, and I'm letting my community down. Sorry if this is a me thing I think just maybe others will relate to this.

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

[templeofbones]

Schizotypal moment

When you finally have a somewhat close group of friends and you suddenly feel like they all hate you and are conspiring against you on a random Monday morning

[toesuckler]

[littlemeowmeowmaeve]

I like stpd terminology. “Illusions” sounds like I’m being tormented by a wizard

[entity56]

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

[takemetodragonstone]

t shirt that says i survived hell and all i got was this stupid personality disorder

[albatris]

how do other schizotypals deal with Being Known

like

I'm awkward and nervous around people in general but I really wanna crawl out of my skin when I become a Regular at places and folks know my name and stuff.... and like at work.... where I have to see the same people every day.... how do you deal with people Knowing You and forming opinions on you and getting an Image of you in their brain

how do you handle that anxiety. the I Exist In Other People's Heads anxiety

[evsmystery]

Idk why I’m weird but it could be because I have weird guy disorder

[paranixal]

Me when I don’t have a friend group: ugh this sucks I’m so lonely

Me when I have a friend group: ugh this sucks they’re all out to get me

[familiarrplace]

[vulgaristt]

If you’re not schizo you’re not schizo posting

[nytlyt12]

THE DISORDER THAT MAKES YOU WEIRD AND SCARED OF EVERYBODY

[templeofbones]

Not to autism on main, but I just watched Deadpool and wolverine, and I think the moment that got me the most excited was the like blooper/scene reel in the credits whenever nightcrawler and Peter maximoff popped up.

Entire movie sure, but I see my skrunklies?? Then the stims and giggles come out

I miss my babygirls, I need more Kurt and Peter💔