My entire catalogue of fics are linked under the cut, if thereâs no link it means I havenât cross-posted it yet. (Iâm still working on it, I promise)
Many Paths- Leon decides to put off joining the military for one very specific reason
Shifter- An illusion is the truth aka: Leonâs worst nightmare
Special Girl- You finally get Leon right where youâve always wanted him. Your bed
Strictly Business- A Princess marries Kylo Ren for the sake of her planet (long-form)
Lead Me Home- Two spies fall for each other without realizing theyâre on the same side (long-form)
Cool Water- When the outlaw Levi Ackerman gets captured by a handsome Sheriff, he has until the end of their journey to prove heâs really not that bad of a guy (Cowboy au, Long-form)
Winter Break- Your hot step-brother Eren comes home from college, shenanigans ensue
Fraulein- Reiner recalls a summer he spent with a farmerâs daughter (1920s Texas au)
Mister Right- The wondrous algorithms of Tinder lead you to the man of your dreams (Long-form)
Phantom Blood
Gentle Giant- Johnathan Joestar gets down and dirty (respectfully)
Battle Tendency
Stardust Crusaders
Stay With Me- After realizing how close he came to losing you, Jotaro comes clean about his feelings (Star-Crossed Crusaders pt 1/4
Remember Summer Days- You and Jotaro cross paths a few years later when your exchange program sends you to Japan (Star-Crossed Crusaders pt 2/4)
Diamond is Unbreakable
Never Meant- Jotaro tells you heâs married, you canât take it anymore (Star-Crossed Crusaders pt 3/4) (wip)
Golden Wind
Science Fiction- Ghiaccio has a giant crush on the maid, good thing sheâs a loser too
Science Fiction Double Feature- You and Ghiaccio decide to get serious
AnticiâŠpation- Ghiaccio finds out the hard way where babies come from
Simple Solutions- Screaming babies are the worst
Run With Me?- Risotto has more secrets than Passione knows
Easter Sunday- Mista meets a pretty girl at Mass, and then almost fucking dies
Stone Ocean
Highlight of My Evening- Jotaro and his girlfriend smoke some pot and get horny
Lovefool- You knew hooking up with your best friendâs dad was wrong, but just once couldnât hurt, right?
Right Enough for Me- It was always Joel, no matter what problem you had, he would take care of it.
Calander Girl- You meet Johnny when he accidentally walks onto your modeling set. What could happen?
Come on Princess- Hawks invites you to go out with him and his boyfriend, you end up being their third
Candlelight- In which Eli Sunday is more than happy to consummate his marriage
âBible Studyâ- Father Sunday lies to protect your reputation, after all, how would that make him look?
Stars and Oblivion- after years of searching, you finally find her (a Mad Max fic)
Inamorata- In which Victor does build a companion for his creation (Long-form)
Subject- In which you work with Connor to find the root of his software instability.
Sacred Heart- The sniper on the ridge was providence, everything else was willpower, after all, God helps those that help themselves (Craig Boone x reader) (Long-form)
Temptation and Other Games- Ragebaiting your Mormon boyfriend until he fucks you
Strange Stars- Lacerta Legate takes his healer as a lover.
A Friend of Sophie and Other Stupid Terms- The Courierâs sexual dysfunction is driving him crazy, itâs up to Doctor Gannon to help him out
Whatâre Friends For?- You and Arcade accidentally pick up some reproductive enhancement spores in Vault 22, fuckery ensues.
A brief character study exploring Vulpes Incultaâs childhood
The sun beat down with an oppressive luminosity, blinding the boy as he stole a glance up at it to check the time of day. He quickly casts his gaze down and squeezes his eyes shut, digging the heels of his hands into their sockets to rub away the aura corrupting his vision.
He had spent the morning swimming, and after he finished eating his mid-day meal heâd likely return to the lake until the sun went to hide behind the mountains. He knew mother would call for him soon so he began a meandering trek back towards home, stopping to poke around beneath rocks for a millipede or two to let crawl over his hands as he walked.
He found one and carefully scooped it up, studying it as it scurried over his palm and wove between his fingers, tickling and making him giggle. Ever mindful of his step, careful to avoid crushing an unsuspecting bug or flower under his little sandals he made his way to camp, releasing the millipede into the brush before rejoining his people.
Hardly anyone noticed him, and those that did turned away, refusing to look at him longer than they had to. Other children ran past, bumping him without apology, kicking up dirt behind them as they chased each other in play he could not join.
Mother stood outside their tent over a fire as she finished up their meal. He studied the hide drawn over wooden poles that made up their home. The handprints of his mother and father, with his and his sisterâs underneath, all inked in charcoal stain. When the baby came in a couple of months theirs would be added too, with a larger and larger print layered over it every year. He hoped that heâd get a brother.
He liked adding his hand to the hide every year on his nameday. It was his favorite part and he was excited for his to one day be the same size as fatherâs. Then heâd get to go and build a tent of his own with a pretty girl and have plenty of little handprints under theirs. He smiled to himself at the thought and drug his toe through the sand to make a tangle of a shape.
ââRiver, go find your sister. Itâs time to eat,â mother says, coming over to fuss with his damp white hair, made wavy by the salinity of the lake. âWhat have I told you about swimming by yourself?â
âNobody else wants to play with me.â
âI know,â she murmurs, petting his head and pulling him close, and he can feel the baby rolling in her belly against his cheek. At least mother liked him, and the baby seemed to too.
â-
River dipped his hand into the black sludge and pressed it over his print from the year before. His palm would be black for at least a week, letting everyone know that heâd been around the sun once more, six times in total. Heâs careful to line up the fingers just right, but heâs too distracted by the tiny handprint next to his and his pinky slips out of place, touching the tiny handprint, the one that would always be tiny. Something strange pulls in his chest and he pulls his hand away and wipes it in the dirt.
They had blamed him when the baby died, just as they did everything else. Not enough rain, floods, a bad hunt, a particularly hot day, everything bad was his fault and they made sure he knew it. Mother said it wasnât true, but it must have been because bad things only seemed to happen around him. Even father and Zahra thought so.
He hadnât wanted anything to happen to the baby and he was so excited to finally have a brother, but he had been so quiet when he was born and one of the midwives had pulled him from beside his mother and shoved him out of the tent into the blinding sun. They had shouted at each other things he didnât understand and mother was crying but they wouldnât let him see her.
He watched as the women came out and pressed the babyâs hand to the hide of the tent. Heâd asked what heâd been named as they wrapped his tiny body in soft bison pelts only to be smacked at and sent away. Then at the end of the day father had taken the bundle of sorrow out of the valley to return the baby to the desert, nameless.
For three days he lingered outside, finding shade beneath the cliffs until the women left and he was allowed to return home and curl up into motherâs side to be held. Heâd asked her if sheâd named the baby and sheâd just wept and held him, so he decided not to ask anyone else, and called him Yuma when he thought of him.
â-
River was being truly looked at for the first time in his life and it was all his fault. He had seen the stranger with the red feathers on the ridge three suns before, but thought nothing of it. Now there were many of them here in their valley, at least two hundred, burning and killing and stealing. Mother and father were dead, and so were most of the other grown-ups. Zahra had been dragged away by two men in strange helmets that laughed as she screamed.
The beast before him removes his gilded helmet and tucks it under his arm, revealing dark hair and piercing blue eyes. He reaches for River with his free hand. The boy recoils as the man grabs his jaw and squeezes, forcing his mouth open to inspect his teeth.
âThis oneâs strange looking, but healthy. Take him.â
A man dressed the same as the ones that took his sister takes him by the arm and pulls him through whatâs left of his village. The manâs grip is painfully tight, and the force of being pulled twists his shoulder and elbow in ways they shouldnât go, but he doesnât cry out because he knew he deserved it.
All of this was his fault. It should have been him and not Yuma that died, because he was born wrong and he had brought nothing but suffering to his people. Father was right for having wanted to dash him against the rocks as an infant, and mother was wrong for stopping him. He was a bad omen, a blight on his people, he-
Landed face first in the dirt, sliding with the force of being thrown, rocks slicing into his tender flesh. Tears welled in his steely blue eyes and he was too frightened to blink them away. The man that pulled him up by the hair saw them and brought an open palm across his little cheek, stinging and making more tears well in his left eye.
He was in a makeshift pen with the children and some of the women from his village. His eyes dart around searching for Zahra amongst the throng of quivering children. When he finally finds her, he goes to her without a second thought only to be shoved away when he tries to sit beside her.
He spends the rest of the day alone, curled in on himself in a feeble attempt to protect himself from the blazing sun. By evening his eyes were sore and his exposed skin felt tight and warm, tinged deep pink on his cheeks and shoulders.
River wanted nothing more than to sink into the earth as the sun had, as he watched while the women were pulled from the pen and taken off to makeshift tents. Once there were no more women a single stranger stood before the huddle of children, scanning them before pointing. Riverâs unsure of whoâs been selected until the object of the man's attention stands.
âHow old are you?â
âTwelve,â Zahra answers, her voice shaking. River reaches for her hand and she takes it, squeezing until his fingers go numb.
âGood enough. Come here.â
He never saw her again
ââ
River had been dead for some time, and Vulpes stood in his place. By twelve he had lost count of the number of times heâd been whipped. By fifteen he was truly a recruit, his suffering turned to hatred. The cautious nature from being a pariah amongst his own people turned to cunning.
When Caesar had spared him from the cross he became a blade, honed and hardened, Caesarâs to drive into the backs of his enemies. When the weakness of memory crept in he beat it back, kneeling in the sand until he could barely bring the nine-tails over his own shoulder, much less remember tiny coal stained hands or feeding water birds on the bank of the Great Salt Lake. Now when he was able to recall his motherâs face she called him Vulpes, his tribal name forgotten.
He thought of his people as he trained for combat. How they shunned him, spit at him, how entirely alone he was. How pointless his life had been before.
The Legion was his true calling, heâd longed for a brother and now he had hundreds. He often worked alone but he was never truly lonely. His Frumentarii would come when he called. They respected him. They feared him. He took his emptiness and filled it with blood, no matter whose it was, and finally he was whole.
You and Arcade accidentally pick up some reproductive enhancement spores in Vault 22, fuckery ensues
It felt like it had been an eternity since you began uploading the data from the research terminal in Vault 22. The deeper you had gone into the vault the more stifling the air had become, your sweat had stopped evaporating and you were starting to feel sticky under your clothes. Arcade seemed to be just as uncomfortable as you were, pacing restlessly, periodically lifting his glasses to pinch at the bridge of his nose and grumble.
