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[theredumbrellatheory]

not depressed

not horny

but a secret third thing...

[eddiesmedbag]

i do think buck has been excluding himself from the eddiechris family dynamic, and it is so juicy because that is not how eddie sees it. in both 8x17 and 9x18, we see eddie and chris from buck's point of view. both times, buck is with pepa watching them from the outside. even in 9x13, he tells bonnie that chris needs eddie. he is willing to sacrifice himself to keep the two of them together (a bit of a redux of the texas arc if you think about it).

on the other side, we have eddie's pov in 9x11 and 9x14 where he views them as a family. he calls buck immediately when chris is missing. he keeps up the weekly family dinners. he brings chris to buck when buck is struggling. eddie's favorite place to be is with chris AND buck. he says this in s3, and we continue to see that in his pov in s9.

it's just so interesting to see their complete disconnect that has now been amplified by the texas of it all. buck knows he will never be more important than chris, but he doesn't realize how important he is to both of them. eddie desperately wants to choose them both. the idea of picking between them hurts him to the point that he slipped up in 8x09. he knows he will always put chris first. that's not a question. but if he truly got what he wanted, he'd never had to choose between chris and buck ever again.

and the best part is the only way to get them on the same page is to make them acknowledge they have been building a family together for years because they are in love. yay.

[basementloser]

as much as i want eddie to figure out he's gay by himself, it would be so much funnier is chris just fucking told him.

eddie: i don't know how to act around buck lately. i don't know why.

chris: it's because you're in love with him.

eddie: what?

chris: you're gay, dad.

eddie: WHAT?!

[hymaziie]

Finally, I can make a collage of these pics with my fav dialogue from them!!!!

[lesbianeddiediass]

Imagine Eddie finally realizing he's in love with Buck and keeps trying to ask Buck out, but he's too nervous to fully say "hey, you wanna go on a date?" And he keeps fumbling over his words so he and Buck keep going on really nice dinner dates. Buck keeps trying to convince himself that this is not a date each time, even though it really feels like one & Eddie is wearing is date cologne, (but Eddie never mentioned the word date, only dinner, and besides, he's straight) and at the end of each night, there's a bit of tension that's palpable in the air. Buck breaks it by saying "night, bro" emphasizing the last word, and tries to ignore the way Eddie cringes each time. The cycle continues for idk, maybe 3 or 4 weeks before Eddie finally breaks at the way he constantly says bro each time they're about to kiss at Buck's doorstep, and finally admits that he's in love with Buck and kisses him, because Eddie knows Buck has been flicking between his lips and eyes at each "bro" said. It takes a minute for Buck to get the memo, but when he does, everything about the kiss feels right. It's another few minutes before they break apart. And then when they break apart, Buck looks so in aw that Eddie has no choice other than to laugh & smile before asking him out on a proper date, and Buck stumbles his response but eventually says yes with enthusiasm, and that's how we get buddie canon. Yay.

[gayvampyr]

if you want to dress gay but aren’t sure how, you need to focus more on finding clothes you actually like and that make you feel good when you look in the mirror. develop your style independently of what you think looks gayest and trust the homosexuality will follow. it goes where confidence and self acceptance are

[serendipitouswasteland]

They better find the best most secluded place for that asmr rain buddie first kiss I don’t want ANY spoilers for my buddie canon

[asparklethatisblue]

children of any species are very good at being annoying and very cute while doing that

a sphinx child based on this post

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

a few gentle reminders for dark times ♡

you won’t always feel like this. this is only temporary. one day this will be over.

it’s hard to find, but trying to look for the silver linings. look for the tiny sparks that make you feel warm inside. distance yourself from things that drain you.

you may feel weak, but the last time you felt you couldn’t do it anymore, you still kept going. you’re strong enough to make it through this. 

be gentle with yourself. treat yourself kindly, like a little plant that needs to cared for. stay hydrated, surround yourself with sunlight (comforting things and people), allow yourself time, kindness and patience to grow.

be loving towards yourself. whenever you think of a bad thought, defend yourself with a kind one. the negative thoughts are just your insecurities and fears. no matter what you think, you’re loved, you belong somewhere, you make someone happy, and you have many beautiful qualities about you.

do one small thing that makes you feel a sense of accomplishment. it doesn’t matter what it is, but sometimes, going to bed after feeling accomplished is one of the best feelings.

remember to stop being so hard on yourself. don’t expect so much of yourself. you’re not a robot. you deserve rest and making your mental health a priority. it’s ok to make mistakes - it means you’re trying.

you will heal from this. there are people you haven’t met who will love you, and the world still has many beautiful things in it for you to see. stay strong and keep going ✨

[seracadash]

(goverment voice) we need to protect the children from pornography so our plan is to remove their eyes so they would never see something so traumatic. if you are against removing children's eyes you are basically a pedophile

[eddiesstabwound]

wip wednesday

happy thursday! tagged by the always incredible @rhodeys <3 i've been working on a lil follow-up drabble (which is now over 1k and no longer a drabble) to it's okay, we're the best of friends. hopefully she'll be finished today and posted sometime soon :)

"Hi," Eddie breathes, eyes still raking over Buck's body. It's probably rude to stare this much but Eddie doesn't care about that either. He's pretty sure he's allowed to do that openly now, and it's not like Buck isn't staring back. His own brown button-up and dark blue jeans aren't anything new for him, but Buck seems to enjoy it so Eddie will let him look. "Hi," Buck replies, lips curving into a smile. "You look…" Eddie starts, trailing off as he flicks through a mental Rolodex of compliments for the right one. Gorgeous, astonishing, so fucking hot, like the rest of my life. None of them feel like the right thing to say. "Oh God," Buck's smile falters. "Bad? I wasn't sure about the top but Maddie said it was good, and I don't know where we're going so I wasn't sure what to wear. I can change! Do we have time for me to change? Would you mind waiting?" "No, Buck, no. You look good," Eddie lets his gaze flit to Buck's bicep one more time. It's the size of his head. "Like, really good."

tagging: @tweetsongs @sunflowerbuckleys @lesbucks @bucklesdiaz @circledwithaheart @dr-lizortecho @hawkslonggoodbye @tsunamikaela and anyone else who is working on stuff bc i wanna read it <3

[vulpes-aestatis]

Baby sphinx trying to be like mama and waylaying travelers, but all its riddles are completely non-sensical like the ones a 1st grader would tell

[thecactifindahome]

[ieatgayppl]

someone should make out with me homosexual style

[serendipitouswasteland]

Ryan and Oliver both consistently saying from the moment s9 ended that Buck and Eddie will continue co-parenting Christopher AND they’ll be co-parenting Theo is so funny to me like they didn’t even give the writers or show runners– NO ONE a chance to say anything about the Buckley-Diaz family before them and I think that’s simultaneously the most beautiful but also funny thing they have done this summer.

[cherryhatter-deactivated2015072]

KICK THE CAN!

Let’s play the biggest game of kick the can on the internet.

To kick the can, reblog it. I wanna see how long this can go on for.

[visibun]

the oldest reblogs for this post that i can find are from january 2nd of 2013. this can has been getting kicked around tumblr for almost 13½ years now

[drtanner]

And yet somehow this is my first time kicking it!

[dogpuppy]

[oldfuturisticrebel]