Deadsoul

I'm dead inside fr [he/they, Poland]

[theoliwier]

Get to know me ↓

I love: music, drawing, animals (except spiders - I hate them tho), food (especially potatoes in each form), moon

Dislike/hate: homophobes, transphobes, liars, spiders, social interactions, public speaking

Some shows/movies I like: friends, vis a vis, arcane, dead poet society, perks of being wallflower, casa de papel, Dr Larsen, Fanfic, ni una más, Gladiator, Last holiday, Real steel + much more I don't remember rn

Some of the artists I listen to lately: my Spotify

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👉🏼Feel free to catch up with me !! Dms/asks

Some cool people you might want to visit ↓ @nacreoussoul @scrunchiesandsquips

[theoliwier]

[halcionic]

which planet are you?

[imsleepingwhataboutu]

I got venus, that actually hurt me a little emotionally

tagging a few people because I don’t want to be suffering with this knowledge alone lol @weird-bookworm @sannie-young @h-dw

[h-dw]

ty for the tagg<33

i got mercury, it was way too much of an accurate description😭

tagging: @seungmeongiezz @yourstargirlyyy @bahngarang and anyone else who’d like to join!!

[bahngarang]

ty for the tag :)

I got neptune, that was a bit of a punch in the face. accurate, though

no pressure tags: @weird-bookworm @kloversung @rinthehufflepuff + anyone who wants to join

[ghostofhusbandspast]

About halfway through, I went “I’m gonna get Pluto, aren’t I?”

Indeed, I did. And it hurt me. Too accurate.

@interstellar-espresso

[interstellar-espresso]

from what other people got i think i may be some kind of mix, most likely just a nameless asteroid about the size of north dakota. But according to the quiz i got jupiter.

@laika-the-cosmic-stardog @endearing-tear @luminescent-fogg

[laika-the-cosmic-stardog]

dang i got neptune. didnt feel the most accurate based on the description given but ig the quiz has spoken

(sry it took me 3 weeks to do this, i dont really have an excuse)

tags below cut:

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[joyconehead]

I got Venus and it was way to relatable💔

Ty for the tag btw hehe

@krow-offical @darknesswrappedinfallcolors @wallyblack1925-offical @jadiewilson2013 @dramatic1nlyf @printer-reads-books-505 @frankierosfoottattoos @the-aricher @the-l0ser-st4rr @phantomfandoms491 @elisexelise @evermoreemily @ravenwordsx @rin-yaps @foundheaven013 +open tagss

[the-aricher]

venus.. and shitt uhh

@sarkastic1515 @221lesbiandconfused @nacreoussoul @coquette-c0rpsie +open tags!

[nacreoussoul]

Earth – what am I supposed to do with my life now :’)

@theoliwier @doyoulikedem @merrychristmas-pleasedontcall

[theoliwier]

Earth!! Well I agree with that tho (that's so me)

@mk-enchilada04 @scrunchiesandsquips @hardy256

[ss-writess]

“Being loved is pleasant. Being understood is extraordinary.”

[perfectquote]

“I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard.”

— Gayle Forman, If I Stay

[theoliwier]

But not getting the courage to leave.

[thequotespot]

“There are parts of me that nobody knows because I learned long ago how to keep them hidden.”

[theoliwier]

Sometimes I feel like being a kid is a hard shore. But not some kid but ur parents' kid. I require myself to make them happy, to make them proud and when I fail I'm blaming myself for not being enough, for being the reason of their sadness. Why? Do I own that to them?

[theoliwier]

It's sad looking at ur mom who used to be the closest person at the time now she's going through sth she doesn't wanna share and she doesn't know me and my struggles at all.

Staring at each other with so many unsaid things. Looking at each others' worries without the courage to speak up and talk properly.

Well I know she's not the best supporter but I can't even find myself hating her cuz I'm too empathetic, tend to explain ppl's behaviour without the reason. I hate to see people I care about hurting. It hurts more than their actions.

[thequotespot]

"Some people think silence means there's nothing to say. Sometimes it means there are too many things to fit into words."

[thoughtcascades]

i want a life that feels less like recovery and more like arrival

[theoliwier]

Also less like a survival and more like enjoying

[perlmuttbluete]

And maybe that's the tragedy of people like me. We keep offering water to a world that left us thirsty. We keep building homes in our chest for people who never planned to stay. And somehow, after all of it, we still leave the porch light on.

-Notes from the bathroom floor.

[theoliwier]

How to unfollow sb but in real life ?

[thoughtcascades]

i am tired of almost. almost happy. almost loved. almost understood. almost safe. almost myself

[nacreoussoul]

I'm feeling so out of place rn. Like everyone has their someone or people to be with. And I'm just existing, feeling like I would be replaceable for everyone-

[theoliwier]

One day.

[theoliwier]

Mom asking me 'why are you wearing those? You're turning into a boy now?'

a) yes, yes I do (true but too risky to even try it tho)

b) nope (lie but safe and confusing for her)

[writingwithmirnay]

Sometimes we're not hurt by who people are.

We're hurt by who we thought they would be.

-MY