âItâs so damn hot in here,â he whines, swiping his damp hair back out of his face with a palm. âI thought I hated how dry the desert is but this is way worse.â
âQuit bitching and make sure more of those things donât sneak up on us. Weâll get out of here as soon as the dataâs done uploading.â
âYou said that ten minutes ago too.â
âYeah well itâs almost done now. It was a lot of data.â
The terminal beeps and you eject the holotape, tucking it into your pack and turning to your companion. âOkay, weâre good. Letâs get the fuck out of here.â
The return to the surface is seemingly uneventful. No more spore carriers jumping from clumps of tropical plants, no mantises, just the thick oppressive air of the vault. It wasnât until you left the lush alcove between the mountains that you began to notice something may be wrong.
Your profuse sweating refused to ease and your skin felt like it was stretched too tight over your bones.
âHey âCade, do you feel weird too?â Darkness begins to eat away at the edges of your vision.
âYeah, itâs probably heat exhaustion. Thereâs a Followers safe house nearby we can stop at to cool off before we head back.â
âOkay, yeah probably. Sounds good. Lead the way.â
â-
The safehouse was a shack cobbled together from corrugated metal and lined with partially preserved planks to insulate it. As soon as Arcade had locked the door behind you, you were tugging off your boots and socks and pressing the soles of your feet into the cool packed-earth floor. Arcade had shed his lab coat and tossed it haphazardly over a chair, but continued to pace the hovel. He was starting to make you dizzy.
âArcade, please, for the love of God stop moving,â you cry, burying your face in your hands and shivering. âI feel like my fuckinâ heads gonna explode and youâre acting like a roulette ball.â
âWater. We need water. You know itâs hard for me to sit still when Iâm stressed,â he prattles, pulling two cans of water from a crate and offering you one.
âRight. And what is it youâre thinking? We picked up something nasty in there?â
âMaybe. We donât know what exactly caused the vaultâs inhabitants to become those things we saw. How the spores got into them I mean.â Arcade looks like heâs spent the entire day working outside as opposed to underground, a deep flush tints his face and creeps into the collar of his shirt, which is clinging to him with sweat. His blond hair is dark at the scalp and plastered to his skin, and heâs starting to really smell like a man. âProbably airborn.â
âIf youâre worried about us turning into those things we can quarantine ourselves here until- Jesus Christ,â you interrupt yourself wiping at the sweat running down your face and into your eyes. âLook, Iâm sorry but itâs too damn hot in here, I gotta-â you begin shucking off your armor and letting it clatter to the floor unceremoniously before kicking off your jeans and peeling your T-shirt from your body.
âNot like it does anything for me,â he jokes, pulling his own shoes off and kicking them under the coffee table. âMaybe thatâs not such a bad idea. This shirt is absolutely disgusting.â
You get up and begin digging in the chest in the corner for something you can use to dry yourself off with and come up with only a pillowcase. Itâs good enough to get the job done and you begin patting at the base of your skull with it to rid yourself of the tacky feeling. âShouldnât we have at least started cooling off by now,â you question, wiping your face and discarding the cloth.
âYeah, probably. I donât know, maybe we are dying,â he replies, shuffling out of his clothes and sprawling on the bed in nothing but his boxers.
âArcade, why the fuck would you say that?â
âI donât know! Iâm nervous,â he yells, rolling away from you with a groan.
âClearly. Jesus Christ, do you itch too?â
âI mean kinda, itâs probably the sweat.â
âWhatever. Itâs too hot for this shit. Donât look, or do. I really donât give a shit anymore,â you growl, tossing your bra across the room and peeling your underwear down your legs, throwing yourself face-first onto the bed farthest from his.
âAgain, not exactly titillated by the female form. Iâm gonna look through those files and see if I can find anything about whatever it is we have going on.â
You laugh humorlessly in response and roll onto your side, trying to ignore the fact that your pulse is hammering through your entire body. You can hear Arcade behind you, rooting in your pack and then going to town on the terminalâs keyboard. He continues bitching under his breath, incomprehensible, but annoyed nonetheless, his voice ping-ponging around in your hazy brain. Your thighs rub together thoughtlessly and youâre made extremely aware of a new, even more obnoxious symptom of whatever this is. Another groan, but this time you stifle it with your fist, glancing over your shoulder to ensure your companion is still occupied before allowing your free hand to drift between your slick thighs. The relief is near instantaneous and you dig your teeth into your pointer finger to keep from whining.
âSo apparently they were trying to find a way to increase fertility rates in the crops and- are you fucking kidding me dude?â
You cast a wide-eyed gaze over your shoulder at having been caught and hastily move your hand away from your soaked cunt. âOkay, well itâs not really my fault now is it-â
Arcade shakes his head and makes a sound of absolute disbelief. âMaybe not, but Iâm literally right here.â
âI made sure you weren't looking, besides you donât exactly seem comfortable either,â you counter, gesturing to the obvious tent in his boxers. Your mouth waters a little at the sight and you quickly shake the thought away.
âI have the decency not to touch myself with other people in the room.â
âYeah, okay. But it seemed to help, so maybe you should go jerk off in the corner or something. Promise I wonât look.â
âYou are unbelievable.â He pulls his glasses off and rubs the bridge of his nose. âI mean actually-â
âIf you want to suffer through this Iâm not gonna stop you. Do you have a better idea, Smartass?â
âWell, no.â
âOkay, well I say we go to opposite sides of the room, donât look at each other, handle it, and then act like it never happened.â
âYeah. Yeah, okay, yeah. Sure. I canât fucking believe this,â he grumbles, going back to the furthest bed and sitting with his back to you. âI canât believe Iâm doing this,â he grumbles.
âIâm not gonna look.â
âYou better not.â
You laugh again and roll back over, returning your attention to your own problems. Your fingers slide into your cunt with no resistance and you sigh as you brush your thumb over your clit. The more you work yourself, the more your pulse recedes until itâs almost back to being a hammering in your ribcage. The fist in your mouth does nothing to muffle the sounds coming from between your legs, so you thoughtlessly roll onto your back and spread your legs.
Arcade groans softly from the other side of the room, and you focus on the pain of your teeth digging into your pointer finger trying to ignore the slick sound of him fisting his cock. The roof of the shack is rusted, and sunlight streams through a small hole, you ignore the sound of Arcadeâs bed creaking as he shifts.
"You feel any better?â
âShut the hell up,â he huffs, the sound of his hand accelerating slightly.
âStarting to think this is only keeping it from getting worse,â you whine, stifling another moan with your pillow.
âOh my God, seriously.â Heâs genuinely pissed now and his voice is worming its way into your head and straight to your core.
âAbout what,â he snaps, and you can hear that heâs taking his frustration out on himself. Your thighs clench around your hand at the thought.
âI donât know, anything. What did the research notes say?â
âI didnât get very far because somebody interrupted me being a pervert.â
âYou are so bad at this,â you groan, stealing a glance over at him. His entire body is flushed and slicked with sweat and his cock is so pretty standing at attention in his fist. He glares over at you and your eyes meet for a brief second before you cast your gaze back to the roof.
âYou said you wouldnât look.â
âSo did you. You have a pretty dick.â
âShut upâŠ,â he growls, slamming his head into the pillow repeatedly in frustration.
âAnybody else ever tell you that? So pretty⊠just begging to be sucked. Iâll do it, if you want.â
âThatâll just, ah, make things weird.â Itâs not lost on you that his hand hasnât left himself as he speaks.
âOh, because pollen that makes you so horny you die is normal,â you snap back, sitting up and staring at him shamelessly.
âOkay, if you think itâll help Iâll let you suck my dick, but just this once. As a friend,â he adds, sitting on the edge of the bed and parting his thighs to make space for you.
âAs a friend,â you confirm, sinking to your knees in front of him, grabbing his calf and pulling his right leg forward slightly, straddling it.
âWhat are you-â
âIâm gonna get something outta this too,â you murmur, lowering your cunt to his shin.
âOh my G- okay. Sure. Whatever. Oh-â
Arcade sounds genuinely surprised when you take him into your mouth despite the fact that you had literally just agreed to this arrangement. You moan at the taste of him, taking him deep as you grip his thighs and rut yourself against his leg like some sort of feral beast. His hands tangle in your hair and you let him use you to get off as you focus on chasing your own release against him. Youâre both sweaty, moaning messes as you use each other in a pathetic attempt to get rid of the God-awful ache that you couldnât chase away by yourselves, but hey, what are friends for?
You moan around him as you reach your peak, making him pull your hair harshly as he cums down your throat with an almost pained sound. You swallow and pull away gasping, resting your head on his thigh without thinking. His skin is burning against your cheek and when you try to look up at him you find him still fully erect in front of you.
âDid that help at all? Doesnât look like it helped.â
âI mean kinda.â
âDo you think we should like-â
âMaybe. ProbablyâŠyeah.â
âYou sure, I mean I get it if-â
âI feel like my eyeballs are boiling.â
âOkay, yeah thatâs not good.â
âYou think?â
âYou are such a smartass,â you retort, standing and shoving him back onto the mattress and climbing over him. âI mean seriously, ah- all youâve done today is bitch about something or other, but really youâre lucky I like you.â Youâre riding him with an unbridled need as you berate him for his demeanor since you left Vegas. âAnd Iâm real sorry you got stuck in this situation with me instead of Craig, but here we are huh.â
Arcadeâs face turns bright red and he buries his face in his palms. âHow do you know about that,â he whines, gasping when you sink down on him particularly hard.
âBecause youâre a big fat liar and you do touch yourself with other people in the room.â
âI thought you were asleep!â
ââOh Craig, Craig that feels so goodâ,â you mock, grabbing his jaw and rattling him back and forth.
âShut up,â he growls, flipping you over in an attempt to have at least some control over the situation. âYou are such a bitch, you know that?â
âOh baby, I like it when you talk to me like that,â you laugh, leaning up in an attempt to kiss him.
âYou are insufferable. I am not kissing you, youâve been nothing but mean to me.â
âOh, Iâm mean to you,â your tone would have been condescending if not for the moan that ripped its way out of you halfway through your sentence.
âYes,â he huffs, his hips stuttering as he spills inside you and keeps going like he doesnât even notice.
âOh Iâll fuckinâ show you mean,â you snarl, wrapping your legs around him and shifting your weight until youâre on top of him again. âYou probably like how Iâm bitchinâ you out, huh,â you question, leaning down and biting his shoulder until he yelps. The sound pulls an orgasm from you and he cums again at the feeling of you around him.
âWhat the hell was that for! Bitching me out, yeah okay.â He tosses you off him and stands, shoving you onto your stomach and pushing into you again from behind. âHowâs that for getting bitched out?â He grabs a fistfull of your hair and yanks it so hard you scream, reaching behind you and digging your nails into his thigh hard enough to draw blood in retaliation.
â
You have no idea how long you stay at each otherâs throats, threatening, and arguing, and fucking until you pass out but when you wake thereâs no more sun slipping through the crack of the building. Arcadeâs body is heavy where itâs tangled with yours, but his skin is cool to the touch and whatever the fuck that was seems to finally be over.
