TW: discussions of abuse
i love that we got to see lestat’s love for claudia this season he wrote a song for her something he only seems to do for those he loves dearly. and he knows her so well, better than louis perhaps even though louis seems like the “better parent” at a glance.
often i find that media depicting abuse doesn’t show the love that the abuser has for their victim (the opposite is more common) but its part of the dynamic and often times the most painful aspect of the trauma. how can they love me and hurt at? why would they hurt me if they love me? the two should not be able to coexist and yet they do.
i think that’s why it’s a lot easier to imagine that abusers don’t love their victims, or don’t truly know them well at all. it’s a reaction that we have and it is true at times. lestat didn’t know claudia completely he was blinded by the power he had over her and recreating his childhood dynamics.
but he does love her and that’s the worst part. having to reconcile the way that lestat treated her with his genuine feelings of remorse and guilt while knowing that he didn’t know how to love her the right way.











