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System sideblog, host is 19

[theceberussystem]

hey pal, i was just checkin on this blog and on that last post (the callout one), the readmore link leads to something like.... REALLY inappropriate (not the rest of the post, a completely different website) Im not sure what happened bc the original blog is deactivated but u may want to delete that post. (dont click on it tho unless ur prepared to see nudity)

Thank you so much- its deleted

[schizophrenicfordpinesmoved]

I’m gonna try to make a DID information video over this weekend! since im still in an abusive homelife situation and i don’t want it leaked that I’m doing this I’m gonna record a speedpaint and overlay it with a voiceover of me talking about DID issues and my story/perspective. If there’s any videos that yall would be interested in (etc, how did you find out you had DID, opinion on DID in the media, introduction videos from alters, etc) please let me know!

[seabornsystem-remade-deactivate]

system ask meme...

a set of questions I either haven’t seen, can’t remember, or thought would be a bit of a novelty, cause there aren’t many of these. here we go!

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1. is there anyone you consider the “host”? has there ever been one?

2. what was life like in the early days of realising you were more-than-one?

3. Describe the funniest thing you’ve seen happen between two alters.

4. How many interpersonal bonds are there? Describe one (or a few!).

5. Who is the most protective?

6. Who is the most energetic?

7. Who holds the most anger? (We see you, and we love you)

8. Who needs the most support (and are they getting it)?

9. Describe what happened when an unusual fronter had a day in the limelight.

10. If you are attending therapy, is it helping (eg. do you feel more grounded in the present? is there less amnesia, if any? is there more cooperation, communication, and sharing of tasks)?

11. Who is prone to backseat driving, ie. directing the fronter without fronting themselves?

12. Do you have any introjects (fictives/factives)? How are they similar to their source? How do they differ?

13. Describe the most drastic change a fictive has gone through since their first appearance.

14. Does anyone have any special interests?

15. Describe some of the kids!

16. Who is the most responsible and/or good at keeping track of and tackling daily tasks?

17. Who isn’t good at keeping track of the time and tasks to do?

18. Elegant, suave, refined. Who did I just describe?

19. Peaceful, brotherly, patient. Who did I just describe?

20. Angry, spitfire, vicious. Who did I just describe?

21. Dejected, passive, tired. Who did I just describe?

22. Free-spirited, active, protective. Who did I just describe?

23. Describe another alter with three adjectives.

24. Does anyone feel shame about their past? (as this is a symptom of trauma you don’t have to go into detail, or at all)

25. Who works together best to complete daily tasks? Is anyone good at washing up, but really bad at vacuuming?

26. Who has the most issues completing tasks?

27. Who, if anyone, creates memory blackouts?

28. Who can’t keep their thoughts private to save their life?

29. Are there any inseparable pairs/groups? Alternatively, what are the social groups like?

30. Is there any gender/sexuality variance in-system?

31. Describe, if any, an inhuman alter.

32. How big is the system?

33. Describe what switching fronts feels like.

34. How do different parts react to dissociation (ie. involuntarily switching fronts)?

35. Is anyone a bit of a “control freak”?

36. Is there a place, like a round table, where everyone can get together to communicate?

37. Does anyone have a fascination with numbers, shapes, or using repetition to self-soothe?

38. Describe someone who doesn’t usually get a day in the limelight (if they consent).

39. What’s something you’ve managed to create as a team?

40. Describe, in as few or as many words as you like, the journey from discovery of your multiplicity to the present.

[dissociativeidentitydisaster]

You aren’t less of a person if you’re an alter

[peetown]

dissociating/switching in public 

[theceberussystem]

me: dissociating very badly ari: hey let me front i can front want me to front me: are you going to cause trouble? ari: ... does trouble need to be caused?

[system3rror]

A system is just a group chat in your brain

[theceberussystem]

me: i dont switch a lot also me: haha sometimes i have small moments in the day where i know im acting off/weird/not like me or i’ll lose less than an hour... me: its just really strange that i dont switch a lot

[disassociationnation-blog]

Multiple System Ask Meme

1) How many system members are there?

2) Youngest member? Oldest?

3) Any friendships within the system?

4) Any relationships within the system?

5) Does your system have a name?

6) Any fictives or factives in the system?

7) What does the headspace/inner world look like? Is it just one building/area, several, or more?

8) Do members have separate rooms/areas? Does anyone share a room?

9) Any unused rooms/areas?

10) Unexplored rooms/areas?

11) Who likes/dislikes being in the headspace/inner world?

12) Any members who never leave the headspace/inner world?

13) What do members do in the headspace?

14) Is anyone religious? What are their religions?

15) Who cofronts the most often (what group/pair)?

16) Are there any otherkin in the system?

17) What is something that system members have very different opinions on?

18) Does anyone talk with a different voice in the outer world? In the inner world?

19) Favourite part of the inner world/headspace?

20) Least favourite part of the inner world/headspace?

21) Running jokes within the system?

[therainbow-system]

We’re long overdue for an update! Send some in?

[theceberussystem]

People who think DID is fake are wild to me like yeah you caught me I pretended to black out and do wild shit just to keep you on your toes keep on getting those filthy sjws

[theceberussystem]

I asked Wren what they wanted to name a teddy bear I found for them and the answers I got were "God is Dead", "Mr God is Dead", "Beary God is Dead", before we decided on "Beary the Skull-Crusher"

[bitchybratzbaby]

me invalidating my own trauma then seeking out triggers to revalidate it:

[beachcabins]

my brain when i underwent trauma at a young age:

[theceberussystem]

Our system is really interesting because almost all of the trauma holders are kids. So there's a man in the system that at first Bee didn't know what he was doing there. That's Gabriel. He's a professor type, in his 50s and a giant nerd. He doesn't front often and refuses to unless it's an emergency.

Recently, through a lot of personal work, Bee was able to go into headspace and discovered what Gabe did.

Gabriel has a section of the headspace that functions as a tiny house that the kids can stay in and get help and receive parenting and care as we process things. It's where I've been the past few months, on and off.

And a weekend at Gabe's really does help. It's pretty cool

-wren

[theceberussystem]

shout-out to nonverbal headmates!

shout-out to semiverbal headmates!

shout-out to selectively mute headmates!

-wren, a mostly nonverbal alter

[honey-tea]

please give your stuffed animal a hug for me they might be having a rough day

[theceberussystem]

DID is edgy shit too but also like DID is getting blurry in the dining hall and waking up drinking a soda you don’t like because someone got excited that it was yellow 

- Albee