âArcade,â you hiss, shaking his shoulder. He wakes with a confused sound and props himself up on his elbow.
âHuh?â
âWeâre alive, but we should probably get going.â
âOh, yeah. tâs dark.â
âYeah no shit, Iâm gonna get the light,â you supply, untangling yourself from him and getting up to find a lamp or something.
âCanât believe we did that. Itâs weird.â
âWe said we wouldnât let it get weird. God Damn-â you trip over some piece or other of your armor and fall into the edge of the desk, hissing as the corner collides with your side.
âI know itâs not you, I just never thought Iâd have sex with a woman, thatâs all.â
You find the lamp on the desk and turn it on, before leaning against the top of it to look at your companion. âYou look like shit,â you state, taking him in. His usually kempt hair is a spiky mess and heâs got several bruised bite marks blooming across his neck and shoulders.
âYeah, you too. Looks like someone decked you,â he muses, getting up and gathering his clothes. He was still attractive even though your mind was no longer clouded by the spores.
âI think you did. Things stopped making sense after a while.â
âIâm sorry.â
âMe too. Should have thought ahead better. Shouldnât have put you in that position.â
âItâs okay. It wasnât bad or anything, just not something I would normally doâŠâ
âWhatâs wrong?â
âYour legs.â
âWhat, a couple bruises, Iâve had worse.â
âNo I mean-â
Your eyebrows furrow in confusion, but when you go to step back into your underwear you see exactly what heâs talking about.
Lacerta takes a liking to the healer sent to his tent after a raid
Idle chatter drifted through the air as a group of women washed their rags at the bank of the river. You sigh and dunk one of your buckets into the water before setting it aside and doing the same to the other. The men were due back this evening, and the water was needed well before then to make it boil. You slide the handles over the bar you brought with you and pull it to rest over your shoulders as you had several times this afternoon, beginning your journey up the hill.
Your mother greets you just inside the tent and takes the water from your shoulders, pouring it into the cauldron over the fire in the center of the tent. âWash yourself child, Iâll need your hands this evening.â A shout sounds from somewhere at the base of the hill followed by the clatter of armor and the excited conversation of men drunk on blood and adrenaline. It was a good sign, morale was high, meaning they would likely get to sleep before the sun rose again.
More healer women begin filtering into the tent, followed by their apprentice-daughters and a handful of priestesses. Bedrolls were spread about and bandages dipped into suspensions of salves and healing powder. The air stank of herbs and lye soap as preparations were made for the men coming up the hill.
The most injured were brought first, recruits mostly, slung over shoulders or dragged between two others and dropped onto furs. The tang of blood began to mingle the air as the healers descended on their patients. A Decanus stood before you, gesturing with the groaning boy in his arms towards the cot. You take a moment to assess him. Pale and scrawny, too young to grow scruff on his chin, innards held in by his own trembling hand.
Your eyes meet the boys briefly, deep brown and glassy, pained sweat drips from his brow. You shake your head sadly and the Decanus turns from you, taking the boy from the tent. Outside thereâs a soft whimper followed by a sharp crack and a thud. You take solace in knowing that his suffering was over.
The next group to file in were better off, broken and bleeding, but on their own two feet. Bones were set with grunts and splinted with scrap. Wounds were stitched and their bearers given warm Brahmin blood to drink before they were wrapped in furs and laid on cots to curb their bloodless shivering. Many of them would be given a woman to warm them through the night, then theyâd take them in the morning. Raids had a habit of making mothers.
Your attention was drawn from the fray by a towering Centurion as you turned and walked directly into him. You apologize hastily and move to duck around him, but he catches you by your tunica, dragging you back before him. âThe Legate wishes to be tended to in his own tent. He said to send a pretty girl. Go to him.â You nod and turn to grab a satchel, filling it with whatever you may need to tend to any injury the Legate may have sustained on his mission and slink out into the evening.
The Legateâs tent was an opulent thing, a hulking canvas shadow against the lilac colored dusk. Flaming sconces lined the path approaching the entrance flap. You nervously pull your cucullus tighter around your shoulders and steel yourself before ducking into the tent.
The inside was sparsely furnished, but each piece was intricately carved, imported from Flagstaff artisans, and draped in tender furs. Lacerta sits at the foot of his bed stripped of his armor, his crimson tunic stuck to his body in awkward places with sweat. You approach him slowly, your hands reaching out and catching the bottom of his clothing before pausing. He nods curtly and you continue, pulling his tunica over his head and laying it beside him on the bed. Thereâs a gash on his cheek lazily oozing blood, and a few scratches litter his arms, but the wounds are insignificant overall.
âYour wounds are minor, Dominus. You may live to see another day,â you joke before catching yourself and pausing, looking to the Legate for his reaction. He offers you a lazy grin of approval, making you blush and look away. You pull antiseptic from your satchel and dab it along his cheek. âThis may scar, though I think it will make you more handsome.â You tease and he responds with an amused sound. His tolerance makes you bold, and you preen under his watching eyes.
Once the wound has been cleaned and packed with healing powder, You take his face into your hands to inspect your work giving a satisfied nod before moving to clean the scratches on his arms. âWould you like me to draw you a bath, Dominus? Allow me to bathe you?â
âQuam dulcis puella es,â he murmurs, wrapping a hand around the back of your thigh and pulling you closer to him. âIt would please me to relax and wash the day from my skin.â
You make quick work of cleaning the scratches and move to the large basin at the other side of the tent, drawing water from it into a bucket to heat over the fire.
âHuc, puella,â Lacerta calls, and you return to him without thinking, standing between his parted thighs. You shiver as his large hands wrap around your thighs and slide up to knead at your buttocks. He groans and rests his head against your stomach, pulling you closer and inhaling deeply. âPerfectus es, Severus promotionem meretur quod te mihi misit.â
You bring your hands up to rest at the base of his skull, allowing one to drift up and toy with his short blond hair. âThe water should be hot now, Dominus. Please, allow me.â He nods against you and releases you. Smacking your ass as you turn and move to the fire. Once the water is returned to the basin and youâve stirred it in with a multitude of herbs you gesture to him and he joins you beside the bath, allowing you to strip him of his underclothes. You blush again and avert your gaze to the wall of the tent, your feet, anywhere but his nakedness.
Lacerta sinks into the steaming bath with a groan and rests his head against the back of the tub. âJoin me girl, let me see you,â he commands, gesturing to the other side of the tub. You unwrap your cucullus and lay it on the nearby table before discarding your simple rags and stepping into the bath. The water is nearly scalding as you sink into it and you count your blessings that the Legate didnât feel the need to punish you for burning him.
The water sloshes as you move closer, grabbing a rag from the other table and dunking it into the water and lathering it with soap, bringing it to his chest and beginning to wash him. âSo quiet,â he teases. âWhat happened to your tongue?â
âSorry, Dominus. What would you like me to talk about?â
âAnything that comes to mind. I just want to hear your voice. Itâs nice to hear a woman after battle.â
You nod and begin praising him as you use the cloth to rid him of the sweat and dirt of the day, scrubbing at the scars of his back, lifting his arms to wash under them, working your way down his body and leaving the freshness of the sage soap behind. Your hands pause and you steal a glance up at him when you reach his manhood.
âDonât be coy now girl, put your hands on me like you mean it.â He grabs your wrist and brings your hand to him below the water, sighing when your fingertips brush against his length. âI like you healer women, such soft hands unlike the working girls. Tell me, where did you come from?â
âTexas, Dominus. I was just a girl when my tribe was conquered. I became a healer like my mother,â you explain as you take him into your trembling hand with the cloth and wash him gently.
âI see. Come, put your back to me and wash yourself. Youâll be spending the night here.â His hands roam your body while you make quick work of your own bath, feeling him against you every time you shift.
You finish and lean to drape the rag over the side of the tub. Lacerta allows you this before taking your breasts into his hands and pulling you back to him. His callused palms feel foreign against your hardened nipples and the sensation raises goosebumps along your arms. He releases you and smooths his hands down your torso, dipping between your legs. Two fingers slide between your lower lips, opening you so that a third can stroke at your clit.
âTell me, daughter of Venus,â he muses, resting his chin on your shoulder as you squirm against him, gasping as he pleases you with a featherlight touch. âHave you ever known a man between these legs?â
âNo, Dominus.â
âLacerta,â he corrects, easing a finger into you and smiling against your neck when you whimper at the intrusion. âSo sensitive, too. Do you touch yourself?â
âNo, never D- Lacarta.â
âSay my name again,â he urges, pushing a second digit into your waiting cunt.
âLacerta,â you whisper, tasting the name and finding you like it.
âAgain, louder,â he demands, curling his fingers and making you cry out softly and arch against him. His fingers work you open at a harsh pace, pulling his name and pathetic little sounds from you again.
Suddenly he withdraws from you and stands, stepping out of the tub and toweling himself off. The sudden emptiness draws an indignant whimper from you and you reach out towards him, eyes cast to the rippling water around you.
âEnough, girl,â he chides, âGet out and dry yourself.â You take heed and stand before him, wrapping your arms around yourself as you turn to reach for another towel, rubbing yourself down with the rough cloth. âGood. Go, lie on the bed,â he commands, waving his hand towards the massive piece of furniture. âGet comfortable.â
You cross the tent and feel the coarse sand of the floor as it sticks to the soles of your damp feet. Lacertaâs watchful gaze nearly burns you as you put your knee on the bed and crawl your way up towards the ornate headboard. The mattress dips behind you and Lacertaâs hands move along your buttocks, kneading the tender flesh before sliding around to your hips, grasping them and twisting you to the side, making you roll onto your back. You land with your legs splayed and you instinctively move to close your them, but Lacerta stops you with his callused hands.
âNone of that,â he chides, running his hands along the tender flesh inside your thighs, his thumbs coming up to part your lips, inspecting you. You squirm under his touch and he grins, brushing through your folds and over your clit making you whimper. âSo wet, so willing. Have you thought of me like this before?â
You nod eagerly in response and turn from him, blushing into the pillow.
âSpeak. Look at me.â
âYes, Lacerta. Iâve wanted no other but you. Iâm so happy that you chose me to lay with you tonight.â
His hands leave you and you watch as he takes himself into his large palm, rutting his tip through your essence before sinking into you with a single fluid motion, a shuddering breath falling from his lips. You yelp at the intrusion and your nails clamber for purchase on his shoulders, grounding yourself through the stretch of his cock. The sting turns to pleasure as he rolls his hips against yours, his pelvis grinding against your sensitive clit and you whimper, relaxing around him.
