Blaine | 27 | They/Them | My Carrd | AO3 @TheDubiousPeach | Intermittent NSFW | Golden Lotus - Jhin/Rakan CEO (Origin Fic Release: TBD) | Mostly-Canon-Compliant Canon Divergence is my bread and butter...when I have energy | You can support me by engaging with my posts and leaving a kudos on my AO3 works | PFP: @FRANKSTANDSOPEN on Twitter
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I've been primarily an enigma on this site. Perhaps I should be...little less of an enigma...only a little.
I go by Blaine. My pronouns are They/Them and I don't like to publicly discuss my gender often, but you can call me an enby. I am a Jhin main first and a human never. I tend to venture across a multitude of fandoms. I write fanfiction and original fiction, make themed playlists, and dabble in color palettes. Always open for discussion and education (both receiving and possibly giving). You can find my fanfics on AO3 @ TheDubiousPeach . I occasionally post and share NSFW - you have been warned.
Here's my Carrd for all the places you can find me - some are yet to be updated. That comes with time. You can support my endeavors to share my creativity by engaging with my posts, leaving a kudos on any of my AO3 fics, and/or saving my playlists across Tidal, Spotify (reluctantly), and YouTube (in the future).
Fandoms & Boundaries below:
Media Fixation Rotation:
Red Dead Redemption 2 (Arthur Morgan and Arthur Morgan accessories)
League of Legends (Jhin, Varus, Morgana, Rakan [separate], Pyke, Irelia, Xayah [separate], Mel, Yone, Locke, and Vladimir-centric interest)
Baldur's Gate 3 (Astarion-centric interest)
Psycho-Pass (Kogami and Kagari-centric interest)
Darkest Dungeon
Blue Exorcist
Jujutsu Kaisen
Ships & Ship Names, if they have one in my mind's eye:
Jhin / Rakan - Golden Lotus
Jhin / Varus - Sacrilegious Shots
Jhin / Pyke - Red Water Dreams
Jhin / Yone - Method Acting
Jhin / Vladimir - Crimson Affairs
Jhin/Hwei - Butterfly Effect
Jhin / Yasuo - Freelance Artists (added this one for the name lmao)
Jhin / Pyke / Rakan - Weight In Gold
Jhin / Pyke / Varus
Jhin / Pyke / Varus / Rakan
Jhin / Rakan / Varus
Jhin / Rakan / Yone - Standing Ovation (added for name pt.2)
Jhin / Rakan / Yasuo - Travelling Show (added for name pt.3)
Rakan / Morgana - Safe Haven
Morgana / Varus - Eternity's Embrace
Morgana / Mel -
Morgana / Hwei -
Morgana / Soraka / Atreus (Pantheon) / Hwei
Locke / Varus
Locke / Rakan
Jhin / Pyke / Rakan + Yasuo / Ezreal / Akshan - The Men Pile
Irelia / Xayah - Kingslayers
Irelia / Xayah / Akali / Nilah - Sparring Practice
Irelia / Xayah / Akali / Neeko - Survivor's Guilt
Irelia / Xayah / Akali / Nilah / Neeko
Xayah / Sett - Fisticuffs
Arthur Morgan / Sadie Adler - Fence Riders
Sadie Adler / Arthur Morgan / Charles Smith
Arthur Morgan / Charles Smith
Arthur Morgan / Josiah Trelawny
Shusei Kagari / Shinya Kogami - Kissed Knuckles
Satoru Gojo / Kento Nanami - See No Evil
Hiromi Higuruma / Kento Nanami
Ieiri Shoko / Iori Utahime
Satoru Gojo / Kento Nanami / Hiromi Higuruma
Nobara Kugisaki / Maki Zenin
Yuta Okkotsu / Toge Inumaki - Speak No Evil
Astarion / Gale - Trickster's Magic
Astarion / Karlach
Astarion / Karlach / Shadowheart
Shadowheart / Karlach / Lae'zel
Rei Suwa / Kazuki Kurusu
Shiro Fujimoto / Mephisto Pheles
Shiro Fujimoto / Yuri Egin
Rin Okumura / Renzou Shima - Cotton Candy Complications
Nero Vanetti / Angelo Lagusa - Russian Roulette
Boundaries:
Moral Icks:
Minors: DNI
Insecure monoshippers* and fujoshis: DNI.
*If you get angry over other ships and shit on other ships because they aren't a ship YOU prefer then yes, I am talking about YOU. DNI. Full stop. Quit being weird about other pairings, it's 2026.
Pro-is(n't)rael: DNI. Free Palestine.
