dead on the highway

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[theroadkillrebel]

Hi, I'm Rkill/Adrian. I like monsters and fanfic. Been into Left 4 Dead and Creepypasta since I was a kid. Didn't start writing until recently though. You'll find a lot of weird niche stuff here.

This is not a place for minors or AI bros.

My askbox is open. Freaks and geeks welcome.

I was born in Alaska. We moved to Washington when I was young and that's where I've been since. I cope with depression through writing; it kinda helps. Favorite Food: Roasted Eel Favorite Movie: Panman Favorite Game: Dead Cells Favorite Musician: Franck Rivoire Least Favorite Person: Jeff Bezos If I had a million dollars, I... would be doing what I am now (but with less stress).

MY FANFICS

The Test Subject ➤ (Left 4 Dead)

"A Hunter becomes the hunted."

━━━⊱ Chapter I: Seattle ━━━⊱ Chapter II: Regret

TW: Gore, blood, cannibalism, major character death, cussing

ONE-SHOTS

━━━⊱ Captive TW: Non-con, blood, starvation, hurt no comfort

━━━⊱ Catch & Release TW: Dismemberment, non-con, character death, predator/prey

━━━⊱ Zombie Scientist TW: Body horror

I am open to roleplaying in Tumblr/Discord DMs. No minors please.

━━━⊱ My Cujo bio

War & Strategy ➤ (Sky: Children of the Light) ➤ Discontinued... for now.

"When a crisis threatens the entire Empire of Sky, Head Strategist Alto is forced to into an uneasy alliance with Dusk—a man who seems more Krill than Moth."

━━━⊱ Chapter I: Feint ━━━⊱ Chapter II: Remains

TW: None

Read all my writing here.

FANART / HEADCANONS

Hunter's Hall of Fame ➤ AO3 ➤ Tumblr Thank you, amazing artists!

My L4D Headcanons ➤ AO3 ➤ Tumblr

My Kofi — I'm crowdfunding an art tablet.

My Art

My writing inspirations are Metro 2033, Romantically Apocalyptic, and The Road.

[nn-ee-zz]

Fairy ring mushroom (apparently its a tumblr rumor that they grow around corpses, but…)

[theroadkillrebel]

new fanfic maybe

1951 words isnt much. but it is when you haven't written in a while.

[dex-plosion]

traceur love

[artsy-ari]

I drew the Hunter :3

[artsy-ari]

L4D HUNTER COMMISSION!! Shout out to @korekiyo_lover on TikTok for commissioning me!!

[dex-plosion]

hunter doodle dump

[luccasxart]

Zevoth Ssarr, a dragonborn raised on the wild borders between Amn and Tethyr, lived as a guide and smuggler until he discovered a submerged ruin and bonded with the mysterious eel Threshyrr. Since then, he has been haunted by visions of black seas and ancient horrors. Now, as a hobgoblin army advances from the south, he seeks to understand if his prophecies and the war are part of the same dark omen. (This is a commission work)

[theroadkillrebel]

Roadkillrebel.com — Save it, bookmark it, share it with others. This will be the new home for all of my writing. I'm glad it's finally here. It only took seven straight days of painstaking effort to make it a reality.

Of course, I will continue posting my content on Tumblr and AO3. That will never change.

I created this website because I wanted full control. Tumblr censors NSFW art and often needlessly flags adult writing. AO3 is great (I love you, AO3!) but you can't customize your profile or blog there. So I combined the best parts of each platform and made something of my own.

If you like my writing (and would like more) feel free to bookmark it—new stuff will appear there first.

[theroadkillrebel]

in a dinky american diner, i work with my mother in the kitchen.

it is 100 degrees.

my mother slaves over a hot stove, cooking breakfast for old men. the old men sip their coffee and talk about the better days. the “better” days that are conveniently the ones when they were young.

and i wash dishes. the dishes never end. i go home and wash dishes, i go to work and wash dishes, i go home and— notice a spot, and i obsessively scrub it like one obsessively scrubs at a thought. i try not to think about it.

how do you cope with the fact that jobs are fake? money is fake? we’re living a lie. we’re on a rock hurtling through space at 67,000 miles per hour. the universe will continue expanding until heat death, then nothing will ever exist again.

and that out of all the nothing for billions of years, life came into existence. life is absurd—life is RARE; one of the rarest materials in the universe.

my mother will never exist again. science does not allow it. and no matter how hard i think about it, it will never change.

when’s the last time i’ll hug my mother? when’s the last time i’ll write again? maybe i’ll stop caring. i’ll see a stray cat on the street and i won’t bother. what’s the point? we’ll all die someday, right? some before others.

the kitchen will be 100 degrees everyday this summer. i bought my mom a clip-on fan for this mother’s day.

i can’t cope, so i don’t. that’s life i guess.

[theroadkillrebel]

We live on an island shaped like the moon, where the wind is colder than the grave

Our food grows on dunes we eat what grows at our feet. we never complain.

we sleep in the open— no trees. and we eat and play and we eat and play all day, all day

We’re in dire need of root canals our teeth shaved to the gum. we need blankets, we need fire we need hands that is our desire

But want and need divorced long ago.

Instead, just sing: “we live, we die”

[capreoline-desolation]

[theroadkillrebel]

Support my best friend!!!!!! ♥️

[capreoline-desolation]

[uglyrottenalien]

[theroadkillrebel]

say goodbye to fireflies say goodbye to winter nights

in the forest still red elks gather bucking and fucking for this year’s rut

springing from their loins, new summers so sweet like a cup of morning

come next year’s rot the elk put dirt blankets on so they can sleep away, from the winter air

say goodbye, to summer lights the honeybee, she, says goodbye

to the drones, they, fall to mother earth and dig graves in her womb and go to sleep.

[theroadkillrebel]

[theroadkillrebel]

i wish i could be him.