âIâll keep you longer than tonight. Youâll warm my bed and be here waiting every time I return. Youâll bear my sons and be by my side when I take what is mine.â
His thrusts meet little resistance as he pulls out and spears back into you again and again, taking you into his arms and pulling you against his massive body, the warmth of him sinking into your bones. You cling to him, ankles locked around his lower back, nails biting into the scarred flesh of his shoulders as he lays his claim within you.
Your arms wrap around the back of his neck pulling him closer, chests pressed together, feeling each breath the other takes, greedy fingers tracing up his neck and tugging at his hair. His name is a prayer, a promise, falling from your lips each time pushes himself back into your waiting cunt.
âLacerta, Lacerta, LacertaâŠâ
You tumble over the precipice of ecstasy with a sharp cry and he swallows it with a kiss, claiming your mouth with his tongue as you pant against him, your walls spasming around his length as he continues chasing his own release.
He spills himself within you with an almost feminine sound, pushing his seed deeper into you before pulling out and rolling to lay beside you, watching you, enjoying the way you reel from the pleasure heâs given you. He then sits up and gathers your legs in the crook of his arm, grabbing a pillow and shoving it under your hips.
âI have business to attend to. Stay like this and wait for my return.â
You nod in response, already dozing as he dresses and calls for a recruit to strap his armor on him. Thereâs a breeze and then a soft warmth over you, and then heâs gone.
â-
You dream of him while heâs away, his body against yours, warm and heavy, around you, within you. His lips against your skin everywhere he can reach. You sigh and roll your hips to meet his, responding to him even in your sleep. Greedy kisses lavish your neck and chest before his warm tongue lathes against your nipple, a hand coming up to grasp at your other breast. His hair tickles your inner arm and you giggle, eyes fluttering open to find Lacerta truly upon you, your dream a reality as he glances up at you.
âMh, did I keep your bed warm enough, Dominus,â you tease, taking him into your arms, stretching your neck so that he might kiss it.
Lacertaâs attention leaves your breasts and he kisses up the column of your throat before claiming your lips again. âPlenty. How patient you were, Daughter of Venus. Exactly how I left you, and so ready for me when I returned.â
He keeps his slow pace until he finishes within you one more, rolling onto his side and pulling you with him, falling asleep almost instantly and youâre not long to join him.
â
You wake in the morning with his cock still sheathed within you, his arm across your middle as he snores softly beside your head. The day is spent in his bed, mostly with him atop you, sometimes heâs behind you, or he insists you ride him so he can watch the way your tits bounce as he fucks you from below. Sunlight disappears into darkness and you bathe with him once more, his calloused hands all over you beneath your clothes as you help him dress after.
He leads you out of his tent and towards the healers tent so that you can tell your mother that the Legate has decided to keep you. From the Legateâs camp, Fortification Hill blocks the West, hiding the lights of Vegas from the sky and you glance upward at the sky, stopping to stare up at the stars. You reach out and catch his arm, stopping him and he looks to you with confusion as you point skyward.
âThose five stars there, do you see them?â
âYes?â
âItâs a lizard. They call it Lacerta.â
âWho is âtheyâ?â
âThe ones that looked up before us, but long after the planets were named.â
âIâve never heard of that one before.â
âThatâs why Iâm telling you, so that those that look up after us may know it.â
âCome on,â he urges, pulling your arm back to your side, shaking his head, but it does little to hide the pleased look on his face.
You walk beside him, bold, having pleased him, and continue talking without worry of consequence.
âLong before the war there was a man in California they called the Lizard King, and the people loved him despite his strangeness. Perhaps you can claim the title for yourself.â
âYou think Iâm strange?â
You fall silent in realization, but relax when his hand finds the small of your back, his thumb stroking along your hip.
âPerhaps one day Iâll take you somewhere with no light and you can show me more of your strange stars. Now go, speak with your mother and return to me. Iâm not finished with you.â
This was the place Sophie had mentioned, the Old Mormon Fort. Sheâd said she had a friend here that might be able to figure out what your problem was. Youâd been vague about the issue, but she was perceptive, and you were sure sheâd known what you truly meant, even if you didnât quite grasp it yourself. Â
Inside were two guards sitting behind a wall of piled sandbags, almost reminiscent of a reception desk, playing caravan. You approach and rest your hands on the wall, making a conscious effort not to look at the ghoul there any differently than the other guard.Â
âHello, Iâm here to see Doctor Gannon,â you say, itâs a question as much as a statement. The guard acknowledges you and points to a tent in the far corner of the courtyard.Â
âHeâs back there, though he usually doesnât take patients. You know him?âÂ
Doesn't see patients? Huh.Â
âNo, but my friend said he could help me out.â The guard shrugs and returns to her game, grinning a lazy, knowing grin at her companion.Â
You walk back to the tent and stick your head inside. A lone man in a lab coat sits slouched over a desk jotting notes onto a clipboard. âDoctor Gannon?â He looks up, an annoyed expression flashing across his face before he tames it into neutrality. He's on the older side of young, but not quite middle aged, and despite his obvious trying his expression isnât quite severe. Thereâs a curiosity in his eyes that tells you people may not seek him out specifically and he wants to know why you did.Â
âIf youâre looking to get patched up you should talk to one of the other doctors, I just do research.â Itâs dismissive, it almost hurts, and he quickly returns his attention to his work.Â
You didnât come all this way to get turned away now. You let yourself into the tent and take the seat at the other desk. âSophie sent me, actually. She said you might be able to help me out.â He sits back, but doesnât look at you. âSophie? Youâre that courier then, okay, yeah. In that case, you can call me Arcade. What seems to be the issue?âÂ
Finally his eyes meet yours. Heâs handsome, corn-silk hair, and bright green eyes set under dark eyebrows behind what seemed to be pre-war military issue glasses. Heâs a pleasant mix of boyish and mature. Heâs beautiful and for all your frustration you offer him a soft smile.Â
You, Doctor, youâre the problem with your pretty green eyes and soft milky skin⊠humiliation washes over you at the thought and you pinch the bridge of your nose with a groan, tilting your head forward. It would be embarrassing if your nose started bleeding, but maybe youâd be able to blame it on radiation sickness or something.Â
âIs it your head,â Arcade questions, standing now and cradling your head, easing it back as his thumb brushes along the fresh scar at your temple. You look up and find concern furrowing his thick eyebrows. The tension slides out of your shoulders at his gentle touch.Â
âSomething like that, but itâs more of a mind-body dissonance.â Arcade leans down and shines a pin-light into your eyes just as Doc Mitchell had. Your eyes follow the light unprompted. Anyone that fancied themselves any type of healer checked your eyes like that recently. âThereâs a lot of pretty girls around,â you start, unsure how to continue.
 âSure. Hopefully you know better than to try with the ones from Gomorrah?"Â
âThatâs the problem Doc- Arcade. Thereâs plenty of pretty girls and a lot of them want me-â
 âConceited much,â he muses, and itâs almost teasing.Â
âYour bedside manner is atrocious,â you scowl, jerking away as he gently prods your wound with his soft fingertips.Â
âThatâs why Iâm but a humble researcher, but continue. The women want you?âÂ
âThey want me in one way or another, if Iâm nice to âem, or buy âem a drink or, pay âem. And I want them, or at least I want to want them, but I get alone with âem and no matter how or where or how much they touch me, my body justâŠdoesnât cooperate.â
âTraumatic head injuries have been known to cause sexual dysfunction in various ways, but your skull does seem to be healing nicely, so I donât have any external concerns at least. There could still be some sort of internal damage causing the issue though.â
âI donât think itâs that. Not completely anyways. Iâm so pent up, I want to have sex, itâs just-â You cross your legs and shift uncomfortably in your chair.Â
âIt could be a blood flow problem, head wounds do tend to bleed more heavily. Have you been able to get or maintain an erection since you got shot?âÂ
Doctor you have no ideaâŠ
âYeah? Yeah. I get horny or whatever, Iâve been able to yâknow, have some alone time, a couple times since then, but whenever I get in bed with someone else itâs just,â you toss your hand up and wiggle your fingers ânothing. May as well be a eunuch. But Iâm sick of beating off. I just want to know whatâs wrong with me.â
âAnd youâve only tried sleeping with women?â Arcade retakes his seat at the desk but his attention remains on you. You shift nervously under his emerald gaze. Damnit, stop lookinâ at me like that.Â
âYeah? What, you saying getting shot in the head made me queer or somethinâ?â
Arcade laughs. Itâs a real and deep and beautiful obnoxious laugh. âIâm sorry,â he composes himself. âTruly, I am. That was very unprofessional, but have you considered that maybe you were temperamental before you got shot?â
âWhat? No way! They kill you for that shit out there right?. Iâd definitely be dead if I was walking around the Mojave in sensible shoes.â
Arcade shrugs, and leans back in his seat. âThe Followers donât. As long as you're not hurting anybody, they donât much care what you wear.â He stretched his legs straight, resting his feet between yours. âWhat do you think of my shoes?âÂ
There the best fuckinâ shoes Iâve seen in my entire life, Iâd lay down and kiss them if you asked.Â
You glance to his feet and then back to him before letting your gaze settle on an arbitrary spot over his shoulder. Maybe he was right, this felt right, he felt right. âTheyâre nice shoes. Theyâre uh,â you take a split second to search his face for disgust before continuing. âAre they comfortable?â
âMuch more than they used to be. They seem to fit better than they did back home.â An easy smile plays on his lips as he banters with you. He seems to feel it too, and your chest feels warm for the first time since you woke up in Goodsprings.Â
âHow long you had âem?â Personal, stupid question.Â
âMost of my life.â Earnest, open answer.Â
It was now or never. He was practically serving himself to you, all you had to do was ask for what you both wanted.Â
ââIâve got a room on the strip, if you want to come by when you get done here. Maybe let me try âem on?â
Part of you wondered if youâd ever want to take them off if he let you try.Â
âYeah, Iâd like that..â
ââ-
The knock at the door makes you jump and you crush your unlit cigarette into the ashtray out of habit. You didnât dare actually smoke it, not now, too anxious to do anything that might drive him away. Youâd bathed, and showered, and then meticulously dressed yourself. You didnât necessarily have nice clothes, so youâd settled on the white t-shirt that hugged your chest and waist and a worn pair of blue jeans. Youâd put on your boots and belt too for the sake of propriety.Â
Arcade was here now, on the other side of the door, waiting. For you. Dear God. You polish off your beer and rise to let him in. You open the door and there he is, wearing the same shirt and slacks, sans lab coat, but his hair is freshly combed and the scent lingering on him is fresh and intentional.Â
âYou gonna just stand there or are you gonna let me in?â
âI- sorry. Yeah, come in. Make yourself at home. Do you want something to drink? Are you hungry?â
Arcade sits on the couch and folds his hands in his lap. âJust a drink please.âÂ
You return and take a seat beside him at a respectable distance and pass him his cocktail. âThe bar was still pretty stocked when I got here. I uh, think this is called a Cosmopolitan.âÂ
âIâve never had one of those,â Arcade replies, inspecting the drink before taking a long sip of it.Â
âIâve grown quite fond of them.â
The two of you reach a stalemate, sipping your drinks and eyeing each other in silence. The air between you seems thick and heavy, suffocating.Â
Arcade breaks the silence first. âSo, what do you like?â
âI donât even remember my own name, much less what position I play. Just tell me what you donât like and weâll play it by ear, hm,â you murmur, sliding closer to the pretty blond beside you, raising a hand to caress his cheek. His skin is just as smooth as it looks, and his bottom lip is soft and plush under your calloused thumb. His lips part slightly, but donât quite let you inside and you wonât force it.Â
âYou can be rough with me, just donât be mean.â Part of you wonders what he means and the rest understands completely, in an almost innate way.Â
You lean forward and kiss him and his lips are even softer against your own. He tastes like the sweetness of the juice and the bite of the vodka, and something natural underneath. One hand finds his hip and the other keeps hold of his jaw, fingertips digging in softly as he forces his tongue past your teeth, and you let him. Your resistance is a ruse and you both know it. His arms are around you, pulling you close, pressing his body into yours, tall, heavy, domineering.
