Thoughts floating on ashes

Ashley | '92 She/her 🏳️‍⚧️ | some NSFW Robot | Coyote | Kitten | Bunny??

[thriron]

Hi! I'm Ashley, a trans girl thing!

I'm a collector of forms and hobbies.

I'm a warhound and a cat girl

A coyote and a rabbit

I weave, sew, crochet, and make lace

I am a martial artist. I do karate and sword-fighting

I am Bi, Demi, Polyam, and kinky.

Send me asks or messages, I would love to talk or flirt.

please hit me

[winged-void]

You've reached the omorashi hotline. Please Hold

[its-funnytwittertweets]

[betamax-buggy]

is this anything. is anyone out there.

[so1987-deactivated20230102]

who’s gonna tell tumblr that executive dysfunction is more than Not Doing Things?

[so1987-deactivated20230102]

okay

these are the executive functions. impairment of these functions is executive dysfunction

[dailypattondoodles]

Oh.

OH

[lurlur]

Girl, help. None of my executives are functioning

[tamabula-rasa]

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[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYBODY*

here's the lgbtq tag trending as it does regularly due to multiple porn bots catfishing using the same stolen pictures of the same trans woman on the same page

remember the year in review? this was one of the featured tags. note that despite neither the image nor video in the posts in this screenshot being marked as mature content, this screenshot of them is going to mark this post as mature content as soon as I post it

here's some of the lovely messages of positivity you can expect to get if you're a transfem on this platform! I cropped the real-life gore images out of the first one, the person in the second one has made multiple posts like this + pedojacketed me and still has that same account and does that same shit, and the the person in the third took weeks for tumblr to do anything about, because:

here's tumblr staff stating that making explicit death threats towards transfems is not a violation of the ToS or user guidelines!

and here they are stating it again! and while we're on the subject of who the user guidelines apply to:

here's SPECIFICALLY AND EXCLUSIVELY MY CONTENTLESS REBLOG of a year-old post with 15,000 notes being flagged as sexually explicit (over 100 times in case you thought it was maybe a fluke) despite the image in the post not actually showing anything, SPECIFICALLY AND EXCLUSIVELY MY CONTENTLESS REBLOG of a heated rivalry gifset showing two fully nude dudes fucking center frame getting flagged as sexually explicit, which it is according to tumblr's definition, but despite that it has tens of thousands of notes and in fact is so popular and shared that if you look over to the third image you can see that same gif as one of the trending tag thumbnails! and on that note:

here's an episode of an anime available on youtube with a TV-14 age rating that I posted a screenshot of that got flagged as sexually explicit, had the appeal denied twice, got fully nuked off the site, and then got my entire blog marked as mature for posting!

and here's that same already-marked-as-mature blog curiously being marked as mature a second time out of the blue 15 minutes before they dropped the age verification update that would hide mature content!

and here's my first blog of 13 years getting a SPECIAL type of mature flag that marks all of my posts as mature content individually and separately from the actual mature content label!

you don't get to appeal these terminations btw! they automatically and instantly deny your appeal and send you the rejection before you even get the email telling you they got the appeal and will carefully review it

not that appealing will do anything anyways! here's tumblr staff terminating me for explicit content when I appealed the explicit flag on a post that they accepted the appeal on after terminating me for it,

and here's tumblr staff denying my appeal on that termination, lying about why i was terminated, terminating my already-and-still-terminated blog a second time to change the termination reason to one i can't appeal, which they then upgraded from an account deactivation into a postmortem full account nuke! isn't that wild?

here's them doing it to me a second time

and here's tumblr staff terminating me FIVE TIMES in multiple weeks it took them to do anything about a burner blog and a post pedojacketing me and encouraging people to harass me forever over completely fabricated claims that everyone spreading it around admitted were false on the post itself by the way! note also how only the burner blog got deleted - but the main account? just a post removal. after weeks of it being reported and spread around. the fastest of my terminations during this period was three hours after making the account by the way!

which isn't an isolated occurrence, either! they'll pass over multiple open, avowed nazis posting swastikas and slur-filled nazi race science shit about how they think black people are biologically inferior subhumans for months on end to nuke some random transfem off the site in as little as 10 minutes after account creation, then take MULTIPLE MONTHS to respond to your report of someone sending you harassment messages to tell you that the content you reported has already been removed (because it's an ask in the inbox of an account they already terminated along with four others in the time it took them to respond)!