Racism, Colorism, Misogyny, Misogynoir: DNI
Homophobic and/or Transphobic, TERFs: DNI
Pro-cap and/or pro-auth: DNI
Media Icks:
JayVik shippers - and others - who hate Mel and/or MelJay: DNI
Lightcannon shippers - and others - who hate Timebomb and/or Ekko specifically: DNI
CaitVi shippers & Caitlyn Apologists: DNI
HP-likers: DNI
Umamusume
Heated Rivalry
Self-Insert / Reader-Insert: Not going to interact with or engage in conversation about it. It's not for me.
Thanks for reading this far and getting to know me! Pick up a pamphlet on the way out the door <3
and sometimes the character wouldn’t try to push through sickness and do their day job or whatever. again i see what you’re going for but sometimes in these fics something else can happen. open your hearts and minds to scenarios such as “the character is actually pretty expressive about their needs and is willing to complain a lot but the other characters still don’t take it that seriously for whatever reason and have to deal with the guilt and quencies after”. or “the character takes a rest at the appropriate time (or earlier!) but then faces punishment/being ignored/hostility for doing so and that is what worsens their condition into a serious one.” or “the character is a practical one who informs people sensibly and takes every necessary step, yet to their distress their condition still spirals out of the control.” or whatever else but just do you see what i’m saying not every character is a silent sufferer and that isn’t the only way to put them in a situation . we can innovate
As I talked about on the weekend, I am right now trying to figure out what is happening with the auto-moderator here on tumblr and how it tags random images at times as "mature".
What I can say so far is this: whatever software tumblr uses is obviously some sort of AI/neural network that has been trained on image sets to "learn" what images are "mature" and which are not.
Right now my main theory about why the automoderator again and again and again is tagging images of Black people (especially women), fat people (specially women), disabled people (especially women), and some other minorities (like people - trans men and female cancer survivors - with top surgery scars, or folks having a female figure and a beard like some trans women and intersex people) as mature is likely image sampling bias.
As someone who works with AIs, the explanation is something like this: a lot of AI training is done by feeding it a whole lot of images with tags for whatever you want to train the algorithm on. Very often you create a baseline by using any given sort of image set online that have been created for this purpose, and then additionally seed images more specifically for what you want to train for.
I told the story before: both my university projects on neural networks I did for class involved training the AI to recognize fishes/fish behavior. Which was an issue. Because pretty much no animal image set available for training included any or at least a whole lot of fishes. So I spent days looking for and properly curating image collections and videos of fishes.
And this gets us to the typical human image bias: a lot of those image sets of humans sold to train AIs are made up of either exclusively or at least majority young, average to pretty, gender conforming, abled white people. Meaning the AI will learn the "normal and unproblematic" version of a person is a white young ablebodied thin to medium cis person. There is a good chance that in comparison to the "normal" dataset, non-white and especially Black people, fat people, disabled people, and for example trans people were way more represented in the "mature" dataset used to train the AI.
This is not just happening in tumblr, mind you. If you follow AI research you might have also heard those stories of AI-powered self-driving cars not recognizing a Black person as a human it should stop for, or how AI face recognition does not work for Black people, some other non-white people, or people with facial differences. All something that happens because the training data used is biased.
A neural network is dumb. It does not understand what porn is. So if you show the neural network a bunch of images you say are fine and those involve dressed white people doing normal things, and then you show it a set of porn data, which includes the only Black or fat people the AI gets to see during the entire training, the AI will from this come to the understanding that being Black or being fat is indeed part of what makes those images mature. Because every Black or fat person it saw was tagged with "mature" during its training. So, it now looks at a conservatively dressed Black woman and goes: "Yeah, this is clearly porn. Because all I know about Black women existing is that they sure are in porn!" Same with fat people, trans people, and disabled people.
And this is bullshit. This is racism. It is fatphobia. It is ableism. It is transphobia. And tumblr should either retrain their model or retire it completely. Because, frankly, you can quite easily get around the automoderator either way. I am not going into this now, but due to how the automoderator works actors with malicious intend - like those porn bots - can even create an automated pipeline that gets around the automoderator. If you can code - and to make a bot you need to be able to code - you can code something that changes the images just enough for that. That is the reason why we often see very explicit porn bot images that the automoderator did not tag as mature.
All it does right now is pushing further the notion that Black people, fat people, disabled people, and trans people existing is somehow inherently mature and should be hidden from the public.
Stop it, @tumblr, @staff, @support. You are just promoting those things. You are promoting racism, fatphobia, ableism and transphobia. It would be one thing if y'all actually reacted to people reporting falsely labeled posts and reversed it. But given that you have yet to correct the falsely applied tag on my post on the history of fucking santa claus that I reported last November - a post that involves no nudity or even discussion of anything mature (it is a post about the history of santa and krampus, that was either autotagged for an image with a woman with facial differences or for going into WW2 history!), let's be honest here: you are not doing that. So just retire the bloody thing, or retrain it with data that includes those minorities in non-sexual contexts.