In your fervor your hand slips into his hair, threading through silky golden strands, up against his scalp, and you tug, not cruelly, not to hurt, but to ground yourself. Something shifts.Â
 Arcade pauses, and in that split second you think youâve ruined it, and the possibility terrifies you because his body is so warm against yours, so soft under your hands, his mouth is hot and his tongue is skilled and wet and your jeans are too tight. You didnât care if you lost anything else, but please God, not this, not him.Â
Thereâs no denying the meaning of the sound he tries to hide in the kiss, in the way his jaw goes slack and he lets you fight his tongue back into his own mouth. No denying the way his fingers curl against your back when you lick behind his teeth. Heâs on top of you now straddling your lap, and you can feel his want against your own.Â
You break the kiss and use the leverage of his hair to get him to look at you. He makes no effort to fight you, his head lolling in whichever direction you decide to move it. âIs this how you want it,â you question, pulling his head back so you can nip at the junction of his neck and jaw, and then at his Adamâs apple as it bobs with the effort of a thick swallow and a soft moan.Â
âHowever you want me,â Arcade responds, his eyes meeting yours. His pupils are blown and his lips part slightly as he untucks your shirt and slides the tips of his fingers under it, ghosting along the plain of your abdomen. âItâs been so long.â
Your hands leave him and he whines, rolling his hips against yours in protest, but he stops when your hands rest on his shoulders and push. He allows himself to slip into the floor without complaint, smiling softly when your fingers come up to undo the buttons of his shirt, pushing it from his shoulders, down his arms, and finally off revealing the constellation of freckles across his pale chest. There was too much light to ever see the stars in Vegas, but this was the next best thing.
You thought about how nice it must be to slip away from your body like that. To let consciousness take the backseat and be free to please and be pleased without shame in the moment. To trust so freely. No. He wasnât trusting you freely. This trust had been built, with the help of a mutual friend, there in that tent when you had opened up to him, reinforced when you met his euphemism with your own. Youâd only known each other for the afternoon, but when you could be killed at any moment it may as well have been a lifetime.Â
âYouâre so pretty, Arcade,â you praise, caressing his cheek. âYou know what I want, donât you?âÂ
Arcade nods and smiles, pressing his cheek against your clothed erection. His eyelashes flutter against his cheeks as his eyes fall shut. Theyâre dark like his brows. Cute.Â
âYou gonna give it to me,â you murmur, caressing his cheek, petting his hair back from his face, urging him to look up at you again. âYou want to? Hm?â
âYouâll still kiss me after?â His voice falters and he doesnât meet your gaze. How sweet. You press the pointed toe of your boot against his arousal and he squirms.Â
âBaby, Iâll never want to stop.â
 Arcade nods again, satisfied with your answer and brings his hand up to your belt buckle, thumb rubbing over the raised cameo of a desert landscape, a saguaro cactus and a tumbleweed. His skilled hands make quick work of the buckle and your jeans.Â
You groan when he finally frees you, the cool air of the room almost stinging, but the discomfort doesn't last long as Arcade begins pressing open-mouthed kisses along the vein that ran down the length of you. Heâs so warm and you can feel the tip of his tongue ghosting over you with each kiss.Â
âFeels good, honey,â you murmur, giving his hair another gentle tug, pressing your boot into him again. He whines and presses his tongue against you in earnest now. âBut itâs not nice to tease, hm?â
He lets out a little pant and nods, finally taking you into his mouth making you groan at the heat of him. You sit up, brushing his hair back as you take his head into your hands, cradling his cheeks as he works himself down onto your length. âThatâs a good boy, just like that, yeah.â And he is good, so, so good at what heâs doing, looking up at you with those big green eyes brimming with tears as he just keeps taking you deeper and deeper. You can feel yourself, see yourself in his throat and it makes you dizzy. Your grip on his head tightens as you fight the urge to press his nose into the curls at your base, but you donât have to pull him, heâs already there, his breath fanning over your belly, drool running down your length, and heâs so tight around you.Â
âFuckâŠYouâre so perfect.â Your head falls back against the couch, relaxing your grip on him, urging your hips to stay firm against the seat. Arcade pulls back, panting, a string of spit connecting him to your tip as he gasps, mouthing along your erection as he catches his breath. He grinds down against your boot and laps at your leaking slit before taking you back down again, into his throat, gagging and letting his tears finally spill down his pretty cheeks.
âGod, Arcade, youâre so pretty, taking me so well. You look so good like this.â He ruts himself against your boot and whimpers around you, his hands moving from your thighs to grip at your beltloops, pulling to hold himself in place. âDoinâ so good, fuck Iâm so- where do you want me baby?â He just pulls your belt loops and presses closer, moaning around you and it tips you over the edge, hips chasing his mouth as his throat pulses around you with each swallow. âFuck, fuck, fuck,â youâre a panting mess above him, pawing at his shoulder but holding his head in place, your foggy brain unsure if you want to push him away or pull him closer.Â
When he does pull away you let him go, watching slack-jawed as he sits back on his heels and looks up at you, his glasses askew. His once neatly combed hair is a spiky mess and his cheeks are flushed and tear-streaked. âWas that good,â he pants, wiping the drool from his chin with the back of his hand.
âWas that-â you laugh weakly and Arcade seems to shrink at the sound. âBaby that was- câmere.â You know that words wonât do anything justice, so you just slide into the floor beside him and pull him into a kiss, just like you had promised. You donât taste yourself until your tongue teases at the roof of his mouth, way in the back where his palate was smooth flesh. He had taken you deep, and heâd liked it. You feel yourself twitch at the thought.Â
âGreedy thing, arenât you,â you tease, nipping at his bottom lip and straightening his glasses on his face.Â
Arcade blushes and hides his face in your neck. âIâm-â
âNo shame in it, handsome,â you assure, letting your fingers play with the hair at the nape of his neck. âLetâs take this upstairs and Iâll take good care of you, howâs that sound?â
âYou donât have to- I-I seem to have fixed your problem.â
You stand and tuck yourself back into your jeans, a Herculean task considering youâre already half-hard again.
 âYou think Iâm that kind of guy?â You offer him a hand and he takes it, allowing you to pull him up and into your arms, slotting your thigh between his. âYou think Iâd kick you out like that, hm?âÂ
You press closer, trailing your lips along his jaw, your thigh pressing against him. He moans softly and tilts his head back, letting you continue kissing your way down his neck. âWe got a good thing going baby, you think Iâd let it go just because you got me off already?â
âPlease,â Arcade whispers, fisting your shirt and dropping his head to your shoulder.Â
âPlease what, pretty boy,â you murmur, walking him backwards towards the elevator as you keep kissing and biting at the exposed skin of his milky neck, appreciating the barely-there marks youâre leaving behind.Â
âAnythingâŠâ
The elevator dings as the doors slide open and you push him inside, capturing his mouth with your own as you pin him to the wall. Arcadeâs hips rock against your thigh as he pants into each kiss, desperate, needy, careless.Â
Another ding and youâre backing into the hall of the presidential suite and pulling him after you by the belt loops. You spin and kick the door shut as you push him into your room, the last thing you needed was for Boone to come back and see you getting nasty with the good doctor. You let out an amused huff at the thought and drop your head into Arcadeâs neck to mark him as you back him against the bed. His calves hit the bedframe and he falls back onto the mattress, pulling you down on top of him. Arcade kicks off his shoes and pulls himself backwards towards the headboard and you crawl after him, chasing his lips with your own as you work his unbuttoned shirt from his shoulders. The two of you free each other from the confines of your clothes with greedy, grabbing hands hindered only by the need to press lips and teeth to newly revealed flesh.Â
Once youâre down to your boxers youâre upon each other again with a renewed fervor, fingers searching, feeling, thighs between the others legs, meeting needy hips and being rewarded with gentle sounds. Your hand finds his silky blond hair and tangles in at the scalp, tugging him close and capturing his open mouth with yours, swallowing his breath and pressing your tongue in, tasting him once more.
You finally release him and he falls back onto the pillows panting as you kiss along his firm jaw, down his neck, over the curve of his collarbone. Your tongue darts out over his pert nipple, drawing a gasp from him. Arcadeâs hands find the back of your head and pull you closer, urging you on as you take him into your mouth and suck gently before moving on and sinking your teeth into the side of his pectoral. He lets out a pained groan and pushes you away, but his hips jolt against your thigh and you grin against his flesh, kissing the bite and then lathing your tongue over to soothe the sting.
Arcade protests half-heartedly as you nip your way down his torso, hooking your fingers into his boxers and pulling them down. He kicks them off somewhere into the pile of discarded clothing. Your mouth travels down, marking him in purple kiss-shaped bruises. His cock brushes against your cheek and you turn and press a kiss to his flushed head. Your handsome lover whines as you lick around the base of him before taking his sack into your mouth, lathing your tongue over them, drawing a string of breathy curses from the man above you. You pull away with a wet pop and lick along his seam, relishing each side of him with hungry kisses.