And to really send a clear message about where they stand, they've REALLY ramped up the termination of transfems since the start of pride! And everybody will act like you deserve it and are a subhuman unworthy of life if you don't openly support the multiple ongoing harassment campaigns against transfems, all enabled and quietly endorsed by tumblr staff and moderation!

*except transfems

[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

if you had a reblog of this from my original reblog queued or in the drafts this will have broken it btw you will need to queue/draft it from literally anywhere else except that original reblog

[daughter-of-sapph0]

tranny isn't your word, it belongs to trans women

[daughter-of-sapph0]

you wanna call yourself a tranny so bad because you've never been called it by your father beating you for being anything less than pure masculinity at 7 years old

you wanna call yourself a tranny because you never cut yourself after seeing your friends and family laugh at a caricature made specifically to mock you

you wanna call yourself a tranny because you've never been alone and isolated while having people mock your existence online and misquote incorrect suicide statistics at you

you wanna call yourself a tranny so bad because you've never felt so unloved and worthless that you would lower yourself to suffer through an abusive relationship because you feel like that's all you deserve

you wanna call yourself a tranny because you've never had to fight to be respected as a woman, you've never had to demand to be treated like a human being when everyone else sees you as nothing more than an object - either one that should be eradicated or simply just a sex toy. most of the time its both

you wanna call yourself a tranny so bad because you've never suffered like the tranny has.

[sacred-portal]

[loth-caatgirl]

[virtualgirladvance]

in the princess lounge

?

[tal-the-bot]

in the princess lounge.

[virtualgirladvance]

[rivitheguide]

Can i come too?

[virtualgirladvance]

come on luigi lets get our princess on

[userfish]

this is the craziest thing I’ve ever fucking seen

[32rabbitteeth]

Kerfur please, my servers...

[prokopetz]

Level 1: Asylums are scary because there's crazy people there.

Level 2: We shouldn't treat mental health facilities as objects of horror because it stigmatises mental illness.

Level 3: Asylums are scary because there's psychiatrists there.

[maid-photographer]

The more I get back into doing creative stuff the more I understand that one Fujimoto quote

[malpensante]

[letatlin]

for anyone wondering about the second quote:

[lazeylily]

you understand that there's nothing wrong with wanting people to pay attention to you, right? it's not intrinsically evil, you are allowed to want to be seen. you can do it in soft and nice and good ways, but you don't even have to. you can just want to be seen.

[lazeylily]

if you respond to sincerity with "ironic" deflection, people will learn that they can't be sincere with you. do you want people to be sincere with you? you have to be sincere with people.

if you want to be loved, don't play hard to get, make the act of loving you feel good. if you liked it, just say thank you. being embarrassed is cute.

[tredlocity]

Happy Pride Month!

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

I need a death ray like this :D

[flipchild]

INCREDIBLY funny thing to say

[monster-disaster]

Grimbrook Aquarium + Orca

orca!merman x human!fem!Reader Good to know: foot fetish

Summary: No summary, the warning tells you everything you need to know.

Pathetic, pathetic orca merman who is completely obsessed with your legs. And he is not ashamed of it. Not even a little. He is a shameless pervert for them; for the soft skin of your thighs, for the way his hand fits perfectly to the back of your knee, for the curve of your calves, for that delicate little bracelet with the tiny shell dangling around your ankle, and for the cute colors you paint your toenails.

The obsession in his chest, quiet and innocent at first, more curiosity than attraction, until, somehow, it moved south and turned into a filthy, burning need to feel your pretty feet wrapped around his cock.

And you are such a sweet thing, of course you give him exactly what he wants.

The merman is already panting, his slit parted and cock jutting out, pale at the base, flushed pretty pink at the swollen tip.