(Also note, I am not yet quite sure what triggers the text-post automoderator. I have seen too few that have been autoflagged on that front. I know that certain things - like talking about trans experiences, but also certain historical events - will often set it off. But not always. And I am just not sure what exactly is the factor here. It might be that certain accounts are being treated more harshly on that front. It feels that way at least. But I am not sure.)
I am being so free to tag a couple of people in the hope this gets a bit more visibility. Because I think this entire shit is a big problem, and I know tumblr support will ignore it if nobody interacts.
As I talked about on the weekend, I am right now trying to figure out what is happening with the auto-moderator here on tumblr and how it tags random images at times as "mature".
What I can say so far is this: whatever software tumblr uses is obviously some sort of AI/neural network that has been trained on image sets to "learn" what images are "mature" and which are not.
Right now my main theory about why the automoderator again and again and again is tagging images of Black people (especially women), fat people (specially women), disabled people (especially women), and some other minorities (like people - trans men and female cancer survivors - with top surgery scars, or folks having a female figure and a beard like some trans women and intersex people) as mature is likely image sampling bias.
As someone who works with AIs, the explanation is something like this: a lot of AI training is done by feeding it a whole lot of images with tags for whatever you want to train the algorithm on. Very often you create a baseline by using any given sort of image set online that have been created for this purpose, and then additionally seed images more specifically for what you want to train for.
I told the story before: both my university projects on neural networks I did for class involved training the AI to recognize fishes/fish behavior. Which was an issue. Because pretty much no animal image set available for training included any or at least a whole lot of fishes. So I spent days looking for and properly curating image collections and videos of fishes.
And this gets us to the typical human image bias: a lot of those image sets of humans sold to train AIs are made up of either exclusively or at least majority young, average to pretty, gender conforming, abled white people. Meaning the AI will learn the "normal and unproblematic" version of a person is a white young ablebodied thin to medium cis person. There is a good chance that in comparison to the "normal" dataset, non-white and especially Black people, fat people, disabled people, and for example trans people were way more represented in the "mature" dataset used to train the AI.
This is not just happening in tumblr, mind you. If you follow AI research you might have also heard those stories of AI-powered self-driving cars not recognizing a Black person as a human it should stop for, or how AI face recognition does not work for Black people, some other non-white people, or people with facial differences. All something that happens because the training data used is biased.
A neural network is dumb. It does not understand what porn is. So if you show the neural network a bunch of images you say are fine and those involve dressed white people doing normal things, and then you show it a set of porn data, which includes the only Black or fat people the AI gets to see during the entire training, the AI will from this come to the understanding that being Black or being fat is indeed part of what makes those images mature. Because every Black or fat person it saw was tagged with "mature" during its training. So, it now looks at a conservatively dressed Black woman and goes: "Yeah, this is clearly porn. Because all I know about Black women existing is that they sure are in porn!" Same with fat people, trans people, and disabled people.
And this is bullshit. This is racism. It is fatphobia. It is ableism. It is transphobia. And tumblr should either retrain their model or retire it completely. Because, frankly, you can quite easily get around the automoderator either way. I am not going into this now, but due to how the automoderator works actors with malicious intend - like those porn bots - can even create an automated pipeline that gets around the automoderator. If you can code - and to make a bot you need to be able to code - you can code something that changes the images just enough for that. That is the reason why we often see very explicit porn bot images that the automoderator did not tag as mature.
All it does right now is pushing further the notion that Black people, fat people, disabled people, and trans people existing is somehow inherently mature and should be hidden from the public.
Stop it, @tumblr, @staff, @support. You are just promoting those things. You are promoting racism, fatphobia, ableism and transphobia. It would be one thing if y'all actually reacted to people reporting falsely labeled posts and reversed it. But given that you have yet to correct the falsely applied tag on my post on the history of fucking santa claus that I reported last November - a post that involves no nudity or even discussion of anything mature (it is a post about the history of santa and krampus, that was either autotagged for an image with a woman with facial differences or for going into WW2 history!), let's be honest here: you are not doing that. So just retire the bloody thing, or retrain it with data that includes those minorities in non-sexual contexts.
(Also note, I am not yet quite sure what triggers the text-post automoderator. I have seen too few that have been autoflagged on that front. I know that certain things - like talking about trans experiences, but also certain historical events - will often set it off. But not always. And I am just not sure what exactly is the factor here. It might be that certain accounts are being treated more harshly on that front. It feels that way at least. But I am not sure.)
I am being so free to tag a couple of people in the hope this gets a bit more visibility. Because I think this entire shit is a big problem, and I know tumblr support will ignore it if nobody interacts.
here’s a dedicated comm sheet for this style of drawing! due to popular demand i’ve had to up the price slightly (sorry about that)! all prior comms before the price raise will be done at the original price. drop me a dm to enquire or ask any questions! :)