I'm in love with this novel and its charming Vivus glomerorum! So happy to be part of this contest(submission) — can't wait to draw more art for them 🥰(I drew this with my finger on IbisPaint, lol, so hopefully it doesn't look that bad)
I know I am asking this during Mermay and you may be more focused on Mermay drawings, so feel free to only answer this after it's over or if you have any free time.
What exactly happened between Daemon and Eclipse in Demonic Tendencies that soured their relationship so badly? I'm fairly sure Eclipse wouldn't have that much beef with someone so much weaker than him, and I doubt just being friends with Solaris would make him that pissed off.
For the most part: Eclipse is just classist and an overprotective bitch
He doesn’t want something he sees as so below him and his weird tumor child interacting with either of them
Eclipse “cares” for sol in a way, not wanting sol to tread off the path eclipse was already pushing it on, not wanting the being he sees as a tool to mess with Eclipses hard work. Sol is eclipses “heir”, Sol’s a prince that has a chance to take eclipses place or be something similar to himself in the courts
Eclipse is very overprotective of sol, I’d compare him to a helicopter parent as sol is rarely ever out of his reach or sight, and has many tendencies helicopter parents have/do
Eclipse grew more and more aggressive towards deamon as he and sol aged, no longer children Eclipse tolerated them being around each other a lot less.
The events of demonic tendencies just fueled the fire that was Eclipses dislike and almost hatred for deamon. He, for the most part, pins the blame on deamon even though it was sol who dragged them both through the portal.
I’ve been distracted by a very lovely visual novel, the schedule I wanted to be on might be slightly disrupted bc i really want to make fan art for it, it’s absolutely delightful
The co-creator/writers post will be under this one as a reblog.
The writer, my beloved friend, will be stepping back.
Demonic tendencies as a fic will be discontinued, and it will be just me working on it for the foreseeable future
I will not be writing for it, if I gain the motivation to draw for it I will but it will most likely be starting over from the beginning or it’s own thing separate from the fics story line
I adore this au, all the lovely words I’ve heard and the small bits of fan art we have gotten has brought me a lot of joy, but I cannot promise anything.
I have a tendency to forget about or not post art I have made for aus, causing them to disappear from my account no matter how much I liked them or how much others had
If you have any questions about the au feel free to ask me, depending on if the au still has any following I will attempt to make something new with the characters, maybe show more of what their birth home was like, eclipse and suns/sols relationship and how sun/sol came to be, how moon/deamon came to be, how they lived and what else lived there.
Depending on my friends wishes I might reveal eclipses design completely, I’ve only shown bits and pieces of his designs in art I’ve made for the fic but he does have a full body design thought out, I just have to draw it.
Important announcement about the future of my fics and this account. This is gonna be long so I’ll give a small little summary in the comments of this post.
TW for vent / ranting? Idk what I should be tagging here but be warned that it’s mostly me rambling.
I will no longer be writing (posting at least) or updating any of my fics.
I will also be taking my name off of the collaborations I’ve been doing with Demonic Tendencies and Maternity Chip AU. @hazard-c-horror and @the-cackling-jester will have full reign over these specific fics, and it’s up to them whether or not they want to continue. They’re some of my closest friends but I cannot speak for them.
I’ve thought about this a lot in the past couple months, and while I can admit that my right now might be a little rushed, I do think that I have to do it now or continue to suffer.
Writing was my everything. It helped me through some of my biggest moments in life. I adored every second I got to spend sitting in my chair and writing about these silly shows, but for the past year it’s been awful. I’ve been having to force myself to get up and write just 200 words and if you do anything creative you know it’s gotten really bad when you get to that point.
I was selfish and I kept creating more and more fics and au’s and promises in order to try and maintain a crumbling illusion of joy, but it all came crashing down this past week. I’ve been stressed and my life is changing and I’ve gotten a new full time job and the last thing I want to worry about is having to write a new chapter for any of my fics.
It also doesn’t help that I’ve been suffering my own plethora of mental health issues as well, and this constant fear of loosing readers due to long update times isn’t helping in the slightest. I’ve been rushing chapters and hating the quality of the work I produce. This has been amplified with each shoddy update, and it’s to a point where I’d need to rewrite all my fics to fix which isn’t an option.
This is overall just a lot of rambling.. and to be honest I’m sure half of it isn’t needed and was just a vent for me, but I think this is the main summary:
This account, the name MorriganFey, all my fics- hell- everything that has my name on it will no longer be update or used. I’m changing everything and getting a complete reset.
I’m not sure I’ll ever come back, and that saddens me a whole lot but I’m almost positive that this is what I have to do to move forward in my life.
I highly doubt I’ll come back but on the off chance that I do start posting again I’ll come back here and give y’al my new name.
I loved each and every second I spent keeping all of my readers and this community thriving but in the end I guess it doesn’t matter how much you love something. It can still turn against you and force you into an awful position.
..
I think that’s it. There’s a lot more but that’s all I can say without compromising my own privacy.
Goodbye everyone. Being in the Tsams and Eaps fandom and being able to interact with everyone in it brought me so so much happiness, and I will truly miss it.
For the last time ever:
It was great seeing y’all, and I hope y’all have a great day
OKAY I DID THE THING. So heres the revival of a buggy au I made two(?) years ago! As it it is now, the mc is based off of a Caterpillar mimicking jumping spider (Uroballus carlei), Sun is based off of a Painted lichen moth (Hypoprepia fucosa), Moon is based off of a Forest mother of pearl butterfly (Protogoniomorpha parhassus), and Eclipse. Uh. Hes a spider and thats all I got.
Oh, and uh. I must mention that those jumping spiders mimic the caterpillars of lichen moths...surely nothing can go wrong from that.. :)
(ALSO, WARNING, SUN AND MOON ARE MATES IN THIS!! SUN X MOON!!)