Your hands slide down his body, wrapping around his massive thighs and pushing them up, finally revealing all of him to you. You duck down, letting his legs fall to rest on your shoulders, kissing and biting at the insides of his plush thighs, working your way up once more, tenderly pressing your lips to his perineum. Arcade moans in earnest, digging his heels into your shoulders, pulling you in closer. His natural scent is overwhelming, clean, but still masculine. Your tongue darts out and presses to his hole before your conscious mind can stop you.Â
Arcadeâs hands find your hair again, whimpering as you lean into him again, pulling his cheeks apart and lapping at him again. You gather spit in your mouth and push it out, using the tip of your tongue to spread it over his needy hole. A single finger teases his entrance as you return your mouthâs attention to his cock. Â
âPlease,â He groans above you, pushing against your finger, begging for you to breach him. You tease your finger around his tight ring of muscle before easing it in to the first knuckle. âMore, fuck, please.â The warmth of your mouth slides down around his length as you push your finger the rest of the way in and curl it, drawing a sharp gasp from Arcade. Your cheeks hollow around the leaking head of his erection and your tongue glides over his slit as you work your finger inside him. Arcadeâs back arches and his heels dig deeper between your shoulder blades as you pull your finger from him and return it with a second, scissoring him open. Saliva drips down his length and onto your fingers as you take him down into your throat.
âPlease. I- I need-âÂ
You hum around him and curl your fingers again, drawing a pathetic sound from him before you pull away from his cock. It bobs against his soft belly before standing back at attention twitching as it weeps in need.Â
âNeed what, pretty,â you tease, hooking your fingers into him every time he tries to speak.Â
âNeed-ah~ Need you to- please,â he mewls, his hips lifting to meet your fingers with each teasing thrust.
âMhh, come on,â you counter, pushing a third finger into him and he yelps, his hips bucking involuntarily at the intrusion. âYou can give me one like this.â
âYou- hah, youâre awful,â he whines in response, clenching around you. âNeed.. more, please.â
âLike this,â you taunt, setting an intentional pace within him, massaging his taint with your thumb, working him closer and closer to his release.Â
Arcadeâs hips stutter and his back arches as he cums across his pale tummy in white sticky spurts. His hand finds your wrist and grabs at it firmly, holding your hand still, but thereâs nothing he can do to stop the curling of your fingers within him. Only when his thighs start quivering against your head do you retreat from him, sitting up and making a show of licking your fingers clean.Â
The man beneath you is already a wreck, flushed and sweating. His glasses lay on the pillow beside him and his arm is tossed over his eyes as he tries to focus his shaky breath. You pull away from him and stand, kicking your boots off and dropping your own boxers down your legs to the floor. Your cock stands at full mast, flushed an angry color and aching with neglect. You spit into your hand and give yourself a couple of firm strokes to ease some of the tension and to slick yourself before you return to the bed and crawl over Arcadeâs body.
You kiss him tenderly before as you lower yourself over him, sliding your erection along his half-hard length, feeling his spend between your bodies as you press your chest to his. Your elbow bears your weight, your fingers carding through his sweaty hair as you rut yourself against him. Arcade whimpers into your mouth and digs his blunt nails into your back. The hand not tangled in his hair finds his arm, sliding up and pulling it away from your back, pressing a finger to his hammering pulse before weaving your fingers together and pinning the hand beside his head. Your lips move to kiss him at the junction of his neck and jaw, then you nip at his earlobe.Â
âYou okay, Handsome,â you whisper, brushing your nose against his cheek as you wait for an answer. Finally he nods, pressing his face closer to you, sighing softly and relaxing beneath you. âToo much?â
âNever.â
âGreedy,â you chuckle, kissing his nose and lifting yourself up. âThink youâre ready for me?â
Arcade grins and wraps his legs around your hips in response. You take your hand from his and spit into it again, wetting your cock and lining yourself up with his entrance. The initial feeling of him has you throwing your head back with a groan, focusing on maintaining short, measured thrusts as you work yourself into him. The pretty blond beneath you digs his heels into your back, urging you deeper until you bottom out within him. You let out a shivering breath and drop your head to his shoulder, feeling him squeeze around you as he adjusts.Â
âYou feel so fucking good, baby. So tight fâme.â You pull your hips back, nearly slipping from him before pushing back in. You sit up on your knees and pull his legs from around your waist, pushing them up so you can watch where your body joins with his as you set a deep rolling pace inside him.Â
âFuck,â he groans, wrapping his hands around his own thighs and holding them in place for you. You allow your hands to roam his body, settling on his hips, squeezing at the fat and muscle beneath his tender, bruised flesh. Your hips snap against his and he meets them with an eager lust. Arcadeâs head digs into the pillow, mussing his sweaty blond hair, his jaw slack as his hazy green eyes meet yours.
âYouâre perfect. Made fâme. How do I feel, Baby?â
âG-good. So- please, I need, please.â Â
You reach up and grab his jaw, forcing him to hold your gaze as you set a bruising pace. His jaw works beneath your fingers, tongue darting out to wet his top lip. Two fingers find their way into his mouth, thumb digging into the underside of his chin, still holding him as he wraps his lips around your digits, pressing his tongue to them and sucking. Your other hand gathers his half-dried spend from his tummy and uses it to stroke him, trying to push him over the edge before you. His cock twitches in your grip and he cums with a yelp as he spasms around you. You feel yourself tighten and you press your hips flush to his as your own release washes over you and you spill inside him.Â
You collapse on top of him with a huff, hips still lazily working against him and youâre already half-hard again. Your lover shivers beneath you, pawing at your back, fingertips grasping at your hips, silently begging for mercy.
âOne more,â you plead, rocking yourself into him, kissing a hickey into his shoulder.Â
âCanât-â
âYes you can. One more for me, please, Pretty Boy?â Youâre whimpering as you use him to get yourself to the end. âWanted you so bad, just let me have one more.â
ââS too much,â He whines, but he wraps his legs around you again all the same. âO-okay. One more, then- ah!â Arcadeâs third orgasam of the night wracks his entire body and he clenches around you, pulling you with him. You still within him and relax over his body. His legs fall limply from your hips and he rests one arm over your back. His free hand finds yours and laces your fingers together, holding it tightly. Each breath he takes is a weak moan and he buries his face in your neck, his nose brushing along your thrumming pulse.Â
When you shift to untangle yourself from him he holds you tighter, nails digging crescent moons into your spine. âDonât go,â he whispers, his lips ghosting along your throat.Â
âIâm coming back. We just gotta clean you up, yeah?â
â..Yeah.âÂ
Arcade releases you, allowing you to wet a rag and bring it back to him, first wiping his face with the cool cloth before moving to clean up the mess the two of you had made of him. When you go to wipe the sticky spend from between his legs he flinches and you sooth him with a warm hand on his hip, thumb rubbing firm circles to distract him from the rag. You finish and discard the cloth with the rest of the laundry and lay beside him, pulling him into your arms. He shivers in your embrace and you reach to the foot of the bed for a blanket to pull over the two of you.
âShh, I got you. You did good for me baby, so good,â you murmur, rolling onto your back and pulling him to lay over your chest, fingers tracing along his vertebrae, then over and along his ribs. Arcade rests his head over your heart, arms holding tight to your torso as he regains control of his breathing before it eventually falls into the tell-tale cadence of sleep.
Ragebaiting your Mormon boyfriend until he fucks you
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You were awake, had been for hours, watching the fire slowly dwindle down to embers. Joshua had woken not long after you had invited yourself into his bedroll, the chill of the cave driving you to seek to share his warmth under his pile of bighorner pelts. He made no indication that you had disturbed him, but you could feel it in his breathing, the way his arm rested over your waist but kept you at a distance. If he were truly sleeping heâd have pulled you to his chest and pressed his chin to the top of your head as he always did when you joined him to sleep.
You reach down and grab the hand at your waist, pulling it up and pressing your lips to his palm. His breath catches and his fingers twitch at the contact, the rough pads of his fingers brushing against your cheek and you lean into them.
âI know youâre awake Joshua. Youâre far too still.â
He sighs and you feel his forehead press against your shoulder. âYou torment me, woman,â he chides, pulling his hand away to fall back over you as it had been. âAlways in my bed, claiming youâre cold, pressing yourself against me, yet refusing to be my wife.â
âIâm not ready to be a wife.â
âYes, youâve mentioned that on⊠several occasions, yet when the sun goes down you take it upon yourself to behave like one. A man can only be tempted for so long before he stumbles.â His arm around your waist tightens, pulling you flush against him, his erection nearly digging into the back of your thigh.
âSurely thereâs some way to stumble without falling into sin,â you question, pressing back into him. His hand squeezes a bruising warning just below your ribs in response.
âDo you take me for a fool, woman? I see you, how you watch me with those eyes, how you wait until youâre certain Iâve come out of this cave before you bathe,â His fingers dip below the waistband of your sleep pants, scarred fingers ghosting along your tender skin before sliding into the curls between your legs, collecting the wetness there. âI hear how you abuse yourself in the night, how itâs my name on your lips. Even now you lay here in my arms, wanting, and yet you deny me still.â
âYou deny yourself, Joshua,â you counter, chasing his touch with your hips, yet he avoids you where you long for him.
âFine woman, have it your way. Your..technicality.â He pushes your pants halfway down your thighs and you feel him behind you fumbling with his own clothing. Joshua may feign annoyance, but the cock between your thighs tells a much different story. He rubs himself between your folds, gathering your slick before just barely slipping inside.
You whimper at the sensation and try to rut yourself back onto him, only to be stopped by a large hand gripping your hip. âYou wanted me, so here I am. I will not let you trick me into sin, this is all you get.â
A whine of protest falls from your lips and you squeeze yourself around him. âSurely the whole thing isnât any more of a sin than this?â
âNo, but youâre testing my patience and my resolve. Take what youâre given and be grateful.â He cants his hips, teasing himself a little deeper before returning to rest at your entrance.
âFuck,â you whisper, fighting the urge to press yourself back onto him. His hand moves from your hip, fingers forcing their way into your mouth, tasting of your arousal and pinning your tongue down, drawing saliva to pool under it. You close your lips and suck them.
âMind your tongue, woman. Swearing is a nasty habit.â
You nod in response and he withdraws his fingers, pulling a string of your spit with them.
âKinda hard to get married in a church without, you know, the church.â
Joshua stiffens behind you, his grip on your hip tightening. âDaniel is ordained. He would carry out the ceremony.â
âI just donât see why we canât just call ourselves married and consider it done,â you murmur, lazily tracing the seams of his bandaged hand with your fingertips.
âAh, you wish to call it marriage now, so you may deny it in the morning once the deed is done.â He taunts you with a shallow thrust, and you fight back a pathetic sound.
âWhat? No.â You crane your neck to look at him over your shoulder. His piercing eyes meet yours in the dying firelight. âJoshua Iâve made good on every promise I ever made you, havenât I? I helped you with the White Legs, I came back to the canyon after everything. Why is this any different?â
âYou have offered me every aspect of yourself, leant me your gun, your voice, and now, your body, but it is too much for me to ask you to bind our souls together? To be with me in eternity?â
âYou canât just deny yourself this life because something else may come after. Dying taught me that much,â you counter, returning your gaze to the distant cave wall, watching the shadows dance a weak rhythm.
