finding me again @thebeefblog - Tumblr Blog

Surprise, I’m alive!! It’s been a long time. Bet you thought you’d seen the last of me 👀

I can’t even remember if/how much I’ve talked about it in the past, but I’ve finally graduated summa cum laude with my BFA and teaching license 😎

I learned so much, but I can’t deny it was an extremely intense process. The past year? Few years? really took a toll on my mental and physical health. I fell out of contact with basically all friends outside of my teaching cohort, and now I’m lucky enough to be taking a break to heal myself a little. I’m finding my sense of self outside of teaching and being a student. Part of that is the interests and fandoms I’ve been completely gone from, but I’ll be popping up now and again! I’ve missed being here. I might be posting some art soon too! My friends, I’ve missed you all <3

I have been enjoying seeing people experience food this World Cup

sick-jan

hotvampireadjacent

There’s a really good book all about this.

Last seen by Judith Giesberg

casualcryptid69

We’re under a severe thunderstorm warning rn and my dad just opened the door to show my dog because he was begging to go out and it reminded me of that part in Dracula where Dracula opens the door to the howling wolves and Jonathan’s like um actually I’ll stay inside thanks

#lmaoo yea I do this for my dogs too #like you wanna go out buddy? you sure?

gonzocoded

don’t ever kill your self because maybe someday you will get brunch with your tumblr mutual

#yall I can drive now. let’s get brunch

acientvegtable

I’m 400 years old and still on tumblr

succubusboyfriend

you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.

tlirsgender

"You know what's harder than Getting Better? Living Like That" is just the thesis for my whole shit going on right now honestly. You know what's harder than doing my physical therapy? Hurting All The Time. You know what's harder than addressing my gender dysphoria? Hurting All The Time

tlirsgender

I'm Doing The Hard Thing and it's *easier* than how I was living before. If you make yourself feel better you will have more energy to spend on Getting Better. Nice inch nails - the upward spiral. Crawl out of your grave Thursday

machine-unlearning

god I'm such a slut for Chinese eggplant in garlic sauce *decides it’s inaccurate to refer to myself as a slut in light of my minimal sexual activity* if The Enemy discovered my ardor for Chinese eggplant in garlic sauce, they would gain a significant strategic advantage

lucydacusgirl

And like I genuinely am loath to negatively discuss women’s bodies online and I think the way that famous women’s bodies are up for discussion online and in the press is upsetting and dehumanising and I feel a lot of compassion for women who are struggling with eating disorders and body image issues in the public eye however the fucking mass weight loss happening to all famous women either through eating disorders or weight loss medication cannot just go uncommented on. Nearly every single famous woman got skeletal overnight and it is so incredibly worrying both for them and for what it signals to other women and girls about how they should look.

#prev tags!!!!!

stuckinapril

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.