Perpetually Drowning

inactive until i have more freetime 07/16 still don't have more free time, just really depressed 09/18

[thabaumdiggity]

maybe things are looking up? still room for it all to get fucked up. guess i'll know by the end of october.

[unchildhood]

AZRA TABASSUM (or @5000letters)

from My Heart is Full of Open Windows;

original photos and edit

[depression-anxiety-me]

[suicidalteenagenightmares]

I never did

[literaphobe]

me, putting songs into my playlist: i love ALL of these songs!!

me, actually listening to my playlist: skip skip skip skip

[johnentwlstle]

it literally stresses me out how much good music there is that i still haven’t listened to

[sounddesignerjeans-deactivated2]

we have a real motherfucker here, a true idiot child, someone please come collect your bastard

[fourdabloons]

Walmart trying to contact my mom over the loudspeaker

[thabaumdiggity]

felt a familiar cold feeling today, really do not want to slip back into the way things used to be...

[thepowerwithin]

“Be delicate with your emotions. Whether you realize it or not, there is a reason behind each and every one of them. Accept what it is that you feel, and take care of yourself accordingly.”

— @thepowerwithin on Instagram 

[racingbarakarts]

me: i literally couldnt care less about what people think about me

also me: 

[coral]

Whatever you need, i’ll give it to you. I just don’t want to lose you.

Please, stay with me.

[thabaumdiggity]

started out today exhausted and definitely finishing today exhausted.

[thabaumdiggity]

you don't realize how broken you are until you lose that which holds you together.

[syntacked]

“I wish you knew how bad it fucked me up.”

—

[humorstar]

me before showering: i don’t want to shower

me once in the shower: i live here now

[hungwy]

Gonna b honest. A lot of hot ppl go to art museums. I’m one of them

[e-seal-deactivated20210319]

im 2 ugly they won’t let me in

[e-seal-deactivated20210319]

that and my shirt that says “i eat oil paintings when security guards aren’t looking”

[oldmancanyons]

does anyone else feel like they constantly have to justify everything they do? Iike I’m always mentally preparing a reason behind everything just in case anyone was to question it.

[thabaumdiggity]

*opens tumblr*

*years of dust flies out of my phone*