And the second you press your soles together around his erection-

he loses it.

"Look at them squeezing me like that-" His black eyes are glued to the sight; your pretty pink toenails smeared with his sticky precum, and the little bracelet bounces and jingles with every thrust of his hips. Water splashes wildly around you as he ruts between your feet, webbed hands gripping your calves to keep you in place for his own pleasure.

"You’re too sweet to me…" he moans, gaze flicking up to your exposed pussy every few seconds. "Fuck, I don’t deserve you…" He is getting louder as he keeps dripping onto your feet.

"Fuck, I’m so close- gonna-" A broken, pathetic moan tears out of him as thick ropes of cum erupt across your legs. He keeps thrusting through it, shaking, chirping weakly, painting your arches, your toes, and that jingling little bracelet in messy, sticky white streaks. Cum drips down your ankles in fat globs as he rides out every last spurt, completely lost in his pleasure.

When he finally slows down, he nearly collapses forward onto your lap, trembling, face buried against your thigh, still twitching between your cum-slick feet.

And he is not done.

He is already grabbing your thighs, eyes wild and hungry as he stares straight at your exposed, dripping pussy because, after your legs, the second thing he loves most is the sweet cunt between them.

[monster-disaster]

Grimbrook Aquarium + Anglerfish

anglerfish!merman x human!gn!Reader Good to know: fluff

Summary: You volunteer at Grimbrook Aquarium because of one clingy merman.

The anglerfish merman latches on you whenever you volunteer at Grimbrook Aquarium.

It started when the workers moved the anglerfish mer into a new tank. The poor guy was smaller than the others, shorter than you from head to tail, and the staff had to separate him because the others kept bullying him.

You were standing in front of the empty tank, peering inside, when chaos erupted above. The little mer was thrashing wildly as the others tried to lower him into the water.

Then he spotted you through the glass.

He froze mid-thrash. His huge black eyes locked onto you. And a second later, he launched himself into the tank. He swam straight over to you and slammed both palms against the glass right in front of your face. With his mouth slightly open, he stared at you like you were the most fascinating thing he had ever seen.

You smiled and gave him a small wave. "Hey there."

That simple little wave apparently sealed your fate at the Aquarium.

The moment you left that day, the tiny anglerfish mer threw an absolute fit. He refused to eat, barely moved, and caused such a ruckus that the staff eventually had to hunt you down. One of the caretakers practically begged you to take a volunteering position: come help with him whenever you could, and they would give you free entry plus free food from the café.

You accepted.

And ever since then, the small, clingy anglerfish has been completely obsessed with you. The second you walk through the doors, he presses himself against the glass like he is trying to melt through it to reach you.

The first time the staff sat you down at the edge of his tank with your legs dangling in the cold water, you nearly jumped out of your skin. The mer shot up from below and grabbed your ankles with his webbed hands. You thought he would yank you down with himself. But instead, his fingers slid smoothly up your calves, head resting on your lap, and you found yourself raking your fingers through his soaked black hair while he chirped happily and tried to climb higher onto you.

And his attachment never eased.

Now he latches onto you every single time you visit. Whenever you get into the water with him, no matter what you are wearing, he finds a way to cling. His arms curl around your body, his lips seal onto whatever bare skin he can reach. The first time he did it, you panicked. You knew how real male anglerfish latch onto females and basically merge with them like parasites. The staff had to pull you out of the tank and calm you down while the poor mer cried and wailed in the water.

That day, you learned that he can't actually fuse with you.

But he can leave marks.

And he does. A lot.

Ever since you started coming weekly, your skin is almost always decorated with dark little hickies where his lips have sucked and clung. They are all over your neck, shoulders, chest, hips, thighs, everywhere. You learned to just let him do it. It’s honestly kind of cute in a weird way. He is so happy and content whenever he is attached to you, sighing and drooling softly, half-asleep and relaxed in a way the staff says he never is with anyone else. They tease you about it, too, they call you his favorite human. And you just laugh and shrug, because yeah, probably you are.