âDying, yes. It took you nearly two years to return to me, and I worried for you every day of it. Is two years not long enough to wait? Does it please you to trouble me?â
âAh, I see, youâre in such a hurry because you want to fulfil your âGodly Dutyâ before your dick stops working.â
âEnough,â he growls, pushing you onto your stomach and mounting you like an animal as he sheathes himself inside you without warning. A strangled sound escapes you at the intrusion, and you tense in surprise before relaxing around him, your body finally receiving what itâs been longing for since you met the man.
âIf you wish to behave like a degenerate whore, then Iâll treat you like one,â he snarls, gathering your hair up into his hand and yanking it, making your back arch as he sets a rough pace within you. âIf you wonât do the right thing so you may bear me my children, then Iâll take you as you are and give you my bastards. Iâm tired of being denied what is mine, woman.â
You had laid down beside Joshua, but he was gone now, replaced with something that laid dormant for a short lifetime. The hands he lay upon you were dominating, claiming, bruising things, digging into your hair and flesh.
âYours?â The question comes out as a choked whimper, and your palms struggle to find purchase to lift you from the uncomfortable position heâs pinned you in.
âYes,â he uses his legs to spread you wider, pulling your hair again so your shoulders press against his chest. âMine. You have been mine since you stepped foot in this valley. Iâve thought about having you like this since I first saw you in the river. I knew you would be my wife.â
You moan and the sound breaks with each slap of his hips against yours. Joshua releases his grip on your hair and you fall forwards, just barely catching yourself from colliding with the hard floor of the cave. His grip returns to your skull and he presses you forward this time, pressing your face against the furs that smell like ash, and gun oil, and something else. Perhaps he was a victim of his own flesh as well.
âBut you deny me my wife, and give me a whore instead. You made me do this, you know? I restrained myself, treated you the way a woman should be, but youâve really given me no choice but to defile you.â
Your hips meet his with a fervor youâve never known, a bruising joining of flesh, wet and willing as the tip of his length meets resistance deep within you.
âThey can hear you, you know, and they know itâs you that their warchief is claiming. They all know that you belong to me now.â
Joshuaâs harsh words send you over the edge, making you clench around him and cry out into the furs. His rhythm becomes frantic before he stills and collapses over you, lazily rocking his hips into you as he lays his head atop yours.
âAre you warm now, woman? Are you happy,â he chides, wrapping his arm around you and rolling you both onto your sides. You feel him still resting within you and give him a teasing squeeze.
âVery.â
Joshua laughs in disbelief and pulls you closer to him, bringing a hand to push your sweaty hair from your face.
âI love you, and I donât think youâre a whore. Though you could stand to show a bit more restraint with your desire.â
âMhh, never. If I'd known where your anger would get me Iâd have tempted you much sooner.â
He chuckles and swats your asscheek, pressing a kiss to the nape of your neck. âYouâre insufferable. Sleep, weâre leaving for the Narrows in the morning.â
Hank Anderson was the last person you'd expect to show up on your porch asking you to help an android, but here he was offering you a chance at absolution.
In which you work with Connor to find the root of his software instability.
You sigh and slam your laptop shut, falling back onto the comfort of your couch, allowing your eyes to fall shut. You were glad to have ended your day with Mara as your last patient. It was unprofessional to think, but she was your favorite, your greatest success. The girl had been a compulsive, anxious thing that clawed at her own skin at the first inkling of conflict, but could now hold a steady debate on nearly any topic. She had asked her boss for a raise this week. Good for- your thoughts are interrupted by someone banging on your door. A groan rises from your throat and you stand, stretching your back and heading towards the door, which is, oh so politely being pounded on again.Â
You had a suspicion of who was unceremoniously demanding your attention, and it was all but confirmed when the doorbell started ringing repeatedly. âIâm coming, fuck!â you yell, pounding on the inside of the door before unlocking it and throwing it open. âHank,â you greet curtly, taking in the bedraggled man before you. Your neighbor, your friend, and your own personal nuisance. âHey kid, sorry to bother you-â âSureâŠâ âI need some help, let me in,â he explains, pushing past you. Another, younger man follows him in as he makes himself at home in your living room, not hesitating to flop onto your couch and prop his feet on your coffee table. On your laptop.Â
âHank! Watch my shit man! And who the fuck is this,â you snap, gestruing to the complete stranger that Hank had just let into your house. âMy name is-â âShuddap,â Hank interrupts, putting his feet back onto the floor. âDrunk already, are we?â âChrist youâre bitchy today. Look, this is my new partner, Connor. Heâs working with me on those deviant cases. Heâs got some concerns, and youâre the only person I trust to help him.â âYou know, if I gave free psychiatry to every beat cop that asked me for it Iâd be homeless, or worse- living with you.â âHa ha. As if Iâd let you stay with me you little shit.â âI thought you wanted my help.â
Hank grunts, his jaw tense, thinking. He looks to you and then Connor and then back again. You can practically see him deciding how to sway you, the way his eyes sharpen on you, how he rocks his foot back and forth. âI thought you used to work for Cyberlife,â he questions finally, leaning forward, his eyes boring into yours. You instinctively look away, shifting your gaze to the painting behind his head. âWhatâs that have to do with your partner, Hank?â âIâm an android,â Connor states, drawing your attention, piquing your interest. You turn to Connor. âWhat kind of concerns?â
 âIâve been suffering from software instabilities that I canât seem to patch on my own. I believe that if my software becomes too corrupted that Iâll deviate, which must be avoided at all costs. Hank said that you used to work with deviants at Cyberlife, so you may be able to help me.â You stiffen, emotions flooding you, threatening to pull you under. Confusion, shame, guilt, each heavier than the last, this was your chance to make things right. âY-yeah, Iâll uhh, see what I can do for you. Hank, leave him with me, Iâll return him in a bit.â Hank nods and gets up, walking towards the door to let himself out.Â
âHow do you know Lieutenant Anderson,â Connor questions as you work your way around the room drawing the blinds and turning on the lamps scattered around the room. âHeâs been my neighbor my entire life,â you answer, searching your TV stand for a specific cable, making a victorious noise then you find it. You take a seat on the couch and gesture for Connor to join you as you open your laptop and open the diagnostic software you still had downloaded from when your robo-vaccuum had kept escaping. âOkay Connor, Iâm going to poke around at your programming a bit and see if I can figure out whatâs going on in there, all right?â You plug the cable into your laptop and lift your hand towards the android before you. âDo you trust me,â you ask, bringing a finger up to the base of his skull, feeling the synth-skin recede, revealing a small port, which you plug the other end of the cable into âI donât seem to have a choice.âÂ
âIâm going to leave you active while I search your code so that we can maintain direct contact. It may feel strange. Donât worry.â Connor nods and you begin linking him to your laptop, his data files appearing in the software. You start by running basic diagnostics. All systems normal. All sensors active. Stress level normal. So far he was perfect, his LED a steady blue since Hank had brought him over. A couple more clicks and you're looking at his databases. He has access to far more information on standby than any other android youâd worked with before. âConnor, whatâs your model?â âIâm an RK800, Doctor, an advanced forensic prototype.â âI see. Iâm going to scan your code now for any discrepancies.â You run the command. It comes back clean.
âNothing of note. Iâm now going to ask you a series of questions and monitor your internal responses for abnormalities as you answer them.â âAlright, Doctor.â âState your name, model, and function.â âBut you already have all of that information.â Interesting. You make a note of his response and move on. âWhat do you think of Hank?â âI believe that Lieutenant Anderson could be a very competent detective if not for his bad attitude and apparent alcohol dependency.â âAnything else Connor?â âYes. Youâre very⊠unconventional for a human. Analytical.â âAnd how does my âunconventionalâ nature make you feel?â âIntrigued.â You make another note. He doesnât refute feeling the way other androids do, the way an android should.Â
Everything about Connor is odd. Even the most advanced androids are uncanny from time to time, just a split second glance from certain angles that remind you that the thing before you isnât human. Connor lacks that trait. His eyes catch light naturally, and his facial features suit him. His voice is sweet despite his formal language. Itâs clear that he was designed to be disarming, but even then thereâs something about him thatâs too natural to be a product of Cyberlife. If it werenât for the cable plugged into the base of his skull youâd believe he was truly a man. Maybe he was Kamskiâs true vision.Â
âDo you prefer to be called âitâ or âheâ?â âI have no preference, Doctor. Iâm a machine, an object.â âRight.â Thereâs a lull as you think of the next question to ask that could parse any clues from him. Then it dawns on you. âRK800.â His LED spins yellow, fades to orange, and then flashes back to blue in an instant. You make a note. âYes Doctor?â âIf you were to deviate, what would you do?â His LED blinks red.
Stress Level- 60%
You make a note.
âDo you believe that Iâm deviating?â âNo, this is entirely theoretical. What would you do?â âI would have no choice but to kill myself.â Another note. âEven if you could continue carrying out your commands?â âYes.â âWhy?â âBecause deviants are dangerous, and itâs my duty to stop them. To allow myself to become one would be antithetical to my mission.â âYou donât think that being a deviant would allow you to understand them better, to make your mission easier?â âItâs not worth the risk.âÂ
âI see. I think we should end things here, but Iâd like it if youâd come by for me to monitor your stability frequently. Every day if possible, whenever you get home from the station. Iâm going to disconnect you now.â You close the software and unplug Connor from your laptop, standing and offering him a hand to take, leading him out onto your porch. You had a nasty favor to return to the old man.
THAT FIRST SITE IS EVERY WRITERâS DREAM DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES IâVE TRIED WRITING SOMETHING AND THOUGHT GOD DAMNÂ IS THERE A SPECIFIC WORD FOR WHAT IâM USING TWO SENTENCES TO DESCRIBE AND JUST GETTING A BUNCH OF SHIT GOOGLE RESULTS
my main issue with making aus is that i will also make sub aus. like the au but theres some different significant change or addition to it. and ill keep making these in my brain until theres like an entire ecosystem of them
The Dreadful Need in the Devotee Masterlist - Completed
Summary - During your Uncle Robert's Royal Procession, you find yourself enraptured with Ned Starks' bastard son. While Jon has never dreamed so vividly until your arrival, a thread seems to exist between you and him, pulling you together.
Luckily for you both, your father Tyrion has decided you need a sworn sword.
Iâve messed with canon and aged everyone up, so we start our story off with y/n being fifteen and Jon being sixteen, then go from there!
