The Aloade - Coelacanth
your father (god) loves you. he loves you so much he cannot begin to bear to see you in pain. your god (father) cannot let your crimes (being yourself) slide. he wants to remove something fundamental to you from you, and if he does he signs your death warrant. it would be slow and painful. you have been taken for trying to help. you are going to die, if noone comes. your father (god) will not come. he does not want you (his son) to die but he wants you (yourself) to be gone forever. he will leave you there. your god (father) wills it and he will not watch. he cannot begin to look. your father (god) must either abandon you or hold you as you die when you were never ever supposed to. your father (god) will leave you to do so, because it is the less hurtful option. you know him. he's your father (god). he's your god (father). you should never ever get near him again. this is the better option. this is the most painful choice. you hope someone noticed you were missing. you know they didnt. you hope your father (god) weeps. your god (father) holds firm in his choice. you think you hate him. you know you love him.