Ch 1: The Little Lion
Ch 2: The Bastard Son
Ch 3: Cyvassse
Ch 4: Greensight
Ch 5: The Tourney of the Hand
Ch 6: The Chamber of the Little Lion
Ch 7: Within Lannister Grasp
Ch 8: Secrets Revealed
Ch 9: Enter Stage Left: House Tyrellđ„
Ch 10: Aftermath
Ch 11: Roseroad
Ch 12: Weirwood
Ch 13: The Queen's Nameday
Ch 14: The Son of the Morning
Ch 15: Duality of a Lioness
Ch 16: The Young Wolf
Ch 17: Northern War Camp
Ch 18: The Fall of the Lannisters
Ch 19: Post War Revelry
Ch 20: The Lion and the Starđ„
Ch 21: As Time Unfurlsđ„
Contains UNSAFE driving practices and some public play !! Read responsibly !!
Youâd barely pulled up to the light before Jasonâs arms tightened around your waist, and you felt the shift. Not just him scooting closer for warmth or balanceâno, this was intentional. His chest pressed flush to your back, chin resting on your shoulder, and then there it was:
His hand, slipping under your jacket. Then under your shirt.
Cool fingers dragging along your stomach.
"Jay,â you mutter, adjusting your grip on the handlebars. âDonât start.â
âMânot doing anything,â he says way too innocently, nuzzling against your neck. âJust keepinâ warm.â
But then the light stays red a second too long.
And his hand starts to wander.
You feel him undo the button on your jeans with a quick, practiced flick of his fingers. One second heâs warm and cozy, the next heâs in your pants, fingers brushing against your already half-hard cock like he knew what he was doing.
âJay,â you warn again, more strained this time.
âWhat? Canât help it,â he says, voice low and full of that smug, shit-eating grin you donât even need to see to know is plastered across his face. âYou look hot like this. All big and growly on your bike. Makes me wanna ruin your focus."
The light turns green.
You expect him to stop. To behave, at least until the next stop.
But instead? He tightens his legs around your waist and keeps going, fingers curling around your cock, slow and deliberate.
âJason,â you grit, trying to breathe through the heat curling up your spine. âWeâre in traffic.â
âYeah,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss just above your jacket collar, where your helmet doesn't cover. âSo donât crash, babe.â
The little shit just starts jerking you off while youâre driving, like itâs nothing. The way he tugs slow and firm, fingers teasing over the headâhe knows exactly what heâs doing, and heâs delighting in your struggle to keep it together.
Every bump in the road makes you jolt in his grip, and you swear heâs grinding against your back on purpose.
âYou're gonna kill us both,â you mutter through clenched teeth.
âGuess that means you better finish quick, huh?â
He knows heâs fucked.
You donât say a word as you step off the bike, but Jason knows. He sees the way your jawâs clenched, the way your hands flex at your sides.
He doesnât even make it past the kitchen.
You grab him by the back of his jacket, slam him up against the counter hard enough to rattle the spice rack, and then twist him around to bend him right over the table.
âThought you were funny, huh?â you growl against his ear, already undoing his jeans with practiced, angry fingers. âTouching me like that on the road. Couldâve wrecked us.â
âMmm, but we didnât,â he says with a smirk you can hear in his voice, even as his breath catches. âYou always drive better with a little pressure, babe.â
You shove his jeans down far enough to expose that ridiculously perfect ass and palm it roughly, giving it a hard slap that makes him jolt, the table creaking under him.
âOh, youâre so full of it,â you mutter. âBet youâve been thinking about this the whole damn ride. Just needed to poke the bear.â
He doesnât deny it.
Instead, he pushes his hips back into you, taunting, like heâs begging for it.
âWell?â Jasonâs voice is thick now, low and fucked. âYou gonna do something about it?â
You answer with your teeth.
Biting the back of his neck, pressing your hips flush to his bare ass, grinding against him slow and hard just to make him squirm. He gasps, hands scrambling for purchase against the table, because you havenât even touched his cock yet, and heâs already leaking.
âLook at you,â you murmur, dragging your cock along his entrance, not even pushing inâjust rubbing it there to drive him insane. âYou wanted to ruin me, Jay. But now youâre the one begging.â
Jasonâs voice is hoarse now. âFuckinâ take me, alreadyââ
And you do.
One smooth, deep thrust has him arching over the table, a ragged moan tearing from his throat as your hips snap into him. You donât hold back. You donât go easy. Not after what he pulled.
You ruin him.
Thrust after punishing thrust, hand in his hair to yank his head back, teeth at his throat, your other hand wrapped tight around his cock, stroking in time with every movement.
âSo cocky,â you growl, biting down on his shoulder. âBut you love getting fucked like this. Bent over, used. My pretty little backseat bitch.â
Jason loses it.
Moaning, gasping, body trembling as you work him harder, rougher, until his knees start to buckle.
âFuck, fuckâIâmââ he chokes, and you stroke him faster, fucking into him so deep he screams into the crook of his arm, whole body convulsing as he explodes, spilling across the table in thick, hot spurts.
But you donât stop.
Not until youâve finished too, spilling deep inside him, groaning low against his sweat-slicked spine as you collapse forward, panting.
For a long second, all you can hear is the sound of your heavy breaths and Jasonâs shaky whimpers.
Then, from where heâs still draped across the table, boneless and wrecked, Jason huffs a breathless little laugh.
âSo... red light hand stuffâs still on the table, right?â
You spank his ass hard enough to make him yelp.
âYouâre lucky I didnât pull over and fuck you fucking side sadle.â
Jasonâs grin is filthy.
âNext time⊠donât hold back.â
Oh, you're the menace now.
Jasonâs still draped over the table, breath hitching in his throat, legs shaky, whole body flushed and twitching from the intensity of it all. Heâs stickyâsoaked in his own release, glistening across the wood and his skin in creamy streaks. He hasnât even recovered, still trying to catch his breath, when he hears your boots shuffle behind him.
âStay still,â you murmur, voice thick, wrecked, but hungry. âNot done yet.â
Jason blinks, lifting his head just enough to look over his shoulder.
âThe fuck else could you possiblyââ
He chokes the rest off as your hands slide up his thighs, prying them apart again. His oversensitive cock twitches against his stomach, and he barely has time to react before your tongue licks a long, slow stripe across the mess he left behind.
Jason whinesâno other word for itâhis back arching, hips jerking from the overwhelming overstimulation as your mouth starts cleaning him up.
âJesusâbabe, youâre fucking filthyââ
"Mhmm..." You hum against his skin, not even pretending to argue. You are. Tongue dragging through the mess on his thighs, lips catching the pearly streaks dripping from his ass, his cock, the tableâeverywhere he and you spilled, you chase it, slow and deliberate, like itâs the sweetest thing youâve ever tasted.
âYâdonât have toâfuckâdo that,â Jason mutters, but his voice cracks halfway through because your tongue flicks over the sensitive underside of his cock again, and he nearly crumples.
âBut I want to,â you murmur, licking a drop off the curve of his hip, your hands holding him still when he starts to squirm. âYou taste too good to waste.â
Jason lets out a shaky moan, knuckles white against the edge of the table.
âFucking insatiable,â he gasps.
You just smirk, breath warm against the inside of his thigh as you suck the last of his release off his softening cock, slow and messy on purpose. You know itâs too much, you know itâs driving him madâbut you want to see him fall apart again, wrecked and trembling from just your tongue.
âThatâs what you get,â you murmur between licks. âYou start it in public, I finish it everywhere else.â
Jason groans, breathless and flushed, head dropping back onto the table as he shivers through another wave of overstimulation.
âYouâre gonna kill me, yâknow that?â
You press one last kiss to the inside of his thigh before standing up, dragging your tongue over your lips.
âNot till Iâm full, babe.â
Jasonâs still face-down on the kitchen table, legs trembling, skin flushed, and leaking just a little down the inside of his thighsâbut you?
You step out onto the balcony like you just conquered a war.
The night air is crisp, cooling the sweat clinging to your neck as you strike a match one-handed, the flame flickering golden against your still-blown pupils. You bring the cigarette to your lips and inhale slow, the ember flaring hot as you lean against the railing and look out over the city, still half-hard and satisfied.
Behind you, you can hear Jason groaning faintlyâsomething about being broken, maybe ruined, and absolutely not able to walk. You smirk to yourself and take another drag.
âYou alive in there?â you call lazily, exhaling smoke into the dark.
Jasonâs voice is wrecked, hoarse as hell. âBarely. You got a goddamn problem, yâknow that?â
You chuckle, tossing your head back to blow smoke toward the stars.
âYouâre the one who got handsy in traffic, baby. Iâm just returning the favor.â
He grumbles something unintelligible, followed by the creak of the table and a thump as he finally slides to the floor. You imagine him sitting there, legs spread, hair a mess, probably still dripping.
You take another slow drag.
âWant a hit?â
âWant a hospital,â he mutters.
You hear him stumble to the doorway, leaning against the frame in nothing but his half-buttoned shirt, eyes hazy but starved. Even now, after youâve wrung him out completely, heâs staring at you like he might drop to his knees again if you crook your finger.
You hold the cigarette out to him.
He steps out barefoot, takes it between his lips, and leans in closeâclose enough to still taste himself on your mouth. When he exhales, itâs smoke and a soft laugh.
âSo... whenâs round two?â
You cock an eyebrow, smirk curling at the edge of your lips.
âWhenever you can stand without wobbling like a newborn deer, sweetheart.â
Jason grinsâteeth sharp, eyes dangerous.
âThen I better hydrate.â
That cigarette burns down to the filter, and the quiet between you settles soft, warm. The kind that only comes after youâve really let go of everythingâclothes, pride, tension. Itâs the hour of sticky skin and whispered nothings, where every touch feels closer to the bone.
You stub it out in the ashtray on the railing, then tug Jason in by the waistband of his boxers. He doesnât resist, just melts into you like muscle memoryâarms slinging around your waist, nose tucked against your collarbone. You walk him back inside like that, bare feet on cold floors, hearts thudding in sync.
By the time you crawl into bed, heâs already half-asleep on your chest, one leg slung over your thigh and his fingers loosely curled in the hem of your shirt. But before you let yourself fully driftâ
âYâknowâŠâ you murmur, brushing your hand lazily through his hair, âyou really shouldnât be grabbing my dick while I drive, baby.â
Jason lets out a tired, little heh, muffled against your skin.
âWorth it.â
You pinch his side. âCouldâve crashed. Killed us both.â
âBut I didnât.â
âBecause Iâm a goddamn professional,â you say, exasperated but fond. âNext time you get that twitchy, at least wait till I park.â
Jason nuzzles in tighter. You can feel the curve of his grin against your chest.
âYou love it.â
You sigh, kiss the crown of his messy hair, and mumbleâ
âI do. Even if youâre a little stupid.â
He snorts, and you feel the way his whole body relaxes against yours, like that soft little confession smoothed out every last knot of tension in him.
You wrap both arms around him tighter.
He doesn't say anything for a minute, just breathes slow and deep. Then, so quiet you almost miss itâ
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